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Chapter 249: That's My Choice
Shen Nanyan spent a happy weekend at Ji Chenfeng's house, because the relationship has settled down.
This is a lifelong event, and for him, it is considered complete.
"Do you want me to take you home?"
Ji Chenfeng looked at Shen Nanyan standing at the door putting on his shoes, and asked.
Shen Nanyan smiled lightly, "I have been here many times, and I have already memorized the way here. I don't need you to send me, I can go back by myself."
While Shen Nanyan was speaking, he suddenly leaned over and kissed Ji Chenfeng on the forehead, then turned and went out.
Ji Chenfeng froze in place, completely unaware of what happened.
Everything came suddenly, he was not ready yet.
Shen Nanyan is not an awkward person, but Ji Chenfeng didn't expect that he didn't shy away from it in the slightest. Many things to the present level are said to be the affairs of two people.
No matter how many problems there are, if you don't explain it right now, so what can you do.
When Shen Nanyan took the elevator downstairs, he was still wondering whether his actions just now scared him.
The blankness in the first half of his life made him not very good at these things.
But Shen Nanyan is an experienced person, he knows more than Ji Chenfeng.
So many things, he said without any embarrassment.
He knew that Ji Chenfeng mustered up the courage to say this, and it didn't matter whether he agreed or not.
The point is that the two of them can walk together hand in hand, and after that, it is the final result he wants.
Shen Nanyan returned home and wrote down this important moment in his notebook.
In Shen Nanyan's diary, many days are recorded. Many times, he wonders whether he will remember these days and what they represent after many years.
Although he didn't erase the traces of the previous events, at the very least, he can still remember that different people appeared in different times.
When he went to work on Monday, Lin Yufeng passed by Shen Nanyan, and he clearly saw a big change in the expression on his face.
So Lin Yufeng immediately followed Shen Nanyan into the office.
"I said, did something happen to you this weekend?"
"How do I feel that your whole spirit has changed a lot?"
Lin Yufeng wanted to know what was going on.
Such changes rarely occurred in Shen Nanyan's body, and it must be because of something that caused him to have such a big change.
"You guessed it."
"So you really didn't tell me something?"
Lin Yufeng raised his eyebrows and looked at Shen Nanyan, looking forward to what he would say next.
"Well, I can't say that absolutely, but there is still some relationship."
"As you expected, I'm with the person I like."
As soon as Shen Nanyan's words came out, Ji Chenfeng understood what was going on.
"It turned out to be him. I said that there must be some secret between the two of you that you didn't tell me. Now it seems that it is really the case."
"It is said that my intuition is inaccurate, but in my opinion now, those are all deceptive."
Lin Yufeng insisted on his own ideas. When talking to Shen Nanyan, he would always have a little bit of expectation, hoping to get the answer he wanted from him.
Even if there is nothing, there will be no such illusion in his heart.
Everyone's thoughts are different, and no one knows what will happen in the next time.
No one knows what the waiting at the beginning will become in the end, or how much difference there is between the two of them.
Simply relying on this kind of imagination may not be able to prove anything.
He still remembered that in his heart, he had never had any illusions about these things.
Even now, he still persists, even if everyone can't figure out what happened.
The feeling that used to be there has not changed.
Lin Yufeng also knew that his timing was wrong. If it were anyone, he might have waited for the result he wanted.
He can't, it's too familiar, people who know everything about each other, even if they say everything, there may not be any changes.
This is the story between the two of them. When the flowers bloom, no one remembers who, but he believes that all these problems have something to do with him.
You know, Lin Yufeng has always been concerned about Shen Nanyan's affairs.
No matter at the very beginning or now, as long as there is a slight change in Shen Nanyan's body, he will be able to detect it.
The two of them, from childhood to the present, rarely did things that they did not do together.
Even if there is, it is clearly stated.
As for the current Shen Nanyan, he used to walk with slightly raised eyes, so that people could not see the expression in his eyes.
Now, it has completely changed.
Without the sharpness and coldness of the past, what will be replaced at any time is a touch of tenderness.
Lin Yufeng didn't know how to describe it, but the fact was right in front of him.
"Having known each other for so long, he is the first person who gave me a different feeling. Now that he has spoken, I want to try it before I know the final result. I don't want to let him down, and I don't want to live up to this paragraph emotion."
Shen Nanyan understood everything. Lin Yufeng's judgment was not wrong before, but he simply didn't want to make it so clear.
Today, choosing to spend time together is for a better self and the future.
Give yourself a chance, and give the past a chance.
It is impossible to explain anything now, Lin Yufeng's words are still correct, he always firmly believes that this result is what they are pursuing together.
When he arrives, there may be a lot of right and wrong waiting for him.
But it doesn't matter, after all, it happened to him.
Lin Yufeng couldn't make the decision, and couldn't say clearly what happened in the middle.
"It's the first time I've seen you say these things so seriously. Anyway, as long as you think it's right, just go ahead and do it."
"No matter what happens, I will support you. The more you experience, the more experienced you will be. When you deal with it again, it will not be so troublesome."
Lin Yufeng knew that it was not easy for Shen Nanyan to take this step.
It will take some time for him to come out of a shadow.
How to adjust your emotions and mentality is not something that can be done in a short time.
In other words, he has always admired such a person.
From Shen Nanyan, he read the future.
Perhaps, he should believe in himself once and give him a chance.
How can a person who stays in place all the time see the scenery outside.
He doesn't know exactly how he thinks about these things now, but many pasts are indeed no longer what they used to be, and it's over after a few words.
Shen Nanyan has already decided to face this with courage, he should have thought clearly.
Compared with the persistence when he was with Qin Zhifeng back then, the experience of him now is polished by time, and his vision should be more long-term than before.
When he said these words, it was a kind of story that he didn't know how to talk about.
Anyway, just explain it clearly.
How many things will happen in the future, no one is sure.
Everyone probably has a goal in their hearts.
Shen Nanyan just decided the path he wanted to take too early, he didn't care what happened, or what he would encounter.
Relying on his commemoration of the previous story, he thought that he should be able to think clearly about what is left in the end of his story.
"I have always been curious, when you took this step, did you notice any changes in your heart?"
He didn't know, and couldn't guess.
What Shen Nanyan was thinking, he has not been able to see until now.
If it weren't for the obvious changes in him, even now, Ji Chenfeng might not be able to find any clues.
In his heart, he was very concerned about Shen Nanyan himself, probably because the two had known each other for a long time, and many words, no matter whether they were said or not said, had no important meaning.
"There is no special change. I just feel that my heart seems to have settled down. I don't remember the past very clearly, and I'm even less sure what I want to do."
"For me, many things don't end like this. In the next time, I must know what I want to do."
"I need to think about a lot of things. Being together is not the result. I know he should have used a lot of courage to say this to me. You are not clear about the current situation. I need to protect him."
"I don't want anyone to threaten him. No matter how this matter has changed until now, what I insist on in my heart has never changed."
"I know what you're trying to say, you said everyone should have his own choice and I shouldn't interfere."
"But it's not like this. You understand better than me. After that, for a long time, I only see him."
Shen Nanyan thought for a while, this may not be a bad thing.
After being with Ji Chenfeng, maybe he will become more motivated. What is it to live in a daze before.
The whole person is more like a walking dead, without any soul.
Speaking of which is related to the previous relationship, there is no doubt about it.
He has been gone for so long, but still has such a big impact on himself.
Speaking of it, Shen Nanyan is not a hypocritical person, but when it comes to emotional matters, he has become more cautious than anyone else.
No one knows what he is thinking in his heart. If everything is as he thinks, many things will be settled.
Sometimes, he chose not to speak out, for the good of each other.
After all, when he walked all the way, he saw too many things, and there was no big fluctuation in his heart.
What's more, he has no way of knowing what kind of definition these things have in his heart before he met Ji Chenfeng, but what he thinks in his heart is by no means such a simple thing.
Behind this, even if there is no shocking secret hidden, at least, he must be able to know that there is nothing left in his own arms.
The things in the past are like a flash in the pan, once they appeared in his life, there is no more.
"You really are, I have known you for so long, you are rarely so serious about anything, it seems that this time you really want to understand, but it's okay, I think in your heart, regarding these issues, There should be a general understanding."
"I don't need to explain anything to you, you should pay attention to everything."
"Lu Qing has been watching you very closely recently, and you are on the cusp of the storm, so you have to be careful yourself, if you are caught by him, you might have something to say."
The relationship between Lu Qing and Shen Nanyan was cloudy, and he couldn't see anything.
The only feeling is that he treats Shen Nanyan differently.
Specifically, he couldn't tell what it was like.
"What does my business have to do with him?"
Shen Nanyan never cared what Lu Qing thought, because it had nothing to do with him.
It's not been a day or two since the two met, so he said it was his choice, so what.
He just wants to insist on doing what he likes, but everyone can't understand what he is doing every step of the way, it may be the same thing.
After that, what will be encountered and what will be insisted on, everyone has different thoughts in their hearts.
Since then, in his years, the rest is not just such a simple past.
Even if there is nothing left, it still takes time to sort out your thoughts.
He firmly believed that his world would be different, at least not according to their arrangements.
It is a very pleasant thing to do what you like, at least for him.
"It has nothing to do with him, but you still can't step over him directly, can you?"
"You also know that the recent photo incident has caused an uproar. There is not much fluctuation in the country for the time being, but at the headquarters, Lu Qing is suppressing it forcibly. If one day he can't suppress it, he will explode in an all-round way. At the time, I really didn’t know what was going to happen.”
Lin Yufeng has always been more worried about this, and the direction of public opinion is not what they can guide.
It's like it's not like the same thing happened before, and it's possible to directly destroy a person.
He didn't want such a tragedy to happen to Shen Nanyan, so he has been paying attention to the development of this matter.
When necessary, it is indeed necessary to take some extraordinary measures to stop it.
In the past few years, his ground tiger has lived more soberly than anyone else.
The mind will not be hot, and it will not think about how many problems have occurred behind it.
He doesn't care about other people's affairs.
After all, the relationship with Shen Nanyan is still the old one, which has been maintained until now.
This pile of mess, changing anyone, may not be able to have a better solution.
This is a lifelong event, and for him, it is considered complete.
"Do you want me to take you home?"
Ji Chenfeng looked at Shen Nanyan standing at the door putting on his shoes, and asked.
Shen Nanyan smiled lightly, "I have been here many times, and I have already memorized the way here. I don't need you to send me, I can go back by myself."
While Shen Nanyan was speaking, he suddenly leaned over and kissed Ji Chenfeng on the forehead, then turned and went out.
Ji Chenfeng froze in place, completely unaware of what happened.
Everything came suddenly, he was not ready yet.
Shen Nanyan is not an awkward person, but Ji Chenfeng didn't expect that he didn't shy away from it in the slightest. Many things to the present level are said to be the affairs of two people.
No matter how many problems there are, if you don't explain it right now, so what can you do.
When Shen Nanyan took the elevator downstairs, he was still wondering whether his actions just now scared him.
The blankness in the first half of his life made him not very good at these things.
But Shen Nanyan is an experienced person, he knows more than Ji Chenfeng.
So many things, he said without any embarrassment.
He knew that Ji Chenfeng mustered up the courage to say this, and it didn't matter whether he agreed or not.
The point is that the two of them can walk together hand in hand, and after that, it is the final result he wants.
Shen Nanyan returned home and wrote down this important moment in his notebook.
In Shen Nanyan's diary, many days are recorded. Many times, he wonders whether he will remember these days and what they represent after many years.
Although he didn't erase the traces of the previous events, at the very least, he can still remember that different people appeared in different times.
When he went to work on Monday, Lin Yufeng passed by Shen Nanyan, and he clearly saw a big change in the expression on his face.
So Lin Yufeng immediately followed Shen Nanyan into the office.
"I said, did something happen to you this weekend?"
"How do I feel that your whole spirit has changed a lot?"
Lin Yufeng wanted to know what was going on.
Such changes rarely occurred in Shen Nanyan's body, and it must be because of something that caused him to have such a big change.
"You guessed it."
"So you really didn't tell me something?"
Lin Yufeng raised his eyebrows and looked at Shen Nanyan, looking forward to what he would say next.
"Well, I can't say that absolutely, but there is still some relationship."
"As you expected, I'm with the person I like."
As soon as Shen Nanyan's words came out, Ji Chenfeng understood what was going on.
"It turned out to be him. I said that there must be some secret between the two of you that you didn't tell me. Now it seems that it is really the case."
"It is said that my intuition is inaccurate, but in my opinion now, those are all deceptive."
Lin Yufeng insisted on his own ideas. When talking to Shen Nanyan, he would always have a little bit of expectation, hoping to get the answer he wanted from him.
Even if there is nothing, there will be no such illusion in his heart.
Everyone's thoughts are different, and no one knows what will happen in the next time.
No one knows what the waiting at the beginning will become in the end, or how much difference there is between the two of them.
Simply relying on this kind of imagination may not be able to prove anything.
He still remembered that in his heart, he had never had any illusions about these things.
Even now, he still persists, even if everyone can't figure out what happened.
The feeling that used to be there has not changed.
Lin Yufeng also knew that his timing was wrong. If it were anyone, he might have waited for the result he wanted.
He can't, it's too familiar, people who know everything about each other, even if they say everything, there may not be any changes.
This is the story between the two of them. When the flowers bloom, no one remembers who, but he believes that all these problems have something to do with him.
You know, Lin Yufeng has always been concerned about Shen Nanyan's affairs.
No matter at the very beginning or now, as long as there is a slight change in Shen Nanyan's body, he will be able to detect it.
The two of them, from childhood to the present, rarely did things that they did not do together.
Even if there is, it is clearly stated.
As for the current Shen Nanyan, he used to walk with slightly raised eyes, so that people could not see the expression in his eyes.
Now, it has completely changed.
Without the sharpness and coldness of the past, what will be replaced at any time is a touch of tenderness.
Lin Yufeng didn't know how to describe it, but the fact was right in front of him.
"Having known each other for so long, he is the first person who gave me a different feeling. Now that he has spoken, I want to try it before I know the final result. I don't want to let him down, and I don't want to live up to this paragraph emotion."
Shen Nanyan understood everything. Lin Yufeng's judgment was not wrong before, but he simply didn't want to make it so clear.
Today, choosing to spend time together is for a better self and the future.
Give yourself a chance, and give the past a chance.
It is impossible to explain anything now, Lin Yufeng's words are still correct, he always firmly believes that this result is what they are pursuing together.
When he arrives, there may be a lot of right and wrong waiting for him.
But it doesn't matter, after all, it happened to him.
Lin Yufeng couldn't make the decision, and couldn't say clearly what happened in the middle.
"It's the first time I've seen you say these things so seriously. Anyway, as long as you think it's right, just go ahead and do it."
"No matter what happens, I will support you. The more you experience, the more experienced you will be. When you deal with it again, it will not be so troublesome."
Lin Yufeng knew that it was not easy for Shen Nanyan to take this step.
It will take some time for him to come out of a shadow.
How to adjust your emotions and mentality is not something that can be done in a short time.
In other words, he has always admired such a person.
From Shen Nanyan, he read the future.
Perhaps, he should believe in himself once and give him a chance.
How can a person who stays in place all the time see the scenery outside.
He doesn't know exactly how he thinks about these things now, but many pasts are indeed no longer what they used to be, and it's over after a few words.
Shen Nanyan has already decided to face this with courage, he should have thought clearly.
Compared with the persistence when he was with Qin Zhifeng back then, the experience of him now is polished by time, and his vision should be more long-term than before.
When he said these words, it was a kind of story that he didn't know how to talk about.
Anyway, just explain it clearly.
How many things will happen in the future, no one is sure.
Everyone probably has a goal in their hearts.
Shen Nanyan just decided the path he wanted to take too early, he didn't care what happened, or what he would encounter.
Relying on his commemoration of the previous story, he thought that he should be able to think clearly about what is left in the end of his story.
"I have always been curious, when you took this step, did you notice any changes in your heart?"
He didn't know, and couldn't guess.
What Shen Nanyan was thinking, he has not been able to see until now.
If it weren't for the obvious changes in him, even now, Ji Chenfeng might not be able to find any clues.
In his heart, he was very concerned about Shen Nanyan himself, probably because the two had known each other for a long time, and many words, no matter whether they were said or not said, had no important meaning.
"There is no special change. I just feel that my heart seems to have settled down. I don't remember the past very clearly, and I'm even less sure what I want to do."
"For me, many things don't end like this. In the next time, I must know what I want to do."
"I need to think about a lot of things. Being together is not the result. I know he should have used a lot of courage to say this to me. You are not clear about the current situation. I need to protect him."
"I don't want anyone to threaten him. No matter how this matter has changed until now, what I insist on in my heart has never changed."
"I know what you're trying to say, you said everyone should have his own choice and I shouldn't interfere."
"But it's not like this. You understand better than me. After that, for a long time, I only see him."
Shen Nanyan thought for a while, this may not be a bad thing.
After being with Ji Chenfeng, maybe he will become more motivated. What is it to live in a daze before.
The whole person is more like a walking dead, without any soul.
Speaking of which is related to the previous relationship, there is no doubt about it.
He has been gone for so long, but still has such a big impact on himself.
Speaking of it, Shen Nanyan is not a hypocritical person, but when it comes to emotional matters, he has become more cautious than anyone else.
No one knows what he is thinking in his heart. If everything is as he thinks, many things will be settled.
Sometimes, he chose not to speak out, for the good of each other.
After all, when he walked all the way, he saw too many things, and there was no big fluctuation in his heart.
What's more, he has no way of knowing what kind of definition these things have in his heart before he met Ji Chenfeng, but what he thinks in his heart is by no means such a simple thing.
Behind this, even if there is no shocking secret hidden, at least, he must be able to know that there is nothing left in his own arms.
The things in the past are like a flash in the pan, once they appeared in his life, there is no more.
"You really are, I have known you for so long, you are rarely so serious about anything, it seems that this time you really want to understand, but it's okay, I think in your heart, regarding these issues, There should be a general understanding."
"I don't need to explain anything to you, you should pay attention to everything."
"Lu Qing has been watching you very closely recently, and you are on the cusp of the storm, so you have to be careful yourself, if you are caught by him, you might have something to say."
The relationship between Lu Qing and Shen Nanyan was cloudy, and he couldn't see anything.
The only feeling is that he treats Shen Nanyan differently.
Specifically, he couldn't tell what it was like.
"What does my business have to do with him?"
Shen Nanyan never cared what Lu Qing thought, because it had nothing to do with him.
It's not been a day or two since the two met, so he said it was his choice, so what.
He just wants to insist on doing what he likes, but everyone can't understand what he is doing every step of the way, it may be the same thing.
After that, what will be encountered and what will be insisted on, everyone has different thoughts in their hearts.
Since then, in his years, the rest is not just such a simple past.
Even if there is nothing left, it still takes time to sort out your thoughts.
He firmly believed that his world would be different, at least not according to their arrangements.
It is a very pleasant thing to do what you like, at least for him.
"It has nothing to do with him, but you still can't step over him directly, can you?"
"You also know that the recent photo incident has caused an uproar. There is not much fluctuation in the country for the time being, but at the headquarters, Lu Qing is suppressing it forcibly. If one day he can't suppress it, he will explode in an all-round way. At the time, I really didn’t know what was going to happen.”
Lin Yufeng has always been more worried about this, and the direction of public opinion is not what they can guide.
It's like it's not like the same thing happened before, and it's possible to directly destroy a person.
He didn't want such a tragedy to happen to Shen Nanyan, so he has been paying attention to the development of this matter.
When necessary, it is indeed necessary to take some extraordinary measures to stop it.
In the past few years, his ground tiger has lived more soberly than anyone else.
The mind will not be hot, and it will not think about how many problems have occurred behind it.
He doesn't care about other people's affairs.
After all, the relationship with Shen Nanyan is still the old one, which has been maintained until now.
This pile of mess, changing anyone, may not be able to have a better solution.
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