The sky does not know the fish temperature

Shu Xiaoyu caressed the gentle and bright smiling face on the tombstone, tears kept falling down: "Mom and Dad, I'm sorry..." Looking at the lilies placed by his brother in front of the tombstone, the words of his brother in the hospital echoed in his ears, "Shu Xiaoyu, Do you know? I hate you, because of you, I became an orphan, if my parents hadn't saved you, then everything would be different now. Everything is caused by you, even though you look so innocent, but I still hate You, I hate you."

Thinking of her brother's sharp words, Shu Xiaoyu knelt in front of the tombstone and cried loudly, she didn't want to, she also loved her parents very much, she always felt that she was still young, she still had time to be willful, and she still had a lot of time to be filial to them, she would have a lot Time to be a good sister, a good daughter.I always think that with blessing, I can be willful and squeamish, because no matter how strong the wind and rain, it will not be her who holds up the sky, but I never thought that the sky that protects her will fall because of her one day, If I knew it earlier, it's a pity that in this world, if there is no if, I didn't know it earlier...

The parents who tightly protected her were smiling at her tenderly a few days ago. Her elder brother is still the most promising child in the eyes of her parents. The whole family is planning the future for him, and she also cares for him. Blessings, their family of four is so happy and happy.Shu Xiaoyu's fingertips dug hard into the soil, she was glowing bright red, her tears made her unable to feel any pain, she knelt in front of the tombstone, reflecting, thinking, and suffering...

The elder brother in the distance has been looking at Shu Xiaoyu. These days, although he knows in his heart that none of this is his sister's fault, he still resents her in his heart. If she hadn't returned home too late and missed the last bus, her parents would not Don't worry, if you run all the way to pick her up, you won't meet that drunk driver, then all tragedies can be avoided.He turned and left, not looking at his sister who was about to faint from crying, he knew that at this moment he still couldn't let go, couldn't face her calmly, just because of her temporary willfulness, he ruined his most cherished family, he no longer knew How to face her, as long as he sees her face, he can't help the pain and complain.

I don't know how long she cried until Shu Xiaoyu realized that the surroundings were pitch black. She moved her stiff and numb legs, got up tremblingly and walked home. She knew that the house must be deserted and cold now, right? Alone, my brother didn't even want to look at her anymore. She not only lost the love of her parents, but also her brother's.She is sorry for her brother, and even more sorry for her parents. She can't give her brother a healthy and happy home, and she can't face her parents trading them for her own life.

Shu Xiaoyu walked in a daze, this alley was pitch black, her father would always guard at the entrance of the alley, waiting for her to go home, afraid that she would be in danger, today she walked through here again, but at this end of the alley, never There is no more waiting.

Suddenly a pair of strong hands covered her mouth, and pressed her hard against the wall. The extreme sadness and fear made her legs weak. She was terrified, but she couldn't struggle hard. Her slender body arms without

There is no way to shake the opponent in the slightest.In the dark alley, there is only moonlight, she can't see the man's face clearly, but she knows that he is definitely not a good person, she has no power to fight back, the man thrust a sharp long knife into her body, she whispered softly Asked: "Why?" The other party didn't answer, threw her aside and took away all her money. She stared blankly at the sky, thinking of her parents and brother, and suddenly felt that maybe this was the best thing. Even if her parents tried their best to buy her safety, she still couldn't keep it after all. She didn't deserve it.She slowly closed her eyes, she must be relieved...

In the dimness, she heard the sound of an ambulance and people talking.

"Oh, I heard that I met a robber. Poor."

"Is that the prison robber who was reported on TV?"

"Yes."

"It's so miserable."

Xiao Yu heard the discussion, but she didn't have any strength. She knew that she was dying, and she couldn't feel any pain. She just felt so tired, so tired, and seemed to have no strength to support her anymore. "Xiao Yu, wake up, wake up." The elder brother looked at the blood-covered younger sister, and suddenly felt as if he was about to suffocate. He hated her, but she was still his own sister whom he had loved for 20 years. Thinking about her death "Brother... I'm sorry... Don't hate me... I will find my parents to redeem my sins... You forgive... I... just." Shu Xiaoyu said to him with all her strength.

"Xiao Yu, I forgive you." My brother hugged Shu Xiaoyu, who had lost her heartbeat, and whispered in her ear, tears streaming down his face.

Gradually, Shu Xiaoyu could no longer hear her brother's cry, and her body gradually became lighter. An old voice kept calling her, and she seemed to see a white halo, saying to her: " Son, I will give you a chance to do it all over again. This time your parents and your family will depend on you for support, and your elder brother will also become your younger brother. You can make up for everything you owe, are you willing? She closed her eyes, with a slight smile on the corner of her mouth, "I am willing."

I don't know how long she had been sleeping, but Shu Xiaoyu was suddenly awakened by an inexplicable suffocation, and found that there seemed to be something wrapped around her neck. She struggled to break free, but was suddenly hugged and slapped hard on her buttocks. After a while, Shu Xiaoyu instinctively wanted to call for help, but in the end she heard the sound of herself crying like a baby. She was stunned. She remembered the words she promised in the haze. Deep sleepiness, soon fell asleep.

When she was in a daze, she saw a young couple facing her, talking softly: "Baby, so cute, husband, I feel so happy. This is my daughter. She is so small and so cute." Listening to the woman After finishing speaking, the man gently kissed her forehead and said, "Of course our daughter is the best, and you will be happier and happier." She stroked Shu Xiaoyu's cheek and said, "What's the name of our baby?" , did your father say it?" The man held her little hand

Said: "Abe Youyue." Looking at the couple in front of her, Shu Xiaoyu knew that these were her parents in this life, did Abe Youyue?This is very good, it is God's greatest gift to her to be able to do it all over again.

When she was a baby, she often had the urge to shout out of boredom. She began to observe her family quietly. This is Japan for sure. I don’t know why she can understand Japanese and understand it, but people here have colorful hair. Yes, it was difficult for her to adapt.She has been wondering if this is the legendary Two-dimensional world, otherwise she really can't explain these strange colors, but she knows that whether it is Two-dimensional or three-dimensional, life is real.

The author has something to say: I am a novice, and it is my first time to post in Jinjiang. Alas, I have suffered a lot. There are a few chapters that I can’t see all the time. It is really hard.I changed it several times, but I can't see it anyway. If anyone has a good way, please let me know.Thank you.Later, there is a temporary problem with Chapter 5, but Chapter 6 can be read.The fourteenth chapter is not good, but the fifteenth chapter is fine, thank you for your hard work.I will update every day until it is finished, and I will not give up halfway.I hope you can provide more comments and support.