Can my male be used as a stand-in? [Zerg]

The bullet screen slowly drifted across the virtual screen. For some reason, the three words "loneliness", "pain" and "death" were so eye-catching, which made Qiao Qingfeng's heart ache.

"What is this...feeling?" Qiao Qingfeng was a little at a loss. He felt a strange emotion rising deep in his heart.

He actually experienced the bleakness of winter in the scorching summer.

Qiao Qingfeng turned off the TV, sat on the chair for a long time before recovering.

He stayed in the semi-dark room, and imagined all the causes and consequences of this reaction, but in reality, he didn't find the possibility of having any other feelings for Xiao Lu.

In the end, Qiao Qingfeng had no choice but to come to a conclusion: the lunatic's feelings for Xiao Lu had already affected him.

Qiao Qingfeng cleared away the emotions that shouldn't be in her heart, and then ordered the female to bring in the contraceptive medicine.

Although he didn't know if the lunatic had taken relevant measures, he had to be on the safe side. If something like this happened again, all the previous plans would be in vain.

"Master, here are two bottles. The doctor said to take it for two consecutive days." Xiao Xia put the medicine on the table tremblingly. The master asked him to take sleeping pills last night, and this morning he asked him to take contraceptive pills. These things.

If a bit of wind leaked out later, even if he didn't make mistakes in this link, he would be implicated and fired by the Qiao family.

Qiao Qingfeng opened the potion, drank it, and said with a smile, "Forget it."

"Okay, master."

After Qiao Qingfeng finished drinking, he threw the potion into the trash can, and said coldly, "Crazy, you're causing me trouble again."

How should he approach Lou Anran now?

Lou Anran's state seems to have undergone a lot of changes recently. During the Chinese New Year, she was still flirting with him, but after the Chinese New Year, she seemed to be a different person, keeping her distance from him all the time.

His recent topics have also started to revolve around Xiao Lu. From TV dramas to commercials to appearance, Qiao Qingfeng once again saw the appearance of him chasing stars when he was a student.

Qiao Qingfeng stared coldly at the bottles in the trash can, and said that sentence as usual, "You are just..."

When he was about to continue speaking, his mind was in a daze for a moment, and the rest of the words were stuck in his throat for some unknown reason, and he could only utter two words.

"Xiao Road."

"Master Xiao, we're here." Uncle Li turned his head.

"Okay." When Xiao Lu got off the car, he was about to close the car door. Uncle Li opened the window, hesitated for a moment, and then his voice came slowly, "I hope Master Xiao will treat this kind of thing with a normal heart."

Xiao Lu heard what Uncle Li meant, he hoped that he would not have emotional expectations and desires for Qiao Qingfeng, otherwise he would only be hurt.He opened his face and said, "I know everything, Uncle Li, thank you for reminding me specifically."

Uncle Li nodded to him and stopped talking.

"There are so many good people in this world." Xiao Lu said to the system when he got home, and found that the system didn't respond, and then remembered that it was blocked yesterday and has not been released.

As soon as the system came out, he quietly asked, "Did you become an adult last night?"

Facing the system's blunt words, Xiao Lu actually felt a little embarrassed. He walked with the system for 1 years, and under its witness, he finally had his first time.

"Yes, yes." Xiao Lu rubbed his nose.

"Oh, I'm already mentally prepared. I'll be blocked frequently in the future. Little Lengtouqing, doing this kind of thing in the early stage is like a mad dog."

Xiao Lu: "...I don't know, I have strong control." Saying that, he bought a box of necessities.

"Really?" There was a strong doubt in the voice.

"Ah."

After Xiao Lu settled the matter, he thought about some strange words of Qiao Qingfeng last night, and then thought about what he said before.

He deduced that the other personality seemed to be related to him, and Qiao Qingfeng was a little worried about whether the other personality would affect him. More clearly, he was afraid that he would fall in love with the other personality.

Xiao Lu let go of the person he loved wholeheartedly in front of him, and turned his head to fall in love with another personality who kept calling him trash. Isn't this just looking for abuse?

At the beginning of August, Xiao Lu joined the group with his assistant, and around August [-]th, he became restless, because it was exactly half a month later, and the results of Qiao Qingfeng's physical condition could be known.

After waiting for a few days, Qiao Qingfeng finally called him in the early hours of the morning.

"Xiao Lu, I'm fine." Qiao Qingfeng leaned against the window and looked up into the sky, "Today is the full moon."

Xiao Lu also looked up at the sky, but they were in different regions of the universe, and the situation was different, "My side is the waning moon."

Qiao Qingfeng no longer looked at the moon, but looked at the dark night sky in the distance, his words seemed to be probing, but also seemed to be mentioned casually.

"Without the help of technology, we can only look up at the moon forever. In this area, there is only one moon in the sky, and there are hundreds of millions, or even tens of billions, of believers who worship the moon."

"Every believer is praying for the moon, praying that it can look at him, and praying that it belongs only to him. But the moon is so noble and dazzling, how can he notice a certain person in the vast crowd."

Qiao Qingfeng walked away from the window, and the room did not turn on the lights. He walked to the table in the dark, and found a few packs of medicine in a drawer.

This is the drug that this personality often takes to kill him.

Qiao Qingfeng's face was ferocious, and his eyes were so dark that they blended into the darkness. He threw the medicine on the ground and crushed it all.Afterwards, he squatted down, saw that the medicine in the transparent bag had turned into powder, chuckled secretly, and threw it into the trash can.

The second personality wanted to kill him from the beginning to the end, and now he is also thinking about how to kill the other party.

But these medicines treat the symptoms but not the root cause, they only suppress the other personality for a while in a short period of time, and it is never these things that really kill the other person.

Qiao Qingfeng stood up, sat on the table, and crushed the flowers in the vase. He was dismantling the flowers, leaves and roots bit by bit.He was concentrating on dismantling it, but Xiao Lu's answer made him stop.

"You are right. There are too many believers. It is difficult for the moon to notice someone. What attracts the moon's attention is the planets around it, because they are closer."

"En." Qiao Qingfeng's fingers trembled, and a sharp thorn left on the root stem pierced his index finger.He stared at the bleeding finger, letting the blood flow down, and then he pressed hard on the wound, and the bright red blood came out drop by drop.

He has to get rid of the sub-personality quickly, and the sub-personality must not be awakened.

"However," Xiao Lu changed the subject, "The reality is that we have high technology. Even though we are small in the universe, we can use technology to approach and enter the moon. And the surrounding planets, although they were very close in advance, can Always at a distance."

This answer made Qiao Qingfeng suddenly relaxed all over. He shrugged his hands weakly by his side and asked with a smile, "But will the moon welcome believers?"

Xiao Lu opened the window, and the breeze was blowing on his face. He said softly: "I think it will. The moon is dead and silent, without trees, flowers and plants. It is actually a lonely planet."

"If the first believer arrives at the moon, talk to it and chat with it, the moon will thank him very much, and even remember him forever. Even if the believer returns to the crowd later, he can be found among the many believers at a glance .”

Qiao Qingfeng's dark face gradually cracked a few cracks, revealing a trace of panic underneath.

Xiao Lu lowered his eyes, of course he knew what Qiao Qingfeng said just now meant something, he seemed to want to get an answer through this passage.

"Qing Feng." Xiao Lu called his name, his face became hot.

"En." Qiao Qingfeng's fingers trembled. Although the answer to this question was not obvious, it was the answer he had wanted to hear for 1 years.He could only use the topic of the moon and believers to carefully test Xiao Lu.

His body was evil and filthy, and was hated by everyone. Qiao Qingfeng never cared about it, and sometimes even took pleasure in it.But he, who acted recklessly like this, fell in love with Xiao Lu who was born in the light.

Qiao Qingfeng followed this light for 1 years, and followed him from world to world. 1 years is really too long for Xiao Lu with a physical body, so long that he has already forgotten who he was at the beginning.

To Xiao Lu, he is just someone the world likes.After Xiao Lu leaves this world again, he may forget himself again.

The 1-year journey took too much strength and energy. Qiao Qingfeng felt that he was getting weaker and weaker. He had even become an ordinary person in this world and lost all his strength.

In the next world, he no longer has the ability to follow Xiao Lu.This world is his end, his grave.

Xiao Lu took a few deep breaths and said these words.

"Qing Feng, you are the first person to celebrate my birthday, buy me cakes, give me gifts, and brush my hair."

"The first person to make a snowman for me, play on the playground with me, set off fireworks for me, and celebrate the New Year with me."

"The first person to hold my hand, kiss and hug me."

"The first person to send me flowers."

"The first person who will touch my hair, kiss my ears, and comfort me carefully."

"I love you, Qingfeng, I want to have a family with you."

Qiao Qingfeng stared wide-eyed, and the gloomy mask on his face shattered into thousands of powders with a "bang".

The sun rising in the east finally came to the black quagmire full of cold bones one day, and drove away all the dark things. The bones were turned into ashes under the sunlight, and the blackness of the quagmire faded into a pool of emerald green water.

The King of Light received the skeleton's limbs and heart, and soon he was back to normal.

"What's your name, Skeleton?" His long golden hair was blown by the wind, and a strand of hair fell onto Skeleton's hand.

Skeleton touched the golden hair, liked the color and texture very much, then he shook his head and said, "You can call me Skeleton."

"Okay." King Guangming said, "My name is Xiao Lu."

"Xiao Lu, I understand." The skeleton recited the king's name a dozen times in his heart.

Xiao Lu looked at the skeleton, and then purified the quagmire, and there was a puddle of clear water inside.

The skeleton asked strangely: "Why do you purify the quagmire?"

Xiao Lu blushed slightly, and his ears were also red, "I soaked in the mud for a long time, my body is very dirty, I want to take a bath."

"Okay." The skeleton walked over and watched Xiao Lu take off his white robe, revealing his whole body. His skin was very fair and his figure was thin.

This was the first time Skull had seen such a body, which made him look at it for a while longer.

Xiao Lu washed for a few minutes, then turned to ask him: "Skull, I heard that you can all transform into human form by yourself, what does your human form look like?"

The skeleton said: "I haven't transformed yet." Maybe Xiao Lu's appearance is too good-looking, the skeleton stared at him and couldn't move his eyes, he seemed to be possessed, so he said this sentence.

"Whatever you like, I can turn into a human form according to what you want."

"Ah, really?" Xiao Lu was flattered, his emerald green eyes were very pretty.

"Hmm." Skull nodded.

"I want a pair of peach blossom eyes, black hair and black eyes..."

The skeletons all followed Xiao Lu's words.

"It's so pretty, Skull." Xiao Lu stared at him in human form, blushing again. "Yes, let's add a mole at the corner of the right eye. It seems to be called a beauty mole."

"Okay." Skeleton nodded.

"The way you look now is the look of my ideal boyfriend." Xiao Lu stared at his face and said.

"Ideal boyfriend?" Skull didn't know what it meant.

Xiao Lu said happily: "Boyfriend, we will live together in the future, we will live together, we will kiss and hug each other, and we will prepare small surprises for each other. For example, sending flowers, going to the amusement park together, giving gifts on birthdays, Wipe each other's hair after taking a shower, etc., a lot."

"So that's how it is..." The skeleton was confused. "I will do these things if I have the chance in the future."

Xiao Lu smiled, "Are you going to do this for me?"

The skeleton nodded seriously.

"Okay, thank you, Skull." Xiao Lu smiled, "I'm waiting for this day."

"It would be great if one day we could like each other, you don't understand feelings now."

"It's nice to have a small home."

The author says:

感谢在2022-09-1709:20:38-2022-09-1811:58:28期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦——

Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: 4 bottles of Wen Pan every day; 1 bottle of pigeons;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!