The sky does not know the fish temperature

In half a month, Yukimura knew that his recovery was gradually improving, but he still hadn't returned to the state before he was hospitalized. It can be said that the difference was far, which made him feel a little irritable, "You Yue, don't stop me , I want to practice for a while."

"Jingshi, you have practiced for a long time today, and you have exceeded your quota, so don't practice any more." You Yue knew that he was in a bad mood and was very irritable, so she carefully persuaded him.

"You Yue, the Kanto Contest has already started, leave me alone, go and sit on the side." Yukimura's tone of voice was extremely bad. Normally, Yukimura would definitely let You Yue go. After all, this girl is his favorite. But now he is in a terrible state.He wanted to go back to the original state, he couldn't stand being such a useless self.He loves tennis so much, if tennis is taken away from him, what is left of him?No matter how bright the sky is, it is also dark; for him, if there is a so-called future, it is almost tantamount to despair.

"Jingshi, I beg you, please don't do this, I know you are not feeling well, you have not been feeling well since you got sick, only you have endured so much, only you are suffering so much, it's not fair, I know you must be like this Resentful, Yukimura Seichi who left tennis, I understand how painful it is. But, Seiki, your body won't be able to bear it." You Yue's face turned pale, and she held his hand tightly.

"In order to stand on the court again, I overcame the pain of death. However, I am not alone in the pain. From Genichiro to the ordinary members, they are all tasting the taste of painful training in order to win. As a minister If I can't overcome the pain at this time, how can I face my members? Aren't you supposed to support me? Aren't you the person who understands me best? You let me down so much." Yukimura grabbed You Yue shoulder said loudly.

"Jingshi...I understand." You Yue saw his hysterical expression and let go of his hand.Seeing him leave without looking back, You Yue fell to her knees and cried bitterly.

Seeing him swinging the racket desperately in the rehabilitation room, You Yue's mood was extremely complicated. Does she really understand him?She has always felt that she understands him, knows that he cares about winning and losing, and knows that he is proud and conceited, so she often feels that she has become humble in front of him, not the Yue Ji that everyone sees, but a love who is too stupid and naive An ordinary girl who lost all her pride and loves so carefully.

Jingshi is actually a difficult person to understand. He never said what confusion or discomfort he felt in his heart. If she felt right and said exactly what he thought, he would be very moved and would even be very moved by her. Say something sincere.He would not tell himself if he said something wrong or missed the point. Instead, he felt that she didn't know him enough and would be angry with her.At the beginning, she was like this, trying to figure out his emotions and thoughts again and again, and walked to him step by step. She was willing to get close to him, shed her defenses and pride, and approached him, even though he always liked to open his eyes at that time. Bad jokes, even if he often treats her never as sincerely as she does, she is willing to treat him well, she thinks

Because they have finally experienced so much, they will be closer to each other, but she suddenly feels that she is wrong, what should she do, what else can she do...

Ever since he fell ill, she had worked hard, and was afraid that he would feel bad, so she accompanied him every day, cheered him on, and encouraged him.In addition to the school exams, she also had to deal with the company and take care of him every day. She thought that her hard work would make him care more, but what he said today undoubtedly made her heart freeze instantly.

In the rehabilitation room, Yukimura was training desperately. Outside the rehabilitation room, You Yue sat blankly. The time passed by. he.At eleven o'clock in the middle of the night, the sharp ringtone of the mobile phone broke the quiet and somewhat eerie atmosphere.

"Hi, hello, I'm Yuzuki Abe."

"Miss, when will you come back? It's very late. Do you want me to pick you up?"

"Okay, come and pick me up." You Yue hung up the phone, looked at Yukimura, he didn't look back, You Yue went in anyway, and stood at the door, "Jingshi, I'm leaving, you should rest early, pay more attention Body."

You Yue stood at the entrance of the hospital. Kanagawa was a bit cold at night, and the icy wind enveloped her in all directions. She hugged her arms and squatted down slowly, looking extremely fragile.When the driver arrived, he saw You Yue squatting in front of the hospital alone, his figure was bleak and lonely, he took off his coat and put it on her body, "Miss, have you been waiting for a long time, I'm sorry."

"Let's go, Uncle Uchiyama." You Yue's voice was very soft, like a cassette player that has lost power.

"Miss, what's the matter with you?" The driver felt that You Yue was weird and asked worriedly.

"It's okay. I'm a little tired, take me back." You Yue stood up and walked to the car.She really wanted to look back to see if Yukimura was looking at her, but she didn't dare, she was afraid that if he didn't look, she would be disappointed, and even more afraid that if he did, she would cry out.The driver didn't dare to say anything, You Yue was very silent along the way, completely different from usual, she lowered her head, looking extremely tired.

The next day You Yue felt a terrible headache, she didn't know if she was really tired or if she caught a cold from the wind last night.She touched her hot forehead, a little irritable, she didn't want to get sick at this time, she couldn't let her family worry.She rushed to the hospital as usual, still smiling slightly as usual, holding Jingshi's favorite food, as if nothing happened.

Yukimura looked at You Yue, he actually saw it all yesterday, standing in front of the rehabilitation room window, he saw her squatting on the side of the road alone, watching her leave with her head down, he was actually very uncomfortable, but But he didn't know what to say and what to do. He knew that he had a bad attitude and that what he said yesterday was harsh, but he always thought that You Yue should understand and understand.

Sure enough, You Yue came as usual, Yukimura felt very comforted, yes his You Yue understood him, she wasn't angry and didn't care.It's still his favorite food, the same good taste, and the same gentle smile, nothing has changed,

very nice.

Seeing him eating the food she prepared as usual, praising and smiling the same, You Yue suddenly wanted to cry, without explaining, without caring, sure enough, love is like this, the one who loves first, always It is to be humble and always pitiful. Even if the person you love doesn't love deeply, even if the person you love doesn't care about you that much, you have to accept it with a smile. That's your choice, you can't retreat, you can't step back.

It was still the same as last night, one was sweating in the rehabilitation room, and the other was sitting quietly outside the rehabilitation room. You Yue didn't stop him, didn't even say anything, just put down the water and towel silently, and left.She sat on the cold floor, enduring a severe headache, and buried her head silently between her knees.