After dressing as a villain, I'm with the paranoid male protagonist.

Qiao Annian seldom cried.

He's not one to cry.

When encountering any difficulties or things that don’t go your way, actively try to find a way to solve them, or just grit your teeth, and it’s over if you hold on.

The last time I cried was more than half a year ago, when I dreamed about my high school entrance examination.

In the dream, my body can't control it at all.When I woke up, I found myself crying, and I was shocked.

If you don't control it, you can't control it. If you shed a tear or something occasionally, it's to adjust your mood.

Embarrassingly, this time there was someone beside him.

Qiao Annian met the child's dark eyes.The calmness in the latter's eyes shows how badass he is at the moment.

"I had a nightmare. It was horrible."

Qiao Annian put his old face on the line.

I can't say that I had a dream and hurt my heart.

The child raised his hand.

Qiao Annian thought that the child wanted to comfort him, and his heart immediately warmed up.

What an angel his good cub is!

Wiping the tear stains on his left cheek with the back of his hand, Qiao Annian smiled, "It's okay. I'm not hurt now—"

The face was touched, and the child twirled a teardrop with his fingertips, "Are you scared to cry?"

Joannian: "..."

"Yeah. I was scared to cry, it's scary. Don't ask too much, otherwise, you will be scared to cry too!"

After scaring the child, Qiao Annian lifted the quilt, "I'm going to wash my face."

Qiao Annian got out of bed, went to the bathroom and washed his face.

I deliberately dawdled in the bathroom for a while, and when I came out, I hoped that the child had already fallen asleep.

Well, don't make your eyes too bright.

Joannian: "..."

Qiao Annian went to bed as if nothing had happened, and said to the child sitting on the bed, "Lie down, it's still early. Go on to sleep."

The child was very obedient and lay down as told.

After Qiao Annian lay down, he turned off the lights.

"What did you dream about?"

Even though he couldn't see anything in the dark, Qiao Annian turned his face habitually: "...children, why do you ask this? Are you afraid of having nightmares? I don't know who it is. I had a nightmare last night. Come to me crying."

"It's not me who is crying."

Qiao Annian touched the child's face in the dark with his hand, and squeezed it, "Are you asking for a beating?"

"You're talking in your sleep."

Joannian: "!!!"

After a while, Qiao Annian asked tentatively, "What did I say in the dream?"

Don't cry and shout, please, please let me in, right?

He Nanlou: "You said the admission ticket, you brought the admission ticket."

It's not the usual tone, it's crying, full of despair, like a whisper.It's fragile like a layer of tulle, and it will break if you poke it a little bit.

Qiao Annian had dreamed of seeing the examination room more than once, but he had to go all over the school to find classrooms.Either they were stopped by the traffic police outside the school, or sometimes they were stopped by the invigilator outside the classroom.

Anyway, I couldn't even enter the classroom.

Even if I finally sat in the classroom in my dream, I couldn't do a single problem. I suddenly woke up from the dream, and I was so scared that I was in a cold sweat.

Worse than a ghost hitting a wall.

"Did you not do well in the exam?"

Joannian: "..."

Why hasn't this topic passed yet?

"Where did you get such a strong curiosity? Sleep!"

The child said nothing more.

Although Qiao Annian didn't think his tone just now was too bad, Xiao Lou was more emotionally sensitive than other children.

乔安

Nian couldn't help but reflect on whether his tone was not very good.

This night, the child was woken up by his sleep talk, and he just said something fiercely, thinking about it, it was a bit wronged.

Qiao Annian took the initiative to apologize: "I'm sorry, my tone of voice was not very good just now, don't worry about it, and don't be as knowledgeable as me."

"Ah."

Qiao Annian turned around and scratched the child's waist, "!!! You really ignored me on purpose just now!"

"I'm giving you time to reflect and admit you were wrong."

"Okay!!! How about me?! Ah? Who did you learn from? One set!!"

Qiao Annian scratched harder, and the child didn't beg for mercy, but just kept hiding.

The bed is against the wall, and there is a wall behind the child. He was afraid that the child would move too much and hit his head, so Qiao Annian quickly pulled the child towards him, and said with a smile, "Okay, don't be funny." You, I won't tease you anymore."

Lying flat on the bed, Qiao Annian suddenly said, "It's not that I didn't do well in the exam, it's that I didn't even enter the classroom."

A look of surprise flashed across He Nanlou's eyes.

He guessed before that Qiao Annian was too nervous and concerned about the high school entrance examination because he did not perform well in that high school entrance examination, and it turned out that he didn't even enter the classroom.

"What happened?"

"I am late."

About taking the high school entrance examination that year, Qiao Annian has always been tight-lipped.

He wanted to avoid it himself, so naturally he wouldn't take the initiative to tell others about it. When he was able to let go of it gradually, and he was not too young, he wouldn't tell anyone about the long-term high school entrance examination for no reason.

After all, for most people, the college entrance examination is the highlight of their life.

They took it for granted that they discussed the college entrance examination enthusiastically, as if in this world, everyone can get a ticket for the college entrance examination.

Even though he thinks he is a confident and cheerful person, he has to admit that in the future, he will have invisible inferiority complex, regret, and resignation when it comes to academic qualifications when interacting with friends.

In front of Xiaotuanzi, Qiao Annian naturally did not have the invisible inferiority complex brought about by low education.

"Is it related to the admission ticket?"

In his previous life, He Nanlou studied in a university abroad. He did not take the traditional path of the college entrance examination, but he had seen news in the social news that every year students forgot or lost their admission tickets.Some candidates were lucky enough to find their admission ticket back. On the contrary, some were late or directly missed the exam, which directly affected the results of the college entrance examination.

However, in his opinion, Qiao Annian should not belong to this kind of careless group.

Among them, something must have happened.

Qiao Annian smiled, "Yeah. It's related to the exam admission ticket. My exam admission ticket... I mean, in the dream, my exam admission ticket was hidden by my father and my stepmother. I rushed to At that time, it was almost time for the start of the exam. The classroom where I took the exam was on the third floor. When I finally ran to the classroom, it was already past the start of the exam."

Holding the admission ticket, trembling, he told the teacher in a low voice that he brought the admission ticket.

Useless.

The invigilator also wanted to let him in, but he couldn't do it, the rules are there.

He couldn't get into the examination room that was separated by a door.

If he didn't perform well, or failed the exam, he would admit it.

But he was even deprived of the qualification to enter the arena.

When he was in school, it was five years.Five years, plus three years of junior high school, a total of eight years.

It is not the scariest thing that all the hard work and dedication go in vain. What makes him really desperate is that before that day, he never thought that he would not be able to enter the gate of high school.

He wanted to cry so much.

Especially the kind of cry that I want to howl out loud.

He bit his lip desperately, tasted the smell of blood and didn't let go, and didn't let himself make a sound.

Because it cannot affect the students in the examination room.

Such an important exam must not be affected because of him.

...

After his works went out of the circle on the Internet, his education and some of his past experiences were picked up by netizens.

Because he only has a junior high school education, he and his studio have been affected by some public opinion.

Some people think that he is inspirational, that he is talented in photography, and that he can form his own style at such a young age.

Some people also ridiculed that the threshold of the photography industry is so low, even junior high school graduates can come to play photography.

I also feel that he has played a very bad role model for the students. He will give students the impression that it is okay if they do not study well in school. Anyway, junior high school students can also become famous photographers, which will bring bad social atmosphere.

At once……

Reading some of the comments really makes people want to laugh.

It's true that he graduated from junior high school, but he worked as an assistant for several years and worked his way up step by step.

Another one, let's not say that his influence is far from being influential and bad for the social atmosphere, just say that graduating from junior high school will play a bad role in leading the students.

On Weibo, as long as there are junior high school or high school students who are interested in photography, ask him in private messages or in the message area, they have no interest in the knowledge they are learning now, and imagine that he will not take the high school entrance examination and come out to work directly Ok.There are also some children who are interested in photography, and they will ask if their studio is still recruiting, and if they can come to him as an assistant.

As long as he is free, he will seriously reply to those children's private messages or leave messages, and will tell them that the school days are irreplaceable.

Like photography, or want to work to make money, these can be realized after being admitted to the ideal university.On the contrary, if you give up the opportunity to go to high school or even go to college because of making money or what you like now, what if you choose a job you don't like, or find that you are not as good as you imagined after doing something you like? I like it, it is difficult to go back to school again.

There is no turning back in life, especially in the student days, it is too rare and too precious.

Besides, it wasn't that he gave up on high school.

It's just that he didn't have a choice at the time.

Those old things are not enough for outsiders.

So even if he is misunderstood or misinterpreted, he can only suffer.

Lying on the bed alone, he also thought about what kind of life he would have lived if he had entered the examination room and entered high school at that time.

His goal is Jiang University.

If he was admitted to Jiang University, and by coincidence, he also entered the photography industry, would people have a completely different opinion when they asked about his past?

It is also possible that he will not be interested in photography. After all, in his financial situation, photography is too expensive and he will not touch it.

He may become the most ordinary office worker and take root in this city, just like a diligent and hardworking ant.

But how can life have so many ifs?

So just don't think about it, so that the more you think about it, the more uncomfortable it will be.

Who knows why he wears books...

He was given another chance to retake the high school entrance examination.

...

His mother ran away from home when he was young, and his father remarried.

Living in a difficult childhood, getting into an ideal high school should be Qiao Annian's best choice.

Being able to be meticulous in studying after leaving school for so many years, I am afraid that I will work harder and harder back then.

As a result, on the day of the senior high school entrance examination, the admission ticket was hidden by family members.

If it was him, he would be murderous.

He won't be that cheap for that couple, though.

Chronic medicine, or an accident with electricity or fire.

In short, don't die too easily.

A cold light flashed across He Nanlou's eyes, some people don't even deserve to die, and life is better than death, which is their best destination

.

Just like Yu Meixin.

From mild depression to severe depression, going crazy, self-harm, how rich life is, how suitable she is.

"Are you subconsciously worried that this senior high school entrance examination will be like your dream, and something will go wrong at a critical moment?"

Joannian was taken aback.

He hadn't thought about this question.

During this period of time, he was inexplicably anxious, unable to sleep, and his state of listening to lectures and exams was so poor that it made him anxious.

Is it because he is subconsciously worried that something will happen in the high school entrance examination this time, so he has been out of the state?

"Maybe."

Joannian's tone hesitated.The point is that he himself can't be sure, whether he is out of shape during this time, whether it is affected by his last high school entrance examination, after all, it has been so many years since his last high school entrance examination...

"If you are subconsciously worried that something will happen in the senior high school entrance examination, this problem is easy to solve. You just need to make sufficient preparations in advance."

Originally lying flat, he turned sideways, with his cheek resting on the pillow on his arm, and he was a little curious: "How to make sufficient preparations in advance?"

Although Qiao Annian felt that, as an adult in his thirties, it would be ridiculous to ask a kid in the third grade of elementary school how to prepare well for the high school entrance examination, his little boy was different.

Whether it is IQ or mentality, the little boy crushes his peers.

Qiao Annian had no doubts at all. If he was a little boy, he might be able to be foolproof.

"The high school entrance examination is nothing more than worrying about oversleeping, accidents on the road, or missing the exam because of not bringing valid identity information such as documents and admission tickets. Oversleeping will not happen, because Aunt Zhang and I will wake up you.

As for accidents on the road.We can go there early, so that even if there is an accident on the way, we will have enough time to rush to the examination room.ID card, exam admission ticket, I can make you a data bag, install a tracking chip in it, and connect it to your mobile phone.No matter where it is lost, it can be found in the first time. "

Of course, an accident may also be a very serious traffic accident.

The probability of serious traffic accidents is low, so he didn't mention it.In addition, Qiao Annian's anxiety was obviously not in this aspect.

Qiao Annian's heart was beating so hard, that tracking chip or something, it sounded so exciting! ! !

"Is there really such a data bag with a tracking chip?" How come he has never heard of such a good thing before?

He Nanlou said quietly: "As long as you have a chip and a data bag, the production process is not complicated. Qiao Annian, you just need to prepare for the exam with peace of mind."

Joannian: "!!!"

Help!

Are you so domineering?

Qiao Annian flicked the child's forehead, "How many times have I told you, I want to call you brother! Or brother Niannian."

The child was silent.

This guy is deliberately ignoring people again!

"Good boy."

The child was still silent, and the slightest movement was useless.

It's impossible to... fall asleep, right?

Qiao Annian tentatively said, "Xiaolou, let's discuss something with you."

"Say."

He knows it!

Every time he hears something he doesn't want to hear, or when he calls "Guai Zai", Xiaolou is especially good at pretending not to hear.

At such a young age, there is no one left.

Qiao Annian put her body next to the child, "If I don't fail this exam, I don't want your milk tea anymore. If the ranking improves compared to last time, you have to call me Brother Niannian, OK?"

Qiao Annian waited for a long time, but the child didn't move at all.

"He Xiaolou! Don't pretend to be sleeping!"

...

The dream Qiao Annian had last night caused him to not sleep well in the second half of the night.

He woke up the next day before the alarm clock went off.

But today he woke up not too early compared to before, and it was only about ten minutes before the alarm clock rang.

He used to wake up an hour or two before the alarm clock.

Qiao Annian turned off the alarm clock ahead of time, and looked down at the children beside him.

Is it really the "night talk" every night that has improved his sleep quality?

Xiaolou's sleeping position...is too unique.

The upper body is quite regular, that is, the waist down is lying across the quilt in an extremely tricky posture.Just, it is a pose that is absolutely impossible without some flexibility.

Qiao Annian took his mobile phone and took several pictures of the child's pose.

Still not satisfied, he brought the phone close to the child's face again, pinched the child's face with his hand, and put away the phone contentedly after playing enough.

Waiting for Xiaolou to fall in love or find a wife in the future, these are all black history.

After Qiao Annian washed up, he wiped off the drops of water on his face.

Good guy, the little guy has already changed his sleeping position in just the time he took to wash up.

This time, his head was still on the pillow, his body was also lying sideways, and his feet were on his pillow.

Qiao Annian watched him sag into a large pillow, and couldn't help touching his own face.

Thanks to him getting up early.

...

Qiao Annian got dressed, and the child was still sleeping.

Qiao Annian looked at the time, and it was almost time for the small building to wake up, so he woke him up.

Qiao Annian sat by the bed, patted the child's buttocks, "Xiao Lou, it's time to get up, are you going to school today?"

Children are usually very easy to wake up, but today they cried for a long time before they opened their eyes, and their double eyelids were as deep as Erha's.

"Don't go."

His body may be growing, and he has been very lethargic recently, and he has no energy if he doesn't get enough sleep.

Joannian: "..."

Fine.

To learn God is to be willful.

"Okay, then you lie on the bed and sleep for a while. I'll go downstairs to have breakfast first. After breakfast, I'll go to school and I won't come up. You will get up later and go back to your room by yourself?"

He also covered the air conditioner that was kicked to his feet for the child.

Originally planning to get up and go back to sleep in his own room, He Nanlou closed his eyes again when he heard the words, "Yeah."

"Then I'm leaving, you sleep well."

Qiao Annian touched the child's face, took his schoolbag, and left the room.

He Nanlou lay on the bed and continued to sleep, when he heard a faint conversation.

"Niannian, is Xiaolou in your room? Mother Zhou said that I went to Xiaolou's room just now, but there is no one in Xiaolou's room."

"Well, yes, in my room. It may be that the premise was having a nightmare. I was a little scared when I thought about it last night, so I came to find me last night and wanted to sleep with me. I'm still sleeping in my room now." .

I woke him up last night by talking in my sleep. When I woke him up just now and asked him if he was going to school today, he still seemed very sleepy.Tell the servants later, let them not come into my room to clean up this morning, and they will come into my room to rest after Xiaolou comes out of my room. "

"Okay, Mom understands. Did you talk in your sleep last night? Is it because the quality of sleep is still not good? Do you want to buy some scented tea or something to soothe the nerves? It seems that there are also medicines about this?"

"No...I slept pretty well these two days..."

He Nanlou opened his eyes, and he lowered his eyes, staring at the air-conditioning quilt on his body.

After a while, he lay down on Joannian's sleeping pillow, which smelled of the freesia-scented shampoo that the boy often used.

He Nanlou closed his eyes and fell asleep again.

...

Today, after school.

Qiao Annian

Sitting in the room writing papers, when he heard the door open, he knew it must be Xiaotuanzi.

If it was Zhang Qianrou, she would definitely knock on the door.

Turning around, sure enough, Xiaotuanzi followed him into his own room, but walked in naturally, holding something that looked like... a file bag? ?

Qiao Annian suddenly remembered that night, the child said that he would make him an information bag with a tracking chip.

In the past few days, Xiaolou came to sleep with him every night, and never said a word about the information bag.

He wondered, maybe the kid was bragging about it at that time, thinking that this thing could be made very simply, but he encountered a bottleneck and failed.

The little guy has a good face, so he didn't mention a word in front of him.

Then it is impossible for him to poke the child's face, so he hasn't asked these days.

Shouldn't...

Have you made this thing?

One edge was red, and it looked no different from an ordinary information bag. The A4-sized information was handed to him.

Qiao Annian was taken aback: "You...you really made it?"

"Give me your phone."

"Give you."

Qiao Annian handed over the mobile phone on the table. He took the information bag in his hand and looked left and right. He touched all four corners of the information bag, but he didn't find any place to put the chip.

Qiao Annian picked up the file bag again, but there was still no sign of the chip.

This... No matter how you look at it, it is a very ordinary information bag.

"I've downloaded a tracking program on your phone. Try it yourself."

Qiao Annian took the phone over suspiciously.

I saw an extra real-time screen on his phone, with a red dot on it.

Xiaolou really did it! !

"The chip is here."

He Nanlou pointed to Qiao Annian where the chip was, raised his head, "Qiao Annian, as I said, you only need to prepare for the exam. I will take care of other things for you."