Crush in marriage

The translucent cup left a light blue halo on Shi Xun's palm, fluctuating the light in his eyes.

How could it be, he had ran all over the city to find it, how could it be something he had given away?

I was thinking about it from time to time, but I didn't remember which competition he won as a souvenir, so I had to ask Cheng Muze for help.

"Which competition of mine? Or what year was it sent? Do you still have any memory?"

Shi Xun stared at the cup in his hand, and a few shadows fell between his brows: "You gave me too many competition souvenirs. It's been several years since this happened, and I really don't remember much."

Although it was the expected result, Shi Xun still lowered his eyebrows in disappointment.

Cheng Mu comforted softly: "Forget it if you can't remember it, isn't it just a cup? If you like it, take it back. It's yours too."

Shi Xun didn't say much, the hand holding the cup tightened unconsciously, the feeling of memory loss was constantly stuck in his heart, making him uncomfortable.

Cheng Mu, who was sitting by the bed, got up, moved to the side of the air mattress, and lifted the quilt.

Hearing the noise, Shi Xun came back to his senses: "Brother Ze, what are you doing?"

Cheng Mu replied while getting into the quilt: "You call me brother, I have to take care of you for a while, go to bed to rest tonight, and ran to my place to hide, must be exhausted?"

When the words were said so bluntly, Shi Xun's ears turned red, and he was inexplicably embarrassed.

He didn't see Cheng Mu, and when he heard what the other said, he stopped refusing.

The lights in the room were turned off, and the moonlight penetrated through the blackout curtains as if taking advantage of the loophole, accompanying the insomniac on the bed.

This home is very warm, with warm warmth exuding everywhere, but it always lacks the "cold smell" that makes him feel at ease.

After thinking about it for a long time, I realized that the smell was the faint smell of disinfectant in the hospital that Bo Shengu carried on his body.

He sighed softly, and his eyes fell on the smooth cup in his hand.

The old cup of Bo Shen was obviously not given by him, so it is just a coincidence that the other party left this souvenir...

The dim light pressed on Shi Xun's eyelids, awakening the sleepy fatigue in his body, and finally forced him into a dream with the passage of time.

In his dream, he went back to a robot competition a few years ago.

June in Lingcheng has just entered summer, and the air is still slightly cool, but the inside of the stadium feels a few degrees higher than the outside because of the passionate competition.

In the most enthusiastic voice, his team won the championship.

After a short rest, the competition entered the awards ceremony.

The championship team was at the finale, and while waiting, he asked for a few souvenirs from the event, and prepared to bring them back to his friends to share the joy with them.

Back at the seat, he handed one to his friend who was traveling with him.

While talking and laughing, a figure appeared in his peripheral vision, very much like the person he had sneaked a peek at in the medical school area.

Unlike most of the spectators and contestants who were paying attention to the podium, that person was in a hurry, his eyes kept shifting in the crowded crowd, as if he was looking for someone extremely important.

All the restlessness around him seemed to be still, only he was moving.

The bright sunlight pressed against his back through the glass of the venue, making his whole body shine.

"Time to find."

The friend beside him patted him on the shoulder, and the scene in front of him returned to normal.

The other party reminded him: "Follow up, they are all on the stage to accept the award."

"Oh."

Shi Xun looked away in a daze, and followed the others to the stage.

After he walked to the predetermined position, he still unconsciously looked towards the previous position.

The people who were there have long since disappeared.

The stadium was full of voices, but Shi Xun's heart was very quiet.He pursed his lips, reconciling the mixed emotions in his heart caused by that glance.

It can't be his.

This is Lingcheng, not Jinsong, so Bai Chen should be at school, in class or rest, in short it is impossible to appear here.

Probably because he really misses him to the point where he has hallucinations, and he actually sees everyone like him.

Shi Xunhuishen took the corner of the school flag and prepared to take a group photo.

The joy of winning the championship welled up in my heart, overshadowing the sadness in my heart, Shi Xun smiled brightly, and the photo was frozen.

After a busy day, Shi Xun returned to his seat, but the friend who was sitting beside him before going on stage was nowhere to be seen.

He looked at the figure of the other party, and waited for the person to approach before asking, "Where have you been?"

The friend said: "It's okay for me to take a group photo in the toilet. I can't just walk around?"

Shi Xun nodded and looked around at him: "Where are your things?"

The friend wondered: "What?"

"I just gave you a souvenir." Shi Xun urged earnestly, "Did you forget to put it on the sink in the toilet, take it back quickly."

The friend chuckled: "I gave it to someone, a senior I know, I think he really wants it."

Shi Xun curled his lips helplessly: "It's really good, what handsome guy can let you transfer things at will?"

The friend nodded approvingly: "It's handsome. If you see him, you will definitely like him. He hasn't gone far. Do you want to meet him?"

Shi Xun shook his head without thinking: "There's nothing to see, as long as you think it's handsome."

He lowered his eyes, and the back that he saw in front of the podium flashed in his mind again.

Among him, who can compare with Bai Shengu?

Besides that person, in his eyes, everyone else is just the same, regardless of beauty or ugliness.

Shi Xun took a long breath and stood up: "Let's go."

The dream came to an abrupt end.

Shi Xun opened his eyes, staring at the empty wall with a dull expression.He suddenly got up, and the scene in his sleep was clearly imprinted in his mind, evoking familiar memories.

He remembered it all.

It was the first time he participated in a competition related to the new major on behalf of the school after he transferred to the School of Automation. Although he only played an auxiliary role in the team at that time, it was the first award that strengthened his confidence. It is of extraordinary significance to him.

The moment he stood on the podium, the person he most wanted to share his joy with was Bo Shengu, and the emptiness at that time also became a regret that could not be completed.

Shi Xun re-engraved the trophy by himself.

Although that award has long seemed insignificant among the many awards he has won, he will often take it out to look at it.

And the reason why he didn't have much impression of the souvenirs was because he never opened the gift box when he sent it out, he just saw others playing with it.

Shi Xun moved his fingers slightly, and when he touched the cup at hand, the warm touch of the cup lingered on his fingertips, linking the past and the present.

He slowly picked up the cup, peeping through the cup to see the past full of regret.

Could it be that Bai Shengu really came that day?

The phone vibrated, and the news of Bo Shen's death appeared in the prompt box on the screen.

Shi Xun clicked on WeChat, and saw the apologies he hadn't noticed last night.

Apologies lined up line by line, enough for a few pages.

And the latest one is-

"Eat on time, and I'll take you home tonight."

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