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Chapter 279: Give yourself a chance
Occasionally, Ling Feiyang also resents himself, why can't he really let go.
Even if you hold back your longing for a moment, there is no need to have so many right and wrong.
But he couldn't do it, and that was the hardest thing.
Every time he thinks of Gu Ansen's name, he doesn't care about it.
Even if there are mountains of swords and seas of fire waiting for him, it doesn't matter, he doesn't care.
To what extent does a person's obsession have to be before he can be paranoid to this extent.
Little K watched his boss's expression, and had a lot of questions hidden in his heart, but he didn't dare to ask them.
At this moment, it would be wrong to say that Gu Ansen was wrong at all.
Knowing how his boss thinks about Gu Ansen, it is impossible for him to bring up this topic recklessly.
"I have known Jean for too long. Even if we don't meet, I can still remember his appearance. But this is not what I want. I believe that the ending between me and him will never be like this."
"No matter how long these things have passed, in my heart, there will be no change."
"I also know that many people don't understand me. I am no longer the kid in the orphanage. Now I want wind and rain, and there is nothing I can't do. But only for him, I'm not willing to use force. I can't even watch him get hurt a little. This kind of thinking has always been with me. So in the future, you may see a crazier version of me. I hope that no matter what, don't stop me, that is A promise I made when I was young, I must keep it. When times have changed, only he is still waiting for me, and I don’t want to lose him, even if the whole world thinks I am wrong. I also hope to be in his heart , can have my place.”
For Gu Ansen, he is willing to do anything.
It is the attachment of youth, there is nothing to be afraid of when you say it.
Love is love, he never denied it.
No matter what kind of existence he is in other people's minds, he needs to know that there are still many things that he cannot escape.
Otherwise, he would rather tell the truth to Gu Ansen now.
He never forgot what he promised.
When Gu Ansen stopped the car and went to the gate of the police station, he happened to meet Jian Chen who was driving over.
"Senior, you're going to be late too."
Gu Ansen said with a smile, walked over and patted Jian Chen on the shoulder.
"I didn't expect that our Captain Jane would like to work hard."
Hearing this, Jian Chen returned a smile gracefully.
"When I was in school, I was the last one to arrive in the class. Unless someone asked for leave, otherwise, it has never changed for decades."
As if hearing something extraordinary, Gu Ansen showed an incredible smile.
"I thought the news I heard before was fabricated, but I didn't expect it to be true. It turns out that the well-known top student didn't come to the classroom early."
When he was in college, Jian Chen was the pride of the whole department.
No matter which teacher it is, when his name is mentioned, he is always full of praise.
It was from that time that he began to remember Jian Chen's name.
Thinking about it now, there may be some fate that was doomed very early.
Even if he doesn't admit it, it's already in front of him.
"They're right. I don't think it's of much use to go early. It's better to sleep on the bed for a while to replenish your energy."
Jian Chen touched his head, he didn't expect Gu Ansen to remember the past events clearly.
"Senior, you don't know, I also wanted to refute them at that time, but when I said it, I found that I didn't know you yet."
"Really? Why don't I know."
"Forget, you didn't know me at that time."
The smile on Jian Chen's face became a little awkward, "I remember when I met you, you were already in my junior year, and when I left school, you seemed to send me off."
Mentioning that time, Gu Ansen stopped in his tracks, as if lost in memory.
In his freshman year, he heard the name Jian Chen hundreds of times in the first half of the semester.
Later, I finally had the opportunity to get to know this real master who has been living in other people's mouths, and found that I seemed to hit it off.
But at that time, Jian Chen was already a junior.
He was leaving school for an internship, so Gu Ansen skipped class to send him off.
After that, there was no news of him.
I heard the professor mention it, saying that it is developing very well.
Since then, contact has been broken.
I never thought that there would be a day when we would meet again.
Now that he is so close, it seems that he is still in the campus, the person who will protect him no matter what happens.
Gu Ansen has never been afraid because he knows exactly what he is doing.
He also hoped that nothing would change.
Jian Chen is still his senior, and the relationship between the two will not change in any way.
To be honest, Gu Ansen always felt that Jian Chen came back this time, something changed.
He couldn't tell what was different, but somewhere, it seemed that something had changed.
For many times in the past, he could not care about it at all.
But Jian Chen's change made Gu Ansen slightly startled.
He seemed to have become more gentle. For some reason, when facing Jian Chen, he would feel very panicked, afraid that if he didn't pay attention, he would ignore something.
Jian Chen is different from Ling Feiyang, the latter is a person who writes on his face no matter what happens.
Happy or unhappy, it's obvious.
At least, Gu Ansen can read a lot from his face.
On the other hand, Jian Chen couldn't see through it at all.
Never know what he wants to do, nor what plans he has next.
No matter how many things are put in front of Gu Ansen, he will look like a fool, knowing nothing.
A long time ago, Gu Ansen remembered that he set a great goal, but he didn't realize it.
Some dreams disappear as you walk.
Gu Ansen admitted that this was a mistake of his own, he did not think clearly about these many things.
He also thought that he would not retreat.
But I don't know why, but what was left to him during that time was not a very good memory.
Thinking about it now, he also knew that he could not be so brave.
He can forget everything, he wants to be an ordinary person.
Gu Ansen wants to guard his past and not be disturbed by anyone.
No amount of time is as important as the memories in his heart.
So when facing Jian Chen, he also became cautious.
But these four words set off a huge wave in Gu Ansen's heart.
He is still alive.
He is still alive.
There is nothing better than letting him hear the news, Gu Ansen raised his hand to touch the corner of his eyes, tears fell down.
Probably this is the so-called cry of joy.
He waited so long, searched for his news for so long.
I didn't hear anything, but now I heard from Ling Feiyang that he is still alive.
Finally, a big stone in his heart fell to the ground. As long as he is alive, it will be fine.
He is better alive than dead.
As long as he is still alive in this world, he will be found one day.
Seeing Gu Ansen's tears, Ling Feiyang suddenly turned his back.
What is this?
He was tempted over and over again, and he was tortured over and over again.
In front of his eyes, the past was brought up over and over again.
Ling Feiyang somewhat hated himself for being like this, not because he couldn't see him well, but because he didn't want him to forget.
He was afraid too, too much time had been missed between them.
And he didn't know when it would end. He was afraid that one day Gu Ansen would no longer have his place in his heart.
Will Gu Ansen forget him?
No, he would never allow such a thing to happen, so Ling Feiyang kept stimulating Gu Ansen while protecting him.
But looking at his reaction now, his heart will unconsciously follow suit.
"Xiao Mori, this is not my intention, but do you know how afraid I am of losing you?"
When Gu Ansen adjusted his emotions and wanted to ask Ling Feiyang how he knew, he was no longer in the room.
He had been immersed in his own world just now, but he didn't know when Ling Feiyang left.
Either he walked quietly, or he didn't notice him at all.
Gu Ansen didn't even bother to put on his shoes, so he opened the door and chased him out, but he only saw his back going upstairs, slender and straight, but he felt sad for no reason.
As strong as him, will there be unhappy things?
Gu Ansen felt that he must have read it wrong. In his eyes, Ling Feiyang was all-powerful, facing swords and guns without changing his face.
I actually feel a little distressed for him, I'm afraid he is crazy.
Gu Ansen turned back to his room. He still had to go to work today, and it was only past seven o'clock. If he cleaned up quickly, he would definitely have time.
Where the eyes touched, there was a set of unopened clothes beside the bed.
He walked over to take a look, and found that this size didn't look like Ling Feiyang's, and it seemed that his own model was exactly the same.
In this house, Ling Feiyang probably prepared it for him.
When I picked up the clothes, there was a note under it.
It's far away from the city. I'll give you the car keys. You can drive the red car outside and bring it back at night.
Gu Ansen smiled, Ling Feiyang was really thoughtful, he thought of everything he could think of.
Before and after, it is farsighted.
But how could such a person be born in the underworld?
Until now, Gu Ansen still can't believe this fact, but their meeting is really not worth remembering.
He still hasn't forgotten that when he saw Ling Feiyang for the first time, the murderous aura on his body couldn't fade away.
What did Ling Feiyang say at the time, accidentally picked him up at the beach who was injured during a mission.
But Gu Ansen obviously wouldn't believe his words, who knows if he was hurt by him, and he will be a good person in the end.
But he really doesn't look like that kind of despicable villain.
At that time, Gu Ansen didn't know that his impression of Ling Feiyang had slowly changed in small things.
Gu Ansen shook all his thoughts out of his mind, then quickly got dressed, picked up the car keys, and left Ling Feiyang's home without a moment's hesitation.
That way, it looks like fleeing in despair.
Unexpectedly, Officer Gu would look so embarrassed. Gu Ansen didn't know that all his actions now were seen by the man standing on the second floor.
Ling Feiyang didn't dare to go out to meet him, he was afraid that he couldn't help holding him in his arms.
He was also afraid that he would tell the truth, which was not his original intention.
But seeing Gu Ansen suffering, he couldn't turn a blind eye after all.
The young man he once held in his palm has now become the only Police Officer Gu.
He still has a long way to go. When he was not sure that he could protect him well, he could only bury this feeling deep in his heart and hide it in a dark place.
"The reason why I tell you that I am still alive is to let you have a thought. To save you from living in a daze every day. Of course, I have my own selfish intentions. I don't want you to forget me, so I remind you from time to time. But I Did I do something wrong? Seeing you sad makes me feel so heartbroken. Maybe I should disappear from your life so that your life trajectory will be normal, right? "
Seeing him disappearing from the yard in his car, Ling Feiyang closed the curtains, everyone left, and he couldn't even see his back, so he lay on the bed as if he was relieved.
Even if he didn't sleep all night, Ling Feiyang didn't feel sleepy at the moment.
Thinking about what happened during this period, there were a lot, he sorted it out carefully, but it was nothing serious.
Gu Ansen hasn't made any big moves recently, they are all trivial matters.
In fact, this is also good, less contact, there will be less danger.
He can't be by his side all the time, he also has his own things to do.
At the beginning, he changed his face and walked step by step to where he is today, in order to be able to catch all of them one day.
He will not be reconciled to giving up all his previous efforts, even if Gu Ansen knows the truth, he will definitely forgive him.
The tacit understanding between the two of them has been cultivated since childhood.
Even if they don't meet each other, they can't stop the transmission of thoughts.
He could clearly feel his friendship, which had never changed before.
Gu Ansen glanced at the time, and passed the maximum speed while ensuring that he would not exceed the speed limit.
In this way, the traffic police could not stop him, and he could arrive at the police station during working hours.
With a sudden brake, Gu Ansen stopped the car at the designated location, got out of the car, and locked the door.
Then I was about to run into the police station, and then I ran into a monkey head-on.
"Boss, you just came too."
"Monkey? Isn't your house very close?"
"Boss, I'm lazy in the morning. I got up late after sleeping a little longer. Hehe, why don't you just pretend you didn't see me? By the way, boss came here by car today?"
Gu Ansen just wanted to answer that this car is not mine, but I borrowed it, but at this moment, he met another person he didn't want to meet at this time.
Even if you hold back your longing for a moment, there is no need to have so many right and wrong.
But he couldn't do it, and that was the hardest thing.
Every time he thinks of Gu Ansen's name, he doesn't care about it.
Even if there are mountains of swords and seas of fire waiting for him, it doesn't matter, he doesn't care.
To what extent does a person's obsession have to be before he can be paranoid to this extent.
Little K watched his boss's expression, and had a lot of questions hidden in his heart, but he didn't dare to ask them.
At this moment, it would be wrong to say that Gu Ansen was wrong at all.
Knowing how his boss thinks about Gu Ansen, it is impossible for him to bring up this topic recklessly.
"I have known Jean for too long. Even if we don't meet, I can still remember his appearance. But this is not what I want. I believe that the ending between me and him will never be like this."
"No matter how long these things have passed, in my heart, there will be no change."
"I also know that many people don't understand me. I am no longer the kid in the orphanage. Now I want wind and rain, and there is nothing I can't do. But only for him, I'm not willing to use force. I can't even watch him get hurt a little. This kind of thinking has always been with me. So in the future, you may see a crazier version of me. I hope that no matter what, don't stop me, that is A promise I made when I was young, I must keep it. When times have changed, only he is still waiting for me, and I don’t want to lose him, even if the whole world thinks I am wrong. I also hope to be in his heart , can have my place.”
For Gu Ansen, he is willing to do anything.
It is the attachment of youth, there is nothing to be afraid of when you say it.
Love is love, he never denied it.
No matter what kind of existence he is in other people's minds, he needs to know that there are still many things that he cannot escape.
Otherwise, he would rather tell the truth to Gu Ansen now.
He never forgot what he promised.
When Gu Ansen stopped the car and went to the gate of the police station, he happened to meet Jian Chen who was driving over.
"Senior, you're going to be late too."
Gu Ansen said with a smile, walked over and patted Jian Chen on the shoulder.
"I didn't expect that our Captain Jane would like to work hard."
Hearing this, Jian Chen returned a smile gracefully.
"When I was in school, I was the last one to arrive in the class. Unless someone asked for leave, otherwise, it has never changed for decades."
As if hearing something extraordinary, Gu Ansen showed an incredible smile.
"I thought the news I heard before was fabricated, but I didn't expect it to be true. It turns out that the well-known top student didn't come to the classroom early."
When he was in college, Jian Chen was the pride of the whole department.
No matter which teacher it is, when his name is mentioned, he is always full of praise.
It was from that time that he began to remember Jian Chen's name.
Thinking about it now, there may be some fate that was doomed very early.
Even if he doesn't admit it, it's already in front of him.
"They're right. I don't think it's of much use to go early. It's better to sleep on the bed for a while to replenish your energy."
Jian Chen touched his head, he didn't expect Gu Ansen to remember the past events clearly.
"Senior, you don't know, I also wanted to refute them at that time, but when I said it, I found that I didn't know you yet."
"Really? Why don't I know."
"Forget, you didn't know me at that time."
The smile on Jian Chen's face became a little awkward, "I remember when I met you, you were already in my junior year, and when I left school, you seemed to send me off."
Mentioning that time, Gu Ansen stopped in his tracks, as if lost in memory.
In his freshman year, he heard the name Jian Chen hundreds of times in the first half of the semester.
Later, I finally had the opportunity to get to know this real master who has been living in other people's mouths, and found that I seemed to hit it off.
But at that time, Jian Chen was already a junior.
He was leaving school for an internship, so Gu Ansen skipped class to send him off.
After that, there was no news of him.
I heard the professor mention it, saying that it is developing very well.
Since then, contact has been broken.
I never thought that there would be a day when we would meet again.
Now that he is so close, it seems that he is still in the campus, the person who will protect him no matter what happens.
Gu Ansen has never been afraid because he knows exactly what he is doing.
He also hoped that nothing would change.
Jian Chen is still his senior, and the relationship between the two will not change in any way.
To be honest, Gu Ansen always felt that Jian Chen came back this time, something changed.
He couldn't tell what was different, but somewhere, it seemed that something had changed.
For many times in the past, he could not care about it at all.
But Jian Chen's change made Gu Ansen slightly startled.
He seemed to have become more gentle. For some reason, when facing Jian Chen, he would feel very panicked, afraid that if he didn't pay attention, he would ignore something.
Jian Chen is different from Ling Feiyang, the latter is a person who writes on his face no matter what happens.
Happy or unhappy, it's obvious.
At least, Gu Ansen can read a lot from his face.
On the other hand, Jian Chen couldn't see through it at all.
Never know what he wants to do, nor what plans he has next.
No matter how many things are put in front of Gu Ansen, he will look like a fool, knowing nothing.
A long time ago, Gu Ansen remembered that he set a great goal, but he didn't realize it.
Some dreams disappear as you walk.
Gu Ansen admitted that this was a mistake of his own, he did not think clearly about these many things.
He also thought that he would not retreat.
But I don't know why, but what was left to him during that time was not a very good memory.
Thinking about it now, he also knew that he could not be so brave.
He can forget everything, he wants to be an ordinary person.
Gu Ansen wants to guard his past and not be disturbed by anyone.
No amount of time is as important as the memories in his heart.
So when facing Jian Chen, he also became cautious.
But these four words set off a huge wave in Gu Ansen's heart.
He is still alive.
He is still alive.
There is nothing better than letting him hear the news, Gu Ansen raised his hand to touch the corner of his eyes, tears fell down.
Probably this is the so-called cry of joy.
He waited so long, searched for his news for so long.
I didn't hear anything, but now I heard from Ling Feiyang that he is still alive.
Finally, a big stone in his heart fell to the ground. As long as he is alive, it will be fine.
He is better alive than dead.
As long as he is still alive in this world, he will be found one day.
Seeing Gu Ansen's tears, Ling Feiyang suddenly turned his back.
What is this?
He was tempted over and over again, and he was tortured over and over again.
In front of his eyes, the past was brought up over and over again.
Ling Feiyang somewhat hated himself for being like this, not because he couldn't see him well, but because he didn't want him to forget.
He was afraid too, too much time had been missed between them.
And he didn't know when it would end. He was afraid that one day Gu Ansen would no longer have his place in his heart.
Will Gu Ansen forget him?
No, he would never allow such a thing to happen, so Ling Feiyang kept stimulating Gu Ansen while protecting him.
But looking at his reaction now, his heart will unconsciously follow suit.
"Xiao Mori, this is not my intention, but do you know how afraid I am of losing you?"
When Gu Ansen adjusted his emotions and wanted to ask Ling Feiyang how he knew, he was no longer in the room.
He had been immersed in his own world just now, but he didn't know when Ling Feiyang left.
Either he walked quietly, or he didn't notice him at all.
Gu Ansen didn't even bother to put on his shoes, so he opened the door and chased him out, but he only saw his back going upstairs, slender and straight, but he felt sad for no reason.
As strong as him, will there be unhappy things?
Gu Ansen felt that he must have read it wrong. In his eyes, Ling Feiyang was all-powerful, facing swords and guns without changing his face.
I actually feel a little distressed for him, I'm afraid he is crazy.
Gu Ansen turned back to his room. He still had to go to work today, and it was only past seven o'clock. If he cleaned up quickly, he would definitely have time.
Where the eyes touched, there was a set of unopened clothes beside the bed.
He walked over to take a look, and found that this size didn't look like Ling Feiyang's, and it seemed that his own model was exactly the same.
In this house, Ling Feiyang probably prepared it for him.
When I picked up the clothes, there was a note under it.
It's far away from the city. I'll give you the car keys. You can drive the red car outside and bring it back at night.
Gu Ansen smiled, Ling Feiyang was really thoughtful, he thought of everything he could think of.
Before and after, it is farsighted.
But how could such a person be born in the underworld?
Until now, Gu Ansen still can't believe this fact, but their meeting is really not worth remembering.
He still hasn't forgotten that when he saw Ling Feiyang for the first time, the murderous aura on his body couldn't fade away.
What did Ling Feiyang say at the time, accidentally picked him up at the beach who was injured during a mission.
But Gu Ansen obviously wouldn't believe his words, who knows if he was hurt by him, and he will be a good person in the end.
But he really doesn't look like that kind of despicable villain.
At that time, Gu Ansen didn't know that his impression of Ling Feiyang had slowly changed in small things.
Gu Ansen shook all his thoughts out of his mind, then quickly got dressed, picked up the car keys, and left Ling Feiyang's home without a moment's hesitation.
That way, it looks like fleeing in despair.
Unexpectedly, Officer Gu would look so embarrassed. Gu Ansen didn't know that all his actions now were seen by the man standing on the second floor.
Ling Feiyang didn't dare to go out to meet him, he was afraid that he couldn't help holding him in his arms.
He was also afraid that he would tell the truth, which was not his original intention.
But seeing Gu Ansen suffering, he couldn't turn a blind eye after all.
The young man he once held in his palm has now become the only Police Officer Gu.
He still has a long way to go. When he was not sure that he could protect him well, he could only bury this feeling deep in his heart and hide it in a dark place.
"The reason why I tell you that I am still alive is to let you have a thought. To save you from living in a daze every day. Of course, I have my own selfish intentions. I don't want you to forget me, so I remind you from time to time. But I Did I do something wrong? Seeing you sad makes me feel so heartbroken. Maybe I should disappear from your life so that your life trajectory will be normal, right? "
Seeing him disappearing from the yard in his car, Ling Feiyang closed the curtains, everyone left, and he couldn't even see his back, so he lay on the bed as if he was relieved.
Even if he didn't sleep all night, Ling Feiyang didn't feel sleepy at the moment.
Thinking about what happened during this period, there were a lot, he sorted it out carefully, but it was nothing serious.
Gu Ansen hasn't made any big moves recently, they are all trivial matters.
In fact, this is also good, less contact, there will be less danger.
He can't be by his side all the time, he also has his own things to do.
At the beginning, he changed his face and walked step by step to where he is today, in order to be able to catch all of them one day.
He will not be reconciled to giving up all his previous efforts, even if Gu Ansen knows the truth, he will definitely forgive him.
The tacit understanding between the two of them has been cultivated since childhood.
Even if they don't meet each other, they can't stop the transmission of thoughts.
He could clearly feel his friendship, which had never changed before.
Gu Ansen glanced at the time, and passed the maximum speed while ensuring that he would not exceed the speed limit.
In this way, the traffic police could not stop him, and he could arrive at the police station during working hours.
With a sudden brake, Gu Ansen stopped the car at the designated location, got out of the car, and locked the door.
Then I was about to run into the police station, and then I ran into a monkey head-on.
"Boss, you just came too."
"Monkey? Isn't your house very close?"
"Boss, I'm lazy in the morning. I got up late after sleeping a little longer. Hehe, why don't you just pretend you didn't see me? By the way, boss came here by car today?"
Gu Ansen just wanted to answer that this car is not mine, but I borrowed it, but at this moment, he met another person he didn't want to meet at this time.
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