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This new book seems to be tailor-made for the relationship between Ji Chenfeng and Shen Nanyan.

On the one hand, it is because of Ji Chenfeng's own reasons, he is always willing to think this way, even if he does everything for such a person, he feels that it doesn't matter.

Before that, he had been thinking about it.

Since the encounter with Shen Nanyan was so beautiful, if he didn't use his own words to write down all of this, then what else would be worth remembering in his life.

Once upon a time, he didn't want to think so much, he just felt that a lot of time passed, and there would be no more stays, and there would not be many memories in his heart.

But now it has started to change slowly. From the time this person appeared, he knew that there was another landscape in his life, and it would no longer be the same as before.

No matter what time it is, what he sticks to is what he feels is the most meaningful.

For such a long time, he had to do this to understand that any past, if he didn't do it like this, would have waited for the result.

No matter what, the memory in this area has become less and less.

Every stroke and painting has something to do with him. He didn't think about how to be with him, but he had already begun to imagine that between the two of them, it was destined to say all these words one day.

When that time comes, some decisions will not be let go so easily.

What is the reason for his insistence, others do not know.

But whenever the word Shen Nanyan is involved, he will become very excited.

No matter in terms of time or what, as long as he can give some strength, it is enough to support him to go on.

This is a kind of belief. Before his belief collapsed, he began to doubt his own intentions.

But there is nothing that can make the wait shorter.

Ji Chenfeng had thought that this book was not only written for himself, but also for him.

Record every bit of the two of them, from meeting to getting to know each other, maybe there will be love, or maybe there won't be.

But no matter which one, he can bear it.

When he remembered these things at the beginning, he didn't have to worry about why he had come to this point, but there were always a lot of times that he couldn't give up.

Before that, the reason why he was able to persevere was because Shen Nanyan never went far for such a long time.

So this kind of time, for him, is not only a challenge, but also a kind of fulfillment.

At the end, they may not be together, but at least, he can witness every step he takes.

The reason why he didn't give up was because he felt that even if he saw the beginning, he could see how many things he would encounter in the future.

In the face of right and wrong, he can judge and feel that the love that belongs to him will come quietly after all.

And he, walking and walking, can see what all the memories are in life.

He began to believe that all these stories would not end with this.

Just like Shen Nanyan's heart, he must be full of expectations for these things.

A long time ago, he didn't have that feeling, let alone any thoughts about it.

Even he himself didn't know when he started to have such an idea.

I'm afraid that after being in contact with him for a long time, I have forgotten my identity, and at the same time I don't know what the two of them are doing.

You know, Ji Chenfeng seldom thinks about one thing for such a long time, because in his eyes, if so many people are destined to appear in his own world, he must think about it. The best opportunity would appear by his side, but nothing came.

At the critical moment, he was able to find that little bit of remaining hope.

He doesn't think this is a bad thing for him, because he begins to know that hard work is the most important thing.

Even if your birth is very different from others, but if you seize the opportunity, everything, even if it is unequal, at least, you can have a chance to change yourself.

After he figured this out, he began to choose another way of life.

From now on, in his life, it will no longer be so simple to just look at the things in front of him.

He didn't know when the dream in his heart would be realized.

It's just that now, he has discovered a little bit that things that may be related to him will not be easily bypassed.

Shen Nanyan is his unreachable star, shining brightly in the dark night.

He knows that some people are destined to only look up.

But even so, he wanted to fight for himself a chance to sit down and talk with him.

After such a long time of contact, he hadn't figured out what he wanted, but at the very beginning, he didn't have this person in his memory.

It's only been a few months, but the person who impressed me the most is him.

It was like an unsolvable problem. When I saw Shen Nanyan, I suddenly realized what I should do.

Whether before or after, whether right or wrong, as long as this person is him, then everything is possible to start over.

Will it be because of this that I will start to worry about whether it is worth waiting for so many years.

But at the moment when a decision has been made in the heart, it is meaningless to think about it.

Starting from scratch is another way to try.

In the world with him, another person appeared.

They all need to face these strangers again, and reach the same goal by different routes. He doesn't know when they will come to an end.

But what he witnessed in his heart was that he hadn't changed for such a long time. No matter how many times he had thought about himself many years ago, after this, he could feel that this would never end.

You know, the strength of inner persistence is terrible.

If he had only this one thought in his whole life, he would not let it go even if the flowers and trees withered.

As for Shen Nanyan, he may not know all of this, let alone the thoughts hidden in Ji Chenfeng's heart.

In his eyes, he had met one more friend.

His food is delicious and he is a nice person.

But if it comes to feelings, it will be another matter.

At least not so simple, it can be determined.

He knew everything, but didn't know where to start.

Shen Nanyan knew that Ji Chenfeng was special because he could feel it.

When that person stood in front of him, his heart skipped a beat.

Maybe the original wish was just to have someone who could listen to everything about me.

His emotions, sorrows and joys, and the past he wanted to forget were all just excuses.

But the moment he opened his mouth, he realized that in such a long process, what he wanted to see was nothing more than a chance to be with him.

What he is most afraid of is that no matter what he does, he must be able to understand all the things he may encounter in the next road.

In the past, he also really loved, but later, there was no result, but it made him understand a truth.

Falling in love with someone who is not part of your life can be exhausting.

If you didn't have any fate before, there may not be any results between the two of you.

When the decision is clear, he may think clearly.

Even if it is a distant memory, there is no need to wait.

After all, in this story, they were all waiting, even though they didn't know everything at the beginning, until now, everything was laid out in front of him in black and white.

Shen Nanyan didn't know what he was afraid of when he said no more entanglement.

Mingming said that when they separated, the two of them were very chic.

He didn't even think about how many changes would happen to those things.

When facing the abyss, he was never afraid.

So he is very clear that no matter who it is, when it comes to the ending, there may be a different ending.

All he could think of was still that person's expression.

So decisive, when he turned around, he never left a single word.

Shen Nanyan still thought of him occasionally, and even wanted to ask, how is he doing?

But after thinking about it later, he felt that he was too much, that person had decided to give up on himself, why should he be so obsessed with the same thing.

If he does something wrong, he insists on researching whether or not to stay on this issue.

It would be fine if we don't see each other again in this lifetime.

At the very least, he doesn't have to think about anything. No matter who it is, when he mentions this name again, he hopes that he can face it calmly.

Because that person was the one he loved so much.

Putting it down while talking is for others to listen to.

And some memories are in their hearts.

He had thought about many stories, but in the end, he finally understood.

Regardless of right and wrong, what his choice is, no matter what he wants to do, he may not be able to go back to the past.

The love and hatred between the two of them will only end here and will not continue. In this case, even if there is any problem, there is no need to say it.

Obviously, they were already so close, why did they become like this now.

He still remembers what he said, but unfortunately, that person is no longer there.

There are always some problems, before they are solved, they have become what they don't know.

He said that no matter who it is, in his own heart, he always feels that what he thinks is serious.

But there are always some problems, no matter what he thinks, they seem to be unpredictable.

After all, his choice has not changed from the very beginning.

He is very clear that after he cannot judge, even at the end, he will not see what he wants.

Separated is the best choice.

From then on, this person will no longer appear in his life, and he is unwilling to inquire about everything related to him.

It was like truly disappearing, no longer caring about it, it took him a long time to reach this step.

He knew that Lin Yufeng had been helping him all the time, so he didn't know exactly what he was doing.

At that time, in his past, he never thought about so many right and wrong, and what was left.

Where should all the stories start and where should they end.

He didn't know, let alone be sure, what was left in his heart.

After all, it is something that has been carefully studied in my heart. If I choose to end it at this moment, I won't think about it so much anymore.

You know, in his heart, there are many things, if he chooses, he will not be given another chance to regain the original emotion.

He understood that for himself, there was nothing left.

There are not many opportunities for him to choose.

Even though his current life is very good.

But it has nothing to do with the past.

Because he can understand that that person will not come back, and his world will absolutely not allow him to appear.

Those loves and hates, what relationship can they have, have all become memories, and he doesn't even have to think it's so simple.

Maybe he didn't find anything in many directions. If it looked like it was in his memory, he could see it, maybe it should be very simple.

He didn't know what he was thinking in those years.

He used to think that his choice was the most correct, but at this moment, he realized that fate had already decided everything.

He is like a pawn, even if he finds the direction, he will never know what will happen in the next time.

The past, like a movie, floated in front of him, but it didn't tell him what to do was the right thing to do.

For a long time, he could only immerse himself in his own world, even if he wanted to do something, he didn't need to explain it.

Because he can't get anything, his feelings are like a joke to that person.

From then on, no matter how many differences there were between the two of them, at this time, he became more and more unclear, unable to find the goal, and also unable to find the end point.

Of course, he won't wait any longer.

Belonging to the past, like a picture, nothing left.

The reason was that Shen Nanyan was tired.

He could see that in his heart, the figure of that person had gradually blurred.

He will not keep a person in his heart for so long, if he chooses to leave, he will never come back.

As if all the time, at this moment, stopped.

But he didn't know what else he needed to fill in his memory.

All I know is that there are some people and some things that cannot appear in front of him again.

You know, in his life, such a person appeared, disrupting all his life.

The memory he should have has become incomplete, what can he use to save himself.

When will this redemption end?

It's like his choice, before he can see it, he can already feel that his world has changed from nothing to now, but in an instant.

This way, for him, is a little fast, but it is something he has to go through.