When Miss Port Mafia enters the escape game

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To be honest, even Osamu Dazai didn't think that he would say such straightforward words, and he didn't hesitate at all before saying it, it was simply, he didn't want to be him.

However, he didn't have to say that he regretted it. He just felt a little bit surprised, and what's more, he felt that this feeling was not bad.

However, he was even more surprised that one day he would actually have a day when his actions were faster than his mind, and after speaking, he began to think about himself as the motive.

How could it be possible to speak so bluntly all of a sudden?

It's not a choking sound that implies concern, nor is it an awkward sarcasm after caring.

Osamu Dazai recalled his mood at that time, he lowered his eyes slightly, and the darkness in his heart was silently surging.

At that time, after Nakahara Nakaya entered the bathroom, he had been waiting for him outside, but when the class bell rang, Nakahara Nakaya still did not come out.

Similarly, Osamu Dazai felt a little flustered.

Dazai Osamu did not have such a sensitive intuition as Nakahara Chuya, but such a bad premonition made him uncontrollably enter the bathroom to look for Nakahara Chuya.

As a ghost, it was easy for him to enter every room, but when he searched the bathroom and still did not see Chuya Nakahara, he was on the verge of losing control at that time.

Dazai Osamu has not lost control for a long time, especially such a strong emotional impact, which is a feeling that Oda Saku never felt when he died.

Because in that feeling, apart from surprise, anger, and violence, there is also a kind of panic that he has almost never experienced.

Osamu Dazai didn't dare to think about what it would be like if Zhongyuan Zhong disappeared from his world completely like this.

Even if he went to Butei after defecting and they became enemies, he could still clearly perceive the existence of Chuya in the Central Plains, but this time, he searched all over the place and found no trace of Chuya in the Central Plains.

Even if you ask those classmates, they actually forgot the existence of Chuya Nakahara at the same time. Dazai Osamu's desire to destroy everything at that time was almost irrepressible.

If it was before the age of 15 when he had never seen that orange light, Osamu Dazai felt that it would be okay for him to live casually like this. Anyway, his life has no meaning at all. It doesn't matter what it looks like.

But if he was to gain and experience loss again, Osamu Dazai didn't know what he would become in the end.

About the reason why Nakahara Chuya disappeared, Osamu Dazai can also guess a little bit. Nakahara Chuya can also choose to leave him and leave secretly, but it is absolutely impossible to erase the traces of his existence. Only special people can do this Most of the weirdness in the Central Plains encountered some special weirdness and disappeared temporarily.

However, he is just an unexpected visitor who entered this world halfway. He knows too little about this world, and he has been with Zhongya Zhongya all the time, so he knows little about the rumors here. He doesn't know this type of weirdness.

But Zhongyuanzhong disappeared just like that, then the other party must know some rumors that he didn't know, and they are almost bound, this rumor probably has some special features, the one that Zhongyuanzhong also met The weird field can isolate other weirdness from entering.

Osamu Dazai can also be extremely calm when he is crazy. After making these inferences, he immediately began to look for this type of rumors, selecting clues within the scope of the entire school.

Fortunately, there were very few rumors of this type, and the scope naturally became very narrow. After eliminating these rumors one by one, Osamu Dazai finally determined the "transit station".

But the weirdness is that it is impossible to enter that place from this shore, so Osamu Dazai went to find a way to go to the other shore.

Fortunately, the distance between this bank and the other bank is not too far, and Osamu Dazai was able to enter the transit station at a fairly fast speed in the end.

Osamu Dazai didn't even calculate how many weirdnesses he had completely ended after such a wave of operations, but after meeting Chuya Nakahara, seeing the other party nod to a little girl who asked him "Will you like me", Osamu Dazai felt that that brat would definitely be one of them.

But this brat was very discerning, and Osamu Dazai finally decided to let the girl go.

It doesn't matter if it assists or not, the main reason is that I don't want such a cute and sensible girl to lose the opportunity to see the beauty of the world at a young age.

By the time Chuya Nakahara spoke to him, Osamu Dazai was basically able to control his emotions, and everything returned to normal on the surface.

He can even fight with Zhong Yuan as usual.

But when Nakahara Chuya asked that question, Osamu Dazai suddenly didn't want to make jokes like before.

He didn't want to continue to carefully cover up all his emotions in order not to scare the other party away, and suppressed his perverted desire for control deep in his heart, so that Zhong Yuan could not detect the slightest bit of his distorted emotions.

There are too many variables in this world, even he can't completely predict all the developments, he is just a human being after all, and he can accurately predict everything in the future, even a god can't do it to things.

He expresses his heart, and Nakahara may leave him because he is shocked, scared, or even disgusted.

But in the same way, if he doesn't express that feeling, it doesn't mean that Zhong Yuanzhong will never leave him.

He was afraid of pushing himself farther and farther away from happiness by doing it himself, but if he didn't do it, happiness could always keep that distance from him, so it would never stay away from him?

This is obviously impossible.

The simplest reason is that they are all adults, and they are already at the age when they should be responsible for their own lives. They have to make all decisions by themselves, and they cannot shirk them.

Even if he had the ability to clean up all the men and women who tried to get close to Chuya in the Central Plains, he still couldn't prevent all possible accidents.

Let me tell you something that everyone in Yokohama is very clear about. The job risk factor of port Mafia ranks among the top three among all occupations in Yokohama. Chuya Nakahara had an accident one day, and he might not even be the one who knew about it at the first time. .

It's just that Osamu Dazai didn't want to think about it because of subconscious avoidance.

But Nakahara Chuya just disappeared under his nose this time, and Osamu Dazai couldn't accept such a thing at all, so he had to think about the question he had subconsciously avoided before.

Osamu Dazai is very clear now, no matter what, he must have an identity that is closer to the Central Plains, an identity that can make them very close, and truly, completely and completely bonded.

Now the binding degree of this "bonding object" is not strong enough, and they may still disconnect suddenly.

The identity of "predecessor's most tacit partner" is even more ironic. In any case, the word "predecessor" is enough to make people feel very distant, and the partner is not a very close relationship.

At least, with this identity, even Zhong Yuanzhong could not tell him all the information he knew.

Osamu Dazai is not stupid. To enter a strange space related to strangeness, the premise is to know the relevant rumors.

Nakahara also entered here, but Osamu Dazai himself knew nothing about it.Then there is only one possibility. Zhong Yuanzhong also knows some news that he does not know. It is very likely that it is some strange rumors, but the other party has not even shared information.

As for the source of the news, Dazai Osamu can also guess some. After all, they were basically together all the time when they were in this world. He checked the bathroom in all directions again. Zhongyuan Zhong could only know these things on the ladder of truth. For such a long time, Zhongyuan Zhongyuan didn't even mention it.

But he is not qualified to ask.

So Osamu Dazai felt that he couldn't sit still and wait to die. There would be no good gains if he just waited blindly. He had to take the initiative to fight for a sufficiently intimate identity for himself.

An identity that allows Zhongyuan Zhongye to tell him all the important information at the first time.

For example, lovers.

Of course, he doesn't mind lovers or partners.

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The author has something to say:

I fell asleep yesterday, and I was sleepy all day today (I always have sleep problems), so I tried to make up yesterday's update.

在我在里，“恋人”是男朋友，未婚，“爱人”是老公，已婚感谢在2020-11-0623:36:48~2020-11-0817:20:44期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: Jiuer 20 bottles;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!