more than ambiguous

I find Armani fingers to be very nice.Feeling ashamed, I peeked at it several times, and four words came to my mind: green onion and jade finger.

A beauty is a beauty, every frown and smile, every inch is treated preferentially by the Creator.From her, I have learned something.

When the get out of class was over, it could be seen that she deliberately dawdled and refused to leave, Yue Ling foolishly planned to join her, and finally she couldn't bear the time so she resigned early.

After Yue Ling left, she suddenly said in a serious manner: "I want to study hard, and I will learn your piece! When you played it just now, my heart was pounding!"

"Heartbeat?" I said teasingly in my heart, joking.

She didn't answer, picked the strings, and said softly: "Ms. Ye, you have to teach me well." The ending sound rose slightly.

My heart seemed to be teased by a cotton swab, and it was sore and itchy.

When Yujie's tenderness is combined with the seductive goblin's flirting, who in the world can avoid this tenderness?

She seems to have changed since then.

Of course, what I said was about me, changed.

Can't tell where it changed.Women are all sensitive, one eye contact, you know it's different.

One day Yueling didn't come because she had something to do, so I tutored her alone.She doesn't leave after class.

I'm free that day, so I plan to cook by myself.Just ask her by the way if I want to stay and have dinner together.

"Okay." She answered quickly.

The kitchen is in the west, it is dusk, and the red sun in the west reflects the kitchen brightly.

The two of us picked vegetables together, and I buried my head.

After picking it up, I looked up and saw her staring at me stupidly.

"Stupid?" I waved the leek in my hand in front of her eyes.

"Ye Fang, you are so beautiful under the red sun." Her lips were pursed, her eyes were bright and shy.

It is definitely a happy thing to be praised by someone you like, but of course it is a little embarrassing.I lowered my eyes in embarrassment: "I'm not as beautiful as you."

"Really, if I were a man, I would have fallen in love with you just at the first glance."

Yes, in your heart, women and girls are the boundaries.Feiyang's heart sank just now.Spread the leeks in your hands: "Go, wash the leeks."

Later, I sent her out to buy things. As soon as she left, I leaned against the edge of the operating table like a cramp.

It was a mistake to leave her for dinner, no, it was also a mistake to teach her the piano alone, maybe... it was a mistake from renting her house.

I should stay away from her.

I can feel the distance between her and me slowly shrinking.Just like when she was sent away just now, she still bullied her nose and rubbed the water stains on her hands against my cuff.

In front of me, she gradually disarmed Armani.Taking off the Armani, she looks like a lively and willful little girl.

Especially when he ate up all my dishes in a storm, he smiled at me contentedly: "Ye Ye, you are excellent at playing the piano, and you are even more excellent at cooking." Eyes squinted, really, very cute.

After she left, I kept thinking about her satiated expression.

I suddenly found that if I could keep her satisfied all the time, I would exchange my precious things.

Does this precious thing include my heart?Knowing that it might be the second time to punish the heart?

I'm scared.

The bone-piercing pain brought me back to reality.

The reason why reality is reality is that there are always so many accidents and unsatisfactory things that will happen in the future.

☆、Chapter 8

To my surprise, I didn't expect Mr. Xin to be so thick-skinned that he would go all out for food and drink.

"I've given you a 85% discount on the rent. It's not too much to eat a meal with you. Besides, I will bring ingredients with me every time I come to class. I'm in charge of buying, and you are in charge of cooking."

I glared at her: "I don't have you in my plan for the weekend."

"Oh, the plan can't keep up with the changes. Teacher Xiaoye, it takes a lot of energy for me to play the piano. Besides, I only eat you once a week. How can you refuse me?"

Is this still the Yujie who pretends to be cool in the company?

Teaching her how to play the piano and cooking for her, how did I back down step by step to this point?Seeing her bulging cheeks from eating, I thought to myself.

Unexpectedly, the second one came one after another unexpectedly.

"By the way, Teacher Ye, I will resign next month."

"what?"

She nodded, stuffed another piece of tenderloin into her mouth, and said vaguely, "I won't do this project after I finish it."

"Why? Are you unhappy?"

"No, I'm going abroad to play for a while."

I have experienced her love of playing. I didn't expect that it doesn't matter if she works for fun. It is conceivable that work is not a necessity for her.

Looking at her delicate and beautiful face, I am speechless.The sense of distance between people cannot be shortened by eating at a table.

"Although we are not colleagues, we still need to keep in touch."

Feeling a little sad, I nodded.

"What's the matter, you don't want me to go?" She stopped chewing, her eyes sparkling with anticipation.

Does it matter if I am happy or not?

"I just think that a mortal like me can't understand your decision." In my impression, her work ability and work attitude are uncompromising, and I once regarded her as my role model.

She smiled lightly and said, "Do you think my reason for resignation is too rash? Actually, it's not. Even if I don't go out to play, I still have to leave."

"Why?" I asked puzzledly.

"I have something to do at home." After she finished her last bite, she changed the subject reluctantly, "I'll wash the dishes."

"Let me do it." I stood up with her, accidentally touched her hand, and quickly shrank back.

There was a narrow smile in her eyes, as if she was laughing at my embarrassment at this time.

"Ye Fang?"

"Ok?"

"Actually, I'm going to work at the company's headquarters, which is 1000 kilometers away from here."

My heart sank all of a sudden. "Oh. Then..." I breathed a sigh of relief, my eyes were a little dry: "Your fiancé also went there?"

"He's not going."

I tried my best to act like a conversation between two ordinary women, wondering what to ask now if it was someone else.

"Long-distance relationship is very hard." I muttered for a long time before choking out this sentence.

She smiled and quickly picked up the dishes. "He and I have known each other since childhood, and we were hardly together from kindergarten to university. When I went abroad, I didn't see him once a year."

This is the first time she talked to me about her fiancé, Gu Qiufei.I always intentionally bypass him, just because I'm afraid I'll be blocked.

But at this moment, I am not only blocked, but also feel unspeakably lonely.

I know that after she leaves, why keep in touch, it may be that we will never see each other again.

Except for the mentor-student relationship that we maintained once a week for three weeks, that is, the friendship between colleagues that is not salty or light, we rarely even mention each other's private affairs.If I didn't mention Gu Qiufei today, I still don't know that she and him are childhood sweethearts, such a long-lasting and unbreakable relationship.

Soon, it will be early summer.

Her project was drawing to a close, and I knew the day of parting was getting closer.

These days, apart from teaching the piano and eating once a week, there is almost no intersection in the company.What's more, I specially invited Yue Ling for that meal, making the table for two people a dinner for three people.

I don't care if she likes it or not, as long as there is one more person, I won't feel so sad.

Ever since I knew she was going to leave, my mood was opposite to that of this sunny day.

He clearly knew that we were not even friends with her, but he was still sad.Even so sad that I tossed and turned at night.One day, when I couldn't sleep, I had a whim, and wanted to embroider a beautiful embroidery for her.

Xiao, the meaning of arrow bamboo, let's embroider a piece of bamboo.

But the bamboo lines are the thinnest, so the difficulty can be imagined.Every day with the light on, one needle after another, each needle is full of the bitterness of my heart that has nowhere to go.

How did I make myself so miserable?I couldn't help but sigh and smile bitterly.

Perhaps because of the parting relationship, time passed very slowly and clearly.Let a lot of things come to the fore.

For example, recently the company has been rumored to have an affair with a man.Everyone didn't know this man, but he should be handsome. Many people saw him, and more and more people paid attention to him.

The man was waiting at the gate of the building on time every day, and she stopped driving, but went to take his car.

I still embroider my bamboo, just like embroidering a heart that I used to throb for it, it skips for her, although it will end with a gift in the end.But after all, I was moved, so I will commemorate it.

I don't care about her and Gu Qiufei, or other men.I don't care if she is flirtatious or has hidden secrets.I just do what I feel I should do.

I think I'm getting more and more silent.

Even the eldest sister in the same group thought I had something on my mind, and even Yue Ling asked me why I didn't like to talk recently.

But there are some people and things that you can't avoid and ignore.I thought I had nothing to do with her, no hope at all.It can be said that it is God's will.

When I walked out of the building, I saw the man hugging her, and she leaned on his shoulders.

My heart was already numb, and before the pain nerves were awakened, I immediately decided to pretend I didn't see her and go around her.

But soon, I heard her calling from behind: "Ms. Ye!" Since she learned the piano from me, she loves to call me that.

I turned around and smiled, "Goodbye, Mr. Xin!" I waved my hand.

Unexpectedly, she left the man, and he got into the car, and drove away like that.

I was taken aback.

She walked straight up to me.

"How about staying with you today?"

I was even more startled.

"The one just now was my ex-boyfriend. I stayed with him for a few days during this business trip. I'm quite reluctant to part with him, and I feel a little hard to calm down." She sighed quietly.

I think my expression should be very silly, she laughed and said, "What's wrong with you?"

"You said stay with me? Why?"

"I'm lonely sleeping alone. I feel a little sad that he left."

"Excuse me, Mr. Gu is not in this city?"

"Yes."

I don't understand.

"You accompany him, Mr. Gu has no objection?"

She twitched the corners of her lips: "You just said whether you will take me in or not?"

No wonder I took you in.I'm more bent than an antenna, and you are straighter than a steel pipe. If we sleep together, I'm going to torture myself!

I strongly disagree.

"[-]% off the rent!" She gestured with a finger.

I……

People will really bend their waists for five buckets of rice, and if they don't break it, they will have neither food nor clothing!

In a two-room house, one room was converted into a piano room by me.She staying overnight means we have to share the same bed.

She came back with me, and I regretted it all the way.Later, she went upstairs in front of me, and the sound of high heels knocked on my heart, getting faster and more chaotic.

I would love to regret it now.

But looking at her soft and beautiful figure, the words were held back on the lips, and finally turned into a long sigh: Forget it, she will leave soon.It's like a farewell ceremony.If sleeping together can be used as a farewell ceremony.

This excuse is bad enough. When I saw her coming out of the bathroom, I knew I couldn't sleep today.

After the woman took a bath, her whole body glowed white under the transpiration of water vapor.In particular, the long chestnut hair was dyed back to jet black at some point, and it was scattered, making the face indescribably delicate and charming, lively and fragrant.

Seeing such a beautiful scene, my insensitive heart beats so fast!

She approached me: "Hey, your face is so red?" After speaking, she squeezed my face: "Did you see me getting out of the bath?"

My face was hot, as if it was about to burn: "I'm so excited, you ghost! I'm hot, go take a shower now." So I fled in despair.

She laughed loudly from behind: "I still don't admit it, I can run faster than a rabbit!"

He clearly knew that she was joking, but he still felt embarrassed and flustered as if he had been poked at the heart of something.Absent-mindedly in the bathroom, he almost turned the water temperature to 70 degrees, and was almost scalded into a pink bunny.

☆、Chapter 9

The usual most enjoyable bathing time has now turned into a mess.I didn't bring my heart in, and I was still fascinated by the "water lotus" outside.So Shensi didn't belong to the ground and did things hastily.

She was drying her hair when she came out.

Her hair is very long, and she doesn't blow it well. After blowing it for a while, she will apply some water and cream, half-hearted.

I couldn't see it, so I went to blow it to her.

I actually like her long black hair now.

Although she is more modern and fashionable dyed maroon, but the black hair is the favorite in my classical mind.

Because of practicing piano since I was a child, I am more patient than anyone.Focus on one thing and forget about others.

The hair dryer was getting hot in her hand, she leaned towards me, her eyes narrowed comfortably, as if she was about to fall asleep.

I touched her shoulder and said softly, "Don't sleep, I'll be fine soon."

"Yeah." She nodded: "Your hair dryer isn't powerful enough, I've already blown it with mine."

"Then I'll change to a more powerful one in the future." After finishing speaking, he suddenly felt that the words were ambiguous.So what if I changed the hair dryer, and I didn't have a chance to use it for her again. In fact, I used this one just fine.

Who knew that the corners of her lips twitched when she heard this: "Oh, don't forget to change it."

I stopped talking, and after blowing it up, I unconsciously applied nourishing water on her and combed it well with a comb.

The black and smooth black hair hung down her head, making her eyebrows more youthful and vivid. She winked at me with a tone full of enjoyment: "Miss Ye, you are so gentle, just like my mother."

I'm speechless.

"Really, I've been exhausted working on this project lately. You know what I like to do when I'm super tired?" She looked at me, her eyes twinkling.

I turned my eyes away, didn't look at her, and asked casually: "What do you want?"

"I want to come to you. I saw your books on the bookshelf, those few pianos and embroidery. Time seems to stand still here."

She looked around, then turned her gaze back to me.I can feel that she is relaxed around me, not at all restrained like in the company.

"By the way, do you think Gu Qiufei cares about me and other men? In fact, he knows me. The men around me change like a revolving door, and he can't control me. We are not in conflict with each other."

I was surprised that she would tell me what was on her mind, and what was even more surprising was that the definition of fiance was completely subverted in her mouth,

I shook my head, "I don't really understand. But..."

Before I finished speaking, her expression was wrong, and she interrupted me with a sullen face: "If you don't understand, you don't understand. Needless to say, everyone has their own way of life. For such reasons, I will feel that you are perfunctory me." !"

Her expression immediately became serious, and even her tone became sharp.

I hurriedly said, "That's true, people have different views, isn't it normal?"

"Is your three views different from mine?" She pressed her step by step.

How could it be the same.

Well, I am very concerned about her saying that men change this sentence like a revolving door, because it really hurts me, but what right do I have to care about?

"Do you feel the same?" I asked back.

I really don't know why the apparently harmonious atmosphere just now turned into tit-for-tat.Her sudden appearance made people feel a little unreasonable.

But seeing the anger hidden in the corners of her eyes and brows, even if she didn't know why she was angry, she didn't want to continue like this.So I turned on the hair dryer and dried my hair, intending to make peace and not mess with her.

After a while, like a deflated balloon, she withdrew her spirit: "Forget it..."

I tilted my head to look at her, turned off the hair dryer, and waited for her to speak.

She sat on the bed, facing me, with a faint tone: "I'm sorry for being unreasonable. I just can't stand your attitude. I hope you are like a friend, not as cold as you always reject people thousands of miles away. Treat everyone It's a look of 'I don't understand it, but it's acceptable, after all, it has nothing to do with me'."

She straightened up and looked at me level, with a trace of apprehension: "Actually, I regret it a little."

I waited for her to go on.

"I regret that I let you know that I was flirtatious just now." Her eyes were quite sincere, as if she cared about my feelings.

"Are you flirtatious?" Oh, my heart that should be numb still hurts.

She nodded: "It used to be."

"Oh..." I had a dull face, thinking of her evaluation of me, I thought, should I be more concerned?

It turns out that really caring makes people feel indifferent.

"My mother was gone when I was very young, and my father didn't care much about me, and he relied on me in everything. My own conditions were not bad, so I developed a cynical character and did whatever I wanted. Later, when I entered adolescence, I used the so-called Love vents rebellion in adolescence. But my heart is getting more and more empty and impetuous, and I can't calm down and have a good relationship. It didn't take long for me to get annoyed and dumped. Gradually, the reputation was not very good. Until I met me after going abroad The ex-boyfriend is the one you saw just now."

"In the past, it may have been because I was so eager for love, but I didn't know what love is and how to love, that I made myself so embarrassed. I think the only one I have really loved is him. Although we have broken up, until now I have not Let it go completely."

Can't let it go... Well, should I respond, what should I respond?Also, what should I do if my skin becomes tight? Do I need to replenish water?

"Now I don't hang out with people casually, and I gradually know what I need in my heart. I will be attracted to the kind of person who can calm me down. It's like..." She gave me a deep look: "... He, like my ex-boyfriend."

"If I meet such a person again, I will consider planning my life with him. Then Gu Qiufei will not be my marriage partner. So you know?"

what do you know?

She seemed to see through my thoughts, "I know that Gu Qiufei and I are just temporary allies. His father and my father are business partners. If we can't find a suitable person, we can get married to make the relationship between the two more stable. Of course I The two also agreed that after marriage, they will live their own lives, and if they have a marriage partner, they will divorce."

Unexpectedly, physical marriage also exists between straight people.

"Are you telling me this because you're leaving soon?" I couldn't help asking.

She shook her head: "I want to be friends with you. As I said, I used to do things absurdly, and there were almost no friends around me to talk about. Afterwards, I just buried myself in work, and there are no friends who treat each other sincerely in the workplace."

I believe that female compatriots will be jealous of her manhood.Unless you are a girl like me, you will truly appreciate her beauty; men will only pursue her as the lover of your dreams, who would want to simply be friends with her.

Thinking of this, she felt pitiful, so she said in a relaxed tone: "You are my landlord, and I am your teacher. It is still a relationship of colleagues who keep their heads down and don't look up every day. They are more indestructible than friends."

She was angry again: "Why are you like this!"

"What about me?" I said helplessly.

"Are friends a contractual relationship?"

What a childish temper.I pulled her over, pressed her eyes twice, and said softly: "Eye cream, apply it yourself."

I watched her wipe it obediently, and thought that the young lady who lost her mother in the TV series really existed. It’s good that she wasn’t raised to be spoiled and self-willed. But this is also caused by lack of love since childhood.

I couldn't help but bubbles of love and pity began to pop up in my heart.

Seems to be treating her better.

Anyway, she's leaving.

I started to provide her three meals a day from one meal a week.She ate happily, and I was naturally very satisfied.

In addition, I want to take back the words that she is not coquettish and willful.She even threw away my new tortoiseshell nails and broke one of my piano strings.

I just praised Yue Ling for practicing piano diligently, more diligent than her...

After she fell, she left in a fit of anger. I chased her all the way, lowered my posture, tried to persuade her with good words, and finally persuaded her to come back.

Yue Ling covered her mouth and couldn't help laughing: "You coax her like her mother. She is also, usually gentle and polite, like a good boss, but she looks like a vexatious child in front of you." After finishing speaking, she laughed speak out.

I can only accompany wry smile.

Since when did I become her "mother"?It seems that she said that she wanted to be my friend that night. I felt sorry for her life experience, and decided to treat her better in a moment of sympathy.

If I treat people well, I will spoil them without a bottom line.It's really bottomless.

Something happened not long ago.It was her subordinate Xiao Cao who took a long time to give me a document, which made me miss the validity period of the data.

I am very sensitive to digital data, and I treat this job seriously and responsibly at best, but in fact I have some obsessive-compulsive disorder.I can discuss other things, but this is the only one that I think is the hard work of all the data team members, and the hard work is wasted because of the other party's carelessness.

This is the bottom line, a matter of principle.

So I went to Xiao Cao's theory and asked her to resend the email.Sending the email twice is bound to make the receiving upper-level leaders find out, so they have different positions for a while, and there is a stalemate.My boss stood by and watched, but she didn't, she called me into her office, and even said in a business-like and cold tone: "This matter is over, okay?"

Want to know what I got back?

I replied with one word: "Okay."

When I came out, I felt something was wrong.I suddenly realized that "overwhelming sympathy" and "she's leaving anyway" were all excuses.These can't make me lose my principles.

what is that?

Or, what am I longing for?

You know, it takes courage to take a step forward, a courage to take responsibility.And now I can be nice to her without courage.

Is this...

ambiguous?

☆、Chapter 10

Through the deepening of my acquaintance with her, I feel pity for her more and more.

When she was a child, her father was too busy and hardly cared about her eating and drinking. There was a distant relative in the Northeast who worked part-time as her nanny and couldn't even cook.Every time, she schemingly ordered the takeaway to act in front of her father, saying that she cooked all the dishes on the table.

It can be said that she was fed up by the takeaway from the small restaurant near her home, so that after the small restaurant was demolished and moved away, she ate other dishes like delicacies from mountains and seas.

Later, because of messing with men and women, mainly because she habitually snatched the boyfriend of a female classmate she didn't like, her wind assessment was not generally bad, and she was invited by her parents many times, and was later dispatched abroad by her father.When it comes to eating, it is even more difficult to satisfy.

These are all she told me at the dinner table.

We spent most of our time together at the dinner table, bringing her breakfast in the morning, going to her office for lunch at noon, and she and I going home to cook together in the evening.

Sometimes it's too late to stay.

I am not Liu Xiahui, but she is too straight.Lying next to her and listening to her talk about her love affairs with men, how do you feel?I have no idea what to do.

Gradually, my throbbing with her turned into a friendship.

Just listening to her talk about her ex, Gu Qiufei, all kinds of men in nightclubs, and even when she wants to introduce a suitable man for me, my heart will no longer be blocked.Seeing her bare shoulders and the beauty when she got out of the bath, her heart no longer rippled.

I just pity her like a "mom", like a friend, and cook her something to eat until she goes away and withdraws from my world.

Maybe after she leaves, we will still maintain this friendship.After all, our personalities are very complementary. She is willing to share her thoughts with me, and I also like to listen to other people's stories.

That's all.

In the past two days, the company is promoting the anniversary event, and the meeting venue is arranged in Hainan.

Coupled with the recent completion of several major projects one after another, which has made a lot of money for the company, the company decided to spend seven days in Hainan with meetings and entertainment.

Our group consisted of me and my sister at the next table. Her son was unable to attend the college entrance examination, so I went to the planning department and asked to share a hotel room with Yue Ling.

This was a natural thing, but one day before departure, my WeChat account exploded!

Xin Xiao: Why are you in the same room as Yue Ling!Why don't you share a room with me? ? ?

Me: Don't you high-level people have a sea view single room?

Xin: Don't we usually sleep in the same bed?

Me: That’s no way, this accommodation is free, why not stay more comfortable.

Xin: You think there is no way to sleep with me, do you?Are you uncomfortable?

Me: I didn't say that, I mean, since the bed is not tight, why do you have to squeeze two people into one bed?

She doesn't call me back.

I don't know what she's thinking, does she like to sleep with people?It is also possible that I heard that children who lacked love since childhood have no sense of security when they grow up.

After a while, Yue Ling came to me: "Boss Xin said just now that she wants to change rooms with me, do you know about this?"

Why is she so persistent and insists on sharing a room with me?I can't figure it out.

Forget it, let her go.

When I got off work, the planning department organized a dinner and called me. Yue Ling's boss, Sir Zhao, was going to be transferred to another city. As an friend of the planning department, I would definitely go.

Everyone drank some wine in high spirits.

On the way, Xin Xiao called me and asked where I was, and I said I was having dinner with the planning department.

After about 40 minutes later, she actually came.

At that time, I just felt special... How should I put it, it was like being monitored by someone, and I felt uncomfortable.

Does she really think of me as her mother?No, is she treating herself as my mother?It's not... Well, I can't tell what it feels like.

When she came in, her face was cold, especially when she looked at me.Yue Ling whispered in my ear, "Why do I feel that the way she looks at you is like looking at a husband who eats fish?"

"Don't be kidding." She didn't care about me, probably because she didn't report to her, she was upset.

But, do I need to report to her?

Maybe, I need to make it clear to her today.

I cook for her and eat with her out of friendship, not obligation.It was so unreasonable for her to do so.

I was annoyed when someone grabbed my hand suddenly. I looked up and saw Sir Zhao looking at me affectionately, asking me to sing a song with him.

When I saw the title of the song "True Lover", I thought it was really annoying.

They smirked with everyone all the time, and their atmosphere was very weird, as if they were plotting something, and they looked at me strangely.

I looked at Xin Xiao, and found that there was a woman with a good relationship with her who was chewing her tongue, and her eyes kept flicking towards me. I felt something was wrong, because Xin Xiao's face became more and more gloomy.

It was finally over, and Sir Zhao said he would drive me off.Xin Xiao said: "You drank wine today, let me see you both off."

She first sent him home, and then drove me all the way without saying a word.

When I arrived at the gate of the complex, I got out of the car as if relieved, and waved to her politely: "Goodbye, don't be late for the airport tomorrow!"

"stop."

I was taken aback.

This is what she said?Why did she speak to me in such a tone?

"Are you stupid? Zhao Wenjie wants to chase you, can't you tell? What kind of wine are you drinking?"

She also got out of the car, the headlights hit her face, she was indescribably condensed and serious.

"Where did you see that he was going to chase me?" I couldn't suppress the anger in my heart, and said in a fit of anger.

"Everyone can see it, but you can't." She folded her arms and said coldly.

"He was transferred immediately. He didn't pursue him before he was transferred, but after he was transferred?" I presented strong evidence!

"It's because it's not a city that he has the opportunity to chase you. The company's articles of association clearly state that employees are not allowed to fall in love. Didn't you read the employee handbook?"

Unconvinced, I said, "Well, even if he wants to chase me, how do you know? Even if what you said is true, so what!"

"Just to remind you, he often hangs out in nightclubs and has brought many girls home. So in the future, if he buys you a drink, you don't want to drink it."

"Thank you for your reminder!" I turned around and stepped——

But she stepped forward and grabbed her arm: "You go to the bar KTV and tell me..."

Hearing this, and remembering that she changed the room without saying hello to me, and followed me to the KTV and treated me badly the whole time, my temper exploded!

I get rid of her!

"Boss Xin, who are you to me? Do I need to report to you?" My tone was bad, and her expression was even worse.

"I care about you. I'm afraid that you will be taken advantage of by others. How can you treat yourself like a donkey!"

"I lived this long without your concern, don't worry about it!" Does she know where she is wrong?We are just friends, she is not my girlfriend, does she have the right to control me!

The word girlfriend crossed my mind and stayed there for a while, before I had time to think about it, it was soon buried by my irrational anger.

"Okay, I'm meddlesome!" She said coldly, got into the car, and drove away.

I was so angry that my heart was blocked all night.

In the early morning, I fell asleep dimly, and almost didn't hear the alarm clock.When I thought of going to Hainan to share a room with her, I felt even more distressed.

This was the first time we had quarreled, and somehow it broke my precedent.Because I have never liked "Hot War" and I am not good at it.

I am good at cold wars, and this is the first time I have fought with people.

☆、Chapter 11

According to the process, the company will hold a grand ladder climbing that night in Hainan.

Many people brought evening gowns.

I arrived at the hotel first and found that Xin Xiao hadn't arrived yet.

Along the way, I was thinking about my affairs with her, thinking about my responsibility, maybe she just cared about me, in the way she thought she cared about me.I don't need such a big reaction, do I?

But, no...

I don't get angry because she does something without my permission or because she's overstepping the boundaries of a friend.Rather, I vaguely feel that this is a bad beginning, a deja vu beginning.

And such a beginning is so familiar that it frightens me.

I know what I'm afraid of, it's a memory, it's also a scar, the source of everything is when one side blurred the boundaries...

It's just that when everything fails to stop, one party immediately wakes up and retreats; while the other party struggles painfully, sinks into the quagmire, and is finally doomed.

What a tormenting state that was, I still remember it vividly.

So, I don't want to make the same mistakes again.

Never want to.

She is straight, a straight person who is insecure and doesn't have many friends of the same sex.She can make friendships nondescript and beyond boundaries, but I have to stay sane.

I can't go through that kind of emotional pain again.

In fact, the best way is to keep a distance from her, but this will make our relationship more rigid, right?

Maybe, I need to talk to her and clear things up.As long as it is tactful and in a proper way, I believe she will understand if she is so smart.

After making up my mind, I began to wait for her to come.

But there was no sign of her until a quarter of an hour before the ladder began.

Later, it was Yue Ling who knocked on the door: "If you don't take the delicious pudding from the buffet, Mr. Xiao Xin will eat it up!"

I suddenly realized why I didn't expect that she would go directly to the banquet hall without leaving her luggage.

The most interesting thing about this woman is that she eats when she is happy, but she also wants to eat when she is not happy.I once saw her eat three boxes of Haagen-Dazs ice cream when she was angry.

Being able to eat so much without getting fat, such a physique is really enviable.

When I arrived at the venue, I saw that she was not in the "food battle zone", but chatting and laughing happily with several bigwigs from the headquarters.

I couldn't help but sigh again.

Someone's public appearance is really my ideal type!Especially dignified and introverted with a strong aura, no one would think that she is so much younger than me, and she also likes to play petty temper.

I saw her black hair rolled up, revealing her slender neck, her smile was just right, the corners of her eyes and brows were all calm and calm in control.

How did a pheasant university in Australia, which can be attended with money, cultivate such a ladylike woman? Could she be lying to me?

Soon, she noticed me.

We stared at each other for five seconds, she said a few words to them, and then walked towards me.

This process is our daily performance in the company.She is indifferent, and I will pretend to be polite when I see her, and others will not see any signs of our closeness.Even if we eat together at noon, we make an appointment in advance, and then the two of us will have lunch without anyone noticing.It's not that I'm guilty of doing this, but there are too many gossips in the company, and my boss is in her project team. In short, it's complicated and it's not easy to show too much intimacy.

At this moment, she stood in front of me, looking at me for a moment.

I saw grievances and forbearance in her eyes...

I don't know what she is enduring, but she stares at me so resentfully, as if I have betrayed her heart.

"Are you... free now?" I said.

She nodded.

I want to grab her and let her follow me.But the atmosphere between the two of us seemed to have created a layer of thin and tense air out of thin air, as if there was any friction that would catch fire.

My throat is dry, and I wonder how this relationship has evolved to such an extent?

Later, the two of us took the elevator back to the room where we stayed.

I came in with my front foot, and behind me was the sound of her slamming the door hard!

I was taken aback.

What surprised me even more was her expression, her forbearance was cracked from the expression, and then fully displayed in front of me!

Her lips were tightly pressed, and her eyes were red.

"What's wrong with you?" My heart was pounding for no reason!

"What's wrong with me? I don't know what's wrong with me." She raised her chin and laughed at herself.

Looks like it's time to explain clearly: "Xiao, listen to me..."

"What did you call me?" Her eyes suddenly lit up, and those apricot-like eye shapes stared at me vividly.There is a long-awaited innocence passing by like a shooting star.

"Didn't you say I can call it that?"

She nodded: "I like it very much." There was a hint of unexpected joy in her tone.

I feel something is out of control...

Do you still want to reason with her, or simply choose to stay away from her?

Between tenderness and reluctance, I chose the former.

"Xiao, you didn't have any female companions before, so you don't know the boundaries between friends. I think the fact that you supervise my itinerary is... crossing the boundaries..." I carefully observed her reaction.

"Hmm." She nodded, "And then?" Something was wrong, the corners of her lips curved downward, indicating that she was not in a good mood at the moment.

I'm not cold and hard-hearted, especially, she is the person I like, and I don't want her to be sad.So I said sincerely: "I apologize for my attitude last night, let's just pretend it never happened? You know we are... friends."

She lowered her head, reached out and grabbed my sleeve, and played with the buttons on my sleeve: "Yes, you are right. I crossed the line. I confused friends with...you are right. "Her voice became lower and lower, her head buried.

I felt the sadness factor in the air and forced myself not to soften my heart, although I don't know why this situation is different from the scene I imagined talking to her.I said, "Then let's go back and talk tonight?"

"Ye Fang?"

"Ok?"

"I asked the company to open another single room. That way you won't feel uncomfortable."

I was taken aback for a moment: "I didn't..." My reason returned quickly, isn't that great?Now is the best time to keep your distance and step back to the border, isn't it?

"Oh, that would be the best." I corrected myself.There is a dull pain in the heart.

She smiled softly, "I will go through the handover process when I go back. Just now, several senior executives at the headquarters have urged me to go to the headquarters to report at the beginning of next month."

So fast?Hearing that she was going to leave, why was it like a heavy hammer hammering my chest?Both her and the scene in his eyes flickered.

"What's the matter, can't bear me?"