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Shen Nanyan didn't go back to his home at night, but squeezed together on Ji Chenfeng's small double bed.

He was lying on it, with Ji Chenfeng lying beside him.

It seems that the picture is very harmonious, without any superfluous expressions, let alone superfluous expressions.

But Shen Nanyan's heart was always restless.

Whether it was hearing Ji Chenfeng's confession at the very beginning, or the fact that they were lying side by side on the bed until now, they always felt that something had changed.

Ji Chenfeng was so excited that he couldn't sleep, when he thought of who was next to him, he felt that the whole world brightened up.

Before, he never dared to think like this, until he realized it, he didn't know that so many things had happened.

Before that, he didn't know what he was going to do, but now, he suddenly understood.

In the dark night, neither of them felt sleepy.

After a while, Ji Chenfeng heard Shen Nanyan speak, "Are you afraid?"

Ji Chenfeng blurted out almost subconsciously, "I'm not afraid of the dark."

Then he heard the person next to him chuckle, "I didn't mean black, I meant stay with me, are you afraid?"

When it comes to this question, Ji Chenfeng has nothing to be afraid of, "Don't be afraid, there is nothing to be afraid of. It's true that you like someone. I don't have so many eyes in the world. I only know that if you like it, don't let it go. Let go and chase, that's what I should do."

"Although I am timid, I have never been timid. Now that I have decided to do this, no matter how many things happen, it will not change my original intention."

He may already know what question Shen Nanyan wants to ask, but his answer will always be this answer.

"I am not a kind person. Maybe my appearance will bring you a lot of trouble. Being with me requires not only courage, but also a lot of commitment. Even so, don't you regret it?"

Shen Nanyan knew very well that it was inappropriate to say these things at this time, but if he really waited until he couldn't extricate himself to say these words, he was afraid that he would be carried away by his emotions and would not remember anything.

He always remembers the promise he made, either he won't start, or he won't let it go easily.

He agreed to Ji Chenfeng's confession because he wanted to give himself a start.

"I know that no matter what happens, as long as you are here, I will not back down."

Ji Chenfeng knew that with his own strength, he might not be able to do much for Shen Nanyan. He didn't know his identity, and he didn't know what the right and wrong he said was.

I simply feel that since we have decided to be together, it is the most correct thing to think about many things.

After all, from now on, it is the two of them who will face it together.

"It's been a long time since anyone said anything like this to me, and I don't know if I should believe it."

Shen Nanyan's gaze was in the darkness, Ji Chenfeng couldn't see his expression, but could feel the sadness in his tone.

He seems to have an unspeakable past.

No one knew what happened at that time.

She simply thought that this was the end, but how many people could know how much the former Shen Nanyan had undertaken.

They always think that they see everything clearly, but they don't know that at this time, it is always possible for Shen Nanyan to stand up alone and bear all the right and wrong.

They said that many things could not wait for the end, but they never thought about what kind of things they would have to face after this.

Put all the problems here, even if it is over?

"I don't care what you think in your heart, I hope you can believe me, I'm serious."

"Although I know that I may not have much ability now, I still want to be with you."

The world is dangerous and cannot stop his heart.

The moment he met Shen Nanyan, he already knew what a heartbeat is.

None of them is sure what will happen in the future, but right now, he has no good way to prove his heart.

The best company is that I can see all the scenery with you, and I will accompany you in whatever you want to do.

What happens, you will not be alone.

"Believe these two words, for me, it is too far away. I have never thought about the future, let alone how much right and wrong are left. For me, just do what I like I'm with you, not for anything else."

It's heartbeat, it's better to say that Ji Chenfeng gave himself a different feeling.

There is a bit of surprise in the plainness, in front of him, he can finally not have to live so tired.

You can let go of all your worries and don't have to think about anything.

At the very beginning, Shen Nanyan didn't know how long this feeling would last.

Now he finally understands a truth, no matter what, he has to try it before he knows what is right or wrong.

He still has a lot of time, and he can still use it to discover what he has been doing for such a long time.

A long time ago, he was still alone.

For Lin Yufeng, he felt more like a brother, which made it impossible for them to get together.

I don't know if it's because of the familiar relationship, many things are irrelevant.

Now, Shen Nanyan is very clear about what he is doing, and he understands even more that it is best to say something in advance.

"Whether you believe it or not, I don't promise much, but since I have decided to do it, I will not give up easily. You have promised me, and you cannot go back on your word."

Ji Chenfeng seemed to be very afraid that Shen Nanyan would regret it, since he agreed to himself, it proved that he was not impulsive.

If he hadn't thought about these words, he wouldn't have said such words.

The two of them have known each other for a long time, and only today can they live so clearly.

Probably both of them understood what they were doing.

If Ji Chenfeng was given another chance, he wouldn't even think about what was left.

A long time ago, he had been thinking that everyone's choices are different.

There must be a better way of getting along between the two of them. When that time comes, what kind of attitude should be adopted, we will wait until that time to discuss.

"I haven't seen such warmth around me for a long time. I promised you because I think you might be suitable for me. I'm not sure, but it's not my style to let opportunities slip away from me. , so what I tell you now is also true."

"I never cared what other people think. In my opinion, as long as the people I care about live well, that's enough."

Shen Nanyan didn't want to make these words so clear, especially a long time ago, he had already seen that many things, even if they didn't say anything, but if they knew, they would have so much in their hearts Thoughts, maybe there is no time to think so long-term.

"I have never been the same person as them, and I have never thought about what kind of changes my relationship will have for me."

"Before I met you, I was always thinking that there is nothing wrong with being alone. At least I can do whatever I want. There are not so many right and wrong, and there is nothing to care about."

"Now, it's completely different. I don't know what to say. Even for me, many things are not an end point at all until now."

"A long time ago, I was alone, but after today, I am not."

It should be the first time for Shen Nanyan to say so many words. In his eyes, many things are not just said so easily.

In the past, he could have his own ideas, but they might not realize them.

After all, along the way, he has too many things to care about, and he can no longer be like before, ignoring everything and only doing what he likes.

He was burdened with too many responsibilities that did not belong to him. He didn't know when it started, and he couldn't breathe under the pressure.

Lin Yufeng said a long time ago that he should let go of those unfounded so-called, and live happily when he is alone.

As for what the result will be, no one knows.

All their right and wrong, at this time, can't be said to be right or wrong at all.

As long as you think it is right, then do it.

"I know, I always feel that there is a tight string on your body, as if it will break at any time."

"I like that you are the kind of person who can talk and laugh no matter what happens, and I know you can."

"I still remember that a long time ago, I told you that regardless of right and wrong, it is reckless. I am very rational, and the only impulse is emotional, no matter what we have done, but since we have If you know each other, you should give it a try and not let yourself regret it."

"No matter what happens, I will be with you."

"All gossip, I'm with you."

When Ji Chenfeng said these words, Shen Nanyan was still in darkness.

Sometimes, he rarely opens his heart to accept someone.

That time, it should be the second time in his life, he will be self-willed, he will not know what the result will be waiting for him.

If it is wrong, it is wrong, and there is nothing to explain.

Later, when everything was settled, he knew that he had finally made the right choice once.

No matter how many things have happened, at least now, he can feel that he and Ji Chenfeng are serious.

There are many times when he can't be sure what he wants to become.

In a person's heart, how many stories must be put down can be the final result.

"Since this is the case, let us be together quietly and let the turbulent waves hit. For me, nothing will change."

At that time, Ji Chenfeng didn't know what kind of deep meaning was hidden behind Shen Nanyan's words.

But even if they knew, the two of them would not break up.

In any case, the final result is certain, but the process has become a bit tortuous.

He knows a lot about the past, and maybe he can't explain it so easily, especially when facing such an outstanding person.

Isn't that the reason why Ji Chenfeng hesitated for a long time before speaking?

He was never sure what was right for him to do in the rest of the world.

A long time ago, he always thought that there was probably nothing left in his heart.

There is nothing wrong with simply living, and never get involved in these things.

He read the story from the past, and at the end, there was nothing left.

At the beginning of a story, maybe there is no need to remember anything, it is enough for him to know so many right and wrong.

Shen Nanyan didn't answer, he already knew that Ji Chenfeng's thoughts cannot be changed, they have come to this moment, they have no chance of turning back.

Go on, it is for a better self, not for what it used to be.

More and more of the past, for him, have become memories.

It is enough to have Ji Chenfeng by his side, he will shoulder many responsibilities.

Regardless of whether it belongs to him or not, since it is a matter between two people, there is absolutely no reason to throw it all at Ji Chenfeng.

Most importantly, he never thought that the first person to speak was Ji Chenfeng.

I always thought that it would be me who said these words.

Now he knows that nothing is impossible in this world.

It turned out that all he thought was not wishful thinking.

For the first time, Shen Nanyan knew how to write the word beautiful.

As for the rest, since they decided to be together, they must have already known what might happen.

After thinking about it, he has no results, and there are very few people who can make him have such an idea.

Therefore, the rest is a huge matter, and in the end, there will be different divisions of labor.

The two of them, for a while, didn't need to remember anything.

Everyone has different advantages.

Shen Nanyan didn't need to remember anything, it took him a long time to walk out of his own world.

Today, it is not considered to have found a home, but after all, it is no longer wandering.

He alone has traveled south and north all these years.

I've seen everything, but I don't know how much is left.

Occasionally, when I think about it, I realize that I have remembered these in my heart from the very beginning.

As for the last moment, it was not what he wanted to become like that, after all, it had an inseparable connection with him.

He never thought of denying it, the fact is like this, there is no need to say anything.

Those who understand him can naturally understand why this is the case, and those who don't understand him, it is useless to talk more.

That night, Shen Nanyan had a good night's sleep.

In the past, he was outside and rarely fell asleep.

Now, because Ji Chenfeng is by his side, it seems that the fear in his heart has been dispelled.