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Chapter 190: Waiting
If he could understand, he wouldn't be living like a fool until now.
If he could recognize all this earlier, would all the stories be able to find excuses for himself.
On this point, Ji Chenfeng is not very clear, but at the very least, he can know what he should do in the remaining time.
As if all the time, he can see what is most suitable for him.
In the past, Ji Chenfeng would rather not think about everything, but live in his own way.
However, now, I have returned to the original point, and I don’t need to care about what I want in my heart. From this moment on, all the memories have completely become the stories of the past.
He had already encountered it before he could think it through clearly. It turned out that no matter what he did, it couldn't be like his original dream, and he didn't have to worry about everything.
Ji Chenfeng still remembers what he once said, no matter what time it is, he should live a more colorful life, but he didn't understand until now what kind of difficulty it was for him.
Before meeting Shen Nanyan, although his life was somewhat difficult, at least he could still find his way.
Even if it is what he wants to do, he will think clearly before doing it.
But obviously, even though he has seen so many things, he still can't learn how to deal with himself.
Before it started, he never chose to care so much, but now, it was obvious that everything had to start again.
It doesn't matter what the right or wrong in the past has to do with yourself.
The thought in his heart has evolved into this form from the very beginning, which is to give him a choice, and it should be determined how much persistence he has in his heart before he can think it out.
Before that, he still had a lot to think about, and it would never be so simple.
After Ji Chenfeng kicked him out, he also thought about a lot of things. It's not that he doesn't want family affection, but if it's such a strange thing, he would rather not get anything.
Such a strange person, on the one hand, he is not willing to face it at all, and on the other hand, he is too lazy to take care of so much.
If everything is so complicated, he would rather never know each other before, in this case, he would not have to care so much.
Even if something happened, at this moment, if you figure it out, you won't have much hesitation. .
Forgive him for hesitating for so long when making a choice, because he really didn't think clearly about what is different from himself.
If it wasn't because he had waited so long, he wouldn't have thought that after everything was over, he would really understand.
The so-called once, no matter how long you waited, there has never been any change.
It's not that Ji Chenfeng didn't try to let go of the past, but he couldn't.
When grandma was leaving, she told him never to miss the past, because it was meaningless, but it was simply impossible for him to let go of those stories.
He didn't remember how many of the memories in his heart were related to those strangers.
But he was not familiar with those faces, let alone talk about the past.
There are some things, even if you don't say them, there's nothing wrong with them.
Because remembering is one thing, it's another when he decides what to do with it.
He didn't need to understand at all, let alone understand, what he was thinking at this time.
Thinking back to the past years, it seems that they don't need to understand so many stories, and it seems that they don't need to understand, what is left.
Ji Chenfeng didn't want to repeat the most ancient story of how he got here, because every time he recalled, he didn't find the most suitable one for him.
Speaking of the past, he could not care about anything, leaving his own miss, as if he could get what he wanted without doing anything.
Life is so long, one day, he will know where the end is.
It's just that for all of this, he thinks that there is no need to miss any extra stories, no matter what he should give himself a chance.
Otherwise, after such a long time, who knows what is left of him.
All the waiting is at this time, and there is really no need to think about anything.
If he had known that this would be the case, he would definitely not wait until now to think about solving it.
It turned out that so many problems happened inadvertently, but he didn't know it at all.
Ji Chenfeng tidied up his house, and seeing that the place was as clean as ever, he felt as if he had returned to his own place.
Before, when he looked at this place, he didn't know what to say.
In his whole life, he had never seen such a person. He entered the room as if he was in his own home, without any consciousness at all. It only took a few days to make this place like this.
He really didn't know what to say, so he could only clean up by himself, but if he gave them some more time, the family might be useless.
As long as he thinks of this, he immediately feels that all these years have been wasted.
After all, he still doesn't understand.
It took him so long to think clearly about all this. If he could do it all over again, why should he care about right and wrong? No matter how he cares, it's not all the same.
He can't understand all this, let alone so much interpersonal communication, he doesn't know how to get along, and he doesn't know how to have a conversation. Before that, he always thought that he had done a good job, but until it happened Only then did he realize that it is not that simple to let go of his attachments.
All obsessions need not be said at this time, just keep them in your heart.
What should he do, who can tell him.
Ji Chenfeng couldn't figure out what he would face in the future. When he thought of Shen Nanyan, he could at least feel that feeling was real, but other than that, there was nothing else.
Let him make the decision for himself, Ji Chenfeng felt that he didn't have to trouble him like this.
After all, it's my own business. If it's as simple as it is said, there may really be nothing left.
In short, on this matter, Ji Chenfeng thought about it for a long time, and finally felt that whether it suits him or not, it doesn't have to be so simple.
Originally, these things were inextricably linked with him.
If this point is destined to be unclear, then don't think about it.
After all, none of them in this story can see what the future holds. All their imaginations can only stay here, and no one will think so much.
It turns out that these stories, they can also tell clearly, it just takes a longer time.
So what is right and wrong, right or wrong, all will be formed inadvertently.
Ji Chenfeng threw the test results aside, this thing didn't have much effect on him.
He just wants to prove that his judgment is not wrong, that's all, there is no other use.
In order to prove that these people are really strange to him, he even did a lot of things that he never cared about before.
If you think about it seriously, it doesn't matter.
After all, I still have to go on this road. No matter how much I say, it seems that there is nothing that needs to be said.
If you think about it seriously, you will know that those stories have not been well reflected in him.
He said that he didn't like to participate in those things, it was really just to say goodbye to the past, and he didn't care about anything.
But even if it waited until the end, what difference would it make? It was still not the same result.
It's not that he doesn't want to think about it, but even after wasting so much energy, it's still the same, so why should he take care of it so much, let everything together go away with the wind, even if he doesn't remember it anymore , at least he can find it, what is his favorite, if there are some things that are destined to remain, he never remembers them and those things are right in front of him.
In this way, he can see what happened.
You don't have to think about it, and you don't have to worry about it.
He didn't want to see the so-called scenery either. Wouldn't it be okay if it looked like this?
But it seems like this, Ji Chenfeng can't find anything, because he doesn't know what will be left to him in the end, if he can use his imagination to explain everything clearly, why is he still so embarrassed?Obviously it's wrong, because even if you understand everything, it doesn't mean you can find a solution.
He said that what he cares most about is never the past, but at this time, there are still some people around him who will always be with him.
In the past, he was alone, but now, he can imagine that when Shen Nanyan is by his side, he doesn't have to think about the past at all, because he can help him solve many problems, what kind of feeling is that? , only Ji Chenfeng himself can understand.
From beginning to end, he was the only one who experienced this feeling.
In the past, he didn't feel that there was nothing to worry about for him, thinking that he would be able to see everything clearly after the result.
Now, it's definitely not as simple as taking a long-term view.
Recalling the past again is just another pain. There are really not many choices left for oneself.
He never gave up on everything he could think of, but if he could find some excuses for himself, why should he hesitate until now.
It was a dilemma, so he simply didn't want to think about it.
Co-author Shen Nanyan doesn't care so much, so he doesn't even think about what problems will arise when there are so many.
No matter what, it was all a story of the past. If he really didn't want to think about anything, he wouldn't have to worry about it so much.
Before, he was always thinking about what he would do and what kind of judgment he would make if he were himself.
But the facts have proved everything, his imagination is not wrong, but more, he needs to understand that behind these problems, everything hidden behind needs to be explained by past memories.
If he could bid farewell to his past in this way, then he would know that even if someone was waiting here, there would be no unnecessary difference.
What kind of story should it be, you never need to think about it.
Because at any time, all he can think of is to put these things together, and then research out a general right and wrong.
As for the problems that need to be solved, it seems that he doesn't have to think about it. If there is any difference, he doesn't have to worry about it so much.
Before that, I kept thinking that there was nothing he couldn't remember after reading it.
Now it seems that he doesn't have any other issues to think about except what he entrusts is inhuman.
At this time, no matter what, he should figure it out, but he doesn't know what will be left in the end.
In the future, he has never thought so much about it. What's more, in his eyes, there is no need to care about what is right and wrong, or what is the result.
Earlier, what he thought was that if everything had become a thing of the past, even if he let go of his own world, it would still be irreversible. If he could remember all of this at any time, or at any place, , there would be no need for Shen Nanyan to help him recall everything.
Grasping the moment is like a prerequisite for the two of them to be able to come together.
And he didn't have any room to maneuver. When he turned around, he still hoped that there might be someone waiting for him at the same place.
Let go of your self-esteem, even if you let go of the past, you still haven't been able to wait for the best.
So this is the helplessness that exists in Ji Chenfeng, he can't understand everything.
One Shen Nanyan is enough to mess up all his thoughts. If he is not waiting, he can understand what the final destination of his feelings is.
He has never waited for the future he wants, and it is so difficult to find a way out for himself.
But what Ji Chenfeng wants is not that simple.
But everything that can be decided in a hurry, not to mention that he can understand what he wants clearly with a few words.
Especially in front of such an outstanding person as Shen Nanyan, he would feel inferior.
He could never cheer up, and he didn't know what to do to bring the distance between them closer.
But it's just so dawdling, even until now, I haven't found any better results for myself.
All the years, he hopes that there will be someone to accompany him, without fear of loneliness, without fear of loneliness.
They will think that from being to nothing is just one of the long years.
And he chose the one that is the most distant from himself, even if he has witnessed all the miracles, it will not help.
If he could recognize all this earlier, would all the stories be able to find excuses for himself.
On this point, Ji Chenfeng is not very clear, but at the very least, he can know what he should do in the remaining time.
As if all the time, he can see what is most suitable for him.
In the past, Ji Chenfeng would rather not think about everything, but live in his own way.
However, now, I have returned to the original point, and I don’t need to care about what I want in my heart. From this moment on, all the memories have completely become the stories of the past.
He had already encountered it before he could think it through clearly. It turned out that no matter what he did, it couldn't be like his original dream, and he didn't have to worry about everything.
Ji Chenfeng still remembers what he once said, no matter what time it is, he should live a more colorful life, but he didn't understand until now what kind of difficulty it was for him.
Before meeting Shen Nanyan, although his life was somewhat difficult, at least he could still find his way.
Even if it is what he wants to do, he will think clearly before doing it.
But obviously, even though he has seen so many things, he still can't learn how to deal with himself.
Before it started, he never chose to care so much, but now, it was obvious that everything had to start again.
It doesn't matter what the right or wrong in the past has to do with yourself.
The thought in his heart has evolved into this form from the very beginning, which is to give him a choice, and it should be determined how much persistence he has in his heart before he can think it out.
Before that, he still had a lot to think about, and it would never be so simple.
After Ji Chenfeng kicked him out, he also thought about a lot of things. It's not that he doesn't want family affection, but if it's such a strange thing, he would rather not get anything.
Such a strange person, on the one hand, he is not willing to face it at all, and on the other hand, he is too lazy to take care of so much.
If everything is so complicated, he would rather never know each other before, in this case, he would not have to care so much.
Even if something happened, at this moment, if you figure it out, you won't have much hesitation. .
Forgive him for hesitating for so long when making a choice, because he really didn't think clearly about what is different from himself.
If it wasn't because he had waited so long, he wouldn't have thought that after everything was over, he would really understand.
The so-called once, no matter how long you waited, there has never been any change.
It's not that Ji Chenfeng didn't try to let go of the past, but he couldn't.
When grandma was leaving, she told him never to miss the past, because it was meaningless, but it was simply impossible for him to let go of those stories.
He didn't remember how many of the memories in his heart were related to those strangers.
But he was not familiar with those faces, let alone talk about the past.
There are some things, even if you don't say them, there's nothing wrong with them.
Because remembering is one thing, it's another when he decides what to do with it.
He didn't need to understand at all, let alone understand, what he was thinking at this time.
Thinking back to the past years, it seems that they don't need to understand so many stories, and it seems that they don't need to understand, what is left.
Ji Chenfeng didn't want to repeat the most ancient story of how he got here, because every time he recalled, he didn't find the most suitable one for him.
Speaking of the past, he could not care about anything, leaving his own miss, as if he could get what he wanted without doing anything.
Life is so long, one day, he will know where the end is.
It's just that for all of this, he thinks that there is no need to miss any extra stories, no matter what he should give himself a chance.
Otherwise, after such a long time, who knows what is left of him.
All the waiting is at this time, and there is really no need to think about anything.
If he had known that this would be the case, he would definitely not wait until now to think about solving it.
It turned out that so many problems happened inadvertently, but he didn't know it at all.
Ji Chenfeng tidied up his house, and seeing that the place was as clean as ever, he felt as if he had returned to his own place.
Before, when he looked at this place, he didn't know what to say.
In his whole life, he had never seen such a person. He entered the room as if he was in his own home, without any consciousness at all. It only took a few days to make this place like this.
He really didn't know what to say, so he could only clean up by himself, but if he gave them some more time, the family might be useless.
As long as he thinks of this, he immediately feels that all these years have been wasted.
After all, he still doesn't understand.
It took him so long to think clearly about all this. If he could do it all over again, why should he care about right and wrong? No matter how he cares, it's not all the same.
He can't understand all this, let alone so much interpersonal communication, he doesn't know how to get along, and he doesn't know how to have a conversation. Before that, he always thought that he had done a good job, but until it happened Only then did he realize that it is not that simple to let go of his attachments.
All obsessions need not be said at this time, just keep them in your heart.
What should he do, who can tell him.
Ji Chenfeng couldn't figure out what he would face in the future. When he thought of Shen Nanyan, he could at least feel that feeling was real, but other than that, there was nothing else.
Let him make the decision for himself, Ji Chenfeng felt that he didn't have to trouble him like this.
After all, it's my own business. If it's as simple as it is said, there may really be nothing left.
In short, on this matter, Ji Chenfeng thought about it for a long time, and finally felt that whether it suits him or not, it doesn't have to be so simple.
Originally, these things were inextricably linked with him.
If this point is destined to be unclear, then don't think about it.
After all, none of them in this story can see what the future holds. All their imaginations can only stay here, and no one will think so much.
It turns out that these stories, they can also tell clearly, it just takes a longer time.
So what is right and wrong, right or wrong, all will be formed inadvertently.
Ji Chenfeng threw the test results aside, this thing didn't have much effect on him.
He just wants to prove that his judgment is not wrong, that's all, there is no other use.
In order to prove that these people are really strange to him, he even did a lot of things that he never cared about before.
If you think about it seriously, it doesn't matter.
After all, I still have to go on this road. No matter how much I say, it seems that there is nothing that needs to be said.
If you think about it seriously, you will know that those stories have not been well reflected in him.
He said that he didn't like to participate in those things, it was really just to say goodbye to the past, and he didn't care about anything.
But even if it waited until the end, what difference would it make? It was still not the same result.
It's not that he doesn't want to think about it, but even after wasting so much energy, it's still the same, so why should he take care of it so much, let everything together go away with the wind, even if he doesn't remember it anymore , at least he can find it, what is his favorite, if there are some things that are destined to remain, he never remembers them and those things are right in front of him.
In this way, he can see what happened.
You don't have to think about it, and you don't have to worry about it.
He didn't want to see the so-called scenery either. Wouldn't it be okay if it looked like this?
But it seems like this, Ji Chenfeng can't find anything, because he doesn't know what will be left to him in the end, if he can use his imagination to explain everything clearly, why is he still so embarrassed?Obviously it's wrong, because even if you understand everything, it doesn't mean you can find a solution.
He said that what he cares most about is never the past, but at this time, there are still some people around him who will always be with him.
In the past, he was alone, but now, he can imagine that when Shen Nanyan is by his side, he doesn't have to think about the past at all, because he can help him solve many problems, what kind of feeling is that? , only Ji Chenfeng himself can understand.
From beginning to end, he was the only one who experienced this feeling.
In the past, he didn't feel that there was nothing to worry about for him, thinking that he would be able to see everything clearly after the result.
Now, it's definitely not as simple as taking a long-term view.
Recalling the past again is just another pain. There are really not many choices left for oneself.
He never gave up on everything he could think of, but if he could find some excuses for himself, why should he hesitate until now.
It was a dilemma, so he simply didn't want to think about it.
Co-author Shen Nanyan doesn't care so much, so he doesn't even think about what problems will arise when there are so many.
No matter what, it was all a story of the past. If he really didn't want to think about anything, he wouldn't have to worry about it so much.
Before, he was always thinking about what he would do and what kind of judgment he would make if he were himself.
But the facts have proved everything, his imagination is not wrong, but more, he needs to understand that behind these problems, everything hidden behind needs to be explained by past memories.
If he could bid farewell to his past in this way, then he would know that even if someone was waiting here, there would be no unnecessary difference.
What kind of story should it be, you never need to think about it.
Because at any time, all he can think of is to put these things together, and then research out a general right and wrong.
As for the problems that need to be solved, it seems that he doesn't have to think about it. If there is any difference, he doesn't have to worry about it so much.
Before that, I kept thinking that there was nothing he couldn't remember after reading it.
Now it seems that he doesn't have any other issues to think about except what he entrusts is inhuman.
At this time, no matter what, he should figure it out, but he doesn't know what will be left in the end.
In the future, he has never thought so much about it. What's more, in his eyes, there is no need to care about what is right and wrong, or what is the result.
Earlier, what he thought was that if everything had become a thing of the past, even if he let go of his own world, it would still be irreversible. If he could remember all of this at any time, or at any place, , there would be no need for Shen Nanyan to help him recall everything.
Grasping the moment is like a prerequisite for the two of them to be able to come together.
And he didn't have any room to maneuver. When he turned around, he still hoped that there might be someone waiting for him at the same place.
Let go of your self-esteem, even if you let go of the past, you still haven't been able to wait for the best.
So this is the helplessness that exists in Ji Chenfeng, he can't understand everything.
One Shen Nanyan is enough to mess up all his thoughts. If he is not waiting, he can understand what the final destination of his feelings is.
He has never waited for the future he wants, and it is so difficult to find a way out for himself.
But what Ji Chenfeng wants is not that simple.
But everything that can be decided in a hurry, not to mention that he can understand what he wants clearly with a few words.
Especially in front of such an outstanding person as Shen Nanyan, he would feel inferior.
He could never cheer up, and he didn't know what to do to bring the distance between them closer.
But it's just so dawdling, even until now, I haven't found any better results for myself.
All the years, he hopes that there will be someone to accompany him, without fear of loneliness, without fear of loneliness.
They will think that from being to nothing is just one of the long years.
And he chose the one that is the most distant from himself, even if he has witnessed all the miracles, it will not help.
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