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The things that Lin Yufeng could remember were really limited, but wouldn't it be too strange to say that all his memories were related to Shen Nanyan.

But between the two of them, there is a secret that has to be told.

Don't ask what happened in the past. What is before them is not the past, but their own inner demons.

It is not that easy to defeat the demons.

At least from Shen Nanyan wasting so much time on the past, it can be seen that he can remember someone who hurt him for so long.

And he is nothing but love.

There is no need to bear any grudges, this is his choice after all, no one can say anything.

The former Lin Yufeng was able to see through his own essence and knew what he needed to face next.

He didn't find it strange to say anything from Shen Nanyan's mouth.

Because what I did was indeed the same thing, but now, after Shen Nanyan and Qin Zhifeng separated, the relationship between the two of them has also changed.

This was something he hadn't thought about at first, it didn't seem like something Shen Nanyan could do, but the facts proved that he did, and there was no trace of what he did.

Before he felt anything, it seemed that everything was over, so quietly.

He is no longer the Shen Nanyan in his memory. After experiencing such setbacks, he has become stronger and better.

Lin Yufeng used to look up at him, and even more so now, as if nothing had changed.

I thought I was different, and there was nothing to compare with.

Having known each other for so long, I should know what kind of person Shen Nanyan is. Since the things he decides cannot be changed, we should help him well, why bother to care about so much.

I have already let go of things, why bother to pick them up again.

He himself was too tired to panic, let alone Shen Nanyan.

That person was determined to bid farewell to his past self, he had already made up his mind, and he didn't even have time to give Lin Yufeng time to prepare.

In the past few days, he seems to have changed. From that time on, his eyes have become more determined, as if he has found what he should do. No matter what the reason is, as long as he is still standing here, then All problems will be solved.

This is what he believes, and it has never changed.

What the truth is, it doesn't matter now.

The point is that they used to stand on the same station line, but now they are divided into two.

What's going on here, Lin Yufeng hasn't figured it out yet.

Shen Nanyan's decision came too fast. Although he didn't attend the meeting, he already knew what Shen Nanyan said at the meeting.

The style is still his, as always, when it is time to be ruthless, there will be no hesitation.

But feelings, compared to those years ago, are no longer so soft-hearted.

He seems to have found a better way of life, which cannot be solved by just two words.

There was something in his eyes that he couldn't find before, Lin Yufeng couldn't see what it was, but it became very strange to him.

What I want is nothing more than a firm relationship, and it has become so difficult now.

What else is there that he can't face, and in the past few years, he has been chasing Shen Nanyan's pace all the time. He originally thought that the gap between the two would become shorter and shorter, but instead it became more and more long.

This kind of change really made him laugh bitterly.

Shen Nanyan should have seen it too, what he said always had so much meaning.

Lin Yufeng didn't want to guess so much, and he didn't want others to think that there was something between him and Shen Nanyan.

If the words are clear, there is no need to make trouble for yourself.

He was not afraid, Shen Nanyan would also feel that playing such tricks was just for naive children.

And he is obviously past that age, even if there is something, he will not say it so blatantly, maybe they all know that some things can't go back to the past, and the perfunctory life now is because of guilt, not really What you want to do has not been done.

No matter how many things there are, we have to wait until the end to reveal the relationship between him and him.

He thought he had seen enough that he could at least find some reason in it.

But unfortunately, he found nothing.

Maybe this is the thing that makes him sad the most. Other people's choices are beyond his comprehension.

And his world is not feasible for others, if he can tell what he wants in an instant, that would be great.

He will not become so embarrassed, as if all the problems are placed in front of him, he has no choice, let alone a chance, let him live according to his own will.

Perhaps from the beginning, he has been aware of this problem, but he just didn't say it.

Now, hasn't he already made the decision before him?

It's too late to regret now.

I promised Shen Nanyan that I would stop thinking about those nonsense things.

The two of them joined hands to help the publishing house get through this sadness, which is the only thing he has to do now.

It's so obvious, but I feel that it will take a long time to calm down.

Originally, he was only close to Shen Nanyan. Others only thought that the two of them were brothers, and they did everything together, so it didn't matter. But now, he found that this was a challenge for him.

How to stay by his side, I can't have any other ideas.

Sure enough, Lin Yufeng felt that he still couldn't let go.

Otherwise, the result must be the same as you imagined.

What he has to face now is just Shen Nanyan, and there is no insurmountable obstacle.

When meeting some people, he probably knew that his love would not end, but he didn't want to give up because he was not reconciled, and he always felt that he had to give himself a chance to be worthy of himself.

After experiencing it, I gave up, and knew it was impossible.

He would keep this obsession in his heart, Shen Nanyan didn't say anything, he just didn't want this relationship to become awkward.

A tacit understanding is the best way between the two of them, don't say anything, that's the best way.

If it is really clear, no one knows how to face the next road.

Everyone knows that it is not easy to leave, and it is not easy to make a choice.

Shen Nanyan is still a very sober person, he is the one who can make correct judgments.

Lin Yufeng believed in him and would not have any selfishness.

Most importantly, Lin Yufeng believed that he would not make such a wrong decision.

There is only one thing that can be explained, there is indeed no love between Shen Nanyan and him.

From the very beginning, it was his own wishful thinking. After so many years, it is still the same, nothing has changed.

No matter what others say, he just doesn't want to give up.

I always feel that after getting along with Shen Nanyan for a long time, I can always leave some place in his heart.

His existence was not unimportant, but unfortunately it was not what he thought.

So at this time, there is nothing wrong with using this method to choose the way you leave.

At least he retained his self-esteem. He also liked someone for many years. Even if he didn't love someone, he didn't do anything that he shouldn't do because of love.

He always felt that he was a person who let go quickly.

Even with so many years of obsession in his heart, he still firmly believes that there will be a day when all decisions will have something to do with him in the end.

Thinking about it, the worst result is just like this, what else can I do.

He has experienced everything that should be seen, and he has said what he wants to say.

After all, he should have no other regrets.

Knowing what he was carrying, he knew even more that during this time, Shen Nanyan gave him a very good memory.

It is enough for him to remember for a lifetime, and it can also make him know deeply what is the best.

The worst result is that neither of them think about it anymore, and they still work together, pretending nothing happened.

This should be the best way for them to get along, because only after serious thinking can they know which results belong to them.

His world has gone from having nothing in the past to now working hard to such a situation, his persistence is essential.

Facing the persistence of feelings, the engraving of memories.

It will give him an illusion that he has never gone far all these years.

Anything more can be resolved.

It won't stay in my heart for a long time. They can see beautiful scenery in the story.

Standing shoulder to shoulder with each other, there is no need for any verbal communication.

But after all, he still failed to do this, and he didn't know what went wrong. Anyway, the result has become like this now, and he doesn't need to hide it anymore.

Shen Nanyan's decision was not aimed at him.

Instead, he thought clearly about what he should do most now.

His choice surprised everyone.

Everyone in the publishing house probably didn't expect Shen Nanyan's decision to be like this. The person who doesn't care about anything, when he is serious, everyone will find it strange.

But this is the real him. Can he escape for a lifetime by hiding his face?

This is impossible, and he also realized that in the next time, everything will depend on himself.

The things he had thought about before were still the same in the end, whether he did something or not, no matter how many stories there were, that was all that could change his heart.

There will no longer be anyone who can make ripples in his heart.

After Lin Yufeng realized this, he felt that he was not the most uncomfortable one.

At least he has never had it, and he will not experience the pain of loss.

But if one day, when Qin Zhifeng turned around and found that he had lost something, he would be heartbroken.

What he lost was Shen Nanyan's most sincere love. His true heart was only given to that one person.

But he did not choose to cherish, but chose to give up.

This is the gap between them, they don't know how to cherish people, and they don't deserve love.

Even more unworthy of having Shen Nanyan's love, I once felt unworthy for him, and felt that everything I did was fed to the dogs.

So what if it's true, some people don't take it seriously at all.

When he found out, Lin Yufeng was very angry, and almost fought each other.

In the end, he still controlled himself. Before Shen Nanyan really let go, he couldn't do anything.

If you do, you will cause trouble for Shen Nanyan.

He can think about everything, and he can understand it naturally. The stories he recalls will become what they want to do in the end.

A few years ago, they also thought a lot.

Now, he finally understands that there are other things behind those stories.

He can't remember what happened so long ago.

The reason why he gave up so many stories was probably because he never felt that he had any advantages in himself that could attract Shen Nanyan's attention.

If you can see it, you can see it for many years, and there will be no other problems.

But obviously the crux of the matter does not lie in this, they have all missed too long, if there is any other problem, he must be able to realize it.

There are many connections between the final ending and him.

At that time, they had no entanglement, let alone any bondage.

In the past years of giving up, they all regretted it, thinking that this was the last story.

But in reality, he couldn't care less.

Even if you have confidence, you can't stand alone.

Shen Nanyan alone cannot support the entire publishing house.

He finally knew what he had missed.

Those times are his most important memories.

Never said it, the ending of the story will have something of its own.

But it can be seen that Shen Nanyan has a lot of confidence. In their world, they must have enough confidence to go to the end. When the prosperity ends, they must find a way back for their beliefs.

Even if there is no retreat, he still needs to know what he is doing, otherwise, he may not understand what Shen Nanyan insists on in his heart.

It turns out that things that are destined in the dark cannot be changed. Those that belong to him don't need others to remind them after all.

Once upon a time, he was willing to stand in this position and think about problems from the perspective of Shen Nanyan's thinking.

But now, he may not understand his own heart very well.

Originally, I thought that when it was the end, it should be my own ending, but after all, it became the past.

Those who appear in one's life will get lost and get separated.

Only himself, always here, hoping to wait for something.

Knowing that it is impossible, but still persistently want to see those scenery.

Lin Yufeng also knew that he was stupid, but he felt that he was worth it.

If it were someone else, it would be impossible to have as much as I thought.

Doing this is also for Shen Nanyan to feel better in his heart and not feel so much guilt.