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Occasionally, Ling Feiyang also resents himself, why can't he really let go.

Even if you hold back your longing for a moment, there is no need to have so many right and wrong.

But he couldn't do it, and that was the hardest thing.

Every time he thinks of Gu Ansen's name, he doesn't care about it.

Even if there are mountains of swords and seas of fire waiting for him, it doesn't matter, he doesn't care.

To what extent does a person's obsession have to be before he can be paranoid to this extent.

Little K watched his boss's expression, and had a lot of questions hidden in his heart, but he didn't dare to ask them.

At this moment, it would be wrong to say that Gu Ansen was wrong at all.

Knowing how his boss thinks about Gu Ansen, it is impossible for him to bring up this topic recklessly.

"I have known Jean for too long. Even if we don't meet, I can still remember his appearance. But this is not what I want. I believe that the ending between me and him will never be like this."

"No matter how long these things have passed, in my heart, there will be no change."

"I also know that many people don't understand me. I am no longer the kid in the orphanage. Now I want wind and rain, and there is nothing I can't do. But only for him, I'm not willing to use force. I can't even watch him get hurt a little. This kind of thinking has always been with me. So in the future, you may see a crazier version of me. I hope that no matter what, don't stop me, that is A promise I made when I was young, I must keep it. When times have changed, only he is still waiting for me, and I don’t want to lose him, even if the whole world thinks I am wrong. I also hope to be in his heart , can have my place.”

For Gu Ansen, he is willing to do anything.

It is the attachment of youth, there is nothing to be afraid of when you say it.

Love is love, he never denied it.

No matter what kind of existence he is in other people's minds, he needs to know that there are still many things that he cannot escape.

Otherwise, he would rather tell the truth to Gu Ansen now.

He never forgot what he promised.

When Gu Ansen stopped the car and went to the gate of the police station, he happened to meet Jian Chen who was driving over.

"Senior, you're going to be late too."

Gu Ansen said with a smile, walked over and patted Jian Chen on the shoulder.

"I didn't expect that our Captain Jane would like to work hard."

Hearing this, Jian Chen returned a smile gracefully.

"When I was in school, I was the last one to arrive in the class. Unless someone asked for leave, otherwise, it has never changed for decades."

As if hearing something extraordinary, Gu Ansen showed an incredible smile.

"I thought the news I heard before was fabricated, but I didn't expect it to be true. It turns out that the well-known top student didn't come to the classroom early."

When he was in college, Jian Chen was the pride of the whole department.

No matter which teacher it is, when his name is mentioned, he is always full of praise.

It was from that time that he began to remember Jian Chen's name.

Thinking about it now, there may be some fate that was doomed very early.

Even if he doesn't admit it, it's already in front of him.

"They're right. I don't think it's of much use to go early. It's better to sleep on the bed for a while to replenish your energy."

Jian Chen touched his head, he didn't expect Gu Ansen to remember the past events clearly.

"Senior, you don't know, I also wanted to refute them at that time, but when I said it, I found that I didn't know you yet."

"Really? Why don't I know."

"Forget, you didn't know me at that time."

The smile on Jian Chen's face became a little awkward, "I remember when I met you, you were already in my junior year, and when I left school, you seemed to send me off."

Mentioning that time, Gu Ansen stopped in his tracks, as if lost in memory.

In his freshman year, he heard the name Jian Chen hundreds of times in the first half of the semester.

Later, I finally had the opportunity to get to know this real master who has been living in other people's mouths, and found that I seemed to hit it off.

But at that time, Jian Chen was already a junior.

He was leaving school for an internship, so Gu Ansen skipped class to send him off.

After that, there was no news of him.

I heard the professor mention it, saying that it is developing very well.

Since then, contact has been broken.

I never thought that there would be a day when we would meet again.

Now that he is so close, it seems that he is still in the campus, the person who will protect him no matter what happens.

Gu Ansen has never been afraid because he knows exactly what he is doing.

He also hoped that nothing would change.

Jian Chen is still his senior, and the relationship between the two will not change in any way.

To be honest, Gu Ansen always felt that Jian Chen came back this time, something changed.

He couldn't tell what was different, but somewhere, it seemed that something had changed.

For many times in the past, he could not care about it at all.

But Jian Chen's change made Gu Ansen slightly startled.

He seemed to have become more gentle. For some reason, when facing Jian Chen, he would feel very panicked, afraid that if he didn't pay attention, he would ignore something.

Jian Chen is different from Ling Feiyang, the latter is a person who writes on his face no matter what happens.

Happy or unhappy, it's obvious.

At least, Gu Ansen can read a lot from his face.

On the other hand, Jian Chen couldn't see through it at all.

Never know what he wants to do, nor what plans he has next.

No matter how many things are put in front of Gu Ansen, he will look like a fool, knowing nothing.

A long time ago, Gu Ansen remembered that he set a great goal, but he didn't realize it.

Some dreams disappear as you walk.

Gu Ansen admitted that this was a mistake of his own, he did not think clearly about these many things.

He also thought that he would not retreat.

But I don't know why, but what was left to him during that time was not a very good memory.

Thinking about it now, he also knew that he could not be so brave.

He can forget everything, he wants to be an ordinary person.

Gu Ansen wants to guard his past and not be disturbed by anyone.

No amount of time is as important as the memories in his heart.

So when facing Jian Chen, he also became cautious.

He actually didn't know much about Jian Chen's news.

After breaking off contact that year, he never thought about it.

In his heart, no matter how many things there are, it doesn't really matter much.

If it wasn't for Ling Feiyang's sudden appearance, there wouldn't be so many rumors about these things.

Thinking about it now, it still seems like a dream.

"What are you thinking, so serious?"

Seeing that Gu Ansen was silent, Jian Chen couldn't help asking.

"Nothing suddenly remembered something from the past, and found it more interesting."

"past events?"

Jian Chen said with a smile, seeming to be very interested.

Gu Ansen shook his head, "It's nothing. I don't know how to tell you. Anyway, it's a thing of the past, so I don't want to worry about it so much."

For no reason, in front of Jian Chen, he didn't want to say so much.

What happened at the university was indeed a beautiful response to him.

But now is not the time to talk about this, that age has passed, and that time has passed.

He didn't want to know what he would face next, but the only thing he remembered in his heart was that if it wasn't for this, he wouldn't be where he is today.

It had a great influence on him in college, at least it allowed him to find his direction.

If Ling Feiyang hadn't appeared in front of him, everything would have been better.

But there are always some things that Gu Ansen does not want to encounter but must face.

"Go in, if the two of us have been standing here, if you don't know, you might think something happened."

Jian Chen could tell that Gu Ansen didn't want to talk about these things.

No matter what he thought before, this matter is not that simple after all.

He suddenly felt that after such a long time, he didn't understand anything about his junior.

What he wants, what he is for, is not at all clear.

He doesn't know what Jian Chen's obsession has become until now.

He always thought that only he thought so.

But when I didn't realize it, I still felt that maybe I could get some other news from Gu Ansen.

All he thought, it seems that there is no way to see the end.

Could it be that his leaving back then was a mistake.

Now no matter what, there is no way to recover.

He felt that the distance between himself and Gu Ansen was always close.

Jian Chen couldn't see what Gu Ansen wanted to do. From the very beginning, he thought he would still have a chance.

But he never thought about whether after such a long time, he really has no chance at all.

He didn't dare to say some things to Gu Ansen, because he was afraid that once he showed his feelings, not only would the relationship between the two of them not be as simple as it will be in the future, but they would also be unable to work with him.

When he knew Gu Ansen, he knew how stubborn this person was, and he also knew that once he made a decision, there would be no change.

He couldn't be sure what Gu Ansen's intentions were. He had concealed his feelings for so long, and it was absolutely impossible for him to blurt out his love at this time.

No matter what the final outcome was, he didn't want to lose such an opportunity.

As long as Gu Ansen doesn't speak, he still has a chance to continue here.

Seeing each other in person on weekdays and being with him for such a long time, he couldn't believe that he couldn't find a chance.

No matter how other people think about these things, he insists on his own ideas and has not changed.

Jian Chen thought that he was once a very good person.

What he went to a foreign country for, others don't know, but he understands it in his heart.

Now, after going back to the country and finding out his whereabouts, she did not hesitate to use all her connections and wanted to be by his side.

I don't know when, but I suddenly fell in love with Gu Ansen.

He appeared suddenly, but walked into his heart inadvertently.

He never blamed others, because it was always his own business.

Even if he gave everything he had, he wouldn't care.

In the face of these things, he thought about many endings, but none of them worked.

Without knowing Gu Ansen's thoughts, everything he did would be meaningless.

In front of him, Gu Ansen seemed to have never raised this issue.

He never said anything about the whereabouts of his relationship.

I only know that he has been single for so many years and has never had any relationship with women.

A lot of ideas started to emerge from that time, and I had a lot of questions in my heart, but I never asked them out.

He was afraid of hearing Gu Ansen's answer, and also afraid of hearing facts from him that he didn't want to believe.

With so many things, if he had to know the truth, he didn't know what he should do.

Even now, Gu Ansen is standing beside him, but he still doesn't know anything.

Gu Ansen could sense some thoughts, but he didn't know what to say about Jian Chen.

Different from the feeling that Ling Feiyang gave him, Ling Feiyang was unpredictable, he couldn't see through it, and he couldn't understand it.

So he won't make any comments, but now, he really needs to start thinking about what to do to change the current situation.

After Jian Chen and Gu Ansen entered the police station, they went back to their respective offices. Before leaving, Jian Chen seemed to want to say something.

But Gu Ansen didn't give him this chance at all, turned around and left.

Jian Chen looked at Gu Ansen's back, and basically understood everything.

Although he hasn't spoken yet, his guess is not wrong.

It's not that Gu Ansen feels nothing at all, he just doesn't want to bring the topic to this matter.

Many times, he would rather hide all his emotions than show them to others.

Probably this is what he wants to do, no matter what is going on in front of him, he can remain calm.

This is the original him, but Jian Chen doesn't know it.

He thought he knew Gu Ansen well enough, but he didn't understand how these things turned out.

Gu Ansen returned to his office, very upset, he didn't know how to speak.

Facing Jian Chen, he had a vague feeling in his heart, but he shouldn't dare to say these words easily.

It was all his guesswork, and he didn't want to hurt his senior.

The whole heart is occupied by one person, there is no room for others at all.

There were some things he didn't want to say, but in the end, he still didn't understand.