After dressing as a villain, I'm with the paranoid male protagonist.

The sea breeze blew on her body, carrying the coolness of early spring, but Qiao Annian's ears felt hot.

This kind of hot and cold stimulation makes the body produce an inexplicable excitement.

The waves lapped gently on the beach, and the wind passed by the ears.

Qiao Annian pressed against the child's ear and repeated with a smile.

Haifeng clearly reached the ear of the boy he loved with that love words.

The moment the words fell, a fiery kiss fell.

Qiao Annian's breath was taken, and he actively responded to the boy's kiss.

Amid the sound of the waves, they kissed tenderly.

The tide is rising.

The sea was up to his ankles, and if he and Xiaolou couldn't get together, the waves would wet their clothes in a short while.

Qiao Annian, however, was reluctant to push the person on him away.

Anyway, the sunset and the stars have witnessed it together, so let the waves stamp it.

The sea water covered his calves, and the edges of Qiao Annian's beach pants were wet.

The moon slowly climbed the coastline.

...

Qiao Annian was pulled up from the beach by He Nanlou.

He Nanlou wiped off the sand on Qiao Annian's body.

Qiao Annian: "Bao, it seems like my slippers were washed away by the waves."

He Nanlou followed Qiao Annian's line of sight, and sure enough, there was only one slipper left on Qiao Annian's foot.

For a while, the picture was a bit funny.

In fact, Qiao Annian also enjoyed watching it himself, "Well, I might as well go back barefoot. Come, come up, I'll carry you back."

He Nanlou squatted down, and he lifted Qiao Annian's left ankle.

Qiao Annian guessed his intention, and quickly said: "No need. Anyway, even if it's on the beach, there's no need to delay—"

He Nanlou: "It's not safe."

The waves on the shore will not only bring plankton such as shells and seaweed, but may also bring branches or some stones and sea oyster shells, which are easy to scratch your feet.

He Nanlou still put his flip flops on Qiao Annian's feet.

The shoe size of the two feet is different and it is inconvenient to walk, so He Nanlou put on the other foot for him.

"No one has ever put my shoes on except my mother."

He Nanlou raised his head: "Then do you want to call me Dad?"

"I think you are asking for a fight!"

Qiao Annian reached out and patted the back of the child's head, but He Nanlou grabbed him.

He Nanlou watched her and kissed the back of his hand.

The two of them hugged and kissed each other on the beach just now, Qiao Annian didn't blush, but now that he met the child's eyes, his old face turned red unsatisfactorily.

...

Xiaolou's shoe size is two sizes larger than his. Qiao Annian's shoes are a bit long, but it doesn't affect walking.

Qiao Annian knelt down in front of the child, "Come up. I'll carry you back."

According to the agreement, those who lost the run had to carry the winners back. Qiao Annian is now fulfilling the bet.

He Nanlou held Qiao Annian's flip-flop in his hand and did not move.

Qiao Annian looked at her: "What? Are you worried that I'll throw you?"

He Nanlou: "I have concerns about this."

Qiao Annian sneered, kicked the child lightly on the calf, and warned, "Come up! Don't force me to hug the princess!"

Seeing that Qiao Annian was about to walk up to the princess to hug him, He Nanlou had no choice but to walk behind him and lie on his back.

Qiao Annian hooked the child's legs with both hands, stood up, and carried him back steadily.

The momentary loss of balance made He Nanlou wrap his arms around Qiao Annian's neck subconsciously.

Qiao Annian smiled, "Stay on the ground, don't really fall."

Qiao Annian walked back with the child on his back.

The people behind are very quiet.

"Why is there no sound? Asleep?"

Qiao Annian turned her face away, her eyes were wide open, and she looked energetic.

He Nanlou: "When you carried me on your back for the first time, what were you thinking?"

Qiao Annian was quite surprised: "Why did you suddenly think of asking this?" How many years ago did this happen?

He Nanlou: "Can't remember?"

"How is it possible? I still remember the first time..."

Conscious of slipping the tongue, Joannian paused: "I mean, that day I ran to the attic for the first time, opened the attic door, and saw you standing among a pile of old clothes, your little face was dirty, your lips They were all bitten with blood, and I was shocked. I was locked up all night, and I didn’t cry or make trouble, and stared at me with dark eyes. I want to take you back to the doctor immediately."

First time running to the attic...

His previous guess was correct. The first thing he saw when he was reborn was the person in front of him.

Qiao Annian asked curiously: "What about you? Do you remember what you were thinking when you were a child?"

He Nanlou's eyes fell on Qiao Annian's neck, "I don't remember."

Without knowing it, Joannian, who had been thinking about his neck and even his life for a long time, said, "That's right, you were too young at that time."

...

Qiao Annian went back to the hotel with someone on his back.

Qiao Annian's beach shorts were a little wet at first, but they were already dried by the wind when they returned to the hotel.

Both of them sweated to varying degrees during the race and running before. They took a shower and changed into clean clothes.

One of Qiao Annian's slippers was swept away by the waves, so he had to go to a nearby store to buy a new pair.

The two went to dinner together, to the hotel's seaside open-air restaurant.

The seafood in the hotel is very rich, big lobsters, scallops, crabs... just like they don't cost money, it goes without saying that they are delicious, they are big and plentiful.

Qiao Annian ate nearly two-thirds of the lobster by himself.

After eating, the two went for a walk on the beach again.

The moon has risen, and there are slightly more tourists on the beach than during the day.

Decorative light bulbs lit up on the beach, and companies or groups held bonfire parties by the sea.

The sound of the speaker ruined the silence of the night. On the beach, there were couples embracing each other and taking pictures, and some couples were kissing on the edge of the reef.

Qiao Annian took the child's hand and walked to a place where there were few people.

The loud music was gradually left behind, and the waves beat against the rocks.

When the waist was hugged, Qiao Annian naturally put his hands on the back of the child's hands around his waist, and gently leaned his head back on the child's chest.

Look at the moonlight sprinkled on the sea, with little waves, and fishing boats occasionally pass by on the sea.

He Nanlou turned his head and kissed his cheek.

The sea breeze blew at the ends of his hair, making Qiao Annian itchy, but he didn't run away.

He Nanlou's lips portrayed the smile on Qiao Annian's lips. Qiao Annian's eyes were gentle, and he raised his hand to stroke the child's hair.

I don't know if it's his illusion, it seems that after coming to the beach, Xiaolou became more clingy to him than ever before.Often when the eyes meet, Xiao Lou will kiss him.

The two came to the back of the reef hugging and kissing. Qiao Annian pressed his back against the wet reef, closed his eyes, and responded to the child's kiss.

After the kiss was over, He Nanlou held Qiao Annian's hand and whispered in his ear, "Your hands are very cold."

The blush on Qiao Annian's cheeks hadn't faded yet, and he said with a smile in his voice, "When you kissed me just now, I just felt cold. I didn't say anything for fear of spoiling the atmosphere. In fact, if you kiss me any more, I'll There is no guarantee that I will kiss my snot."

He Nanlou caressed Qiao Annian's arm with both hands, rubbing it to keep him warm, and said, "...you don't need to go into such details."

Joannian laughed out loud.

The two returned to the hotel hand in hand.

...

Qiao Annian's phone ran out of battery, so he put it in the hotel room to charge.

Back in the room, he saw his mother sent him a three-way video invitation.

乔安年看了看时间，分别是5：10分，6：37分，还有8：05分。

The first video should be to confirm whether he and Xiaolou have arrived at the hotel, but he didn't look at his phone at that time.

The next two video invitations should be out of worry. There is no regularity in time. I guess I want to send him a video, but I am worried that too many times will annoy him, so the third video invitation and the second video invitation It will take more than an hour.

Qiao Annian pulled out the charging cable, and quickly sent a video back to his mother.

Almost as soon as he called back, the video was connected.

Zhang Qianrou in home clothes appeared in the video.

"Sorry, Mom. Xiaolou and I arrived around four o'clock. It was just that I was busy checking in and went to the beach. I didn't look at my phone during that time. After we came back from the beach, I checked I looked at my phone, only to realize that it had automatically shut down because it ran out of battery, and before going out for dinner, I put my phone in the hotel to charge it and didn’t take it out, only now did I see your video message.”

Zhang Qianrou said at the end of the video: "It's okay, you just have to have fun. Now, are you going back to the hotel to rest? What about the small building? Are you resting in his own room?"

Qiao Annian pointed the phone camera at He Nanlou who was taking clothes and getting ready to take a bath, "We just came back from outside, Xiaolou is getting ready to take a bath."

He Nanlou called out to Zhang Qianrou in the camera, "Aunt Zhang."

Zhang Qianrou let out an "hey", looked at the child in the video carefully, and looked okay.

But Xiaolou, except for Niannian, they don't really know whether he is happy or unhappy since he was a child.

Zhang Qianrou asked with a smile: "Xiaolou, are you having fun at the beach?"

He Nanlou: "Happy."

Qiao Annian moved her head annoyingly, and said in an exaggerated tone: "Wow! Really? Happy, how happy are you? Let's talk about it."

Zhang Qianrou: "Don't tease him, Xiaolou has a thin skin."

Qiao Annian said incredulously: "Mom, what do you mean, I have a thick skin???"

Zhang Qianrou: "Mom didn't say that."

He Nanlou: "Mom, you have become bad."

"You child, nothing is bad."

Zhang Qianrou was quickly attracted by the two beds in the room, which were piled with their belongings.

The main reason was that Qiao Annian's bed was a bit messy, such as coats, towels, and toiletry bags were all thrown on the bed.

The bed in He Nanlou was much cleaner, with only a wash bag on it.He Nanlou was going to take a bath, so Qiao Annian moved the camera away.

Zhang Qianrou frowned slightly: "Niannian, you and Xiaolou, do you two live in the same room?"

He Nanlou paused as he entered the bathroom, and heard Qiao Annian behind him respond with a smile, "Yes. I live in the same room as Xiaolou."

Zhang Qianrou asked worriedly: "Is the hotel accommodation too expensive? Mom will transfer the money to you later, so you can open another room?"

Qiao Annian didn't know whether to laugh or cry, "Mom, I don't have much savings because I bought a house, but it's not that I can't afford the rent."

"That's good. Don't think about saving money when you go out to play. The most important thing is to have fun. If you don't have enough money, just tell Mom, and Mom will send you money."

"Okay, thank you Mom."

"Then you should also prepare to take a bath, go to bed early, so as not to affect Xiaolou's rest."

Qiao Annian said quietly: "Mom, I thought you told me to go to bed early, but what follows next is that going to bed early is good for my health."

Zhang Qianrou lowered her volume: "Isn't today's situation a bit special? Take care of Xiaolou. Xiaolou is a very thoughtful child who hides everything in his heart. If he talks to you at night, you should enlighten him as much as you can. But don't It's too late, staying up late is too harmful to the body."

"Okay. We'll go to bed early, and so will you. Good night."

Qiao Annian waved at the camera.

Zhang Qianrou also waved at the camera, "Good night."

...

"Have you finished the video call with Aunt Zhang?"

He Nanlou walked out of the bathroom. Qiao Annian was leaning against the bed, playing with his mobile phone in his hand. He was no longer on the video call.

Qiao Annian looked at the phone and said nothing, as if he didn't hear what he was saying.

He Nanlou stepped forward, "What are you looking at?"

Joannian was taken aback. He put his phone on the bed, "Have you finished the shower? Is the bathroom still available? If not, then I'll take a shower."

He Nanlou: "Yes."

Qiao Annian went to take a shower with her clothes in her arms, and within a few steps, she suddenly remembered that she forgot to log out of the Weibo interface on her phone.

When he turned around, he saw the child holding a mobile phone in his hand, and his eyes fell on the screen of the mobile phone.

I guess I saw everything.

Qiao Annian walked to the bedside, "...he was rescued."

Qiao Annian originally wanted to go to Weibo to see if the matter of Yu Meixin had subsided, so he came across the trending search of Yu Meixin's heartbeat police car.

Qiao Annian received a lot of private messages in the background of Weibo, all of which were concerned about children.

Someone even wrote to him privately, asking if he could tell everyone on Weibo about the current situation of Xiaolou, hoping that he can report that he is safe.

He just read the private message so engrossed that he didn't even notice when Xiaolou came out...

He Nanlou raised his head, with a cruel smile on his lips, "It's good to be rescued, and to survive the torture slowly. It would be too cheap for her if she just left."

Death is never a painful thing, it is better to live than to die.

Joannian: "..."

Sensitively aware of Qiao Annian's silence, He Nanlou raised his eyebrows: "Scared you?"

Qiao Annian held the child's cheeks and smiled: "Did you misunderstand me? I'm not paper, am I so easily scared? It's normal for people to have evil thoughts."

Qiao Annian temporarily put the changed clothes beside the bed, and sat down next to the small building, "When I was beaten when I was a child, I also thought about taking a brick and dying with my father."

He Nanlou turned his head to look at him.

Qiao Annian also told him about his childhood before, but at that time he thought that the person living in this shell was the original Qiao Annian, and he always listened with impatience.

Qiao Annian misunderstood the silence of the child's affairs, "Are you surprised? Did you also startle me?"

He Nanlou was expressionless: "I'm scared to death."

Qiao Annian laughed, and gradually he restrained his smile, "You know what? In my opinion, human nature is inherently good, which is a false proposition."

He Nanlou looked at him.

Qiao Annian continued: "The essence of human beings is always animals, nothing more than higher animals. Humans establish civilized societies and rules and regulations to regulate the words and deeds of the same kind. Rather than saying that human nature is inherently good, it is better to say that human nature itself does not matter goodness." Evil. Good and evil, human nature, these are the products of human civilization.

Aside from morality and the legal system, the education we receive, the one hidden in the deepest part of our hearts, is our nature.Kindness also needs guidance and education. I don't think that putting a person in an environment with moral disorder and no rules and regulations will still preserve human kindness.So you see, every child is easy to catch cats and tease dogs when they are young, and enjoys it very much. If they catch grasshoppers, they will pull out their legs, and if they catch dragonflies, they will remove their wings. They don’t think this is a cruel thing.

It is only after growing up and receiving education that we will develop sympathy and even empathy for living things and for the same kind.Human nature, like good and evil, is a product of human civilization.It is not born with it, it is the result of acquired influence and education.

The evil thoughts that occasionally pop up in the mind are too normal, but they are just instincts engraved in human genes during the long evolution of human beings.How to fight against this instinct and prevent yourself from being affected by it is a subject that everyone must learn, and it is by no means a dilemma that you face alone. "

So what if it's occasionally paranoid, crazy, cruel?

So normal.

There is no need to be afraid.

Just don't let that instinct dictate you.

He Nanlou was so smart, he naturally understood the meaning behind Qiao Annian's long words.

He Nanlou: "Did you take ethics as an elective in college?"

Qiao Annian blinked, "I went to attend a few classes. In fact, that professor of ethics still likes me very much. After knowing that I am in the Department of Computer Science, he looks very regretful."

He Nanlou: "..."

Joannian laughed out loud, "I'm just kidding, haha. In fact, if you meet enough people, you will definitely come to the same conclusion as me. Well, I'm going to take a shower. Go to bed early. "

Qiao Annian picked up the clothes beside the bed again.

I didn't hold it well, and something fell from the interlayer of the clothes and rolled on the floor.

Qiao Annian bent down to pick it up, and his fingertips barely touched the body of the bottle. He Nanlou took a step ahead of him and picked up the bottle, "It looks familiar."

Qiao Annian hugged the clothes, didn't want anything, turned around and left, "I'll take a shower first."

He Nanlou didn't stop him.

...

Qiao Annian closed the bathroom door, holding the clothes in his arms, and knocked his head on the door three times in a row.

Under the shower, the heat on Qiao Annian's face did not go down.

Qiao Annian splashed water on his face, but it had little effect.

He simply squeezed some shampoo and rubbed it on the palm of his hand to distract himself. After a while, foam appeared on his hair.

Qiao Annian concentrated on washing her hair.

The effect of this kind of distraction was not bad. Qiao Annian was no longer as embarrassing as he was just now when he had to find a crack in the ground and bury himself.

It was time to rinse the foam from his hair. Qiao Annian closed his eyes and let the water flow over his hair, body, and down to his ankles.

After the foam on his hair was almost washed off, Qiao Annian closed his eyes, and groped in mid-air with his hands, trying to find the shower.

Fingertips touched a piece of solid warmth.

Joannian was startled. He wiped off the water stains on his face with both hands, and opened his eyes.

The eyelashes were dripping, his chin was raised, Joannian finally came back to his senses: "Why do you..."

Qiao Annian just opened his mouth, his lips were kissed, and even his breath was taken away.

Xiaolou's kiss was more domineering than ever before, every time the tip of his tongue wrapped around him so hard, as if he wanted to swallow him in, Qiao Annian could only respond soothingly.

The shower is still working.

Qiao Annian's body was pushed against the wall of the bathroom, and his skin suddenly felt cold, which made him shiver.

Behind him, there is a warm cloth.

The child's hand stroked his waist.

Qiao Annian's legs were almost unsteady.

The hand on his waist traced the line of his waist.

Suddenly, Qiao Annian froze, "You... When did you bring it in?"

He Nanlou kissed his ear, "When you come in."

Qiao Annian's body trembled slightly, and the roots of his ears were red.

Before his body was turned around, Qiao Annian raised his hand, touched the child's eyes, and said with a smile, "Let's face it, I like to look at you."

He Nanlou's eyes were full of madness, he lowered his head and bit his lip hard.

...

Qiao Annian did the work in advance.

Whether it is visual information or textual information, he has checked it.

But the pain still exceeded his expectations.

It was as if the whole person had been split in two.

After being split open, he thought that life would be worse than death, but unexpectedly, his body began to have a wonderful experience.

The shower has been turned off.

Outside the floor-to-ceiling windows, the moonlight is sultry and the sea breeze is intoxicating.

...

Qiao Annian and He Nanlou stayed in the hotel for three days and two nights.

During these three days, except when they arrived on the first day, the two of them went shopping by the beach, and for the next two days, they almost stayed in the hotel.

Qiao Annian stood in front of the French windows, watching how the rising sun dyed the sky red, and saw how the moon hung high in the night sky.

Of course, he was not alone in front of the French windows.

Not only in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, but also on the sofa, on the bed... there were traces of the absurdity of the two of them.

Even meals are served in the hotel room.

When they went back, it was He Nanlou who drove the car.

Qiao Annian had exhausted himself so much in the past two days that he almost fell asleep leaning on the seat as soon as he got in the car.

It wasn't until the car drove into the urban area that it was woken up by the sound of loud horns. Qiao Annian rubbed his eyes, opened them, and saw familiar buildings outside the window, "Aren't you almost home?"

"Yeah," He Nanlou glanced at the navigation, "In another 22 minutes."

...

Traffic jam, took 10 minutes to get home.

When we got home, it was already dark.

He Nanlou stopped the car and turned off the headlights.

He got off the driver's seat, then went to the co-pilot, unbuckled Qiao Annian's seat belt, and carried him out of the car.

Qiao Annian "...Are you exaggerating too much? I can walk by myself."

"And fall again?"

What He Nanlou was referring to was that this morning, he wanted to carry Qiao Annian to the bathroom, but Qiao Annian insisted on going by himself, but he stepped on the ground and fell on the bed.

Qiao Annian raised his face and bit his chin, "My legs are weak this morning, it's not because you wanted too much last night..."

A beam of high beams shone on the two of them.

The lights were dazzling, Qiao Annian and He Nanlou squinted their eyes at the same time.

The high beams disappear.

Qiao Annian recognized it as the BMW owned by his mother's boyfriend Guo Yuanxin.