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"I was still young at that time, and you would always go home once a month."

"Although I don't know what the relationship between the two of you is like, but looking at you, maybe I can get some comfort in my heart. Now that I think about it, how ridiculous I was at that time, and I still believed those things. Unreal things."

"But no matter how long it has passed, you are still my parents. I will come to see you and talk to you during the holidays."

"I hope you can have a good life over there. Anyway, you two will hold hands no matter where you go. I have nothing to be afraid of."

Shen Ziyu laughed as he spoke, it's not that he hasn't thought about it.

Why did they have to leave him and leave in the first place? How much they couldn't help themselves, so they could make such a decision.

Originally they could have avoided these things, knowing that there was danger, why did they still go?

Could it be that he never considered his feelings from the beginning?

But Shen Ziyu didn't have a chance to ask these words.

Before he had time to speak, everything became a foregone conclusion.

No matter how sad he is, in the face of the truth, he cannot restore the whole situation.

When it all started, he didn't know where to start.

No one can tell the story hidden in the heart.

He is willing to live his life with the memories of his parents, but he still wants to ask those questions.

Even if they know everything, there is still a reason to do it.

In their hearts, what do they really count as?

Shen Ziyu's hand tightly grasped the cold tombstone, his finger bones turned white.

There was forbearance and unwillingness in his expression.

But in the end, the expression on his face disappeared.

Here, although he could express all the doubts in his heart, he couldn't get the answer.

I had already expected all this, but I was still unwilling to accept it.

He is the only one who always lives in the illusory world.

When faced with these things, I can't help thinking about the past.

No matter how much he flaunts, no matter how the situation is, his world is still clear.

It can be said that it is cloudy now. He found many reasons to convince himself that he wanted to make himself stronger, and hoped that everything would end one day.

Maybe now, this is the best way to comfort myself.

Many years ago, before these things happened, he could do what he wanted.

No matter who it is, no one can stop his movements, even if he hits the south wall, he doesn't want to turn back.

It's just that times have changed now, and so has his thinking.

He is no longer the young and frivolous self of the past. Before doing anything, he also has to think about right and wrong, maybe this will make him think of a better way.

"It doesn't matter whether I say these words or not, because I never took them to heart. I was not there when you left, and now I am back, and you are not. Since the choice made me come to this world, it is Yin and Yang No matter how capable I am, there are still many things I cannot do."

"I know you think it's cold down there, but I don't know how to tell you all about it. In my heart, those hidden secrets, and my darkness. My unknown past, those things I'm about to I don’t know if you care about what I have experienced, but my secret is going to be buried for the rest of my life.”

Shen Ziyu talked for a while, then suddenly stood up.

He seemed to have really stayed in this place for a long time, which made him feel a little bit in a trance.

He couldn't find his way, and he didn't know what to do next.

But things always have to be done before we can know what kind of consequences his choice will bring.

It was a long time since Li Jinyuan saw Shen Ziyu approaching in the car.

She admitted that it was so warm in the car that it made her want to sleep again.

But at this moment, she didn't know what Shen Ziyu was doing, and she was still worried.

For Li Jinyuan, experiencing life and death has taught her a lot.

Although she never talked about this issue in front of Shen Ziyu, she knew in her heart that if Shen Ziyu's serious illness hadn't happened, she might not be able to recognize her heart until now.

She clearly knows that many things cannot be truly seen clearly without being forced, but now she finally sees through this truth.

For Shen Ziyu, her life is just a wish.

When he left, he didn't tell himself that the feeling was worse than death.

Later, I experienced such a storm again.

How can she let her go with peace of mind, she is not a fool, she is very clear about her inner feelings, which she has always been unwilling to admit.

But at that time, for the first time, she felt that she absolutely could not lose this man in her life.

It's not that she hasn't tried that feeling before, so she won't experience it again in her life.

When she couldn't bear losing Shen Ziyu, she couldn't forget him.

He can be far away from himself, as long as he is safe, then everything does not matter.

But if one day, she finds out that the person she loves is right in front of her, and her life is not good, but she can't do anything about it, then what kind of feeling will it be.

Li Jinyuan didn't want to think about it anymore. She used to think that she could be open-minded, at least when facing these things, she could make herself look stronger.

After watching it, she realized that it was nothing at all.

Because Shen Ziyu might have been hiding it from her from the very beginning, that was the most heartbreaking thing.

What kind of things have he experienced that made him make such a decision.

Could it be that in his heart, there is nothing worth nostalgic for?

Li Jinyuan looked outside the car, and Shen Ziyu, who was walking slowly, seemed to see a young man, he came covered with snow, his shoulders were covered with snowflakes, but he handed the umbrella into his hand.

It was his first tender feeling, without a word, such a simple action, when he did it, it seemed like ten thousand years had passed.

Only then did she realize that it only took a moment for her heart to be moved.

Since then, she has paid more attention to this person.

Not everyone can be like Shen Ziyu, maybe in this world, he is not the best one, but for Li Jinyuan, he is the best, that's enough.

In every girl's heart, there will be a hero who will descend from the sky when you are in trouble and solve any problems for you.

And, he doesn't need anything in return from you.

And Shen Ziyu was her biggest reliance when she was young.

In fact, he has done a lot for her, on the surface, or in private, as long as he can think of it, he will try his best to do it.

I don't know why in the first place, but among so many people, I just fell in love with him.

Maybe this is the unresolved fate, when the fate arrives, no one can stop it.

Their anger is gone, but their love has not left.

At that moment, Li Jinyuan suddenly didn't want to sit in the car anymore. She opened the door, ran towards Shen Ziyu, threw herself into his arms, hugged him tightly, and said loudly, "Shen Ziyu, you You know? In this world, I can lose everything, but I can't lose you. Your weight in my heart has always been priceless. There will only be one you in this world, irreplaceable."

Li Jinyuan's feelings today seem a little inexplicable, that's because she thought of things from a long time ago, those past pasts, and a certain feeling arose in her heart.

In front of Shen Ziyu, she could always live like a little girl, she could do whatever she wanted, and even said that she never cared about what happened here.

What she wants to do has always been simple. For her, the place where Shen Ziyu is present is the greatest happiness.

She doesn't care at all what has happened in the past few years.

For those passing times, it is better to toast the past with a glass of wine and let them pass away.

"I thought about it, I have done a lot of things, some have something to do with you, and some have nothing to do with you. But no matter which one it is, you are the most important thing to me."

"I never thought that one day, I would be able to meet you again, and I never even thought about such a scene, because in my impression, you were very decisive when you left, and it seemed that no one left behind. A little news. I thought you would just disappear from my life, but luckily no, fate gave us a chance to start again. The luckiest thing is, I never missed you."

In front of him, Li Jinyuan could feel the warmth.

She didn't even dare to imagine what her world would be like if Shen Ziyu was really not by her side.

"Why are you so sentimental today?"

Almost when Li Jinyuan spoke, Shen Ziyu noticed that Li Jinyuan today was a little different from the past.

Normally, she would not be so sensational.

Even if there is a lot to say, it will not become so straightforward.

The way she speaks has always been going around and around, until now that she can't hide it, she will speak out her thoughts seriously.

Like today's situation, it is indeed somewhat inconsistent with her style of conduct.

Even Shen Ziyu noticed that Li Jinyuan must be a little emotionally agitated.

But he didn't know what happened in just such a short time.

He was just talking time, and it felt as if everything had changed.

Everything became so strange to him that he didn't even know how to explain these things clearly.

"It's windy outside, let's go in and talk."

Shen Ziyu sent Li Jinyuan back to the car, and then sat in the driver's seat. Instead of driving in a hurry, he turned around to look at Li Jinyuan.

"Is there anything you want to tell me?"

He could feel that something was really wrong with Li Jinyuan today.

"It's really nothing. I just thought about a lot of things, and then I felt that you are very important to me. It's not the first day I face up to my feelings, but I have to admit that a long, long time ago, I chose I escaped. That’s because I feel that there will be no future between me and you. You have the responsibilities you have to bear, and I have the things I want to do. No matter what, there is no way to link these together .”

Li Jinyuan frowned and thought for a while, "But when you appeared again, I knew I was wrong. No matter what, I still couldn't let you go. I would think and worry when I couldn't see you. It turns out that you have already left your name on my heart long ago, but I was stupid enough not to know."

"I'm also afraid that when I stand in front of you, I'm not good enough, and even compared with you, I look very humble, even small. I'm a person who has had a low self-esteem since I was a child, and you know it well."

"You're so nice, I'm always worried that I won't be good enough for you. Talk about being talented and beautiful, but in the end, I'm the only one who has become a joke."

"Shen Ziyu, you know, for me, you are the only one, no one is more important than you, what's more, in my heart, from the very beginning, that person is you. The one I want to spend the rest of my life with is you, Maybe when I was young, I didn’t understand anything, I thought everything was fine as long as I was happy, but I never thought about it, that’s what love looks like.”

"Later when I finally found out, you had already left."

"So I blamed you for a while, but then I gradually let go of it. No matter what, you are back. This should be the best blessing for me. I don't know what happened to others. I don't want to say it, but my heart can no longer accommodate others."

Shen Ziyu had been listening quietly from the very beginning, never saying a word.

He also wanted to hear what Li Jinyuan would say.

Probably from the moment Li Jinyuan threw himself into his arms, something changed silently.

He didn't know what to say, but explained that his feelings had been the same since he was young, and today, he could still do what he insisted on doing.

"Shen Ziyu, even if you don't speak, I know you are listening. That's just right. I don't have any regrets when I tell you these words. I like you from young to now, never Changed. So what about you, do you want to be with me?"

It was Shen Ziyu who answered Li Jinyuan with a long kiss.

In such a quiet moment, he could no longer control his heart.

In the past, he could still suppress his heart and treat everything as if it never happened.

But now, with Li Jinyuan right in front of him, should he pretend that everything doesn't exist?

That would be a bit too cruel, he is not a person who can bear it.

Facing the woman he loves, at the very least, he has to prove that he is a man.