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There are a lot of things to say between Ji Chenfeng and Shen Nanyan.

But he didn't know how to speak. The longer he knew this person, the more he could feel that he was really a good person.

Whether it's for people or things.

He will have his own ideas, and what's more, he knows exactly what to do.

Before a lot of things are said, no one knows what's going on, but once the words are understood, they will know.

"Grandma, if you like, you can treat us as your grandson, and we will come to see you often."

Ji Chenfeng thought for a while, and seemed to have nothing else to say.

Shen Nanyan may not understand what he wants to say, but he does.

He really didn't want to experience this feeling of parting again.

Obviously knowing that I can't do anything, but I still want to fight for something.

At that time, he didn't remember the past very clearly, but realized that he wanted to give himself a chance.

Even if there will be regrets, at least it has been done.

Then there will be no misses. At that time, he was naive, and only after he lost it did he realize that many things were not as he wished.

One day in the future, he has no idea what will happen to him.

This is the only way to prove something.

"With the two of you, I have always felt very happy. Without you, I don't know what I should do. Why don't you say he didn't come back? He has been gone for a long time, and he should come back and see Look."

As Grandma Chen said, there were tears in the corners of her eyes.

It's not that she doesn't want to, it's not that she doesn't want to read, but she can't do anything.

She knew she had no choice but to wait.

Older, my son was young when he left, and he said he would come back.

But after waiting for so many years, there is still no result.

She didn't know if she had done something wrong, or if there was some other misunderstanding in it.

I thought I would be able to see my son soon, but I still didn't find anything.

She didn't know how long she could live, let alone if she could see him.

There are always many things that she doesn't believe in, but the reality has to make her bow her head.

This problem is not so easy to solve.

He always thought about what kind of people she would meet in his future after so many stories.

She didn't know what kind of life it was like, let alone when her son would come back.

"Grandma, don't cry. My grandma has already left. She couldn't see her favorite hometown at the end. This is my regret all the time. If you are lonely, I will come to accompany you more. Anyway, I don’t have much to do every day, and it’s not too far from the city.”

As long as he knows the way to go, he can come here by himself.

He had never thought about so many things for so long.

What's more, on this road, he thought for so long, Shen Nanyan should have his reasons for doing all this.

Although he never said it clearly, the facts are there, so what else needs to be said?

Before, he didn't believe that there was no solution to this problem.

But Shen Nanyan searched for such a long time, but couldn't find Grandma Chen's son. There was only one result, which was more or less fortunate.

There are many consequences that none of them want to face, but the truth is cruel.

Even if you don't face it, you have to believe that in many things, you have no room for rejection.

Even after thinking about it for such a long time, he still needs to understand what is the most suitable for him.

"I don't know if he fell in love with the outside world and doesn't plan to come back."

"It's said that this is the homeland. How could he not come back? I've waited for him for so long, so let's just forget it."

Grandma Chen didn't know. What she said back then seemed to be in front of her eyes, but she just didn't feel anything. He didn't know how the road would change in the future, and he didn't know, but after thinking about it seriously, Understand that all her waiting may come to naught one day.

"No, grandma, he must really want to come back, maybe it's because of something, just wait a little longer, otherwise, I'll beat you out to play."

Ji Chenfeng is always thinking about how to make Grandma Chen happy, but he doesn't know how to untie such a knot in his heart.

If you can't solve it, you will become confused, and no matter what, you will not be happy.

Even if he was comforted in his heart, the truth still needs to be faced one day.

They all know that in this case, it is useless to say anything.

What would be different in the future they believed in? Ji Chenfeng thought about it seriously, but he didn't know the result.

Ji Chenfeng held his hands tightly, couldn't help but looked up at Shen Nanyan, but saw him shaking his head.

That meant it was clearly telling him not to continue this topic.

Grandma Chen doesn't know the truth, and she doesn't want to know.

"Grandma, you drink water too."

"The two of us will stay here for a while. In the past few days, you don't want to think about anything. If you want to eat or play, just tell me."

"We are with you, don't be afraid."

Shen Nanyan pressed Ji Chenfeng's hand behind him, and put the water glass in front of Grandma Chen.

Then he sat down slowly leaning on the kang head, "Every time I'm in a bad mood, I always come here and stay for a few days, it's always good."

Ji Chenfeng moved his body but didn't speak.

He knew that Shen Nanyan naturally had his own ideas, and even if they found a lot of reasons between the two of them, they might not be able to persuade him, so it might as well just stay here.

"Grandma Chen, please sleep for a while."

Shen Nanyan supported Grandma Chen to lie down, turned around and led Ji Chenfeng out of the door.

Ji Chenfeng was dragged out in a daze, "What's wrong? Didn't we have a good chat?"

"Grandma is getting old, and occasionally gets confused, just let her sleep."

Hearing what Ji Chenfeng said, Shen Nanyan was still surprised, and Grandma Chen's appearance was not really confused.

"Why do you have to give her so many expectations for a person with many bad luck and bad luck? I can't wait for anything at that time. When I look at it, I won't feel comfortable."

Shen Nanyan has never been a person who is sad about his age, but even so, he still has a lot of his own thoughts on this matter, and he definitely can't just let it go.

The news still needs to be investigated. After all, Grandma Chen hasn't given up hope yet, and he won't let Grandma Chen leave with regrets.

"I will try my best to investigate, but I can't guarantee the result."

When Shen Nanyan said this, his tone was a bit lonely.

Long before he came here, he had already thought of all the conceivable results.

Ji Chenfeng lighted his head like a pounding garlic, and he didn't want to look at the regrets that happened to him back then, and it was the same with Grandma Chen.

Although he doesn't understand the old man's mind very well, there shouldn't be much difference between his grandma's mind and his mind.

"What I endured in my heart, I never told Grandma Chen. What I was afraid of was that she would break down emotionally."

"At this age, I don't want her to experience any more twists and turns."

"I have a good heart, and I know it's wrong to hide it from her, but I can't tell her everything."

Shen Nanyan leaned against the dirt wall behind him, not caring that his clothes were stained with dirt.

"Every time I come here, I feel guilty in my heart, and I feel like a bad person."

"I've known Grandma Chen for so long, and I know she's a good person, so I can't bear to hurt her."

Ji Chenfeng heard a lot of news from Shen Nanyan, and what he knew more clearly was that the image of the man in front of him had become even greater.

I can find more and more advantages in him, knowing that I shouldn't think about so many things on this kind of issue.

But now that they have come to this point, it doesn't matter much if they think about it.

"At this time, I realized that you are completely different from what I imagined."

"I used to think that I wouldn't hear such humorous words from your mouth, but after I got to know you, I knew that you were completely different from what I remembered."

Ji Chenfeng never thought about why things turned out like this. .

All I know is that when he faced Shen Nanyan, he had already lost all his sanity.

All the restlessness is because of him.

There was a slight loosening in the emotion, and then cracks appeared.

Once recognized, it is not an attachment that can be easily let go.

Regarding Ji Chenfeng's life, he has never had so much hesitation.

What to do and what not to do have become a hot potato, making him restless like ants on a hot pan.

He admits that he occasionally has a lot of small tempers.

But in front of Shen Nanyan, he would unconsciously put away his temper.

All patience has no limit.

He even felt that even if he put down his figure, it should be okay.

Who told him to face Shen Nanyan? Facing a person he likes, he knows how to choose, and even knows what he is doing.

I also struggled in the confusion, and at the end, I watched helplessly. This is the original idea.

If you don’t understand it, you don’t need to understand it.

Anyway, thinking about this story, maybe he can't see any hope.

Spending time with Shen Nanyan here, probably Ji Chenfeng is patient.

It was the first time that I had so many thoughts about this person. Before, I would always think of either not caring about anything or forgetting about it.

Because even if you do it right, you can't make too much change.

Ji Chenfeng felt that he might be Shen Nanyan's company, without him, there would not be so many right and wrong.

He still hasn't figured out how different the road ahead will be.

If you don't want to think about it, then don't think about it.

"What I told you, you must hide it for me. If you slip up in front of Grandma Chen, she probably won't be happy for a long time."

It was because Shen Nanyan was worried about this matter that he never expressed his thoughts so clearly.

"I know, don't worry, I won't say anything."

Ji Chenfeng knows the priorities and what to do.

Except that he has a clue, he doesn't know anything about the rest.

The reason why he was still under investigation was because he thought that in the absence of any evidence, it was not easy to say a lot of things.

As for Shen Nanyan, he is a very stable person.

When doing things, I have my own set of ideas, so I never think so much in a normal way.

What kind of things should be done at what time, I have my own plan completely, and I don't need to think about it at all.

Ji Chenfeng felt that he knew too much, and Shen Nanyan had pulled him over the whole matter.

He didn't do any research on these, but it was because he didn't know how to deal with them that it caused so many problems.

Probably after these things happened, he might never think about them again.

"Before, I always thought about what kind of relationship I might have in the future, and even thought about my own, but in the end, I still couldn't get anything. No matter how many fantasies, it may be meaningless .”

"Later, I knew that all the problems were caused by myself, and I couldn't blame others. I could only find out the reasons from myself, especially for me who had waited for such a long time. It’s something that I don’t know how to say, I can only wait, maybe I can find a way when I don’t know anything.”

Shen Nanyan never minded talking so much with Ji Chenfeng, what he could see in his eyes was indeed not much.

"I know, even if there is any problem, you won't talk to me directly. But if you have anything to do in the future, you can call me directly. For the sake of our acquaintance, if there is any problem, I will will help you."

I don't know many friends, and everyone is heart-to-heart.

Shen Nanyan is the only one who can put all these words on his lips.

And Ji Chenfeng was the only person he could tell. In front of him, that kind of feeling made Shen Nanyan feel that he might not meet him a few times in his life.

Now that you have met it, why let it go.

He never thought about why he hadn't found any solution to his persistence until now.

It is estimated that there is an inexplicable fate between the two of them.

Talking too much, maybe he won't think about why it has become like this, but now, it's all waiting here.

If you continue wishful thinking and pretend you don't know anything, then the story left to you will be much worse.

"Okay, okay, I really know this time, and I promise to do exactly what you said, so as not to cause you so many accidents."

Ji Chenfeng's appearance is very similar to when he was a child when he went to school and faced the teacher, he was very calm, and there was something indescribable.