Can my male be used as a stand-in? [Zerg]

Xiao Lu recalled the source of this fairy tale book.

In order to take care of Yang Han, he bought a lot of toys, fairy tale books and daily necessities for children online in advance.

And the fairy tale book was bought at an online store with the highest reputation. At that time, the store was doing promotional activities, so Xiao Lu bought [-] books in one go.

This is not right.

Xiao Lu stopped where he was, with a huge wave in his heart.Why is there a fairy tale book so similar to the first mission in this world?

He started to break out in a cold sweat, so he had to sit down and press the fingers of the other hand with one hand, making a "click" sound.

Xiao Lu recalled all the things he experienced when he came to this world, and combined the few memories.

In an instant, his alarm bell rang loudly, with a hint of panic in his voice.

"System, there are weirdness in this world, it's not as simple as an abandoned script. Do you remember the night I got drunk before?"

The system hadn't heard Xiao Lu's voice of fear for a long time, and he became more energetic. "Remember, you said that you seem to have seen some plots in that drama."

"Yes." Xiao Lu's expression was very heavy, and his emerald green eyes were filled with cold light, "The useless son of the devil's way became the master of the world, and he was killed by the people of the world before he took his position. , thrown into the cliff."

At first, he thought that this kind of plot was relatively bad, and there was no need for the screenwriter to make a fuss if he wrote similar content.

But once the switch of suspicion is turned on, the follow-up will be out of control.

The main line in "Starlight" is [-]% to [-]% similar to his favorite entertainment script.Xiao Lu had just won the grand prize in that script, and died after getting drunk and being injected with drugs.Before he died, he saw a well-known director running towards him.

In "Us", he plays a ruthless prince, who is also relatively pedantic. He pursues value all his life, blocks his own country, and is unwilling to accept new trends and technologies, so that the ruling country lags behind other places for decades.In the end, he was dragged down by everyone, and when he died, only an ordinary-looking eunuch was by his side.

Before dying, Xiao Lu said to the eunuch according to his lines: "Your love is worthless."

This is very similar to a sentence written by the screenwriter.

Your love is useless.

"Light and Darkness" he took the script of cultivating immortals, the role is the master, and there are many disciples under him. Because of the plot, he was alone in the end, and all the disciples also regarded him as a sinner.

In the end, Xiao Lu died of revenge from his enemies and was burned alive by a fire that never went out.When he was about to die, he saw his indifferent and taciturn apprentice, full of tears, rushing through the clouds and fog, resolutely leaping into the raging fire, and embracing himself in the fire.

Xiao Lu asked weakly at that time: "I have been expelled from the sect, and I have done many things wrong, why do you still recognize me as a master?"

The little apprentice hugged him tightly, with a forbearance, and said hoarsely: "Master, your face..."

Xiao Lu stretched out his hand and embraced it in his arms. He used his body to resist the terrible fire from the outside, just to let the person in his arms survive for a minute or two.

"You're so stupid, what are you doing jumping into this fire, does it hurt?" Xiao Lu stroked his hair.

The little apprentice replied in a muffled voice, but at this moment he actually spoke so many words: "It hurts, but if I can die with Master, I won't feel the pain anymore."

Xiao Lu sighed, and warned him: "Your talent is extremely high, and in another 200 years, you can stand at the top. Don't make such a choice in the future, it means nothing to you."

The little apprentice raised his head, tears dripped on Xiao Lu's scorched sleeve, and said decisively in a low voice: "Where is the master, I will be there. To me, the master is the whole meaning of life."

"I just want Master."

At the moment when Xiao Lu was reduced to ashes, he smiled helplessly: "You are so stupid, I am not worthy of your love."

The little apprentice held the ashes that flew into the sky tightly in his hands, and when he disappeared, his voice was long and ethereal.

"You deserve to be loved, Master."

The master-student setting of this script, the revenge of the enemy, and the plot of the disfigured death in the fire are very similar to "Light and Darkness".

In "Reformation", he is deep in a world full of powerful monsters, and humans can only survive.Relying solely on his own strength, Xiao Lu killed all the monsters and opened up a new world for human beings.

But afterwards, many forces were afraid of his power, put him in prison for unwarranted charges, tortured him severely, and used his family as bait to force him to surrender his power.

Later, a man with only his right hand killed all the people in this area and rescued Xiao Lu.

Xiao Lu was dying at that time, he half-opened his eyes, and looked at the sinister and twisted man in front of him, this man was a beggar whom he fed food from time to time, how could a beggar have such strength?

"I can't do it anymore, you go, or the reinforcements will come, little beggar." Xiao Lu laughed, his teeth were stained red with bright red blood.

The man lowered his head, quietly wiping the blood from Xiao Lu's mouth.They were silent for a few minutes in the dark, until dawn came, and the man whispered: "Why didn't you resist? You are so powerful?"

Xiao Lu was as angry as gossamer, "I... can only end up like this, and I can't change it. Hurry up... let's go, little beggar."

The man shook his head.

The prison was soon surrounded by tens of thousands of people, Xiao Lu saw the man hugging him, with a gloomy expression on his face, tens of thousands of weapons penetrated into their bodies together, piercing the internal organs.

The moment before Xiao Lu closed his eyes, he said to the little beggar: "Little beggar, you should know how to survive better. Why did you come to save me? I have been abandoned by everyone..."

The man grabbed Xiao Lu's hand with one hand and said, "Only you, in the snowy day, take off your padded jacket and put thick clothes on me who is wearing thin clothes."

"Only you, when I was about to be swallowed by a monster, cut off one of my hands in time and saved me."

"Only you gave the beggar who has nowhere to go a shelter from the wind and rain."

"That's how it is..." Xiao Lu closed his eyes after hearing this, and said to him with his last breath, "You have a family, you should live well..."

The man clasped fingers with Xiao Lu, vomited blood, and finished his last sentence. "Without you, there would be no me."

In this script, the villain uses the family members and uses various instruments of torture to torture them severely. Later, a sinister and paranoid person appears and kills them all, and dies together with Xiao Lu.

These plots overlap again with Reformation.

By the time Xiao Lu realized it, tears had already burst out of the embankment.He can't remember the details of most of the scripts, and what he can remember are many scenes when he died.

Maybe it was too painful at the time of death, which made him remember deeply.

Humans are especially sensitive to pain, and things related to "pain" can be kept in mind for a long time.

Xiao Lu's chest was heavy, like a fish about to suffocate due to lack of water, so he had to take deep breaths again and again.His whole body trembled, as if he had touched some kind of switch, which made his legs go weak, and he knelt directly on the ground.

"System, system..." Xiao Lu couldn't stop shouting at the system as if he wanted to grasp at straws.

The system asked anxiously: "Xiao Lu, what's wrong with you? Your body is shaking, don't worry, take a few breaths first."

Xiao Lu propped his hands on the ground, teardrops fell to the floor one by one, forming small puddles soon after.

"System, I'm so sad. I think of many scenes when I died. My body hurts, my heart hurts, and the feeling of being abandoned also hurts."

For 1 years, Xiao Lu has been abandoned by the world and people around him for 1 years. Why does he have to go through this kind of pain at the age of 19?

"Many filming scripts in this world collide with the scripts I have experienced before. It is not just one place, but many. This is not a coincidence, it should be intentional." Xiao Lu's whole body convulsed, and his hands finally couldn't support himself. Live, lie down on the cold ground.

His voice was as rough as gravel, "I remembered that every time I died, there was always someone by my side who never gave up on me." Thinking of this, all reason turned into dust in an instant, and Xiao Lu collapsed Extremely, burst into tears.

Xiao Lu cried and said: "He is a little beggar, my servant, my apprentice, the director who has met several times, is... is..." He stuck for a moment, and then said, "Even I, a child raised by my own hands."

The system told him to slow down, don't speak so fast.

Xiao Lu ignored the system's words, clenched his hands into fists, bit his lips, and forced out a word.

"They all have different appearances, and they seem to be passing me by. I shouldn't have left a deep impression on them. But they have one thing in common..."

The system asks: "What is it?"

Xiao Lu wept like rain, "They have a mole at the corner of their right eye."

"It's Qing Feng, they are all Qing Feng."

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry—" Xiao Lu wiped his tears, "I forgot about you, until now I can only remember so few memories."

"I shouldn't forget." Xiao Lu said to himself, and then explained, "But they are so painful, it's so hard for me to bear them alone. Only by forgetting can I feel better."

But what Xiao Lu didn't expect was that Qiao Qingfeng turned into different faces and different identities, silently watching him nearby.Qiao Qingfeng didn't take the initiative to approach him, and just looked at him like a stranger.

How could Xiao Lu know like this, he even thought that he was the only one left alone at the end, no one loved him, no one cared about him.

Forget it, Xiao Lu, I don't know when this kind of thought has filled my heart.Only by smashing all these sad memories can he return to reality.

"Xiao Lu..." The system saw Xiao Lu crying, and the non-existent heart seemed to be hurting, it wanted to hug this 19-year-old little adult, "Open your mouth, breathe with your mouth and nose, you are about to suffocate .”

Xiao Lu beat his aching heart, followed the words of the system, opened his mouth and took a deep breath.But the heart is still hurting, and there is no relief.

"System..." Xiao Lu burst into tears, "Why do all the scripts I take are like this? Did I do something heinous?"

"Others say that those who do bad things will be punished. My life is so hard, is it because I did a lot of bad things before that made me suffer so much?"

Childhood with misfortune and domestic violence, even after death, is still a lonely person.

"If you do something wrong, you have to atone for your sins and go to hell. Am I atoning for these sins? After the atonement is completed, my life will be easier."

"But why would I do such a bad, bad thing?" Xiao Lu sat up, his face was full of tears, his long eyelashes were covered with tears, and his hair was also wet with tears.

This question stopped the system, it said: "Xiao Lu, you are a wonderful and gentle person, how could you do bad things?"

Xiao Lu sobbed and said, "Otherwise, why am I living so hard? If you do tasks like your system, when you meet people with miserable backgrounds, you will help them find a better identity to reincarnate."

"What about me? Why didn't I even have the chance to reincarnate myself, but my soul floated in the air for nearly a month, and I was about to die before I met the system."

Knowing that Xiao Lu was on the verge of collapse, the system said softly, "Xiao Lu, I'm sorry, I should have come earlier."

When Xiao Lu heard the system's "I'm sorry", he immediately regained his senses. He pinched himself and apologized to the system: "I shouldn't have said that just now, the system."

"System, you can't say these three words to me, never. If it weren't for you, I might not be able to live such a beautiful life now. I have become a big star, and I have received countless love from people around me and fans. I am very satisfied gone."

"Here, I also walked with Qing Feng."

The system let out a long sigh: "As a machine, I don't understand most human emotions, but since I awakened emotions, I have been learning continuously. I know Xiao Lu, you used to be lonely and strong, and you often comfort the people around you. , but the people around you don't know your real situation, and they can't comfort you when encountering things. The only person you can confide in is me."

"So, Xiao Lu, don't be afraid. It's normal for you to have emotional breakdowns sometimes, and it's normal for you to say things that you don't usually say. I understand them all and don't take them to heart. You don't have to be afraid of losing me, I just want to be with you The day we work together, we will be by your side."

Xiao Lu lowered his head, wiped away his tears, listened to the system's words in his heart, and finally hummed for a long time. "Thank you, System, for listening to my nonsense for 1 years."

The system smiled, "It's okay, Xiao Lu, you are my child. Even if I untie you in the future, I will come back to see you from time to time."

"Okay." It took Xiao Lu half an hour to adjust a lot, but the tears still couldn't stop, "It's over, the awards will be presented the day after tomorrow, my eyes are swollen, will it go away?" He looked at the time, it was already It's three o'clock in the morning.

It seems that Qing Feng will not come over.

Xiao Lu was sitting on the bed, wiping away tears frantically, when the door suddenly made a sound and was opened.

Qiao Qingfeng pushed open the door, smiling all over his face. He thought he saw Xiao Lu's peaceful face when he was asleep, but he didn't expect Xiao Lu to be crying.His smile stopped abruptly after seeing Xiao Lu's tears.

"Who made you cry?" He closed the door, his face immediately darkened, and murderous intent gradually appeared in his eyes.

Xiao Lu stared blankly at Qiao Qingfeng getting closer and closer, until he stopped in front of him, tears welled up from his eyes again.

It may be that I haven't shed many tears for more than 1 years, but this time I cried, it seemed that I had returned everything I owed before.

Qiao Qingfeng sat on the bed, covered the corners of Xiao Lu's eyes with his hands, wiped away his tears distressedly, then leaned closer and kissed his lips, and asked softly, "Xiao Lu, why are you crying so hard?"

"Qing Feng..." Xiao Lu grabbed the hands on his face, his emerald green pupils were filled with tears, which made Qiao Qingfeng's face blurry.

Xiao Lu could only look at the shadow flickering in the tears, choked up and said, "I'm sorry."

"Huh? Why did you say sorry to me." Qiao Qingfeng reached out to hug Xiao Lu, stroking his golden hair with one hand, "What's wrong, Xiao Lu."

His eyes were gloomy, and his mind quickly recalled the information about Xiao Lu in the past few days, but he didn't see anything happening in it.

Why did Xiao Lu cry so well, could it be that the sub-personality said something to him in the elevator.

Thinking of this, thousands of points of anger surged in Qiao Qingfeng's heart.

Xiao Lu thought that Qiao Qingfeng was the tasker, so he could only say obliquely, "I'm sorry, Qingfeng. I failed to protect you, and instead hurt you."

"You have been by my side all the time, and I didn't realize it."

The two sentences are very concise, summarizing 1 years in this way.Qiao Qingfeng's expression froze for a moment, and he opened his eyes wide, naturally he understood Xiao Lu's meaning.

His Xiaolu, remember him.

Qiao Qingfeng hugged Xiao Lu tremblingly, and then kissed Xiao Lu's tears little by little.Their foreheads touched each other, Qiao Qingfeng touched Xiao Lu's face, and said seriously: "Xiao Lu, you don't need to say sorry to me."

Xiao Lu's tears flowed down again, "Need, I forgot about you."

Qiao Qingfeng smiled lightly, and wiped his tears again, "The memory of the past is not good, Xiao Lu, you don't need to remember everything. You just need to know that I exist."

"From now on, take good memories and bury all those sad memories."

"We will live well." Qiao Qingfeng rubbed Xiao Lu's lips, "Everything will be fine."

Xiao Lu hugged Qiao Qingfeng with both hands, resting his head on his shoulder, "I really hope to die here completely." Just let him die in a dream, don't wake up.

"Yeah." Qiao Qingfeng's eyes were gentle, and he kissed Xiao Lu's ear, "This year's snow is heavy and very cold."

"Yes, Qing Feng." After crying, Xiao Lu was physically and mentally exhausted, and he couldn't sleep during the day, now hugging Qiao Qingfeng, he felt more and more sleepy.

"After winter, it will be colorful spring, and many flowers will bloom in this season. How about we go to the flower show together?"

Xiao Lu murmured in a daze, "Spring is finally here... I seem to have been waiting for a long, long time. I only feel winter and summer here."

Qiao Qingfeng smiled and said: "The capital planet only has two seasons, summer and winter, and spring and autumn are hardly noticeable. Spring is rarely seen on this planet. We can take a spaceship to other planets to see."

Xiao Lu closed his eyes, listening to Qiao Qingfeng's soft voice, with a happy smile on his lips.

"It would be great if we could go on forever with Qing Feng... Even in the cold winter, I would be willing. Qing Feng, I love you."

"I love you too, Xiaolu."

"Sleep, Xiao Lu, have a good dream."