Everyone thinks I have a crush on Boss
Chapter 69 Thinking & Decision
Zheng Xingzhou always felt that this scene had appeared too many times recently.
He woke up from the familiar master bedroom again.
The familiar scene and the familiar feeling made him subconsciously look down at his clothes. He was gratified. At least he didn't change into some white rabbit pajamas this time. The striped ones looked normal. Nothing special.
Thinking this way, Zheng Xingzhou stretched out his hand and subconsciously touched the panicked thing underneath, and pulled out a long tail?
Zheng Xingzhou looked at the tail and was silent for a while.
Is Zhong Yucheng really perverted?
Is it okay to put him in animal pajamas instead?
Zheng Xingzhou disliked him for a second before recalling his perverted self.
To be honest, when he woke up this time, he began to suspect that he might really have a split personality.
Although the memories of the past are vivid in his mind, he even remembers the mental process of every decision he made, but...
The difference in behavior is so great that he can't deceive himself and others. If he was normal, he would never allow himself to be kidnapped by Yan Xiong and the others, and then he would hurt himself all over. , I want to have a relationship with Zhong Yucheng that goes beyond the scope of friendship.
Here he repeats again, he!Zheng Xingzhou!The most straight in the universe!It cannot be refuted!
Zheng Xingzhou felt guilty for no reason, but he resolutely suppressed his guilt to a place deep in his heart that no one would know.
Anyway, he doesn't like Zhong Yucheng, this is an iron fact.
Zheng Xingzhou nodded seriously, and continued to recount the thrilling things that happened in the short night before.
He first glanced at his leg, sat up, moved his leg, felt its existence, and then subconsciously looked at his hand, the skin on his hand was still tender and unmarked.
It was as if those fine stones had never appeared before.
In this way, Zheng Xingzhou continued to move his body in a serious manner, and it really didn't hurt at all, as if the scene of the previous injury was just a figment of his imagination.
Of course he knew that it was definitely not what he imagined, but actually happened.
Crazy pursuit of stimulation, as if not feeling pain, only caring about the thoughts in my heart, moving forward indomitably.
In fact, he can still feel the pain, but in that state, he doesn't care, he even feels that he is strong enough to conquer the world.
As for that little injury, it was like an insignificant embellishment on his medal of meritorious service, and it couldn't even make his heart fluctuate.
He remembered what he thought at the time, and why he thought so at the time.
How could this be possible with a split personality?
Does the split personality know so clearly what the other personality thinks and feels?As clear as the choice you made?
The previous time, he scoffed at Zhong Yucheng's split personality.
But now, he began to wonder if he really had a split personality.
Although in that state, he categorically declared that he was one person in different performances.
But it was because of his categorical determination that Zheng Xingzhou began to doubt, did he really time travel?Does the original body really exist?
If that indomitable person is really him, he will never be able to say that he, and the original body, are the same person.
But the other party seemed to know more than him.
He can even say that he hates Yuanchen, because the familiar words like Yuanchen are bad.
Zheng Xingzhou stood barefoot on the ground, his whole body was cold for a moment.Why do you even doubt your own existence?
He is time travel?Or a split personality?
If it is time travel, is he the outsider?And the original body is with this ambitious guy?
If it was a split personality, how could his previous memory be explained? Is the experience of the 21st century just his fiction?
Or……
Zheng Xingzhou has never been so sharp, and a new idea floated through his mind.
Or, did he cross over long ago?
And he really has a split personality now?
Is he the brand new self that was split out and has no memory after time travel?
This sounds reasonable, and even solves the contradiction, but Zheng Xingzhou still feels a little ridiculous.
So, is he really the split personality?
He didn't know if other people could accept this inference that he was a sub-personality logically.
Anyway, he can't.
This kind of absurdity is as if he stayed up all night and found himself time-traveled.
Why?Why?
Zheng Xingzhou lowered his eyes and stared at his toes, almost forcing his logic to death in the ultimate philosophical questions of who am I, where do I come from, and where am I going.
Under what circumstances does a person question his own existence?
I am who I am. I am the ordinary Zheng Xingzhou who fell out with his family to play professional games, and because he has no talent, he has no choice but to be an anchor.
And that Zheng Xingzhou, that forbearance and boldness, who regards human life as worthless, and regards liking Zhong Yucheng as his belief, wisdom, determination, and means can be called extraordinary Zheng Xingzhou, how could it be him?
The only similarity between him and the other party is that they are both called Zheng Xingzhou.
Zheng Xingzhou's only advantage may be self-knowledge. He has gone through the memories of his original body countless times, and clearly knows how many times the other party is far better than him.
He didn't even think that the other party would give up on himself and have a split personality because he couldn't get what he asked for.
Because the other party is not so weak, he will only use any means to achieve his goals, for example, climbing onto Zhong Yucheng's bed, breaking the boat and changing their relationship.
The question went round and round and went back to the original doubt, why on earth did the other party give up this body at the juncture of success?
The other party is dead?Or is it still hiding somewhere in this body waiting for an opportunity?
For Zheng Xingzhou, these questions were beyond the scope of the topic.
Whether it is to continue to think to get the answer, it is basically impossible, because the answer to the question cannot be obtained by thinking alone, only the action or the ending will get the real answer.
Or to simply come up with a solution, let's put it this way, if he had the power to act, would he be so cowardly in front of Zhong Yucheng?
Therefore, Zheng Xingzhou thought about it carefully for a long time, successfully dazed himself, and finally gave up thinking about it neatly.
Although he didn't know why he time traveled, and he didn't know if he was dead or something happened to him in the 21st century.
But it's here anyway...
Isn't it just death?
This is back to what Zheng Xingzhou is good at, giving up on himself.
You can't escape death anyway, so why bother?
·
"He's in charge of being happy."
These words faintly appeared in Zheng Xingzhou's mind, and successfully made him blacken.
It seems that his current life is all in exchange for the sacrifice of the other party. Zheng Xingzhou who thinks this way has already distinguished the free "he" from himself.
He has the idea of each decision made by the other party, as well as the feelings of the other party after every action.
"He" is obviously very happy, and it can even be said that "he" is happy every minute of his appearance.
Because "he" is so willful that he only does what he wants to do.
For example, being kidnapped, there is obviously a better way, and it is obvious that he can not be kidnapped by the other party, but he has to toss himself until he is injured all over, so that he can enjoy the big show with satisfaction.
He also happily coveted Zhongyu City.
This is even more excessive!
The other party is definitely not alone with him!Zheng Xingzhou thought angrily, he doesn't like Zhong Yucheng!
Those who like Zhong Yucheng are all original bodies!
Zheng Xingzhou thought for a moment, trying to get himself out of the idea of split personality, or, the original body was indeed split personality, but his split personality had nothing to do with Zheng Xingzhou.
He's just a soul that somehow transmigrated into the opponent's body, occupying the magpie's nest, making the opponent think that he is another split personality?
And the real split personality is "he"?Willful to the point of being too self-willed, only caring about her own happiness, and coveting "him" in Zhong Yucheng?
Zheng Xingzhou, who had taken himself out of the identity of other people's sub-personality, felt a little more stable, and ignored the irrationality in it and made a conclusion on his own.
He turned around a little irritably, but still couldn't break his thoughts from the other party's words.
What does it mean that he is responsible for living happily?
Where is he living happily?
The confinement that the original body placed on him directly made him struggle on the verge of life and death.
This is called living happily?
There must be a difference in understanding between him and one of "him" in the definition of the word.
Otherwise, how did the other party say such things out of conscience?
He could almost think of Zhong Yucheng's unsuspecting face. Who would have thought that this guy looked like he was too lazy to lie at will, but in fact he was full of lies?
Thinking about it this way, Zheng Xingzhou, who felt that he had been wronged extremely, decided that this time, he must make it clear to Zhong Yucheng about all this.
Last time, Zhong Yucheng was fooled without explaining that he was in a daze, but now he doesn't know whether they broke up or not...
Zheng Xingzhou was silent for a moment, trying to get this question out of his mind.
The main reason is that the headache from being imprisoned by the original body is really terrible, and it also randomly comes with the loss of a physiological function. Before he was aggressive and didn't care, it was because at that time he was dominated by wild emotions of arrogance. Said, because he was "he" at that time.
"He" is not afraid of pain. It can even be said that he can still laugh happily in pain.
But Zheng Xingzhou can't do it, pain is pain, it will hurt, it will cry, it will shed tears, it is impossible to bear it, and it is impossible to enjoy it.
Therefore, thinking of making Zhong Yucheng admit to their breakup, and then drawing the fact that it would lead to the next wave of severe headaches, Zheng Xingzhou readily crossed out this choice.
He chose to break up with each other knowing each other well, there is no need to reach an agreement verbally.
Anyway, he is now in good health, so he can just leave. This idea really moved Zheng Xingzhou a little.
He is not saying that Zhong Yucheng is not good, on the contrary, in terms of his identity and character, as a relationship partner, it can be said that he is so good that it exceeds the usual standards of ordinary people.
But the only problem between him and Zhong Yucheng is that he doesn't like Zhong Yucheng.
No matter what the other personalities in this body think, he is very clear about how he feels about Zhong Yucheng.
He admired and even said that he admired people like Zhong Yucheng.
But this does not mean that he likes Zhong Yucheng, on the contrary, it is precisely because he admires Zhong Yucheng that he does not like him.
He was strong enough to make people feel ashamed, so how could Zheng Xingzhou rush to humiliate himself?
Now that everything is clear, he also frankly stated his background and feelings towards Zhong Yucheng - although Zhong Yucheng chose not to believe these two points, it has nothing to do with him.
Zheng Xingzhou was in a bright mood, looked around the bedroom, and found that there was nothing he could take away.
He simply clicked on his account balance and looked at it, and found that it was enough for his future expenses, as long as he was not living extravagantly.
So everything seems to be ok?
Zheng Xingzhou scratched his head subconsciously, and waited for him to talk to Zhong Yucheng again to clarify everything—or still couldn't explain clearly, but this could not be an obstacle to prevent him from leaving.
At this moment, Zheng Xingzhou felt a little relieved.
Please let him just turn back into an ordinary rich man.
He woke up from the familiar master bedroom again.
The familiar scene and the familiar feeling made him subconsciously look down at his clothes. He was gratified. At least he didn't change into some white rabbit pajamas this time. The striped ones looked normal. Nothing special.
Thinking this way, Zheng Xingzhou stretched out his hand and subconsciously touched the panicked thing underneath, and pulled out a long tail?
Zheng Xingzhou looked at the tail and was silent for a while.
Is Zhong Yucheng really perverted?
Is it okay to put him in animal pajamas instead?
Zheng Xingzhou disliked him for a second before recalling his perverted self.
To be honest, when he woke up this time, he began to suspect that he might really have a split personality.
Although the memories of the past are vivid in his mind, he even remembers the mental process of every decision he made, but...
The difference in behavior is so great that he can't deceive himself and others. If he was normal, he would never allow himself to be kidnapped by Yan Xiong and the others, and then he would hurt himself all over. , I want to have a relationship with Zhong Yucheng that goes beyond the scope of friendship.
Here he repeats again, he!Zheng Xingzhou!The most straight in the universe!It cannot be refuted!
Zheng Xingzhou felt guilty for no reason, but he resolutely suppressed his guilt to a place deep in his heart that no one would know.
Anyway, he doesn't like Zhong Yucheng, this is an iron fact.
Zheng Xingzhou nodded seriously, and continued to recount the thrilling things that happened in the short night before.
He first glanced at his leg, sat up, moved his leg, felt its existence, and then subconsciously looked at his hand, the skin on his hand was still tender and unmarked.
It was as if those fine stones had never appeared before.
In this way, Zheng Xingzhou continued to move his body in a serious manner, and it really didn't hurt at all, as if the scene of the previous injury was just a figment of his imagination.
Of course he knew that it was definitely not what he imagined, but actually happened.
Crazy pursuit of stimulation, as if not feeling pain, only caring about the thoughts in my heart, moving forward indomitably.
In fact, he can still feel the pain, but in that state, he doesn't care, he even feels that he is strong enough to conquer the world.
As for that little injury, it was like an insignificant embellishment on his medal of meritorious service, and it couldn't even make his heart fluctuate.
He remembered what he thought at the time, and why he thought so at the time.
How could this be possible with a split personality?
Does the split personality know so clearly what the other personality thinks and feels?As clear as the choice you made?
The previous time, he scoffed at Zhong Yucheng's split personality.
But now, he began to wonder if he really had a split personality.
Although in that state, he categorically declared that he was one person in different performances.
But it was because of his categorical determination that Zheng Xingzhou began to doubt, did he really time travel?Does the original body really exist?
If that indomitable person is really him, he will never be able to say that he, and the original body, are the same person.
But the other party seemed to know more than him.
He can even say that he hates Yuanchen, because the familiar words like Yuanchen are bad.
Zheng Xingzhou stood barefoot on the ground, his whole body was cold for a moment.Why do you even doubt your own existence?
He is time travel?Or a split personality?
If it is time travel, is he the outsider?And the original body is with this ambitious guy?
If it was a split personality, how could his previous memory be explained? Is the experience of the 21st century just his fiction?
Or……
Zheng Xingzhou has never been so sharp, and a new idea floated through his mind.
Or, did he cross over long ago?
And he really has a split personality now?
Is he the brand new self that was split out and has no memory after time travel?
This sounds reasonable, and even solves the contradiction, but Zheng Xingzhou still feels a little ridiculous.
So, is he really the split personality?
He didn't know if other people could accept this inference that he was a sub-personality logically.
Anyway, he can't.
This kind of absurdity is as if he stayed up all night and found himself time-traveled.
Why?Why?
Zheng Xingzhou lowered his eyes and stared at his toes, almost forcing his logic to death in the ultimate philosophical questions of who am I, where do I come from, and where am I going.
Under what circumstances does a person question his own existence?
I am who I am. I am the ordinary Zheng Xingzhou who fell out with his family to play professional games, and because he has no talent, he has no choice but to be an anchor.
And that Zheng Xingzhou, that forbearance and boldness, who regards human life as worthless, and regards liking Zhong Yucheng as his belief, wisdom, determination, and means can be called extraordinary Zheng Xingzhou, how could it be him?
The only similarity between him and the other party is that they are both called Zheng Xingzhou.
Zheng Xingzhou's only advantage may be self-knowledge. He has gone through the memories of his original body countless times, and clearly knows how many times the other party is far better than him.
He didn't even think that the other party would give up on himself and have a split personality because he couldn't get what he asked for.
Because the other party is not so weak, he will only use any means to achieve his goals, for example, climbing onto Zhong Yucheng's bed, breaking the boat and changing their relationship.
The question went round and round and went back to the original doubt, why on earth did the other party give up this body at the juncture of success?
The other party is dead?Or is it still hiding somewhere in this body waiting for an opportunity?
For Zheng Xingzhou, these questions were beyond the scope of the topic.
Whether it is to continue to think to get the answer, it is basically impossible, because the answer to the question cannot be obtained by thinking alone, only the action or the ending will get the real answer.
Or to simply come up with a solution, let's put it this way, if he had the power to act, would he be so cowardly in front of Zhong Yucheng?
Therefore, Zheng Xingzhou thought about it carefully for a long time, successfully dazed himself, and finally gave up thinking about it neatly.
Although he didn't know why he time traveled, and he didn't know if he was dead or something happened to him in the 21st century.
But it's here anyway...
Isn't it just death?
This is back to what Zheng Xingzhou is good at, giving up on himself.
You can't escape death anyway, so why bother?
·
"He's in charge of being happy."
These words faintly appeared in Zheng Xingzhou's mind, and successfully made him blacken.
It seems that his current life is all in exchange for the sacrifice of the other party. Zheng Xingzhou who thinks this way has already distinguished the free "he" from himself.
He has the idea of each decision made by the other party, as well as the feelings of the other party after every action.
"He" is obviously very happy, and it can even be said that "he" is happy every minute of his appearance.
Because "he" is so willful that he only does what he wants to do.
For example, being kidnapped, there is obviously a better way, and it is obvious that he can not be kidnapped by the other party, but he has to toss himself until he is injured all over, so that he can enjoy the big show with satisfaction.
He also happily coveted Zhongyu City.
This is even more excessive!
The other party is definitely not alone with him!Zheng Xingzhou thought angrily, he doesn't like Zhong Yucheng!
Those who like Zhong Yucheng are all original bodies!
Zheng Xingzhou thought for a moment, trying to get himself out of the idea of split personality, or, the original body was indeed split personality, but his split personality had nothing to do with Zheng Xingzhou.
He's just a soul that somehow transmigrated into the opponent's body, occupying the magpie's nest, making the opponent think that he is another split personality?
And the real split personality is "he"?Willful to the point of being too self-willed, only caring about her own happiness, and coveting "him" in Zhong Yucheng?
Zheng Xingzhou, who had taken himself out of the identity of other people's sub-personality, felt a little more stable, and ignored the irrationality in it and made a conclusion on his own.
He turned around a little irritably, but still couldn't break his thoughts from the other party's words.
What does it mean that he is responsible for living happily?
Where is he living happily?
The confinement that the original body placed on him directly made him struggle on the verge of life and death.
This is called living happily?
There must be a difference in understanding between him and one of "him" in the definition of the word.
Otherwise, how did the other party say such things out of conscience?
He could almost think of Zhong Yucheng's unsuspecting face. Who would have thought that this guy looked like he was too lazy to lie at will, but in fact he was full of lies?
Thinking about it this way, Zheng Xingzhou, who felt that he had been wronged extremely, decided that this time, he must make it clear to Zhong Yucheng about all this.
Last time, Zhong Yucheng was fooled without explaining that he was in a daze, but now he doesn't know whether they broke up or not...
Zheng Xingzhou was silent for a moment, trying to get this question out of his mind.
The main reason is that the headache from being imprisoned by the original body is really terrible, and it also randomly comes with the loss of a physiological function. Before he was aggressive and didn't care, it was because at that time he was dominated by wild emotions of arrogance. Said, because he was "he" at that time.
"He" is not afraid of pain. It can even be said that he can still laugh happily in pain.
But Zheng Xingzhou can't do it, pain is pain, it will hurt, it will cry, it will shed tears, it is impossible to bear it, and it is impossible to enjoy it.
Therefore, thinking of making Zhong Yucheng admit to their breakup, and then drawing the fact that it would lead to the next wave of severe headaches, Zheng Xingzhou readily crossed out this choice.
He chose to break up with each other knowing each other well, there is no need to reach an agreement verbally.
Anyway, he is now in good health, so he can just leave. This idea really moved Zheng Xingzhou a little.
He is not saying that Zhong Yucheng is not good, on the contrary, in terms of his identity and character, as a relationship partner, it can be said that he is so good that it exceeds the usual standards of ordinary people.
But the only problem between him and Zhong Yucheng is that he doesn't like Zhong Yucheng.
No matter what the other personalities in this body think, he is very clear about how he feels about Zhong Yucheng.
He admired and even said that he admired people like Zhong Yucheng.
But this does not mean that he likes Zhong Yucheng, on the contrary, it is precisely because he admires Zhong Yucheng that he does not like him.
He was strong enough to make people feel ashamed, so how could Zheng Xingzhou rush to humiliate himself?
Now that everything is clear, he also frankly stated his background and feelings towards Zhong Yucheng - although Zhong Yucheng chose not to believe these two points, it has nothing to do with him.
Zheng Xingzhou was in a bright mood, looked around the bedroom, and found that there was nothing he could take away.
He simply clicked on his account balance and looked at it, and found that it was enough for his future expenses, as long as he was not living extravagantly.
So everything seems to be ok?
Zheng Xingzhou scratched his head subconsciously, and waited for him to talk to Zhong Yucheng again to clarify everything—or still couldn't explain clearly, but this could not be an obstacle to prevent him from leaving.
At this moment, Zheng Xingzhou felt a little relieved.
Please let him just turn back into an ordinary rich man.
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