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The time when Shen Nanyan knew Ji Chenfeng was after he broke up with Qin Zhifeng.

At that time, they were making a fuss, and many people were watching the excitement.

Shen Nanyan will not care about these people's thoughts, what is it for.

But in his eyes, his feelings did not come to an end.

Separation is already the best ending between the two of them. Before that, he never thought about why.

He didn't have that much thought, to care about so many whys, where did they all start.

There are very few things he can say to Ji Chenfeng.

There are still many things he is not sure about, but what is more, he is still grateful for these pasts.

When Shen Nanyan faced Ji Chenfeng, he didn't have any defenses. He felt that this was a good feeling for him.

He wasn't quite sure what he had experienced among these things.

But he knew that even if he said it, there might not be any good things.

But all the waiting, after all, still has to face a result, and he won't just get over it.

What's more, he never wanted his thoughts to be noticed by others.

No matter what you want to do, it's human nature.

Ji Chenfeng just watched Shen Nanyan busy there, occasionally doing something with his hands.

He just felt that Shen Nanyan was born like a young master, he had his own way of life, and he would not seek help from others.

He is always used to doing everything alone, but when he met Ji Chenfeng, everything began to change slowly. He could feel that this kind of feeling would not waste such a long time, let alone understand, these Behind the question, there are so many things hidden.

Even in the years, he has many remaining problems that have not been resolved, but he has always been clear that this problem will not end here.

After all, they all thought that even if they had something to face.

Everything he can insist on has not changed for so many years.

"Do you like to cook a lot of delicious food when you are alone at home?"

Shen Nanyan suddenly envied Ji Chenfeng a little bit, after all, the two of them took completely different paths.

Many things that should be done have not been done.

He didn't believe that this problem would end here. What's more, he didn't want to understand what was left.

"Yeah, anyway, it's not interesting to live alone. Cooking is a kind of fun for me."

Before, he had been worrying about how to do this well.

Now it seems that everything has been placed in front of him. As for what to do, it may depend on his ability.

Before, I never gave myself such a chance to think so much.

Now when it is in front of me, I realize that it is within reach.

After walking such a long way, and even seeing so many scenery, if he is allowed to stay where he is, then what is the meaning of life anyway.

His waiting is not without any time limit. After he finds a suitable opportunity, he will naturally say all these words.

But what I really desire in my heart is to stand at the same place with him, hand in hand, even if there are any difficulties, two people are always better than one.

The never-stopping footsteps were always approaching him.

But they don't know when will be the end point. What lies before the two of them is a gap that can never be bridged.

Many years ago, when he first learned about these things, he had thought about it. Otherwise, he would do it according to his own ideas. Even if something happened, it wouldn't have much to do with it.

But now, he finally understands that for his own future, blindly giving in will not bring him any better results.

All waiting is cowardice in the eyes of others.

He believes that he will handle all these things well, as long as he is given a certain amount of time, no matter how difficult it is, he will definitely be able to find a solution.

Unless he himself doesn't want to face so much, otherwise, nothing is impossible.

After waiting for such a long time, he suddenly became unclear about the future path.

Probably like this, it is also a good choice.

In his heart, he had given himself a chance to choose, and he believed that the final decision would not be wrong.

What's more, he still doesn't know how he should face it.

He used to think that he could be calm about what had happened.

He used to be able to see everything thoroughly and analyze the reasoning behind it.

But now, he is standing in a different position and sitting on different things, which makes people a little unpredictable.

He has become a stranger, but he has always insisted on the feelings he had when he was young.

The attitude of not giving up is the only thing left for him now.

No matter how many things have happened, I still want to go back to the original starting point.

It's just that they can't find the feeling they had at the beginning, and now it's more like a mockery of themselves.

No matter what is waiting for him after this, he can take it all.

When I decided to do this in the first place, I was doomed to have no way out.

His beliefs, as well as his heart, insisted on doing so.

So he felt that those little secrets in his heart would one day be impossible to hide.

There have been times when he was very simple-minded before, but it is definitely not now.

Giving up that feeling of struggling is much better than it is now.

The past is like smoke, blowing away with the wind, he doesn't know when he will be able to be himself again.

But if you keep going like this, there should be a day when the clouds will clear up and the fog will clear.

He didn't know what was left in his own world.

Whether all his insistence was a joke or something, it was completely unclear.

He just doesn't want to watch so many things happen in front of him. How strong a person's perseverance must be to hold back the nostalgia for the past and stop thinking about so many things.

Even the simple wish of seeing each other seems so extravagant.

At this moment, he doesn't want to disappoint the person he misses.

So he must abide by his heart and must not waver in any way.

What I have insisted on for so many years will not give up at this time.

He believes that one day, he will be able to find the answer, but it will take time, and he will not find it that easily.

He can wait, there is no hardship that cannot be overcome, and his heart is strong enough to face many things.

But what happened, as long as he is still here, he will definitely bring the past back to the original point.

He also thought that he would not retreat.

But I don't know why, but what was left to him during that time was not a very good memory.

Thinking about it now, he also knew that he could not be so brave.

He can forget everything, he wants to be an ordinary person.

At the beginning, he thought it was just friendship, not love.

After we separated, I realized that I really liked him.

But at that time, he was no longer free.

Any of his decisions can't be based entirely on his own will, he struggles to meet the boy in his heart, but in front of him is a cage that he can't get out of.

So I can only put my thoughts in the bottom of my heart, and polish it over and over again when no one is around.

He hasn't reached the point where he can't distinguish between right and wrong, black and white.

He can make a decision, and he can understand when to do such a thing.

So many things, he can't open his mouth to ask.

Those questions that have always been in his heart have troubled him for a long time.

He hesitated to ask, because he was afraid of certain answers in his mind.

Many questions lingered in his mind, and they did not dissipate for a long time.

He seemed to feel that there was a cloud of fog in front of his eyes, blocking his vision, no matter how he walked, he couldn't get out.

His inner thought is that as far as he can get away from this, he will be as far away as possible.

As long as there is no relationship with him, no matter what you do, you can do it.

If he does not appear in front of him, everything will not be affected in any way.

But even if he regrets it, it won't help.

If you miss it, you will never be able to do it again.

He can only use the remaining time to re-participate in his life. I don't know if this is a kind of compensation.

In addition, after experiencing so many things, the relationship between the two people has become more and more profound.

There are always many things between the two of them that need not be said clearly.

With just one look, you can tell what they are thinking.

He can choose not to remember the past, but even if they don't understand anything, it will be the best result if they have a heart-to-heart connection with each other.

He doesn't need to understand, what's more, he doesn't want to understand.

He hadn't thought that much about other issues.

In fact, after thinking about it seriously, maybe he will be able to know what the best way is.

On this issue, they have not reached a consensus.

No matter how many results, he doesn't seem to need to pay special attention to such things as results.

If he is destined to understand, he must be clear about what is wrong with what he can do after this.

Thinking back to the past years, he would never have cared so clearly.

After making it clear, he can determine exactly what he wants.

The past of the future, he can ignore it so clearly.

Speaking of the past, who can think clearly whether it will become a memory or not.

In short, before this problem occurs, he must think through all the consequences.

How many things will they face in their lives.

It's like if you don't understand anything, you should be so clear that you don't have to worry about it.

Speaking of the problem, from the very beginning, nothing has changed.

It's like the past, and it's the best past. At that time, who can know what they were doing.

No matter what, there is no need to figure out what the best way is.

Originally, he was still able to find some relationships for himself. In this case, he should be able to tell all the stories clearly.

He doesn't have to care about the long-term things.

Because I don't want to do anything, and what's more, I don't want to take care of anything.

If you still have dreams, if you can continue, then you will believe how many kinds of results this problem will have in the end.

He has thought of all the problems. At this time, no one knows what will happen.

All the waiting, if it were him, he might not have so many thoughts, so now, it should be regarded as a brand new start.

If you do this, you shouldn't have to worry about it so much.

In fact, if you wait, it is your own.

And his dream needs to start all over again when he is far from the end.

Ji Chenfeng couldn't agree with Shen Nanyan's thoughts, but he didn't think all the things so clearly at the moment.

Before these things are resolved, the two of them will have a hard time walking this path. This seems to be a very simple matter, but when it comes to the two of them, it is definitely not something that can be let go.

No matter how much the past is, it is meaningless.

Talking about the past, doing things that even he himself didn't understand, who knows who he will meet in the end.

At first, I thought I could find many relationships for myself, but now it seems that everything is going to come to naught, and I don't know what the final way is.

In other words, even before the start, they didn't know what they would face next.

But now, he seems to understand that the difference between right and wrong is just a thought.

If he has to use any excuse to save his own problems, he doesn't need to emphasize that there will be any problems after that.

Because there are many problems in his world, which he cannot touch.

No matter how many stories there are, as long as he doesn't solve them, something will definitely happen.

The so-called stories can only be told from the heart.

They all need to face many things, and use the most sincere time to tell themselves that his past or past will become a story in the end.

This is the original idea, and until now, there has been no change.

In addition, at that time, they were not as smart as they are now, thinking that there would always be some kind of story waiting for them.

Will be timid, will be afraid, but will not admit defeat.

Probably this was the original idea, and up to now, he still insists on his own opinion.

He will never give up, even if so much has happened, it can only prove that he does not want to prove himself for the existence of others.

But from the very beginning, he knew what he wanted to insist on in his heart, and what else needed to be given up.

When he embarked on this path, he already took everything with him. In the following time, he will not be able to bid farewell to his past in this way.

Even if you know everything, the method will never be right.