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Li Jinyuan's world is always so simple.

You have never seen the words in her eyes, intrigue, intrigue.

It's because no matter how difficult her life is, she won't use despicable means to get everything she wants.

She is very clear about her character, she will not fight or grab, even if she is bullied, she will not bully back.

It is probably because of this that she was not very happy during her tenure in a company.

Almost everyone knew that she would not do such a thing, but no one was willing to believe her.

The so-called high-level officials mainly focused on reducing the severity of the situation and used her to throw pawns to save the car.

Such an approach is really chilling.

At least in Li Jinyuan's heart, there has been a deep impression.

Don't worry about how many years she has been here, and no matter how she was retained in the end, since the mistake has already been made, she doesn't need to make up for it.

Again and again, there will be again and again, the same thing happens again and again, how can she still believe them.

Leaving was the best choice she could make. She didn't need anyone to take care of it, and she wasn't going to tell others what she wanted.

Monotonous, living the same life.

"I can give you whatever you want in my world. My person and my heart are all yours."

The bitter cold wind blew past Shen Ziyu's ears, he took off his clothes and put them on Li Jinyuan.

"It's windy outside, you'd better be careful, if you catch a cold, I won't be able to take care of you."

Although Shen Ziyu was joking, his hands didn't stop at all.

The wind outside is really cold.

Shen Ziyu raised his hand to look at the time, and then continued, "You go to the car and wait for me first, if this is the case, I still have something to do."

Although Li Jinyuan had some doubts, she still did not refute Shen Ziyu's words.

After Li Jinyuan left, Shen Ziyu slowly squatted down on Shen Ziyu.

Slowly caressing the cold tombstone with his hand, he wanted to dismiss Li Jinyuan because he had a lot to say and couldn't tell her yet.

"I guessed that you must be hiding something, but now I don't want to know so clearly, or maybe I don't know at all what truth you are trying to hide. Is it because you don't believe it, or what. I have now Don’t care, you warned me not to get involved in this matter, but I can’t take it out anymore. I can only do this, other than that, I don’t know, there is no other way to explain all this.”

There is no way to explain everything, and no way to explain all the grievances.

He has struggled, but the result is still not satisfactory.

"I came here today not just to bring her to meet you, but more importantly, I don't want you to worry. What I want to tell you is that I have decided to make a move. No matter what, I will not I will give up. The grievances of your previous generation don’t need to involve me. But after thinking about it, I feel that there is something to do with it. Although I haven’t guessed it yet, one day, I will know .”

He couldn't directly tell Li Jinyuan what Shen Ziyu said.

She can't help, so why make her worry.

Besides, he was the one who caused the incident in the first place.

No matter how you say it, it has nothing to do with Li Jinyuan. His world was originally different from Li Jinyuan's.

Didn't you already know it from the first day we met?

Shen Ziyu didn't know why he was still struggling with this matter. For him, didn't he have anything else to think about?

He didn't know when these messy things would come to an end.

What has already started cannot be ended at will, and only in front of my parents can I dare to say these words presumptuously.

Because they won't reveal their secrets, and even in front of them, they finally don't have to hide their small thoughts anymore.

From Shen Ziyu's point of view, it was very tiring for him to deal with these right and wrong by himself.

I haven't found any more practical way, he is not omnipotent.

In the face of all things, a perfect solution can be achieved, so that everything can come to an end.

He didn't even want to wait for him when the dust settled, and nothing was done.

He is so strong, he has to wait for a result before he is reconciled to everything.

Either good or bad.

As long as he has worked hard on his own, he can accept it.

This may be why, until now, he is still unwilling to give up.

Even if there is only a little bit of hope left, in his opinion, it is worth giving it a go.

"I used to wish so much to be like you, no matter how big things happened, I had to live according to my own will. But later, I felt that I couldn't do it. I couldn't bear being so cowardly I can do better, even better than what I have done before. But I can’t get anyone’s affirmation. I want to be myself so much, but you are all gone. Who can I show to? Woolen cloth."

Shen Ziyu laughed at himself. Here, the only ones who can accompany him are these two black and white photos.

He never thought it would be so difficult to let go of some things before, but it was only after he recovered from his illness and returned to China this time that he felt that his morality was far from enough.

Those enemies hiding in the dark can endure, hide, and have plots.

At least they waited for a suitable opportunity, no matter what, Shen Ziyu admired this.

Without them, I might never be able to realize the crisis hidden in Yu Jin Group.

This is also good, all problems can be solved at once.

He doesn't need to think hard about many things anymore, and now he understands this point very well.

Because no matter what he does, what he can see is the same, and he is willing to take all responsibility for his actions.

Is it because he has decided to do this long ago, or he just has a rough idea in his heart, he doesn't know.

But what he can understand is that if he wants to give Li Jinyuan happiness, he won't let anyone destroy it.

If this is the only obsession left in my heart, I hope I can keep my original heart no matter what, and it will never change.

This world is inherently complex, and it is really not easy to see clearly.

He has experienced so much, and he can only guess how much it is.

"When you left me, I didn't cry. That's because I think that everyone may have their own way to go. They will leave sooner or later, but the time is earlier. So when I lay in the cold When I was on the operating table, I didn’t have any great feelings in my heart. But now, for the first time, I feel powerless, I don’t know what to do is the best, I thought I can get it from you here Something."

"I don't need consolation, because I know that everything has to be fought for by myself. The biggest wish you had for me back then was that I could be alone. No matter what happened, I had to rely on my own ability solve."

"But Mom and Dad, it's so tiring."

Shen Ziyu leaned against the tombstone, and the coldness seeped through his clothes and penetrated his body. Only then did he realize that his thoughts had always been clear, but the world in his eyes had never changed.

When he was in the past, he didn't know anything.

All things, as long as there are no major problems, he will not take care of them.

Now everything is not very clear, and the situation is not very clear, but he just sees it through.

Among them, there are still many things that cannot be ignored.

In front of Li Jinyuan, no matter what happened, she could act as if she didn't care.

Even if he made such a decision in the Yu Jin Group, he could still get himself out. He had already prepared a bunch of excuses, just to keep Li Jinyuan's mouth shut.

He can accept all doubts as they are ordered, it doesn't matter, anyway, he did these things, and he doesn't deny it, but so what?

At the beginning, he also said that he didn't want to do this, but there was no other way.

There are many things that have come to this point, and he is not the only one who has the final say.

His abilities and what he can do are really limited.

And the enemy hiding in the dark really made him powerless.

I feel that everything I have done is in vain, obviously I have been working very hard.

It was the first time that he felt unconfident about himself, and Shen Ziyu also knew that this feeling was not very good. So far from questioning, is there any solution to make him feel better?

"I prepared a bunch of things to say to you, but when it's time to speak, I don't know what to say."

"I was originally a tangled person, whether it was before or now. If you are still here, you will definitely talk about me, and you can say whatever you want, and no one forces you to hide everything."

"Now when I think about the past, I still feel that no matter how busy you were when I was young, you will still return to this home after all, and you won't be able to lie on the cold ground like you are now. Listen to me in silence."

"Even if I am unwilling, I still have this attitude when facing the truth. I dare not show it so clearly in front of her. I am afraid that she will follow me to worry. Even now, she is also worried. But that It should be a different feeling."

As Shen Ziyu talked, he looked into the distance. In fact, he could have done things more directly.

After all, he was a bit more rational in dealing with people's issues in the Yu Jin Group.

That's because in his opinion, there is still room for redemption, and he has not reached a desperate situation, and his world is not yet barren.

He is working hard to re-cultivate the place where there is no grass, hoping to grow the same green grass as before.

Even if the fantasy is so unreal, as long as you are willing to do it, isn't it a good choice?

At the very least, it is much better than him who has been waiting in place, but has not moved for a long time.

Although he hated himself like this, since then, at least his heart can be balanced, so that he won't feel desolate when facing anyone.

"I also thought that I would eventually grow up to be what you want, but until now, I realized that I am still far from it, because once something happens, I will appear a little weak. I was not like this before Yes, at least in my own mind, that’s not how I define myself.”

"But now I suddenly feel that there is actually no big difference between me and them. Maybe I seized the opportunity back then and was able to achieve something great, and I have grown taller in the hearts of others since then, but I know, All this is nothing more than my self-deception. Is it so important what is right or wrong?"

"If one day I lose everything, they will look at me differently. Although I have never thought about it, it doesn't mean I don't know what is going on. Maybe you all think, Now I think too much, and I am no longer the person who can handle things perfectly."

"But maybe this is my true face. I don't need others to expose it. I always know it in my heart. But I haven't said it all the time. I also want to maintain a sense of mystery. Although I don't I know what I'm going to do, but so many things have happened, I don't want to make myself look so cowardly, I think I can handle these things well, don't I?"

Shen Ziyu didn't know why, he said these words today, maybe it was because he held them in his heart for too long.

He is a person who has suffered from depression, and he will not push himself down that road again.

In any case, he thought that as long as he followed his own mind, there would be no problem, but gradually, his thinking would change.

In the face of some unknown issues, he admitted that he was selfish.

It's not all about doing my best, but I also want to arrange a way out for Li Jinyuan.

From the very beginning, she has done nothing wrong. On this road, she is the most innocent person.

No matter what his world looks like, be it black and white, or colorful, he has to take into account the whole situation.

In the past, I always felt that the world was too big to find her.

But now I realize that it was just that he got lost inadvertently.

I don't know what words to use to commemorate my past, and the thoughts hidden in my heart will burst out one day.

The situation he faced should be more complicated than imagined, but even so, he couldn't let go.

It's also good to give it a try, at least it can make my heart more balanced.

"Actually, she is a very good girl. Since you have never been in contact with her, you may not know her very well, but I remember that you have met each other when you were young, but I guess you all don't remember."