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For a lot of time, he always thought that this would be enough.

But now, Ji Chenfeng made him understand a truth, no matter how much time has passed, the friendship with him will not change in any way.

Then, just throw away the memories of the past, and maybe he will be able to find his original intention when he doesn't think about anything.

No one really thought about what he wanted to do in his heart.

If it were him at any time, in the end, he would be completely different.

In my memory, there is not much difference between them.

Even if he finds it, so what? It's not the same, even if he doesn't say anything, he knows this matter very well in his heart, and there are still many things hidden behind it.

What he wants to do most is to solve it thoroughly, so that no future troubles can be left behind.

He knows better than anyone else that this right and wrong, or the story, will be separated into two ends in the end. Even if all the results cannot be seen at the end, they all understand what it is for.

Thinking about it, he just wanted to solve all the problems so that he would not have any worries.

Counting all the years, in his eyes, there are not many stories. He knows better than anyone else, so it may not be the best, but it is definitely not the worst.

The reason why he never cares about it is because he always feels that the timing is wrong, and he has done a lot of things in such a long time, but there is one thing that he did not expect is that he never expected that after this , what else could be the problem.

So, after all, I still made a mistake.

He has never thought about these unplanned things that might happen, so although he didn't think about it clearly and didn't understand it very well, at least he had really thought about it.

It's just that this time, he seemed to have found some clues, otherwise, he would not have done so.

Shen Nanyan knew very well in his heart that in his generation, he would never be able to recover the innocence he once had.

Because people who have changed, no matter how much they do, it is meaningless.

If he always wanted to go back to the past, it would be almost impossible.

It turned out that he had thought about it for so long, but he never knew that deep in his heart, it was never possible to just ignore it. He knew what he was doing, and later on, he was no longer willing to think about it. .

After all, this is all about the future, and it doesn't matter if you say it now.

He didn't even need to determine how much was left at the end.

He wants more and is more sure that he won't just let it go.

He obviously wanted to understand that behind these things, it was not so simple after all.

Ji Chenfeng, as a person, may have many thoughts, but after all, he is not in a hurry to panic in his heart.

Suddenly, for a moment, he was afraid of losing. After knowing each other for so long, he didn't know how to speak.

All the time, for him, what he is, he really doesn't know at all.

Later, in his new China, he didn't have so many ideas.

Whatever you do is fine, as long as it doesn't affect his decision, whatever you do, it might be right.

No matter it's okay to be someone else, or it can only be him, he can bear it.

You know, from the initial ignorance to the present, it was only a matter of time.

Shen Nanyan thought for so long in his heart, it was nothing more than hope, if the scenery in his eyes had never changed in the end, then he would be able to deal with the remaining issues more decisively and resolutely.

I don't think it's different, there are so many connections in it.

His feeling is unmistakable.

Shen Nanyan has always been a serious person. He is not very used to putting all the problems on the surface. What's more, he already knew very clearly in his heart a long time ago that all the problems, There is inseparable relationship with oneself.

He was well prepared at first, but now it seems that he really doesn't understand how much he wants to do.

For the rest of the time, if it is done, there will be all kinds of differences.

Simple people can understand it at a glance, but the rest of the past has been thinking about what to do.

After thinking for so long, he couldn't figure out what he was thinking about.

Even though I was prepared, it was just that when I said a lot of words, I was completely unsure of what to do.

"What is the beginning and what is the end? I can't understand at this moment."

Shen Nanyan is a smart person, he knows what kind of thing he should do when, and now, this is the only time he doesn't know what he is going to do, and that is because he has never thought about it.

What he used to do for so much time, he never thought about it.

Shen Nanyan was lying in his home, looking at the ceiling above his head, for the first time he couldn't find his home.

Later, he suddenly understood that thinking about it is one thing, but actually doing it is another.

Now he can't find his own end point, let alone understand how many scenes are left when he looks back.

Come to think of it, it doesn't matter how much.

Shen Nanyan picked up his phone and checked Weibo. The headline was still the photo of his back, which always dominated the topic and never went down.

Shen Nanyan always felt that this was not a good thing.

But, he has nothing to do.

So it's better to just go on like this. Speaking of it, nothing has changed in the end.

He chose to forget all the past, because this is the best way to treat each other.

Only by not being entangled can we live a better life.

It is not a good thing to stay in the past forever.

Shen Nanyan still remembers that there are some problems, staying at this moment and speaking out will not be of any benefit to each other.

In the depths of the years, there are still a few words he left for himself.

In the following time, he felt that he had done a lot, maybe it was because of this relationship, so no matter what he thought at the beginning, it would be meaningless if he couldn't realize it.

For him, doing the right thing is his own choice.

Lin Yufeng didn't expect that Shen Nanyan would look for him in the middle of the night. He really gave Shen Nanyan the greatest patience in his life.

Not to mention looking for him in the middle of the night, even if he was asked to go out to do errands in the middle of the night, it was still possible.

And he will indeed do it.

In many cases, he chose his own path, which already meant that many things, even if he couldn't go on, he couldn't talk about it so clearly.

He knows better than anyone that emotional matters are a kind of longer-lasting companionship.

If he can't even do this, then what is the meaning of so many things he has experienced.

Everyone can see that the relationship between Shen Nanyan and Lin Yufeng is unusual, but it's not love.

The two of them can walk a lot of roads hand in hand, the only difference is that he never knows where his end point is, he will wait when he arrives, and if he can't wait, then he will talk again.

"My young master, you are in the middle of the night, is there anything you can't wait until tomorrow?"

"It's urgent. I have to go out for a while. I may not be in the company during this time. If you have any problems that you can't handle, please call me. If you are not particularly urgent, please don't call me. Time to go out and play."

Shen Nanyan roughly explained what might happen, and then thought about all the problems that might arise, and then he felt that many things seem to have really remained the same until now.

"Just for this matter, you came to me in the middle of the night? You used to leave as soon as you said, and I didn't handle it for you. No, there is no problem."

"Can't you just let me have a good sleep? Really, I've convinced you."

Shen Nanyan didn't respond, and said after a while, "I can't sleep, you can have a drink with me."

Shen Nanyan seldom mentioned wine, because in his eyes, there are so many things, until now, there is nothing left.

He doesn't like to drink, and he doesn't like to do anything that will make him unconscious.

It's just that when I can't sleep at night, I drink a little.

"Okay, if you don't have good wine here, I don't agree."

Lin Yufeng was so fooled by Shen Nanyan that he didn't know how to speak. At the beginning, he was able to know that those so-called pasts were always related to him.

"There is plenty of wine, it depends on what you want to drink."

As Shen Nanyan said, he went to the wine cabinet and took out a few bottles of quite old wine, which in his opinion were definitely good wines.

"My God, you still have goods here, so why didn't you tell me last time?"

"I told you, what else can I have left here?"

Shen Nanyan asked back, if Lin Yufeng knew, there would be nothing left.

"Tch, even I keep it from you. You have to be stubborn. I have helped you a lot for so many years."

"I know, that's why I called you over for a drink. Otherwise, do you think it would be so simple?"

Shen Nanyan raised his eyebrows, he can still do many things.

It's just that after Lin Yufeng helped him, he didn't have to worry about many things.

It is impossible for him to compromise on anything. It was like this before, and it is still like this now.

"What's the matter, you're in a bad mood, that's why you want to drink?"

"No, I just suddenly wanted to drink."

"Who are you lying to? From what you can see, the whole person is in a bad mood."

"Fortunately, I haven't thought about it that much. I just feel that I haven't thought about many things clearly."

Shen Nanyan poured himself a glass, he hadn't drunk it for several days, and almost forgot what wine tasted like.

"I came to you today because I just wanted to drink. I just feel that I have changed a lot. I want to ask you, do you think I am strange? I haven't been like this for a long time. Many things After the past, it is the past, I will not think about it repeatedly, but now, I suddenly don't understand what I am doing."

"In the past, I always felt that time would prove everything to me, but later on, for the first time, I couldn't see what I had done. Those stories, before me, never happened before. Then, I don't know what I should think, and I still don't know whether I can still find my dream in the original place."

"I used to have a lot of plans, but in the end, even I didn't know what I was doing."

Lin Yufeng took a sip of wine and said, "What do you want to do so much? Many things are over if you don't understand them. In many cases, you will never be able to understand. The next time, what will happen How many things."

"I've known you for so long. I haven't seen what you look like. Now you tell me that you really don't care about anything. That's fake."

"Aren't I that kind of person?"

Shen Nanyan asked rhetorically, he felt that what he thought was correct, since the end of the last relationship, he has become a little worried about gains and losses.

If you want to say that there is something wrong, you really can't say it for a while, but if you want to say that there is no change, that is impossible.

"No, you don't need to think so badly of yourself."

"I still remember when I told you when I was a child, you said that my wish is nothing more than to live happily in this life, the simpler and more ordinary the better."

"Why now, you don't remember what you said?"

Lin Yufeng didn't know what Shen Nanyan was thinking in his heart, especially when he said these words, he almost didn't think about the future.

"I don't know, I feel that some changes have taken place in my body, but what is the difference, I can't tell, maybe, after such a long time has passed, I really don't know what I should do .”

If Shen Nayan could think clearly, he wouldn't have so many feelings.

It is precisely because he can't understand, but he still has to persevere. He said that he has never remembered these past events so clearly, and he doesn't know how many changes there will be in the end.

"Is it because you have someone you like, so some thoughts are not normal?"

Shen Nanyan in Lin Yufeng's eyes was never like this.

I really don't know what kind of situation he is in recently. The words he said seem to be fine, but in the end, it will definitely not be that simple.

He may not be able to figure out the problems that everyone can see.

"No, it has nothing to do with these things. I simply feel that I have changed. It has been such a long time. What I remember is nothing more than so many things in the past."