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In his heart, Ji Chenfeng thought about all the things that happened recently.

Then he realized that everything he thought seemed to be wrong.

Before, he could rely on Shen Nanyan to make decisions for himself, but now, this person was standing in front of him, but he didn't know how to speak.

His past is not so transparent.

Shen Nanyan didn't know many things, and he never made it so clear.

The longest thing he ever thought about was nothing more than expressing his feelings to Shen Nanyan. As for what will happen after this, no one knows.

Before that, he had to determine what he was doing.

At least in this way, he can do it completely according to his own ideas.

No matter how many things happen, at least you have to understand before you can get along better.

Whether Shen Nanyan would give him this opportunity was still unknown, so he didn't dare to think about it.

What's more, such a thing has happened now, how you want him to believe, all of this has nothing to do with him.

Obviously, I have been thinking this way all the time, but I have never gotten an answer.

I want to say everything clearly, but the truth is often more cruel than reality.

How to do it seems to become more blurred.

Before that, he wanted to live in his own world, and more importantly, to ignore these things at all.

Even if everyone knows that he wants to live clearly, but the real memory will never change.

This is why, he will never choose to speak out.

If it is destined that there will be no ending, he doesn't want to waste so much thought on the same thing.

In the previous time, Ji Chenfeng never thought about all this.

Shen Nanyan's impression of Ji Chenfeng was still several days ago.

His life will not be subject to any constraints, and he will do whatever he wants completely according to his own ideas.

He really likes that kind of life without a plan, but he can't do it.

Because no matter what he does, he will be subject to many restrictions.

When faced with so many things, no one would know what he was thinking in his heart.

The reason why after such a long time, Ji Chenfeng still chose not to tell him, may be because he still has a knot in his heart that cannot be solved.

Thinking clearly does not necessarily mean that everything can be done clearly, after all, at the very beginning, he didn't think so.

As for why it became like this later, he didn't even think about it clearly, maybe when he did this, he never thought about his own future.

I don't know that in my life, I need to face so many people and deal with so many things.

Every one of them would give him a headache.

Originally, he was not the person to deal with these things, but in the end, there would still be a bunch of things weighing on him.

He himself is a freelancer, but he still lives such a tense life.

In Ji Chenfeng's heart, he was very confident in everything, but since when, in his life, he has never seen so many scenery doing something.

Before, he had at least one Shen Nanyan to rely on.

You can call Shen Nanyan when you don't understand, but Ji Chenfeng still has no way to talk about family issues.

Just like the saying goes, family ugliness should not be publicized, no matter what happened to him, he still wanted to hide it all.

Before he said it, Ji Chenfeng's heart wouldn't hurt, and he wouldn't think so much.

The reason why he has not changed until now is to be able to prove his existence, at least there is still some meaning.

He wants to live clearly, even if all the stories will not give him a perfect ending, but he still thinks, no matter how he faces all this, as long as he is still here, then he will not go I wonder how many stories there are behind this.

Obviously, it seemed that everything was about to be resolved. The most he said was that no matter when it came, as long as he was still alive, he would never give up on all of this.

Facts have proved that what he thought was nothing more than that.

Since it is necessary to do this anyway, it doesn't matter if it is earlier or later.

At any time, as long as it is something Shen Nanyan wants to do, he has never done it.

But Ji Chenfeng is different, he doesn't have Shen Nanyan's ability, he has been unknown for so many years, never thought that he would have any chance to make his mark, if he thinks so, there is no problem.

Along the way, no one helped him, and it was quite difficult for him to walk.

Therefore, although others did not talk about many problems, his heart was like a mirror.

It's only one sentence to pierce the window paper, but to be honest, even if you say it, it may not have any effect.

Whether he can maintain the status quo is a question, not to mention the future.

All his imagination is opaque.

Anyway, at this point, he has no other problems.

I just want to get closer to Shen Nanyan. If I can't get anything, it's better to stay away from him from the beginning, so I won't think about these things. What's more, don't Will pay attention to what happened.

At that time, he never realized that there would be such a choice by his side.

Shen Nanyan looked at Ji Chenfeng still in a daze, didn't say much, and took him out of the shopping mall directly.

It wasn't until after walking for a while that he turned around, looked at Ji Chenfeng, and said softly, "Do you have something on your mind?"

His feelings are never wrong.

Intuition told him that there must be many things hidden in Ji Chenfeng's heart. Although he didn't say anything, his expression was different from usual.

However, Ji Chenfeng pulled out a smile, although he was a bit reluctant, but at least he could see that he was not powerless about all this, but simply didn't want to care about it.

If only he knew when to know what kind of things. In his heart, he would not struggle so much and choose between two decisions.

This is the thing he is least good at. He hopes that he can stand in the farthest place, even if he can't see Shen Nanyan, as long as he can see that he can live well, that's enough.

As for the rest, he doesn't have to think about it, and he doesn't even have to worry about it.

Let all things go as they please, without meddling.

In fact, think about it, Ji Chenfeng is not willing to implicate Shen Nanyan.

Even if he knew about it, it would be impossible to solve it. It's better not to tell him at all, so that if there is one less person, there will be less worry.

All the problems are left to him. No matter what time it is, as long as this decision has never been changed, he will be able to approach slowly. When that time comes, he will know that in his own world, there will be people left. What.

Those things that he had never been in contact with before, will one day be what he needs to face.

He knew that he might feel uncomfortable in his heart, but this was not the result.

Whether the choice of the two of them will become different, no one knows.

It's just that Ji Chenfeng looked at Shen Nanyan in front of him, and really didn't know how to express all the thoughts in his heart.

He will feel that he is sorry for this person, and more importantly, his concern will make him shake.

What he was most afraid of was that the appearance of Shen Nanyan would make him let go of all his defenses.

Having reached this point, if there are no problems, he will almost know what he can do in the next time, and what else is suitable for him.

But after waiting for such a long time, I realized that it was nothing more than that.

Nothing to think about, nothing to do.

Just stand here and you'll be fine.

In his world, there is no need to go so clean.

There was no way for him to go back to the past, and he was still standing here to make himself understand that the excuses he had given himself for such a long time had all been used up.

In the next time, he must know that he needs to deal with all these things.

The reason why he wanted to test the DNA was just to prove an idea in his heart, he didn't really care about what was right or wrong, what was right and wrong.

But since you decide to do it, is it right to believe in your own feelings?

Before this, he had never experienced so many things. He didn't know how many people would stand by his side. What's more, he didn't know at all whether he would be able to There is an opportunity to do something like this.

Not everyone will follow his will.

Anyway, if he doesn't choose, then he doesn't have to suggest anything.

In such a long time ago, he never seemed to verify whether he needed to do so.

How to think, how to implement.

He understands this truth very well, but when it comes to doing it, it's a completely different matter.

He could feel that if it weren't for this, he might not have found so many excuses to prove that everything he did was right.

But if you think about it carefully, it turned out to be nothing more than that.

When everything has turned into a beginning, no one knows how many things he needs to face in his world.

No matter how I think about it, it seems that I can't live the memories as they were before.

"It's nothing on my mind, it's just that I haven't thought about some issues clearly, but it won't take a long time. Don't worry, I don't have any other skills, but the ability to resist pressure is absolutely useless."

In Ji Chenfeng's hand, he was still holding the mobile phone Shen Nanyan gave him, and he had a feeling that he didn't know how to describe it.

But he is very clear about one thing, even if he loses his mobile phone, he will know Shen Nanyan's mobile phone number by heart.

With the number in mind, no matter what time it is, there will be no other problems.

His liking has reached the point where he has no desire to pursue it. After thinking about it seriously, he can understand how many things will happen to his choice, not at any time.

It's just that in his heart, if doing so can make his heart feel comfortable, he never minds so much.

After all, everyone's choice is different. He can know what stories he needs to do in his future.

I really cared about everything, but I never thought about what they became like in the end.

Naturally, it left a lot of impressions in his heart.

"I just think that you shouldn't take everything in your heart when you have something. You also know that when you can't figure it out, it's a very happy thing to have someone share it all for you. I always feel that, We are people living in the same world, but even now, nothing seems to have changed. I don't know what you thought before, but in my opinion, if you decide to do this, I fully support you , this is what you want to do, even if all the problems exist, I will still try to help you solve it, just for the sake of our friends."

Shen Nanyan has never been stingy with his help, especially when facing people he is familiar with, he has always been very happy and able to help these people.

He never cared about the so-called past.

Those memories are the same whether they are present or not, and as long as he remembers, when all the time has not been written clearly, there will not be so many people in his world.

Even if everyone couldn't understand how many problems there were, but no matter what, when he was thinking about these, it seemed that he didn't think about it at all.

It's good to do anything, but I still can't let myself leave any thoughts on this matter.

"I know, I know you will help me."

Ji Chenfeng smiled helplessly, he knew everything, but there were some things he couldn't say.

No matter what he wanted to hide, if Shen Nanyan insisted on asking, he would be afraid that he couldn't help it.

There is nothing that can make his emotions collapse suddenly, unless Shen Nanyan said something.

At this time, he won't think so much.

As long as he doesn't have so many thoughts when he is doing these things, then no matter how many things happen, he can still do it according to his own thoughts.

About all of this, it should be simpler.

He knows better than anyone else what a person should pursue when he is alive.

But when he was doing these things, he didn't seem to understand so much, which caused so many misunderstandings.

When he thought about all this clearly, it would be very clear.

What can be, is what he cares about.

After thinking for so long, there is only one Shen Nanyan.

From the time I met him, I knew that many uncertainties were caused by him.

In the following years, he wanted this person to be with him.

Even though he knew it was just a dream, he still couldn't help but imagine it.