The love that started when I picked up Mikey

Ling Mei did not answer my question, but instead asked: "Why do you have such doubts?"

I told her about my changing attitude towards Mikey during this time.

"If the Gong family didn't embarrass you, and you didn't fall in love with other boys, it can be ruled out. Mikey hasn't been disfigured, he hasn't made any mistakes, he is not at fault." Ling Mei analyzed, "Did you recently Too tired to prepare for the exam?"

"……good."

I know the stress of test prep isn't the main reason, but I'd rather study than hang out with Mikey right now.

"Lack of passion." Ling Mei said, "Maybe you and Mikey used to do some exciting things, but now life is too ordinary, which makes you feel boring."

"Exciting things?"

A series of blush and heartbeats flashed through my mind.

Ling Mei gave me an instant understanding look: "Go, Yuzubao, show your real skills~"

"Don't...don't talk nonsense!"

"Mikey is a good man, you should cherish him."

Not to be outdone, I replied: "Terano is also a good man, you should cherish him."

"Fool, psychiatrists cannot fall in love with their patients. This is the most basic professional ethics." Ling Mei reached out and rubbed my hair vigorously, making it messy, "Besides, we got off to a bad start. There is also an age difference. Unlike you and Mikey, from the time we met to now, we have always been on the bright side."

Feelings are the most complicated thing, especially the feelings of others, so I won't talk about it any further.

"But no matter what, Fuyuzi, you have to remember one thing." Ling Mei paused and said seriously, "Never wrong yourself."

"Ah."

After a preliminary diagnosis by professionals, the relationship between Mikey and I faded because of a lack of passion.

- to do something passionate.

That night, although I was very embarrassed, I took a bath with Mikey.

"Youzubao, your face is so hot, is it hot? Do you want me to lower the temperature of the water?"

Compared to the calm Mikey, I'm so inferior.

I stared at his slender neck, my heart skipped a beat, and just as I was about to rush over to do something wrong, my head was suddenly pinned down.

Followed by cold shampoo squeezed into my hair.

Mikey's slender fingers run through my hair and rub it gently.

"It seems that you are very tired, let me wash it for you."

"……thanks."

We didn't speak any more during the whole process.

After taking a shower, Mikey also kindly helped me dry my hair.In return, I also blow-dried his hair.

Before going to bed, each of them drank a glass of vanilla milk, brushed their teeth, turned off the lights and lay down.

Mikey put the stack of letters under the pillow and kissed me on the cheek again.

"Good night, Pomelo."

That's it?

What about exciting things?

I waited for 10 minutes, and gradually I could see my surroundings clearly. I didn't wait for Mikey's next move, but I heard his even breathing sound in my ear.

I tossed the blanket off and got up.

When looking down on Mikey from above, he didn't see any panicked or frightened expression on his face.

He was just a little puzzled: "Aren't you sleepy?"

I move my fingers down to rest on the hem of his shorts.

We used to sleep naked, but since my mentality changed, I put on a nightdress, and Mikey silently put back on shorts.

"Mikey, I want to do something to you."

My heart was pounding, even though it wasn't the first time Mikey's clothes had been taken off.

"Youzibao can do anything to me."

Mikey lay obediently, his black eyes shining moistly in the dark night.

Like a fawn with anticipation in its eyes.

But my hand couldn't continue to respond to that expectation.

"Sorry, Mikey."

I covered my face, feeling very sad.

Compared with stimulation, I think it is more reluctant.

"My figure hasn't deteriorated, my abs are still there." Mikey said sullenly.

"It's not your problem!" I quickly explained, "It's my problem... I'm sorry, I have a bad attitude towards you these days."

"It's okay." Mikey sat up, hugged me, and said softly, "You can do whatever you want to do to me."

He patted me on the back, and my mood gradually stabilized.

Mikey has always been sensitive and suspicious and needs comfort, but this time he was comforting me.

"Although it's rare for you to be sexually frigid, we can't give up treatment."

"what?"

I slowly typed a question mark.

He patted my head: "Don't be afraid of Yuzubao, you are still young, and you will definitely be cured."

"I don't have this disease!"

Mikey looked at me sympathetically, and perfunctorily agreed: "Well, there is no illness, no illness."

"I'm really not sick!"

To prove I wasn't sick, I ripped off Mikey's shorts.

—— Lingmei suggested that I do exciting things.

"Mikey, have you tried to do 48 in the car?"

This obviously touched Mikey's knowledge blind spot.

I dragged him involuntarily and walked out the door.

"Wait, Yuzubao—" Mikey questioned soulfully, "We don't have a car here."

The general vehicles are all on cars, but the Sano family only has two motorcycles.

I made up my mind about the picture on the locomotive, and I didn't think it would work.

"If you want to try, the motorcycle is also very exciting." Mikey sniffed and said, "Brother won't mind..."

This sentence woke me up. Babu is a relic of Shinichiro Sano and cannot be profane, and Takamaru is too small.

...I have never shown the spirit of assiduous study on this kind of thing.

"Youzubao, do you still want to play?" Mikey sat down on the Eagle Maru, "I will always be with you."

The night wind blew his golden hair, and he stared at me with gentle eyes without desire. The moonlight dyed his skin with a dreamy luster, and his whole body was as clean as snow.

I stood silently, and there was no doubt that I liked the youth in front of me.

But I don't seem to have that deep affection for him anymore.

The feeling of desperately trying to find him after he left has never happened again.

"Sorry, Mikey."

"You said it for the third time tonight, but what is there to apologize for?" Mikey didn't mind, and patted the seat next to him, "Come and sit, Yuzubao."

I hesitated and sat down.

Takamaru is very small, and two people sitting side by side on it cannot move.

"I'm someone Yuzubao can trust." Mikey asked me.

I nodded: "Of course."

In the whole world besides Sakuraniwa, the person I trust the most is Mikey.

"Then you can tell me whatever you think in your heart, just like I told you before." Mikey patted his chest, "It doesn't matter if you are sexually frigid, don't be embarrassed, I will still declare that X's life is going well .”

Ok?

foreign?

"What are you going to announce about this kind of thing?!"

It was only three seconds before I slapped him hard on the ass.

"I'm just giving you an example."

boom--

Takamaru was finally overturned by us.

Neither Mikey nor I lifted it up, but continued to sit on it and look at the stars.

"Baby Yuzu, tell me." Mikey started his patient offensive again, "Don't hold it in your heart alone."

I opened my mouth, but I didn't have the courage to say "I don't seem to like you that much" in any case.

Mikey frowned suddenly.

"You won't have someone outside, will you?"

"..."

My silence was understood by Mikey as tacit consent, and he immediately stood up angrily: "I can forgive you, but I will kill him! Which one is it? Huigulan? Huigu Gendan? Or Jiujingichi?"

"No," I rubbed my forehead, "No one, I stay with you all day long."

The anger on Mikey's face instantly turned into a big smile.

"I knew it was impossible for Yuzubao to fall in love with other men."

——It turns out he was just pretending.

"My problem is, Mikey, I haven't changed my mind, but I don't seem to like you that much—"

It's over.

Mikey was lying on the ground.

"Impossible." He said angrily, "It's hard to find a good man like me with a laser."

Although it was a bit miserable, I still decided to tell the truth.

"It's true, it seems that I have lost... passion for you."

This sounds a bit scumbag, like the kind of Neptune who loses interest in chasing after he gets it.

"Sorry, Mikey, I didn't mean to deceive your feelings..."

"Stop apologizing!" Mikey roared, rolling himself into a ball, "...youzibao won't lie to my feelings."

I didn't know how to coax him, and I was afraid that he would be so angry that he would be discouraged.

"You don't like others, but you don't like me that much." He said suddenly, "Then I still have the most advantage."

"Mikey..."

"Isn't it just back to the original point? Anyway, we've only known each other for three months." Mikey succeeded in persuading himself, and sat up from the ground again, "This time I'll be chasing pomelo."

When I woke up the next day, I was alone in the room.

Mikey's blankets were neatly folded nearby, and he picked out my clothes for me.

I put on my clothes and went to the kitchen, and saw a simple breakfast on the table - Mikey's specialty fried eggs, two slices of toast and cheese, and a note.

An address was left on the note, Yuzu Park.

—Where Mikey and I first met.

Only then did I realize that the dress he had chosen for me was the dress I was wearing that day.

Could it be that he wants to start all over again there?

Takamaru filled up the oil and wiped the fuselage clean. These were obviously done by Mikey early in the morning, and he was really fulfilling his promise.

I rode my locomotive and drove slowly to my destination.

I thought about a lot of things along the way, not only confused about my changes, but also confused about Mikey's changes.

Mikey is getting better, even if I said I don't like him that much, it didn't really hurt him, he didn't have a slight trouble like before, and he just ran away with a glass heart.

This time he said he would come after me.

He won't run away any more.

At the destination, I stopped Takamaru and walked in.

From a distance, I saw a white figure sitting on a bench at the end of the path, with blond hair draped over his shoulders.

He turned his head when he heard my footsteps.

The young man was holding a piece of chocolate, and his eyes happened to meet mine.

He has a pair of obsidian beautiful eyes, shining brightly.

The author says:

The way to dispel the magic and take back the tears is to burn those letter papers. Sugar cane is not as sweet as both ends, which means choosing one between the past and the future.