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Maybe in Lin Yufeng's world, he has never seriously thought about Shen Nanyan's thoughts. He always feels that it is the best when these things have not been said.

Once everything has been said, it is not known what to do.

After such a long time, what is right or wrong, what is right and wrong, is really not that important.

As long as they are living well with each other, that is the best explanation, why bother to take care of so much.

"My past is not really something to look back on, but now I really don't want to mention it anymore. You know, those things are really nothing to me."

"I used to set many endings for myself, but in the end, I found that none of them were completed. At that time, I wondered if I did something wrong."

"Every step I take is carefully calculated. I think this is the best way, but as I walk, I realize that it is not my own way."

"I don't even know what I'm doing. You say you'll never understand what I'm doing. Sometimes, even I don't know."

"I also know that you don't understand a lot of things I do, and you don't know why I do that."

"But when I think about it now, I don't seem to know what to do with you. When all the problems happen, no one will tell you how to solve them. When I found a way, I realized that it was completely different from what I thought."

"Maybe this is my helplessness. Even at the end, I still don't know how to describe my inner feelings."

Lin Yufeng didn't say a word, just sat here quietly listening to Shen Nanyan say these things.

Shen Nanyan seems to seldom talk about the past, because for him, it is a past that he doesn't want to recall.

Before that, he avoided it as much as he could, and even if he couldn't avoid it, he would definitely find another way to replace it.

In his mind, nothing changed in his world because of what happened.

Rather, he already knew what was best from the very beginning.

Even if there were any problems, he thought, with so many changes in his own world, what should he do next.

But after walking this road for so long, I still didn't see anything.

So being clear or not being clear has become two concepts.

If he thinks about it seriously, he may be able to see what impact his past has had on him.

Lin Yufeng had never seen Shen Nanyan get serious. He had always been so calm and breezy.

It's because nothing can make him nervous. The longer you spend with him, the more you can understand his confidence.

Except for feelings, he is always the best one.

Whether it was him in college or him now, Lin Yufeng felt that that person was really a proud son of heaven, as if he had been favored by heaven.

Knowing what's best for you and knowing what's different between the two of them after these stories.

When I embarked on this road, I didn't understand it as well as I thought.

Now it doesn't seem to be counted at all. In addition, he has had a lot of struggles in his heart. After this, what else needs to be done to cover up what has happened?

It shouldn't be necessary, Lin Yufeng thought so, and suddenly felt that Shen Nanyan did nothing wrong.

There was no flaw in his decision, as if it should have been like this, but he just waited for such a long time.

If you think about this matter from his point of view, you should be able to understand exactly where the problem happened.

In the past, Shen Nanyan, even if he had a lot of thoughts, couldn't express them so clearly.

He always knew what was best for him.

But why suddenly, his mind changed.

For Lin Yufeng, something earth-shaking must have happened in Shen Nanyan's world.

With his understanding of Shen Nanyan for so many years, it is definitely not that simple.

The reason why I didn't say it was because I didn't have any relationship with him, so I realized that it was so obvious.

Lin Yufeng didn't want to think about whether he was afraid that he would worry about it or whether there were other reasons.

This is something to be left for the future, why bother to ask for a result now.

As long as Shen Nanyan thinks it's right, that's enough.

For him, there is no need for so many unclear people to appear in his own world.

He doesn't have many friends, except for Shen Nanyan, there is no one else.

Always around him, knowing all his joys, sorrows and joys.

It's not that Lin Yufeng hasn't thought about what his inner obsession is.

The feelings when I was young, and the determination that I still don't want to let go.

But no matter which one, he couldn't do it.

Shen Nanyan didn't want to mention the past, even if he said it, what could be changed.

Originally thought that this could be a story between the two of them, even if there was no difference, at least it could let him know that his persistence has never changed for such a long time.

But after thinking about it seriously, I suddenly felt that there are really two situations between saying it and not saying it.

Shen Nanyan deliberately avoided everything, but he just wanted to mention it.

This kind of contradiction seems to have never happened before.

But think about it, it doesn't matter.

Shen Nanyan is not someone who can't even bear this. He knows that he has a lot of responsibilities on his body, and he can't escape.

Occasionally, it's good to find something for yourself to do, so that you won't have free time to think about it.

Thinking about it, I felt that everything I did was wrong.

In the past, what kind of role Shen Nanyan played, he himself did not understand.

Only now did he realize that the time that belonged to him was still disappearing bit by bit after all.

Shen Nanyan knew that what he couldn't grasp was not just the past.

There are many things waiting for him to deal with, the only thing that does not exist is emotion.

In the dark, it seems that everything is wrong, and everything seems to be right.

He doesn't know what is best for him.

Find, these two words are so easy to say, but when it comes to doing it, it becomes so difficult.

He gave himself a chance, but in the end he became a bondage to nothing.

The relationship with Qin Zhifeng made him physically and mentally exhausted, and he couldn't find a way to relax.

He even said that he didn't understand at all. In this story, what did he do wrong to become what he is now, or is there any result that he doesn't know.

In the past, Shen Nanyan always felt that if he couldn't figure it out, he shouldn't think hard about it.

It doesn't do any good other than clutter up your mind.

Only now did I realize that they all had different judgments at that time.

In addition, he could never see the end of the problem.

All the waiting seemed to be blind at this moment.

He was completely confused, whether he was facing Ji Chenfeng or Lin Yufeng in front of him.

His heart is full of powerlessness.

He wanted to do so many things.

But in the end, the result was completely different from what he thought.

In many things, because I have never done it before, I become more eager.

When he touched it, he wanted to withdraw his hand again.

In the past, Shen Nanyan definitely would not have such thoughts, but if he thinks about it seriously, now he has been injured and knows that everything has changed.

Even if there is something, as long as you persist here, there will be a difference.

"Okay, don't think about it anymore, otherwise, it's just torturing yourself. Leave his affairs to me. According to your eyes, then this person must have a lot of room for development. Since he is a If you want a thousand-mile horse, then you must sign it, so that it will be easier to handle things in the future.”

"I won't leave any excuses for you. If you say something in the future and I don't do what you want, and in the end the performance doesn't improve, I also have the opportunity to defend myself."

Lin Yufeng thought of all the possibilities he could think of, but in Shen Nanyan's eyes, he might be suffering from persecution paranoia.

I thought about things that many people would not think about, and obviously these problems would never happen.

This person's brain circuit is still very strange.

No matter how you do it, it seems to be an untold story.

It is enough to understand each other, there is no need to say it out, in Shen Nanyan's heart, Lin Yufeng must be the one who understands him best.

In this way, he can know that no matter what, he doesn't have to worry about what will happen.

How far a person's thoughts can go depends on whether the people behind you understand you.

If there is someone to help you, it will get twice the result with half the effort.

Before you feel anything, everything can be resolved.

Even before the end of this story, you may not believe what has happened.

But time will tell. If you are destined to realize it, you may never know what is right for you.

In the past time, there was no need to express their hearts so clearly to each other.

Because the past will give you many opportunities and give you reasons to think about it all.

Lin Yufeng seemed to understand what Shen Nanyan hadn't said yet.

For them, it's a good thing that they didn't think about it.

Living in a confused time, I don't think about what I gave up, or what I got.

There will be no reconciliation, and there will be no ignorance.

No one knows what the years have brought.

At first, I thought they could always wait for the final cloud to clear, but after thinking about it seriously, I realized that it's not because nothing happened that it looks good.

It's because Shen Nanyan didn't explain the matter so clearly, and didn't reject him so directly.

I kept thinking about it for a while, even though I knew I would get nothing, I still felt that I had no regrets for doing all this.

No one has really thought about the past, and what the future will look like is even more unclear.

Originally thought that in such a time, he could find what belonged to him.

When Lin Yufeng faced Shen Nanyan, he felt that even if he needed to face something, he would be willing.

Because he liked it once, he would think that in his world, he would use this method to win some opportunities for himself.

Even in the dark, everything is doomed, he still feels that it is not his style to let go like this.

In the beginning, he thought about so many things, which made no sense. At this moment, he suddenly let go of all his thoughts.

In an instant, his thoughts have changed.

Who would have thought of so much when they hadn't experienced it yet.

Even if it is the end of the problem, he can't see the end at all.

But at least, he stayed here once, that's enough.

Lin Yufeng patted Shen Nanyan on the shoulder and didn't say much. He knew what he should do. After waiting for such a long time, although these few words were not enough to express his feelings, at least, Explain everything about him.

The past, for me, is all memories.

It's easier to handle things when he understands, and he has confirmed Shen Nanyan's intentions. Speaking of it, probably no one will believe it.

From the very beginning, he understood Lin Yufeng's thoughts, but he understood that it was just the feelings of his youth.

And there was no love between them at all.

The family relationship that depends on each other may be more accurate. I don't refuse Lin Yufeng because I have been with me for such a long time, and I need to give him time to figure it out.

All the words that come out of his mouth are a kind of injury.

He didn't want to hurt this person, so he couldn't say it.

Ever since what happened last time, he could tell that Lin Yufeng was so persistent about the past that it was of no benefit.

No matter what he thinks, it doesn't matter.

As long as the result is good, Shen Nanyan never minds being the villain himself.

His world has long been deserted, so what's the difference?

I thought I waited until the ending, only to find out that it was nothing. Even after thinking about it for such a long time, I still feel that there is not much time left for myself.

At that time, he had naive thoughts and struggled with what was most suitable for him.

But what could he think clearly.

All the waiting, maybe in the end, there is still nothing left.

I thought the clouds would clear and the fog would clear, but I realized that the dark clouds are still there.

No matter how much scenery there is, he can't see it at all.

There were so many ideas in the past, but in the face of reality, none of them were polished.

In a person's heart, he doesn't know how long he can persist in something that cannot be realized at all.

It's just that he knows very well that this feeling has troubled him for a long time, and until now, he still hasn't let go of it.

When the past and the present are intertwined, I realize that it is not so easy for me to let go of the past.