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Chapter 106: It won't be easy to say it
When Shen Nanyan saw Ji Chenfeng on the ground, he couldn't tell what it was like. He had known him for a while, but he didn't know him very well.
He didn't seem to remember clearly what happened at the bar last night.
But I remember, I seemed to ask Ji Chenfeng what his past was like.
And his answer seemed to be so ambiguous.
In the past, Shen Nanyan knew that Ji Chenfeng was unwilling to bring up his past because he would feel pain.
Those memories didn't bring him any particularly good feelings, but instead greatly affected every step he took.
So since this is the case, no one knows what to do next.
Shen Nanyan has never carefully studied these issues. In his opinion, he should not interfere in other people's past, just like when he met Ji Chenfeng, he didn't need to say a lot of things.
As for why he did that, even he himself didn't know.
Now, Shen Nanyan rubbed his temples, it seems that it is better to drink less alcohol in the future.
It was fine when he drank it, but when he woke up the next day, he suffered a lot.
Two words, uncomfortable.
When Ji Chenfeng woke up, Shen Nanyan had almost woken up from yesterday's hangover, he thought about it carefully, he didn't seem to have done anything out of the ordinary, so he felt relieved.
He was afraid that after drinking, he would do something unpredictable, which would really kill him.
Besides, during this period of time, his mood has not been very good.
Although Ji Chenfeng was asked to come out to drink with him, but his character was more or less clear in his heart.
Ji Chenfeng felt someone looking at him, and when he turned around, he happened to meet Shen Nanyan's gaze, "You're up, how are you, are you still comfortable?"
Shen Nanyan smiled, and then said, "My head still hurts, did I drink a lot last night?"
Later, he couldn't remember clearly what he said or did.
He rarely has such fragments, especially when he is with people he is not very familiar with.
It was the first time for him to be so defenseless in front of others.
He didn't have any vigilance at all, as if he didn't know anything when these things happened.
"Fortunately, there are not many. You must have something on your mind, so you get drunk quickly. Wait a minute, I'll make you a glass of honey water."
Ji Chenfeng suddenly sat up from the ground and walked to the front of the refrigerator.
There is everything in his refrigerator.
Living alone, it is natural to be well prepared.
When you don't go out, you won't starve to death.
Shen Nanyan continued to touch his head, but he still couldn't think of anything.
It was as if nothing had happened, but he still had doubts in his heart. After he drank, it was absolutely impossible for him to be so quiet.
He doesn't know what wine is to others, but to himself, it's like poison, making him lose his way.
From the very beginning, he knew that he couldn't drink so willfully.
But after all, he still couldn't control himself. Ever since Qin Zhifeng left, he hadn't been so presumptuous in how long.
Shen Nanyan is a person who is very clear about his heart, he is too clear about when to do what.
So before doing anything, he has a sense of proportion.
It has never been like this before, according to your own mind, you can do whatever you want.
This is a brand new experience for him.
While Shen Nanyan was still thinking about something, Ji Chenfeng had already soaked honey water and came back.
The temperature is just right, neither hot nor cold, warm, making people feel very comfortable when drinking it.
Ji Chenfeng had a bit of embarrassment on his face, "Then my house is a bit small, so I've wronged you."
Hearing this, Shen Nanyan was taken aback, "It's okay, I'm not a particularly picky person."
"I don't mean anything else, I'm just afraid that you won't be used to staying here."
What Ji Chenfeng said was the truth, I found out when I went out to eat steak with him last time.
Shen Nanyan is a very refined person who lived in Jiang. He has his own particulars about food, clothing, and things. After he drank too much, he brought people here without asking his opinion. Ji Chenfeng didn't know Will there be any thoughts in his heart.
But this night is over, and he seems to have slept well, so Ji Chenfeng doesn't have to be patient with so many questions.
"What do you think of me? I drank too much. I'm already very happy that you didn't throw me on the road. There's no reason to pick and choose."
Shen Nanyan laughed uncontrollably, Ji Chenfeng, I don't know what to say, he is obviously courageous and fearless, when did he start to become so cautious.
"By the way, what do you want to eat in the morning?"
"But there's not much left at home, if you don't mind, I'll take a look."
Ji Chenfeng asked tentatively, for a moment, Shen Nanyan wanted to say that he didn't eat in the morning.
But when he heard that Ji Chenfeng was going to do it himself, the words were on his lips, but he didn't say them.
"It's okay, I don't have such high requirements, as long as I can eat."
Although Shen Nanyan said so, Ji Chenfeng was still a little worried. Many problems could not be easily ended like that.
If Ji Chenfeng is alone, it doesn't matter what happens, but now he can't say anything clearly.
He had another thought about Shen Nanyan, before he said it, there was no need to show it so clearly.
But he didn't know what he was thinking. Everyone had their own way to go. Such a result might not be what he could figure out.
It's just that Ji Chenfeng never knew Shen Nanyan's thoughts, let alone how people in the two worlds can be together without caring about everything.
That was too difficult for him.
Even if there are a thousand and ten thousand reasons, they have nothing to do in the face of the cruel reality.
In fact, even so, I still want to try it.
Before, he never lived for himself, because no matter what time, there are a bunch of things waiting for him.
He thought that he would take care of his own affairs seriously after everything was settled, but now he realized that it was not that easy.
The so-called relief means that it takes a long time to know what you really want.
But Ji Chenfeng doesn't understand what will be waiting for him when the time comes.
He seems to have thought about all the results, but the reality is still too different from his world.
No matter how many stories there are, if it is destined not to wait for an ending, then it is meaningless.
He understands this truth, but he still doesn't understand what attitude he should use to face it.
A long time ago, he also thought about it, otherwise, he would treat this relationship as if it never happened. In this way, no matter what the result is, he would not have so many thoughts.
But now, he suddenly didn't know how to speak, and he didn't know what to say.
As if overnight, all problems have changed.
It's not what he thought it was, and it's not an excuse for him to continue.
Ji Chenfeng took out two eggs from the refrigerator, along with a bag of toast, warmed a carton of milk, and poured it into a cup.
In 10 minutes, he had everything done.
This is the easiest and fastest breakfast.
When he was at home, he got up late, cooked a little, and then ate, and waited until he was hungry to see what he could eat.
His life is not as refined as Shen Nanyan's, and he has such high requirements for everything.
Ji Chenfeng's life is very rough, for him, as long as life can go on, it is a kind of luck.
Because there is no need to worry about so many things, let alone what will happen next.
Overnight, as long as all the existing problems do not exist, there is no need to think about why there are so many right and wrong.
But Ji Chenfeng is different, he has many things to think about every day, and he has to think about all the problems.
So his world is not that simple.
No matter how long the matter is, he will remember and understand how many problems are waiting for him behind this story.
In the past, he liked to treat everything as if it didn't exist, and maybe all problems would be solved inadvertently.
But later, he felt that it was just his own wishful thinking, how could it be so easy.
Especially after seeing Shen Nanyan, he felt more and more that no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't compare to those who were born smart.
For him, this is a challenge, and it is a very different challenge.
He doesn't know how his world will change, but the truth is, he never needs to have any other thoughts in it.
Often in the face of many things, he must have enough confidence before he can do it.
Now, for him, nothing is certain, nothing is known.
All the stories, in his heart, what do they really count?
In the past, I always felt that it was enough for me to live a good life, and I didn't have to think about what problems were waiting for him in the future.
But now, he suddenly realized that he still had a lot to think about.
You can't just let it go, and you can't choose to ignore it anymore.
Ji Chenfeng shook his head, sorted out his thoughts in the kitchen, and then brought the prepared breakfast to the table.
"Go and wash up, and then come and have breakfast. There are brand new ones in the grid under the bathroom."
Shen Nanyan's expression was a little surprised, but he still didn't say anything.
What I have to admit is that Ji Chenfeng feels very good here, he can't tell what kind of feeling it is.
But it was completely different from when he was at home.
The size of Ji Chenfeng's house may not be as large as a living room in his house. Everything is placed here, which seems a bit crowded.
But when Ji Chenfeng was standing in the center, he didn't feel any disharmony at all.
It seems that everything is as it should be. In the past, Shen Nanyan absolutely dismissed it. What is the reason for such a big change in himself? What kind of changes.
It seems that after sleeping here for one night, many problems have changed.
This kind of cognition made him have a lot of doubts in his heart.
If it was normal, he would definitely not have such a normal mind, he would feel that all these things were just a joke to him.
Why on earth did it become like this.
He didn't know, and now, he was willing to think so clearly.
It seems that for all things, when you are not clear, never think about it, that is the best way for yourself.
If he had thought about all the problems so clearly, maybe he would be more tired now than he is today.
He is the kind of person who would rather live in a dream than wake up.
Naturally, in the current situation, although he doesn't know where to start, he still has a lot of hesitation on this issue.
It turns out that it is not necessary to explain everything clearly.
Shen Nanyan seemed to understand such a truth for the first time, no matter how much he didn't want to think about it, he still had to face it.
In his previous life, there was just too much helplessness.
One Qin Zhifeng and one Lin Yufeng disrupted his whole life.
I want to live a simpler life, but I can't.
He tried more than once to cover up all these traces, but in the end, he could only tell himself that this was wrong.
In his world, these do not exist.
Unless one day, he decides that he can let go of everything. Only then will he be able to understand what he wants.
Otherwise, he will never be able to understand what kind of story he should have in the next many years, which is the right one.
In the past, what kind of role he played, he himself is not very clear.
But if all the stories continue according to the previous ideas, then Shen Nanyan feels that there is no way for him to get out.
It was like a trap that had been prepared for him long ago, just waiting for him to jump into it.
Everything seems to be premeditated, not like a kind of kindness towards him.
When Shen Nanyan was washing his face in the bathroom, he felt more awake.
He has never looked at a person so seriously before, and now it seems that the result is better than he thought.
Not everything will have results.
And his position seems to be wrong from the beginning.
He didn't know what to do to solve everything that happened now, but he knew that many problems existed because he was here.
As long as he doesn't think about it, there won't be so many problems.
He didn't seem to remember clearly what happened at the bar last night.
But I remember, I seemed to ask Ji Chenfeng what his past was like.
And his answer seemed to be so ambiguous.
In the past, Shen Nanyan knew that Ji Chenfeng was unwilling to bring up his past because he would feel pain.
Those memories didn't bring him any particularly good feelings, but instead greatly affected every step he took.
So since this is the case, no one knows what to do next.
Shen Nanyan has never carefully studied these issues. In his opinion, he should not interfere in other people's past, just like when he met Ji Chenfeng, he didn't need to say a lot of things.
As for why he did that, even he himself didn't know.
Now, Shen Nanyan rubbed his temples, it seems that it is better to drink less alcohol in the future.
It was fine when he drank it, but when he woke up the next day, he suffered a lot.
Two words, uncomfortable.
When Ji Chenfeng woke up, Shen Nanyan had almost woken up from yesterday's hangover, he thought about it carefully, he didn't seem to have done anything out of the ordinary, so he felt relieved.
He was afraid that after drinking, he would do something unpredictable, which would really kill him.
Besides, during this period of time, his mood has not been very good.
Although Ji Chenfeng was asked to come out to drink with him, but his character was more or less clear in his heart.
Ji Chenfeng felt someone looking at him, and when he turned around, he happened to meet Shen Nanyan's gaze, "You're up, how are you, are you still comfortable?"
Shen Nanyan smiled, and then said, "My head still hurts, did I drink a lot last night?"
Later, he couldn't remember clearly what he said or did.
He rarely has such fragments, especially when he is with people he is not very familiar with.
It was the first time for him to be so defenseless in front of others.
He didn't have any vigilance at all, as if he didn't know anything when these things happened.
"Fortunately, there are not many. You must have something on your mind, so you get drunk quickly. Wait a minute, I'll make you a glass of honey water."
Ji Chenfeng suddenly sat up from the ground and walked to the front of the refrigerator.
There is everything in his refrigerator.
Living alone, it is natural to be well prepared.
When you don't go out, you won't starve to death.
Shen Nanyan continued to touch his head, but he still couldn't think of anything.
It was as if nothing had happened, but he still had doubts in his heart. After he drank, it was absolutely impossible for him to be so quiet.
He doesn't know what wine is to others, but to himself, it's like poison, making him lose his way.
From the very beginning, he knew that he couldn't drink so willfully.
But after all, he still couldn't control himself. Ever since Qin Zhifeng left, he hadn't been so presumptuous in how long.
Shen Nanyan is a person who is very clear about his heart, he is too clear about when to do what.
So before doing anything, he has a sense of proportion.
It has never been like this before, according to your own mind, you can do whatever you want.
This is a brand new experience for him.
While Shen Nanyan was still thinking about something, Ji Chenfeng had already soaked honey water and came back.
The temperature is just right, neither hot nor cold, warm, making people feel very comfortable when drinking it.
Ji Chenfeng had a bit of embarrassment on his face, "Then my house is a bit small, so I've wronged you."
Hearing this, Shen Nanyan was taken aback, "It's okay, I'm not a particularly picky person."
"I don't mean anything else, I'm just afraid that you won't be used to staying here."
What Ji Chenfeng said was the truth, I found out when I went out to eat steak with him last time.
Shen Nanyan is a very refined person who lived in Jiang. He has his own particulars about food, clothing, and things. After he drank too much, he brought people here without asking his opinion. Ji Chenfeng didn't know Will there be any thoughts in his heart.
But this night is over, and he seems to have slept well, so Ji Chenfeng doesn't have to be patient with so many questions.
"What do you think of me? I drank too much. I'm already very happy that you didn't throw me on the road. There's no reason to pick and choose."
Shen Nanyan laughed uncontrollably, Ji Chenfeng, I don't know what to say, he is obviously courageous and fearless, when did he start to become so cautious.
"By the way, what do you want to eat in the morning?"
"But there's not much left at home, if you don't mind, I'll take a look."
Ji Chenfeng asked tentatively, for a moment, Shen Nanyan wanted to say that he didn't eat in the morning.
But when he heard that Ji Chenfeng was going to do it himself, the words were on his lips, but he didn't say them.
"It's okay, I don't have such high requirements, as long as I can eat."
Although Shen Nanyan said so, Ji Chenfeng was still a little worried. Many problems could not be easily ended like that.
If Ji Chenfeng is alone, it doesn't matter what happens, but now he can't say anything clearly.
He had another thought about Shen Nanyan, before he said it, there was no need to show it so clearly.
But he didn't know what he was thinking. Everyone had their own way to go. Such a result might not be what he could figure out.
It's just that Ji Chenfeng never knew Shen Nanyan's thoughts, let alone how people in the two worlds can be together without caring about everything.
That was too difficult for him.
Even if there are a thousand and ten thousand reasons, they have nothing to do in the face of the cruel reality.
In fact, even so, I still want to try it.
Before, he never lived for himself, because no matter what time, there are a bunch of things waiting for him.
He thought that he would take care of his own affairs seriously after everything was settled, but now he realized that it was not that easy.
The so-called relief means that it takes a long time to know what you really want.
But Ji Chenfeng doesn't understand what will be waiting for him when the time comes.
He seems to have thought about all the results, but the reality is still too different from his world.
No matter how many stories there are, if it is destined not to wait for an ending, then it is meaningless.
He understands this truth, but he still doesn't understand what attitude he should use to face it.
A long time ago, he also thought about it, otherwise, he would treat this relationship as if it never happened. In this way, no matter what the result is, he would not have so many thoughts.
But now, he suddenly didn't know how to speak, and he didn't know what to say.
As if overnight, all problems have changed.
It's not what he thought it was, and it's not an excuse for him to continue.
Ji Chenfeng took out two eggs from the refrigerator, along with a bag of toast, warmed a carton of milk, and poured it into a cup.
In 10 minutes, he had everything done.
This is the easiest and fastest breakfast.
When he was at home, he got up late, cooked a little, and then ate, and waited until he was hungry to see what he could eat.
His life is not as refined as Shen Nanyan's, and he has such high requirements for everything.
Ji Chenfeng's life is very rough, for him, as long as life can go on, it is a kind of luck.
Because there is no need to worry about so many things, let alone what will happen next.
Overnight, as long as all the existing problems do not exist, there is no need to think about why there are so many right and wrong.
But Ji Chenfeng is different, he has many things to think about every day, and he has to think about all the problems.
So his world is not that simple.
No matter how long the matter is, he will remember and understand how many problems are waiting for him behind this story.
In the past, he liked to treat everything as if it didn't exist, and maybe all problems would be solved inadvertently.
But later, he felt that it was just his own wishful thinking, how could it be so easy.
Especially after seeing Shen Nanyan, he felt more and more that no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't compare to those who were born smart.
For him, this is a challenge, and it is a very different challenge.
He doesn't know how his world will change, but the truth is, he never needs to have any other thoughts in it.
Often in the face of many things, he must have enough confidence before he can do it.
Now, for him, nothing is certain, nothing is known.
All the stories, in his heart, what do they really count?
In the past, I always felt that it was enough for me to live a good life, and I didn't have to think about what problems were waiting for him in the future.
But now, he suddenly realized that he still had a lot to think about.
You can't just let it go, and you can't choose to ignore it anymore.
Ji Chenfeng shook his head, sorted out his thoughts in the kitchen, and then brought the prepared breakfast to the table.
"Go and wash up, and then come and have breakfast. There are brand new ones in the grid under the bathroom."
Shen Nanyan's expression was a little surprised, but he still didn't say anything.
What I have to admit is that Ji Chenfeng feels very good here, he can't tell what kind of feeling it is.
But it was completely different from when he was at home.
The size of Ji Chenfeng's house may not be as large as a living room in his house. Everything is placed here, which seems a bit crowded.
But when Ji Chenfeng was standing in the center, he didn't feel any disharmony at all.
It seems that everything is as it should be. In the past, Shen Nanyan absolutely dismissed it. What is the reason for such a big change in himself? What kind of changes.
It seems that after sleeping here for one night, many problems have changed.
This kind of cognition made him have a lot of doubts in his heart.
If it was normal, he would definitely not have such a normal mind, he would feel that all these things were just a joke to him.
Why on earth did it become like this.
He didn't know, and now, he was willing to think so clearly.
It seems that for all things, when you are not clear, never think about it, that is the best way for yourself.
If he had thought about all the problems so clearly, maybe he would be more tired now than he is today.
He is the kind of person who would rather live in a dream than wake up.
Naturally, in the current situation, although he doesn't know where to start, he still has a lot of hesitation on this issue.
It turns out that it is not necessary to explain everything clearly.
Shen Nanyan seemed to understand such a truth for the first time, no matter how much he didn't want to think about it, he still had to face it.
In his previous life, there was just too much helplessness.
One Qin Zhifeng and one Lin Yufeng disrupted his whole life.
I want to live a simpler life, but I can't.
He tried more than once to cover up all these traces, but in the end, he could only tell himself that this was wrong.
In his world, these do not exist.
Unless one day, he decides that he can let go of everything. Only then will he be able to understand what he wants.
Otherwise, he will never be able to understand what kind of story he should have in the next many years, which is the right one.
In the past, what kind of role he played, he himself is not very clear.
But if all the stories continue according to the previous ideas, then Shen Nanyan feels that there is no way for him to get out.
It was like a trap that had been prepared for him long ago, just waiting for him to jump into it.
Everything seems to be premeditated, not like a kind of kindness towards him.
When Shen Nanyan was washing his face in the bathroom, he felt more awake.
He has never looked at a person so seriously before, and now it seems that the result is better than he thought.
Not everything will have results.
And his position seems to be wrong from the beginning.
He didn't know what to do to solve everything that happened now, but he knew that many problems existed because he was here.
As long as he doesn't think about it, there won't be so many problems.
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