The right way to polish a diamond

Osamu Dazai and Chuya Nakahara sat on the beach by the sea and looked at each other quietly.

Osamu Dazai pretended to be relaxed and said, "Chuya can actually make such jokes!"

"Hmm... are you kidding me? That's what you think." Nakahara Nakahara also keenly captured the momentary change in Dazai Osamu's eyes, not to mention that the other party is still sitting here in peace and order, which can reflect certain things.

Osamu Dazai complained: "Why is Chuya making such a joke all of a sudden?" He pretended to shudder and touched his arm, "I'm getting goosebumps!"

"This kind of performance really makes people angry!" Nakahara Chuya gave Osamu Dazai a sideways look, "Didn't you mention it first?"

Osamu Dazai had regret written all over his face, and he muttered, "If I knew it, I wouldn't have said that...Why would Chuya make such a joke...Has the little slug reached this age?"

Zhong Yuan Zhong also asked calmly: "Don't you know everything about me? Will you not guess what I'm going to say?"

"How is it possible?" Osamu Dazai opened his mouth, "Of course I understand Chuya, but why should I guess what a little slug is going to say!"

Nakahara also took a deep breath to suppress his anger, Osamu Dazai just wanted to provoke him, he will not let the other party succeed!

Just because he loves Osamu Dazai doesn't mean he wants to be with Osamu Dazai, the other party also thinks so.Central China has always thought so.

But, on the other hand, if you always feel together, you will be pissed off in a short time-this may be one of the reasons.

Nakahara stared at Osamu Dazai and said seriously, "Dazai, I like you too."

Therefore, although his attitude was very serious when he spoke, Zhong Yuanzhong couldn't help showing a toothache-like expression as soon as he finished speaking.

It is obviously a sincere confession, but both the speaker and the listener have weird faces. If you describe it in Dazai Osamu's language, it seems like swallowing a slimy little slug. There is an indescribable stickiness. Nausea.

In the words of Nakahara Chuya, probably, this kind of greasy talk is disgusting!

"Are you also bewitched by the illusion?" Osamu Dazai was silent for a moment with a complex expression, and said in a strange way, "Now I am really curious about what the 'I' in the illusion has done? Could it be that I said 'I' Do you like your disgusting words like '?"

He said so sarcastically, but didn't retort, 'I don't like Chuya. '

The dust settled in Zhongyuan Zhongye's heart.

Only at this time did he understand what Kudo Shinichi said, and he knew in his heart that it was different from seeing the other party make a clear statement.

Osamu Dazai did not refuse him.For Osamu Dazai, this can be equated with consent.

Nakahara also pursed the corners of his mouth, "Aren't you curious?" Or would Osamu Dazai come over and ask him twice?

Osamu Dazai looked at Chuya Nakahara without blinking, and said blankly: "I don't need to remind Chuya that the illusions are all fake, right? So I said that in Chuya's nightmare? ?!"

"Huh?" Zhong Yuan raised his eyebrows, "Even in a dream, I wouldn't hear you say such outrageous things!"

Osamu Dazai would never admit that he would love someone.

Zhong Yuanzhong also said convincingly: "Confessions like this will kill you! No, it's probably more uncomfortable for you than dying."

So he is willing to wait, or he can take the initiative.

I know you are not brave enough.It's okay, I can wait.

Zhong Yuanzhong also didn't know 'Don't force my beloved, wait for him to be willing. 'It's so literary and artistic, but it doesn't prevent him from doing so.

When dealing with Osamu Dazai, Chuya Nakahara has always been extremely impatient and patient.

Osamu Dazai looked at Nakahara Chuya's determined look, and a surge of anger surged up in his heart, making his head hot.He gritted his teeth and retorted: "Who said that?!"

Nakahara Nakaya watched Osamu Dazai's fierce reaction, and felt the smell of despair from inside.

In the blink of an eye, Zhong Yuanzhong also opened his eyes wide in shock, "You said that?! When?"

Osamu Dazai kept silent, turned his head to face the other direction, and couldn't help observing Chuya Nakahara's reaction from the corner of his eye.

What he said was at the age of 15, who was talking about whether it was far or not, and whether it was close or not.

That was the sincerity he had accidentally revealed under the guise of a joke.

"Dazai!" Zhong Yuan walked up to Osamu Dazai in a little panic, racking his brains but couldn't think of similar things, "You..."

Osamu Dazai gained the upper hand, and snorted, he didn't know who he was mocking, "Even if I said it, I wouldn't believe it!"

Zhong Yuanzhong was also a little guilty, if he had no impression at all... he also knew how he would react to Osamu Dazai's words.

His eyes wandered for a moment, then he stared at Osamu Dazai again, and asked unwillingly, "When did you say that?"

Osamu Dazai looked at Nakahara Chuya's blue eyes, and knew that Nakahara Chuya must ask the answer.

"That's what Chuya needs to know!" Dazai Osamu said self-destructively, "Just when we went to meet Rantang together!"

Zhong Yuanzhong was also stunned, and blurted out, "Who would have confessed his love the second time we met? Who would take it seriously?!"

The biggest secret since the two met was revealed, Osamu Dazai said loudly, "I fell in love with Zhong at first sight too!"

Not to be outdone, Zhongyuan Zhong yelled back, "Then I have been in love with you for a long time, that's fine!"

The two stared at each other angrily, their faces blushing little by little.

Zhong Yuanzhong also took a step back consciously, and said awkwardly: "Then why do you get younger and bolder as you age?"

Osamu Dazai lowered his eyes, Chuya always hit the nail on the head like this.

He is indeed more timid than he used to be. The 15-year-old Osamu Dazai dared to say that he likes to dare to yell and let Chuya be his dog. Dazai Osamu dared to open his mouth is a lifetime commitment. The 16-year-old Osamu Dazai dared to speak out in front of Verlaine, but the current Osamu Dazai only dared to drag the name of his partner. hold on.

If you have to find a real reason, it is probably a reason that Osamu Dazai became clearer after experiencing what happened to Oda.

——Things you don’t want to lose will inevitably be lost.And the moment of gain means the beginning of loss.

Anyway, sooner or later, he will leave this world that bound him.

Nothing lasts long in life, so don't experience happiness.

Chuya Nakahara stared at Osamu Dazai, nothing lasts forever in life, so when you can be happy, you have to have fun!

If you don't get it because you will lose it, isn't it just giving up because of choking?

"Hey, Dazai." Nakahara asked sternly, "If I am with someone else in the future, will you accept it?"

Dazai Zhiji's eyes darkened, and the kite-colored eyes suddenly darkened, and the eyes were cloudy.

He looked at Nakahara Chuya coldly.If the other party has someone who can spend their whole life together, they should have blessed, originally, should.

But the second this thought entered his mind, countless insidious plans had already formed in his mind, each of which was cruel and vicious enough to make him realize that he was still the Dazai Osamu in essence, never changed .

Nakahara looked at Osamu Dazai's expression, and he knew it.

Before admitting his liking, Osamu Dazai showed endless possessiveness towards Nakahara.

Zhong is also my dog.

When Osamu Dazai said this, the focus was not on 'dog', but on 'mine'.

That's not a sarcasm, but a possessive declaration.

What Zhongyuan Zhong also refuted was always 'dogs', not 'mine'.It was Chuya Chuya's laissez-faire that made Osamu Dazai worse.

Nakahara Chuya raised his head, and on his slender and fair neck, the black Choker stood out more and more.He added, "Dazai, you won't do anything to ruin this relationship, will you?"

Dazai Osamu's eyes were black, and his tone was cold, and he said softly: "If that person is really in love, no matter what method I use, I will fail, won't I?"

So, if that certain person can't handle Dazai's methods, it means he doesn't love Nakahara Chuya enough, what does it have to do with Dazai?

Zhong Yuanzhong also raised the corners of his lips, smiling instead of angry.

Osamu Dazai looked at Chuya Nakahara with a sullen face, his lips tightly pressed together.

After a long while, he sighed as if admitting defeat, and said reluctantly: "Zhongye is always like this..."

Nakahara Chuya put his hands in his pockets, with an irrepressible beautiful smile on his face, his blue eyes shining brightly, and he asked briskly, "What's wrong with me?"

Medium also always breaks my plans.

Zhongye's thoughts are always so difficult to guess.

China also...

Osamu Dazai looked at Chuya Nakahara's eyes full of happiness, Chuya was always so open-minded.

Being able to show emotions wantonly is a sign of strength in itself.

Everyone said they couldn't see through Dazai, but Dazai felt that Nakahara Chuya was the most complicated existence in the world.

He didn't understand why Zhong Yuanzhong was able to live so enthusiastically, boldly embracing all the experiences in his life—whether good or bad, sad or happy.

If there is an obstacle in front of you, use gravity to crush everything.This is the kind of person who goes forward in the Central Plains.

Osamu Dazai said solemnly: "I hate Chuya the most!"

Obviously, Zhong Yuanzhong is also lonely like him, struggling to live in the world, why did he embark on a completely different path from himself?

Hate it the most, care about it the most, like it the most.

Because I know the most, I hate it the most, because I hate it the most, so I am the most special, and the most special is equal to the favorite in a sense.

Dazai admits that peeking into Chuya's mind is fun at any given time.

Here it comes again, the kind of eyes that want to see through you from the inside out, this kind of eyes that are enough to make a person feel creepy, are nothing to Nakahara Chuya.

"I also hate you the most!" Nakahara Chuya said confidently with logic that only the two of them understood, "So I won't let you go, Dazai, wake up!"

Zhong Yuanzhong also finally found the correct way to express love between them.

He said, "Only I can kill you." From now on, your life is mine.

Nakahara would not ask Osamu Dazai not to commit suicide, he would just swear and save him.

Zhong Yuanzhong would not ask Dazai Zhi not to commit suicide, but at this moment, Dazai knew that he would never be free.

He looked at Nakahara Chuya.

Zhong Yuanzhong also stood under the moonlight, the light in his blue eyes was more dazzling than the hazy moonlight.

In the dark night, the sky is full of stars, and you are the only bright moon hanging high.