Can my male be used as a stand-in? [Zerg]

"Okay, prepare yourself mentally, I'll let you out." The system sighed.

Its reaction, Xiao Lu guessed that it must be unacceptable or surprising, he exhaled slowly, made some mental preparations, and replied: "System, let it go, I have to face the past .”

"Ah."

Xiao Lu closed his eyes, his mind was pitch black at first, and with the sound of "click", the black was quickly filled with white.

He came to a world covered with snow, with scattered light snow in the sky.The snow fell gently and stopped on hundreds of erected tombstones.

This is a cemetery.

"Your soul is going to disappear?" A cold machine voice suddenly sounded, and the picture suddenly moved to one of the tombstones.

Xiao Lu saw that his soul was riddled with holes, his whole body was covered with large and small holes, only his head remained intact.

The him in reality and the him in the Zerg world are almost carved out of the same mold.

Xiao Lu didn't answer, but curled up next to a tombstone, holding the tombstone carefully with both hands.In fact, he can't touch this cold stone at all, and he will pass through it if he is not careful.

"What's the matter with you?" The system came to Xiao Lu's side, looked up and looked down, and said, "Look at you, your soul will be gone by tomorrow morning. Only those who commit suicide can't be reincarnated, and they can float around in the world at will. After a month, there will be no trace of you in the world."

"However, it is very strange. Your body still has signs of life, but your soul is unwilling to return to your body. Why are you holding the grave alone?"

The system got closer, blinked at the words engraved on the tombstone, and then looked at the photo pasted above.

"Ji Qing, who is he to make you care about him so much?" the system asked again.

And Xiao Lu was still lying on the cold snow, his emerald green eyes were dull, as if he didn't hear the system's words, he squirmed his lips on his own, until the system got close to him, and then he heard the words clearly.

"elder brother?"

The system circled around Xiao Road and asked several questions one after another, but he still didn't answer.

"You have lost all hope of living like this. You are so handsome and your soul is so clean. How can you not think about committing suicide?" The system wandered around Xiaolu all night.

At five o'clock in the morning, the system leaned on the tombstone, looked at the violent snowstorm in front of it, and murmured: "There is still an hour, you will die..."

Xiao Lu buried his face between his arms, as if he had fallen asleep, but at this time his legs were gone.

The system lowered its head, looked at this poor and clean soul, and said, "I met you on the first day I went to work. Do you think we are destined? Do you want to follow me to do tasks?"

Xiao Lu didn't look up, and didn't make a sound.

"Give me an answer before six o'clock, or I will find another host."

At 59:[-] in the morning, Xiao Lu did not answer.

"Oh, forget it." The system got up, it stared at the faint light in the sky, and wanted to walk away, no one can stop this soul if it dies.

But it turned around and saw this young appearance, with many remaining bruises on his body, and felt pity again. "If you don't answer me, it's considered you agreed."

Xiao Lu still ignored him.

The system sighed and bound him before six o'clock. With the protection of the system, Xiao Lu's soul gradually returned to its original state.Once the system is bound to the soul, it will automatically scan out the basic information of the soul.

"Your name is Xiao Lu, you are only 19 years old, so young."

"The date of the ghost, November [-]th, you died on this day."

"The way of death, swallowing a lot of sleeping pills."

"Mental state, severe depression, no wonder he committed suicide. Is there no one you care about in the world, let you leave them to die alone?"

After the system said so much, Xiao Lu just raised his eyelids.He saw that the sky was gradually getting brighter, the sun came out today, the wind and snow stopped, and the photos on the tombstone could be seen clearly again.

So, Xiao Lu got up, squatted in front of the tombstone, and stared at the photo above without moving.

"Brother Ji Qing." Xiao Lu whispered, "I'm very scared. After you died, I lost my mind and my appearance became more and more blurred. I can only remember your whole picture by looking at your photos every day. .”

"You and your brother are both dead, leaving me alone in this world. I promised you that I would work hard to go to college, work to make money, and live well. I tried to do all of this, but it was too difficult..."

Xiao Lu wanted to touch this photo with his fingers, and passed through it again.

He withdrew his hand in frustration, and said to himself: "Brother, I love you. You don't know, you are the whole motivation for me to live. Every time I was beaten by my parents, or insulted by my classmates, When being scolded by the neighbors as a bastard, as long as I think of my brother, I can hold on."

"As long as I can look at my brother from afar, I am satisfied, and I never expect to be one step closer to you." Xiao Lu shed tears and said blankly, "But even this kind of wish, God doesn't grant me, is it Am I too greedy?"

"Maybe it's because I'm too greedy. A poor kid with no money and a bad background wants to get such an excellent you. I'm too much. You treat me like a younger brother, but I have this kind of thought about you."

Xiao Lu lowered his head, tears streaming down his face, "It's so hard to live... No one in the world loves me anymore... I've really become an unwanted bastard, as they say, just die early. "

"Brother... I should have died with you earlier, so that I can see your soul and be reincarnated with you. I will die after a few months. I don't even know where you are. I can't find you. You really can't find it." Xiao Lu said with a haggard heart.

"Xiao Lu, don't talk to yourself, I saved you, don't you even look at me? Next we have to do the mission." The system came to him and said a lot.

It may be that after seeing the photo, Ji Qing's appearance in his mind became complete again, Xiao Lu gave him a glance, shook his head and refused: "I am going to die completely at last, don't save me, just let me die directly, let me go. "

After saying this, he seemed to be crazy again, talking to the tombstone for a long time.

The system listened to it, and roughly knew what happened to Xiao Lu.The hemp rope is only picky and broken, and bad luck only finds the poor. Sometimes life is like this.

It knew that Xiao Lu was in a bad state of mind and would not hear what he said, so he had no choice but to seduce him: "You will go to many different worlds if you follow me to do tasks. Maybe in a certain world, you will find your brother reincarnation."

The system is deceitful. All reincarnated people have no memory of their previous lives, and their appearance may also change. It is absolutely impossible for Xiao Lu to find and recognize among the many creatures in many worlds.

But Xiao Lu believed it, he finally turned his attention to the system, his gaze was like a wounded deer, it looked very pitiful. "is that so……"

The system softened again, and nodded resolutely, "That's right, the universe is huge and there are many planets, let's go there one by one, and you will always find your beloved Ji Qing."

When Xiao Lu heard these words, his dark eyes lit up with new hopes.He asked weakly, "Did Brother Ji Qing forget me after his reincarnation?"

The system hesitated for a second, and then said: "Yes." After reincarnation, he is a new person, and has nothing to do with this life.Even if Xiao Lu is found, is this still the person he loves and wants?

This is the obsession with not being able to love, the system thinks, love is too deep, but ignores that the other party is no longer the original him.

"It's okay." Xiao Lu said, "It's enough for me to look at Brother Ji Qing a few more times. It doesn't matter whether he remembers me or not. I just love him, and I don't expect him to think of me. can love me."

"When I met Brother Ji Qing, what was he like, what was his identity, and did he have someone he loved by his side?" Xiao Lu clenched his teeth on his fingers after speaking. "I don't want anyone else around him."

"Sigh." The system sighed, "Is this love? Your love is so great. If you put the person you love in front of you but don't take the initiative to confess your love, you will always be snatched away by others."

With a bitter face, Xiao Lu replied: "I'm too bad, I'm not as good as Brother Ji Qing in every aspect. Brother Ji Qing is like a god living on the moon, but I'm just a small ant on the ground. I'm very inferior and timid. , Once this is said, I am afraid that what I have before will be gone."

"That's it." The system really didn't understand this, and he said, "Then you will become stronger again and again in the mission, grow up, and when you meet your brother again, you will be able to stand on his side. in front of you."

"If you had a chance and you saw him again, what would you do?" the system asked.

Xiao Lu twisted his blond hair, and his voice became louder and louder, "I must confess to him, saying that I like him very much and want to have a family with him."

That's the end of this video.

Xiao Lu couldn't get back to his senses for a long time, his limbs were stiff, his heart ached, he hadn't walked out of the video yet, his eyes were empty and sad.

After a few minutes, he suddenly took a few breaths, and said in disbelief, "The photo on the tombstone is exactly the same as Qing Feng."

"Qing Feng, it's Brother Ji Qing in my reality." Xiao Lu grabbed the blanket tightly and said to the system in a hoarse voice, "I saw it from the video, I love him very much. Why can't I find him when I recall the reality?" The existence of Qingfeng."

Xiao Lu rubbed his eyes and wiped away the tears that came out.At this moment, he realized something, which made him feel cold in his heart.

Qiao Qingfeng's body in reality is gone. If he is a tasker, even if he completes the task, he will not return to the original world to revive.

This world was really the last world where Xiao Lu and Qiao Qingfeng met.Once gone, they never communicated again.

Xiao Lu didn't want to accept this fact, he pleaded again: "System, can I not return to reality? There is no Qing Feng in reality. Without him, why should I go back to reality?"

It's very painful. It's hard to live a good life with your lover, and you have countless beautiful memories, but you lose them in an instant, and then you can only live by memories.

There is no way for the system, the contract has been set and cannot be changed.It can only comfort Xiao Lu abruptly, but even it doesn't believe what it said.

"Xiao Lu, you are a very rich person after you return to reality. You go far away, go to a place where no one knows, and start your life again. The money will help you start a new and splendid life, and you will know Meet new people, make new friends, and fall in love with someone again."

"No, I won't fall in love with other people. I have been with Qing Feng for more than 1 years. How can anyone come here and erase Qing Feng's existence. I love him, and I only love him."

"Please, System, help me, I'm going to die here." Tears fell quietly, Xiao Lu said to the System again and again.

But the system really can't do this step, the program has already been set there, and the ending is set from the beginning, so how can it be easily changed.

"I'm sorry, Xiao Lu." The system replied.

After Xiao Lu got the system's accurate answer, his eyelashes trembled.He felt so cold that the thick blanket above him couldn't keep the warmth. He shivered and closed his eyes weakly.

"Cold..." He shouldn't have watched this video. If he didn't watch it, he wouldn't know their ending in advance.

Brother Ji Qing, Qing Feng...

Xiao Lu's head was swollen, his fingers were cold, and when he was about to sink into the darkness, he felt an extremely warm hand grabbing him.

He slowly opened his eyes, and saw Qiao Qingfeng sitting beside him in a dark suit, and asked worriedly, "Are you sick?"

After Xiao Lu saw his eyes, he subconsciously said: "Qing Feng..." and shook Qiao Qingfeng's hand back under the blanket.

Seeing Xiao Lu's pale face, Qiao Qingfeng wanted to reach out to help Xiao Lu wipe away his tears when the spaceship was about to enter the wormhole and the cabin was about to become dark.

But when his finger just touched Xiao Lu's face, Xiao Lu's whole body shook, he quickly let go of his hand, straightened his upper body, and said in a detached tone: "Mr. Qiao."

Qiao Qingfeng knew that Xiao Lu was resisting him, so he withdrew his hands and said with a smile: "I see you are shaking, why don't you take an extra blanket."

Xiao Lu's eyes froze on Qiao Qingfeng's face for a long time, and finally he pursed his lips and said, "Thank you, Mr. Qiao, for your concern. I just didn't sleep well. I'll be fine when I sleep." This is self-evident.

"En." Qiao Qingfeng saw that Xiao Lu closed his eyes, his heart ached, and he had no choice but to give up.His little Lu, how to make Xiao Lu forgive him, those eyes in the past hurt Xiao Lu too much.

Xiao Lu turned his head to the side, his eyes looked out of the glass, he was jumping through the space, and it was dark outside.

What's going on, he didn't recognize Qiao Qingfeng whom he loved just now.How could this character who hates him suddenly look at him like this.

Xiao Lu also analyzed the deep love from his eyes.

When did this personality come into being, and what role does he play in it?

...They are all Qiao Qingfeng.

Thoughts were chaotic, Xiao Lu sighed inwardly, and when Qing Feng came out, they had a good talk about what happened recently.

The spaceship jumped out of the black space and came to a vast and vast area.Xiao Lu saw from the window that there seemed to be several large spaceships running towards them not far away.

Ok?

The body naturally starts to feel uneasy.

A few seconds later, a deep voice sounded in the spaceship cabin.

"Qiao Qingfeng is on this spaceship. During this period of time, your second brother has been in the limelight, killing many of our brothers, and finally gave us a chance."

"Tsk tsk, there are a lot of rich people this time, especially the Qiao family and the Gao family. You can take a good shot."

"I heard that several popular stars are also here, and we will use it to play with it."

Xiao Lu turned cold and turned to look at Qiao Qingfeng.

Qiao Qingfeng withdrew his smile completely, and there was a coldness in his eyes.

Then he picked up the phone and sent someone a message. After sending it, he felt Xiao Lu staring at him, so he turned his head and said softly, "Xiao Lu, don't be afraid."

Xiao Lu opened his eyes slightly.

The author says:

感谢在2022-10-0223:44:24-2022-10-0323:58:50期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦——

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 5 bottles of sleepinsummer;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!