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Thinking what?

Nakahara also wanted to slap Dazai Osamu, but this time Dazai Osamu was not provocative, and he couldn't just insult someone for no reason. He really had to think about it according to what the other party said.

But Zhong Yuanzhong really didn't think he had anything to be afraid of.

Before Lantang brought him out of the darkness, he was always in darkness and loneliness, although he was lonely, but he was not afraid of it.

When he was the "King of Sheep", he was taken to the port of Mafia. He was angry, but not afraid, and even a little excited.

When the members of the "sheep" whom he regarded as his companions stabbed him backhand, and his life was on the verge of death, he felt disappointed, but he was also not afraid.

He still doesn't feel scared, he even feels excited and thrilled while performing various dangerous tasks as one of the most evil duo in the mafia.

Whether it is dragon slaying or crushing all kinds of enemies, he often dances face to face with the god of death, but he has never felt afraid.

Thinking about it, Nakahara also saw Dazai Osamu who was looking at him very intently in front of him, his eyes paused, his lips pursed, and he looked away uncomfortably.

Speaking of which, did he ever feel scared watching this guy kill himself?

Zhong Yuanzhong was also thinking.

Then Zhong Yuanzhong also felt unprecedented absurdity about his thoughts.

How could he be scared because this guy committed suicide? !Obviously, this bastard mackerel's death is what he wants to see the most!

Zhong Yuanzhong also thought this way, constantly comforting himself, repeatedly denying that ridiculous idea.

But for one thing, the more a person wants to escape, the more he can't help but think about it, and Zhong Yuanzhong can't help but want to think about it,

In the end, Nakahara gave up his resistance, and he began to seriously think about whether he felt scared when he saw Osamu Dazai committing suicide.

The final result made Nakahara Zhong also heaved a sigh of relief.

He felt no fear.

When he saw Osamu Dazai enter the water for the first time, he was caught off guard, panicked, angry, bewildered, and had unethical thoughts of wishing him to die simply.

In the end, it was pure anger and impatience.

He was not a professional search and rescuer, but he was tortured by a certain mackerel's various suicide methods that were considered whimsical, and he was more professional than a professional.Zhong Yuanzhong also has no doubt that if one day he memorizes some theoretical knowledge, he will be able to take the search and rescue professional certificate that day.

Thinking about it now, Zhong Yuanzhong also thinks that he will not feel any fear of this matter.

He imagined that if Osamu Dazai succeeded one day, would he feel scared, and the conclusion was that he would not.

Osamu Dazai would not feel fear in front of him or commit suicide in Zhongyuan Zhong. If Dazai died in front of him, Zhongyuan Zhong would not feel fear even more.

The Central Plains may even feel that death is death, and this is life.Sometimes the vitality is so complete that it can last for thousands of years, and if it dies one day, it is really the promotion and support of fate.

Seeing the words under his feet from the corner of the eye, his thoughts drifted to the Central Plains, and he suddenly came back to his senses. He remembered that he hadn't left this ghostly place yet, and he had to think about the answer before he could move on.

However, Zhongyuan Zhong, who still couldn't think of a suitable answer after thinking for a long time, also felt impatient, and raised his foot to kick the barrier in front of him.

Just when Nakahara Chuya lifted his foot halfway, a picture suddenly flashed in his mind.

That was the first mission Chuya Nakahara took on after Osamu Dazai defected.

Zhong Yuan, as an acting cadre, led his men to the target location.The task was not carried out very smoothly, and the opponent had many insidious means, but in the face of Zhongye's absolute strength in the Central Plains, these all seemed easy.

Although Zhongyuanzhong also crushed his opponent, he was still inevitably injured. He raised his hand to wipe the blood on his cheek. Zhongyuanzhong also looked indifferently at the fleeing enemy, but did not make any moves.

The earphones he was wearing had always only had the rustling sound of electricity, and Nakahara Zhongya waited quietly for a while, but the last voice that came from the earphones was not familiar to Nakahara Zhongya:

"Should we continue to pursue? Central Plains cadres."

"Nonsense!" Zhongyuan Zhong also kicked away the corpse under his feet irritably, frowned slightly, and said concisely, "Chasing."

A large group of subordinates hurriedly chased after the fleeing enemy, and Zhongyuan Zhong also looked at everything in front of him indifferently, but still stood there abnormally without moving.

He couldn't say how he felt now, he probably wasn't used to it, a guy who was in charge of the overall situation would leave as soon as he said it, and everything now depends on him to plan.

So, is he terrified of it?Central Plains is also thinking.

This answer does not need to be entangled for too long. Nakahara is also very clear that he will not be afraid of Dazai’s defection, nor will he feel flustered because of the sudden need to deal with everything by himself. Before Dazai’s defection, he had to deal with many things. , Now the work is only slightly increased.

Zhongyuan Zhong also felt that if that guy died on the way to defect like this, he would definitely open all the Plato red wine he had collected to celebrate.

But Zhong Yuanzhong still felt anxious, not because of the battle just now, nor because of the sudden emotion, he was just irritable and he didn't know what kind of mood he was in now.

It's a very strange feeling.Unfathomable and indescribable.

That is like a long, indescribable loss and loneliness.It's like a person who has been lonely for many, many years in the years, and then he still knows very clearly that he will always be lonely in the future.

Yu Yu walks alone, without boundaries.

Such emotions have been immersed in the depths of people's hearts for a long time, which made Zhongyuan feel angry and at a loss at that time.

He closed his eyes and withdrew from the emotions just now.

Now he can't get back the feeling of that time, that is the feeling of a moment, and it has been a long time since now, and Zhongyuan Zhong has long been completely used to loneliness.

But inexplicably, Zhong Yuanzhong also felt that he already knew the answer to the question in front of him.

Not lonely, not lonely, but...

"lose."

Zhong Yuanzhong also spit out two words lightly.

This is a very vague answer. Everyone will be afraid of losing. Losing ordinary things will make people feel regretful. Losing important things will make people feel sad. Can make people feel hopeless.

This answer is like cheating on the "matter" before Osamu Dazai, and it is not even as specific as Chuya Nakahara's first answer. The first answer at least clearly described what was lost.

But the answer given by Chuya Zhongyuan is really too general.

Obviously, the answer is that you can't pass the shutdown, you don't need the verification of the barrier, and you don't need Dazai Osamu's reminder, even Chuya Nakahara knows it very well.

Zhong Yuanzhong also took a deep breath, turned his head sideways, moved his lips a few times, and silently completed the rest of the content. Then, the barrier in front of him lit up in silver, and then shattered into pieces in the abyss. A little stardust.

Osamu Dazai stared blankly at the scene in front of him, and then pressed down the corner of his lips for a moment, showing a somewhat unhappy look

Nakahara Chuya turned his head to the side just now, and the movement of his lips was deliberately made very small. Even Dazai Osamu, he couldn't see clearly what Nakahara Chuya said just now. The movement was really too small.

Nakahara also turned his head, and saw Dazai Osamu with a look of "I'm very upset", and raised his eyebrows mockingly: "I haven't hit you because of your SB problem, but you put on my face first." , do you want to die?"

Osamu Dazai snorted disdainfully, with the childish vigor he had when he was 15 years old, he dodged a roundabout kick from Chuya Nakahara, but instead floated in front of Chuya Nakahara.

Nakahara was not left too much by him, and now he just wanted to go out quickly, so he moved forward very fast, and he was walking with Osamu Dazai soon.

What Nakahara Chuya said at the time was actually not a very private matter, and the degree of shame was not even as shameful as when he was asked to answer about desire.

But Nakahara just didn’t want Dazai Osamu to know what he was afraid of. Maybe it was because of his insistence that he didn’t want his rival to know his weakness. I haven't been with Osamu Dazai for so long that I forgot.

Nakahara Chuya's answer at the time was very simple.

He is afraid of losing the person who can really walk shoulder to shoulder with him.He was afraid that after being accompanied by someone, he would fall into loneliness again.

There are too few people who can really understand him and can be regarded as companions for him. To a certain extent, Osamu Dazai is the only one.

They are always noisy and confront each other in various ways. It seems that they want to strangle each other as soon as they meet, but it is undeniable that both of them are the people who know each other best. If one day they want to do something that will be opposed by the whole world , then they may be each other's only supporters.

They may not do this together, and even stop each other because of their positions, which becomes the biggest obstacle for the other party to complete this matter, but they must understand each other and know why the other party wants to do this.

Mr. Mori and Sister Hongye also know him well, but there is also a big difference between them, neither of them can walk with him.

The person who can be regarded as the one who really walks with him, from the beginning to the end, is really the only one who is walking with him on this seemingly endless ladder.

Nakahara also kind of knew why he didn't want Osamu Dazai to know his answer so much. If that bastard mackerel knew what he was thinking, he would definitely laugh at him and be proud of it for a long time.

He didn't want to see that guy look a little complacent at all.

Just thinking about it all the way, Nakahara Chuya's footsteps were not slow at all, and they soon came to that special step again.

Osamu Dazai, who was silent all the way, showed a smile to Zhongya Nakahara: "Let me think about it, what should I ask Zhongya this time?"

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