Sand sculpture apprentice dressed as black heart lotus
Chapter 225 Master Lost From The Moment Of Passion?
"Okay, I won't go, I'll stay with you, I'm not going anywhere, just stay with you."
Xu Muyan comforted in a low voice, his voice trembling a little, "Master, wake up and tell me who hurt you like this, I can't spare him!"
Yu Lisheng's consciousness was still not clear, like a stray dog abandoned by someone, he groped to grab Xu Muyan's hand, and eagerly pressed it to his cheek.
As if he had caught the last straw, Yu Lisheng showed a relaxed and joyful look on his face, and murmured in a low voice: "I've caught Yanyan, I've caught Yanyan, I can't go away anymore , no more."
After hearing this, Xu Muyan felt a severe pain in his heart, and in a daze, he seemed to have returned to Yulisheng's youth.
So embarrassing, so unbearable, with bruises all over his body, there is no good meat.
The two cuddled together, keeping each other warm.
It seems that they have been exiled by the whole world, and only each other is the last hope in their hearts.
Xu Muyan hugged Yulisheng tightly, feeling that Master was so cold and shivering all the time.
The fire was gradually extinguished, and there was so much snow outside that it was impossible to go out to pick up dead branches.
Yulisheng was very cold, her thin shoulders kept shaking, and after losing too much blood, her face was pale with a touch of blue.
It seemed as if he could die at any moment.
Xu Muyan didn't want to watch the master die, so he tried to channel his spiritual power to keep them warm.
But now his primordial spirit and physical body have not been fully integrated, and all the remaining spiritual power has been channeled into the Hunyuan Pearl.
Xu Muyan tried many times, but the spiritual power at his fingertips was pitifully thin, as if even God had given up on Yulisheng.
It is impossible for Yu Lisheng to freeze to death in the ice and snow.The snow outside was getting bigger and bigger, and the snow was covering up the hole in a short while.
"Cold... Yanyan, Master is so cold, Yanyan..." Yu Lisheng uttered a few words indiscriminately when she was unconscious, and subconsciously moved her hands closer to the warm place.
Fumbling into Xu Muyan's lapel with both hands, Xu Muyan trembled from the cold immediately. Master's pair of jade hands looked like dead hands that had been dead for three days.
It was stiff and icy, ten fingers could not be easily bent, so they stuck straight into Xu Muyan's clothes, as if they wanted to tear open his flesh and use his blood to warm themselves.
Xu Muyan didn't push Yulisheng's hand away, but hugged him a little tighter, and said in a low voice: "When the snow stops, I'll take Master away from this ghostly place right away, and we'll go back Kunlun, go back to the small building under the moon, I will light ten stoves for the master, okay?"
Yulisheng didn't respond, but buried her head and face in Xu Muyan's arms, and after a long time murmured in a low voice: "Yanyan, don't go, Yanyan, don't leave Master alone..."
"No, I'm not going anywhere, I'll stay with Master." The matter of going home can be put aside for now, and we can talk about it after Yu Lisheng recovers from his injuries.
But right now, the cave is as cold as an ice cellar, and whether the two of them can survive is still a question.
Unfortunately, Yulisheng's cold illness broke out again.
In the past on the mountain, Lord Chongming loved Yulisheng very much, and he was very considerate of his health. Knowing that Yulisheng had a cold disease, he made some pills every now and then and gave them to Yulisheng to take.
Ever since Yulisheng went mad last time and imprisoned Lord Chongming, no one has made him any pills to alleviate cold illnesses.
At this moment, Xu Muyan even hated himself for not being a medicine man.
If he were a medicine man, he would be able to use his own flesh and blood to ease the pain of Master.
"It hurts, Yan Yan... it hurts, it hurts... it's cold, Master is so cold, Yan Yan, Yan Yan..."
Only at this time would Yulisheng cry out in pain and cold.
Ordinary Yulisheng gave Xu Muyan a kind of rebelliousness, like a mad dog, and a little mental illness from time to time.
So much so that in Xu Muyan's impression, Yulisheng, who is in his thirties, should be high above the ground, turning his hands into clouds and turning his hands into rain.
Disregarding human life, ruthless, and doing everything, he would rather bear the world's people than the world's bad guys.
A villain with steel and iron bones, invulnerable to swords and guns, and possessing the indestructible body of a diamond.
Therefore, Xu Muyan never thought that Yulisheng, who was in her thirties, would fall from the altar again.
He was dragged down from his high position, pressed into the dust and trampled on, breaking and crushing his proud bones one by one, making him unable to even get up.
Xu Muyan never thought that one day Yulisheng would fall from the altar and be tortured like this.
He never thought that the master would be so embarrassed and vulnerable that he curled up into a ball, and helplessly said that he was in pain in front of him.
It turned out that Master is still a mortal after all, he can bleed, cry, and hurt.
Xu Muyan couldn't describe how he felt at this moment, and tried his best to keep warm for Master.
He slowly loosened his belt, pulled open his clothes, and hugged Yu Lisheng tightly.
Trying to use my own body temperature to resist the frost outside.
Yulisheng seemed to have sensed the warmth, and gradually calmed down, exhausted, and fell asleep in Xu Muyan's arms.
The two hugged each other and fell on the haystack. The cold wind squeezed in through the gap between the stone walls.
The snowflakes came from nowhere and landed on Xu Muyan's face. He didn't care about dusting off the snow, and he was panting hotly.
Seemingly aware of the heat in Xu Muyan's mouth, Yu Lisheng groped and rushed over, sucking the heat from Xu Muyan's body like a vampire.
Not even the slightest bit will be let go.
Yulisheng's whole body was very cold, like an ice sculpture, without any temperature at all.
In a coma, he instinctively looked for anything that could bring him warmth.
Even if there is a pile of fire in front of her, Yu Lisheng will jump on it without hesitation, even if a moth flies into the fire, it is better than being frozen to death here.
"Hiss..." Xu Muyan gasped, and groped for Yu Lisheng's feet.
I don't know who threw Yulisheng in the ice and snow.
Yu Lisheng didn't even wear shoes and socks, and her feet were bruised from the cold.
Xu Muyan didn't dislike it, and groped to protect Master's feet in his arms.
As soon as those cold jade feet touched Xu Muyan's chest, he shivered continuously.
But even so, Xu Muyan never let go of his hand.
It seems that the sky and the earth no longer exist, and only the two of them depend on each other in this world.
"Yanyan, cold..." Yu Lisheng was still very cold, he felt cold from the inside out, he lost a lot of blood, and his skin was abnormally pale.
Unable to control himself at all, he lay down on Xu Muyan's neck and bit his neck with his mouth open.
Xu Muyan groaned in pain, and Yulisheng stopped immediately.
"No, you can't bite the words, the words will hurt, you can't bite, you can't bite..." Yu Lisheng lost her consciousness, and even cared about Xu Muyan's pain.
He quickly let go of his mouth, and reached out to rub Xu Muyan.
"It doesn't hurt, words don't hurt, Master rubs Yan Yan, and the pain flies away."
This was Yulisheng's rare childishness, but Xu Muyan burst into tears when he said it.
His shoulders shook violently a few times, pressing the back of Yu Lisheng's head, and pressing his face against his neck, Xu Muyan said in a low voice: "It's okay, Master, just bite and suck my blood , you should feel better. Just bite, I don’t feel any pain.”
It's not the first time anyway.
Yulisheng drank Xu Muyan's blood, Xu Muyan also drank Yulisheng's blood, even ate Yulisheng's meat and drank his bone marrow.
Love and hate are intertwined, and it has long been difficult to tell the difference.
When all kinds of emotions came to his mind, what Xu Muyan recalled was still the scene when he and Yu Lisheng looked at each other and smiled.
It turned out that without knowing it, Xu Muyan was also deeply involved, unable to extricate himself.
"If you don't bite, Yanyan will hurt, so don't bite." Yu Lisheng shook his head stubbornly, "Yanyan will get angry, if Yanyan is angry, he won't talk to me anymore."
"No, I'm not angry, I asked you to bite me." Xu Muyan said tremblingly, "If, I said if, if Master survives this time, then I... I will..."
I won't go home.
I don't know what the situation is now in that time and space.
Even if he did go back, the trauma that filled his heart would envelope Xu Muyan like a nightmare.
He couldn't get rid of it for the rest of his life.
It's better to stay, even if it's to torture each other, he will have a hard time, and neither will Yu Lisheng.
"What are you talking about? Go on."
Suddenly a golden light appeared in front of his eyes, and Yu Fengtian appeared in front of Xu Muyan. Looking at the two people hugging tightly in front of him, his eyes immediately darkened a lot.
"If Yulisheng survives this time, what are you going to do? Keep talking."
"Little Scorpio..." Xu Muyan suddenly raised his face as if he had seen a life-saving straw, and said urgently, "Save him, save Yulisheng! He has been seriously injured, he is about to die , you save him, okay?"
"Birth, old age, sickness and death are human nature. I'm not from here, so I don't want to meddle in Yu Lisheng's life and death at will." Yu Fengtian said coldly, raised his hand, and pulled Xu Muyan over.
Xu Muyan refused, and held onto Yulisheng tightly, loudly saying, "You're lying! You haven't interfered much before? I think you're clearly lying to me, you've been lying to me all this time, haven't you?"
"And before, in the ruined temple, the person who was happy with others was actually you, wasn't it? You were the one who pretended to be Yulisheng! You were the one who lied to me!"
Yu Fengtian couldn't deny it, as long as his mind was fine, after meeting the seriously injured Yu Lisheng, after a little thought, he should understand.
It's not surprising that Xu Muyan could guess.
"Since you know everything, I have nothing to hide." Yu Fengtian forcibly pulled Xu Muyan over, ignoring Yulisheng rolling to the ground from the withered grass, and said coldly, "I'm just not convinced. He was originally a person, why is it me who is dirty?"
"Why should he, Yu Lisheng, be able to start a new life as an elder Yu in Kunlun, while I am covered in dirt and sealed in the ancient Bodhi tree, losing my freedom forever?"
"Why can Yulisheng be redeemed by the gods, but I have to give up even the one I love?"
"Yanyan, tell me, is this fair to me?" Yu Fengtian said coldly, "You call me "Little Scorpio", clearly acknowledging the past between me and you!"
"In that case, why did you choose Yulisheng instead of me?"
"I've never hit you, starved you, made you kneel on a nail! You can love Yulisheng, why can't you love me?"
"That's different!!!" Xu Muyan struggled, trying to get rid of Yu Fengtian's shackles.
But Yu Fengtian's hands were like iron bones, tightly clamping his wrist.
"How is it different? I am him, he is me, and I am the same person as him!" Yu Fengtian gritted his teeth and said, "I love you, Yanyan! My love for you is no more than Yulisheng's love for you few!"
"Why can't you look back at me? Even a little love, don't you want to give me alms?"
"I am your little Scorpio. You told me yourself that you will spend every festival with me in the future!"
"Obviously you promised it yourself, why in the end, I have to bear all the filth and pain, and I have to watch you have fun with others?"
"Yanyan, save me, I will treat you better than Yulisheng! I will be stronger than him, I have the ability to protect you, I can make you happy!"
"You are not an ordinary person, you are...you are my god, my only salvation! I have suffered so much humiliation in this short life, you are my last conscience and my only hope! "
Xu Muyan was stunned for a moment.
It was as if Yu Lisheng stood in front of him when he was young, asking him why he was half-hearted, broke the promise of things, and was with other men.
He subconsciously looked at Yu Lisheng on the ground, and then turned his head to look at Yu Fengtian.
Two identical faces.
They are basically the same except for the color of their hair.
"But I... only have one, can't you chop me in half?" Xu Muyan muttered to himself.
After hearing this, Yu Fengtian smiled, and quickly said seriously: "Of course not, there is only one Xu Muyan in the world, and you are the most unique."
"You should be with me." Yu Fengtian's face was full of tenderness, and he raised his hand to gently caress Xu Muyan's face, "You are dirty, and so am I. You and I are both disabled, yet they are so compatible."
Xu Muyan could tell that Yu Fengtian said that he was not clean anymore, referring to the fact that he and Yu Lisheng had been together before.
In other words, Yu Fengtian now sees himself as an independent person.
A living person who broke away from Yulisheng!
However, Xu Muyan did not fall in love with Yulisheng because of those three dismal experiences.
Instead, he fell in love with Yulisheng first, and then dived back to the past, and those three experiences happened.
But time cannot be turned back. From Yu Fengtian's point of view, he and Xu Muyan met first.
He was also robbed of love by the later Yulisheng.
"Yanyan, after Yu Lisheng dies, I will be free. At that time, you and I will go back to the mountains and forests together, and be a couple of gods and immortals. We will have a child, and I have even thought of the name of the child. "
"If it's a daughter, I'll call it Chaoyang. If it's a boy, I'll call it Xihe. Tell me, okay?"
Yu Fengtian's face showed a look of longing. He was sealed in the ancient Bodhi tree day and night, unaccompanied, lonely and unbearable.
He would always think about Xu Muyan, and then dream about the good times with Xu Muyan in the future.
Imagine that he and Xu Muyan had a child and the family lived happily together.
Since then, there has been no parting of life or death.
But Xu Muyan felt an indescribable sense of fear, his face turned pale, and he said in a trembling voice: "So, you have been lying to me all this time? From the beginning to the end, you never intended to let me go home. You're just using me to get your way, aren't you?"
"I just want to renew our relationship with you. There is a saying in Buddhism, which is called a hundred years of cultivation can cross the same boat, and a thousand years of cultivation can sleep together." Yu Fengtian said in a deep voice, "The fate between me and you will not be broken. They won't disperse."
"You lied to me, hahahahaha, even you lied to me!" Xu Muyan cried and laughed, with tears streaming down his face, he struggled hard, took a few steps back, pointed at Yu Fengtian's face, and said through gritted teeth , "In your heart, what am I?! A pawn? Or a tool to help you regain your life?"
"Yanyan, I really love you, and everything I do is just to reconnect with you."
"You love me...hahahaha, how dare you say that you love me?! To love me is to use me repeatedly, deceive me, and watch me suffer and suffer, wandering between life and death again and again?" Xu Muyan gritted his teeth. , "You haven't changed at all! It's exactly the same as before!"
"Why do you all bully me, why do you all bully me, what did I do wrong, why do you all bully me... I want to go home, I want to go home! Let me go home!"
Xu Muyan wailed and ran out in a panic.
Yu Fengtian hugged his waist from behind, and said with a distressed face: "Yanyan, I didn't want to hide it from you. If I had told you from the beginning, you wouldn't have tried your best."
"Look, how well you have completed your mission! You don't have to wait for Tianzhu, Yulisheng is just a puddle of mud now! There is no right to compete with me anymore!"
"Let go of me, let me go! I'm going home, I'm going home!!! Let me go!!!" Xu Muyan struggled vigorously, but he couldn't get rid of Yu Fengtian's shackles.
His hope of returning home was completely shattered.Despair surged to my heart in an instant.
I can only beat Yu Fengtian's arm vigorously to vent my grievances and the sufferings I have experienced along the way.
"Why do you even bully me? You all bully me, just bully me, no father loves me, no mother loves me!"
"I'm only 17!!!! I'm only seventeen! You ruined my life!"
"Yanyan, it's my fault, it's my fault, I didn't take good care of you, don't cry, Yanyan, please don't cry. Am I avenging you? Look, Yulisheng How miserable it is now, like a dead dog, you can do whatever you want to him!"
In Yu Fengtian's voice, it was hard to hide his excitement, he hugged Xu Muyan's waist tightly, and said close to his ear: "Yanyan, Yulisheng was not destroyed by me, but by yours .A person like him can't have any love in his life."
"From the moment he fell in love with you, he lost."
Xu Muyan comforted in a low voice, his voice trembling a little, "Master, wake up and tell me who hurt you like this, I can't spare him!"
Yu Lisheng's consciousness was still not clear, like a stray dog abandoned by someone, he groped to grab Xu Muyan's hand, and eagerly pressed it to his cheek.
As if he had caught the last straw, Yu Lisheng showed a relaxed and joyful look on his face, and murmured in a low voice: "I've caught Yanyan, I've caught Yanyan, I can't go away anymore , no more."
After hearing this, Xu Muyan felt a severe pain in his heart, and in a daze, he seemed to have returned to Yulisheng's youth.
So embarrassing, so unbearable, with bruises all over his body, there is no good meat.
The two cuddled together, keeping each other warm.
It seems that they have been exiled by the whole world, and only each other is the last hope in their hearts.
Xu Muyan hugged Yulisheng tightly, feeling that Master was so cold and shivering all the time.
The fire was gradually extinguished, and there was so much snow outside that it was impossible to go out to pick up dead branches.
Yulisheng was very cold, her thin shoulders kept shaking, and after losing too much blood, her face was pale with a touch of blue.
It seemed as if he could die at any moment.
Xu Muyan didn't want to watch the master die, so he tried to channel his spiritual power to keep them warm.
But now his primordial spirit and physical body have not been fully integrated, and all the remaining spiritual power has been channeled into the Hunyuan Pearl.
Xu Muyan tried many times, but the spiritual power at his fingertips was pitifully thin, as if even God had given up on Yulisheng.
It is impossible for Yu Lisheng to freeze to death in the ice and snow.The snow outside was getting bigger and bigger, and the snow was covering up the hole in a short while.
"Cold... Yanyan, Master is so cold, Yanyan..." Yu Lisheng uttered a few words indiscriminately when she was unconscious, and subconsciously moved her hands closer to the warm place.
Fumbling into Xu Muyan's lapel with both hands, Xu Muyan trembled from the cold immediately. Master's pair of jade hands looked like dead hands that had been dead for three days.
It was stiff and icy, ten fingers could not be easily bent, so they stuck straight into Xu Muyan's clothes, as if they wanted to tear open his flesh and use his blood to warm themselves.
Xu Muyan didn't push Yulisheng's hand away, but hugged him a little tighter, and said in a low voice: "When the snow stops, I'll take Master away from this ghostly place right away, and we'll go back Kunlun, go back to the small building under the moon, I will light ten stoves for the master, okay?"
Yulisheng didn't respond, but buried her head and face in Xu Muyan's arms, and after a long time murmured in a low voice: "Yanyan, don't go, Yanyan, don't leave Master alone..."
"No, I'm not going anywhere, I'll stay with Master." The matter of going home can be put aside for now, and we can talk about it after Yu Lisheng recovers from his injuries.
But right now, the cave is as cold as an ice cellar, and whether the two of them can survive is still a question.
Unfortunately, Yulisheng's cold illness broke out again.
In the past on the mountain, Lord Chongming loved Yulisheng very much, and he was very considerate of his health. Knowing that Yulisheng had a cold disease, he made some pills every now and then and gave them to Yulisheng to take.
Ever since Yulisheng went mad last time and imprisoned Lord Chongming, no one has made him any pills to alleviate cold illnesses.
At this moment, Xu Muyan even hated himself for not being a medicine man.
If he were a medicine man, he would be able to use his own flesh and blood to ease the pain of Master.
"It hurts, Yan Yan... it hurts, it hurts... it's cold, Master is so cold, Yan Yan, Yan Yan..."
Only at this time would Yulisheng cry out in pain and cold.
Ordinary Yulisheng gave Xu Muyan a kind of rebelliousness, like a mad dog, and a little mental illness from time to time.
So much so that in Xu Muyan's impression, Yulisheng, who is in his thirties, should be high above the ground, turning his hands into clouds and turning his hands into rain.
Disregarding human life, ruthless, and doing everything, he would rather bear the world's people than the world's bad guys.
A villain with steel and iron bones, invulnerable to swords and guns, and possessing the indestructible body of a diamond.
Therefore, Xu Muyan never thought that Yulisheng, who was in her thirties, would fall from the altar again.
He was dragged down from his high position, pressed into the dust and trampled on, breaking and crushing his proud bones one by one, making him unable to even get up.
Xu Muyan never thought that one day Yulisheng would fall from the altar and be tortured like this.
He never thought that the master would be so embarrassed and vulnerable that he curled up into a ball, and helplessly said that he was in pain in front of him.
It turned out that Master is still a mortal after all, he can bleed, cry, and hurt.
Xu Muyan couldn't describe how he felt at this moment, and tried his best to keep warm for Master.
He slowly loosened his belt, pulled open his clothes, and hugged Yu Lisheng tightly.
Trying to use my own body temperature to resist the frost outside.
Yulisheng seemed to have sensed the warmth, and gradually calmed down, exhausted, and fell asleep in Xu Muyan's arms.
The two hugged each other and fell on the haystack. The cold wind squeezed in through the gap between the stone walls.
The snowflakes came from nowhere and landed on Xu Muyan's face. He didn't care about dusting off the snow, and he was panting hotly.
Seemingly aware of the heat in Xu Muyan's mouth, Yu Lisheng groped and rushed over, sucking the heat from Xu Muyan's body like a vampire.
Not even the slightest bit will be let go.
Yulisheng's whole body was very cold, like an ice sculpture, without any temperature at all.
In a coma, he instinctively looked for anything that could bring him warmth.
Even if there is a pile of fire in front of her, Yu Lisheng will jump on it without hesitation, even if a moth flies into the fire, it is better than being frozen to death here.
"Hiss..." Xu Muyan gasped, and groped for Yu Lisheng's feet.
I don't know who threw Yulisheng in the ice and snow.
Yu Lisheng didn't even wear shoes and socks, and her feet were bruised from the cold.
Xu Muyan didn't dislike it, and groped to protect Master's feet in his arms.
As soon as those cold jade feet touched Xu Muyan's chest, he shivered continuously.
But even so, Xu Muyan never let go of his hand.
It seems that the sky and the earth no longer exist, and only the two of them depend on each other in this world.
"Yanyan, cold..." Yu Lisheng was still very cold, he felt cold from the inside out, he lost a lot of blood, and his skin was abnormally pale.
Unable to control himself at all, he lay down on Xu Muyan's neck and bit his neck with his mouth open.
Xu Muyan groaned in pain, and Yulisheng stopped immediately.
"No, you can't bite the words, the words will hurt, you can't bite, you can't bite..." Yu Lisheng lost her consciousness, and even cared about Xu Muyan's pain.
He quickly let go of his mouth, and reached out to rub Xu Muyan.
"It doesn't hurt, words don't hurt, Master rubs Yan Yan, and the pain flies away."
This was Yulisheng's rare childishness, but Xu Muyan burst into tears when he said it.
His shoulders shook violently a few times, pressing the back of Yu Lisheng's head, and pressing his face against his neck, Xu Muyan said in a low voice: "It's okay, Master, just bite and suck my blood , you should feel better. Just bite, I don’t feel any pain.”
It's not the first time anyway.
Yulisheng drank Xu Muyan's blood, Xu Muyan also drank Yulisheng's blood, even ate Yulisheng's meat and drank his bone marrow.
Love and hate are intertwined, and it has long been difficult to tell the difference.
When all kinds of emotions came to his mind, what Xu Muyan recalled was still the scene when he and Yu Lisheng looked at each other and smiled.
It turned out that without knowing it, Xu Muyan was also deeply involved, unable to extricate himself.
"If you don't bite, Yanyan will hurt, so don't bite." Yu Lisheng shook his head stubbornly, "Yanyan will get angry, if Yanyan is angry, he won't talk to me anymore."
"No, I'm not angry, I asked you to bite me." Xu Muyan said tremblingly, "If, I said if, if Master survives this time, then I... I will..."
I won't go home.
I don't know what the situation is now in that time and space.
Even if he did go back, the trauma that filled his heart would envelope Xu Muyan like a nightmare.
He couldn't get rid of it for the rest of his life.
It's better to stay, even if it's to torture each other, he will have a hard time, and neither will Yu Lisheng.
"What are you talking about? Go on."
Suddenly a golden light appeared in front of his eyes, and Yu Fengtian appeared in front of Xu Muyan. Looking at the two people hugging tightly in front of him, his eyes immediately darkened a lot.
"If Yulisheng survives this time, what are you going to do? Keep talking."
"Little Scorpio..." Xu Muyan suddenly raised his face as if he had seen a life-saving straw, and said urgently, "Save him, save Yulisheng! He has been seriously injured, he is about to die , you save him, okay?"
"Birth, old age, sickness and death are human nature. I'm not from here, so I don't want to meddle in Yu Lisheng's life and death at will." Yu Fengtian said coldly, raised his hand, and pulled Xu Muyan over.
Xu Muyan refused, and held onto Yulisheng tightly, loudly saying, "You're lying! You haven't interfered much before? I think you're clearly lying to me, you've been lying to me all this time, haven't you?"
"And before, in the ruined temple, the person who was happy with others was actually you, wasn't it? You were the one who pretended to be Yulisheng! You were the one who lied to me!"
Yu Fengtian couldn't deny it, as long as his mind was fine, after meeting the seriously injured Yu Lisheng, after a little thought, he should understand.
It's not surprising that Xu Muyan could guess.
"Since you know everything, I have nothing to hide." Yu Fengtian forcibly pulled Xu Muyan over, ignoring Yulisheng rolling to the ground from the withered grass, and said coldly, "I'm just not convinced. He was originally a person, why is it me who is dirty?"
"Why should he, Yu Lisheng, be able to start a new life as an elder Yu in Kunlun, while I am covered in dirt and sealed in the ancient Bodhi tree, losing my freedom forever?"
"Why can Yulisheng be redeemed by the gods, but I have to give up even the one I love?"
"Yanyan, tell me, is this fair to me?" Yu Fengtian said coldly, "You call me "Little Scorpio", clearly acknowledging the past between me and you!"
"In that case, why did you choose Yulisheng instead of me?"
"I've never hit you, starved you, made you kneel on a nail! You can love Yulisheng, why can't you love me?"
"That's different!!!" Xu Muyan struggled, trying to get rid of Yu Fengtian's shackles.
But Yu Fengtian's hands were like iron bones, tightly clamping his wrist.
"How is it different? I am him, he is me, and I am the same person as him!" Yu Fengtian gritted his teeth and said, "I love you, Yanyan! My love for you is no more than Yulisheng's love for you few!"
"Why can't you look back at me? Even a little love, don't you want to give me alms?"
"I am your little Scorpio. You told me yourself that you will spend every festival with me in the future!"
"Obviously you promised it yourself, why in the end, I have to bear all the filth and pain, and I have to watch you have fun with others?"
"Yanyan, save me, I will treat you better than Yulisheng! I will be stronger than him, I have the ability to protect you, I can make you happy!"
"You are not an ordinary person, you are...you are my god, my only salvation! I have suffered so much humiliation in this short life, you are my last conscience and my only hope! "
Xu Muyan was stunned for a moment.
It was as if Yu Lisheng stood in front of him when he was young, asking him why he was half-hearted, broke the promise of things, and was with other men.
He subconsciously looked at Yu Lisheng on the ground, and then turned his head to look at Yu Fengtian.
Two identical faces.
They are basically the same except for the color of their hair.
"But I... only have one, can't you chop me in half?" Xu Muyan muttered to himself.
After hearing this, Yu Fengtian smiled, and quickly said seriously: "Of course not, there is only one Xu Muyan in the world, and you are the most unique."
"You should be with me." Yu Fengtian's face was full of tenderness, and he raised his hand to gently caress Xu Muyan's face, "You are dirty, and so am I. You and I are both disabled, yet they are so compatible."
Xu Muyan could tell that Yu Fengtian said that he was not clean anymore, referring to the fact that he and Yu Lisheng had been together before.
In other words, Yu Fengtian now sees himself as an independent person.
A living person who broke away from Yulisheng!
However, Xu Muyan did not fall in love with Yulisheng because of those three dismal experiences.
Instead, he fell in love with Yulisheng first, and then dived back to the past, and those three experiences happened.
But time cannot be turned back. From Yu Fengtian's point of view, he and Xu Muyan met first.
He was also robbed of love by the later Yulisheng.
"Yanyan, after Yu Lisheng dies, I will be free. At that time, you and I will go back to the mountains and forests together, and be a couple of gods and immortals. We will have a child, and I have even thought of the name of the child. "
"If it's a daughter, I'll call it Chaoyang. If it's a boy, I'll call it Xihe. Tell me, okay?"
Yu Fengtian's face showed a look of longing. He was sealed in the ancient Bodhi tree day and night, unaccompanied, lonely and unbearable.
He would always think about Xu Muyan, and then dream about the good times with Xu Muyan in the future.
Imagine that he and Xu Muyan had a child and the family lived happily together.
Since then, there has been no parting of life or death.
But Xu Muyan felt an indescribable sense of fear, his face turned pale, and he said in a trembling voice: "So, you have been lying to me all this time? From the beginning to the end, you never intended to let me go home. You're just using me to get your way, aren't you?"
"I just want to renew our relationship with you. There is a saying in Buddhism, which is called a hundred years of cultivation can cross the same boat, and a thousand years of cultivation can sleep together." Yu Fengtian said in a deep voice, "The fate between me and you will not be broken. They won't disperse."
"You lied to me, hahahahaha, even you lied to me!" Xu Muyan cried and laughed, with tears streaming down his face, he struggled hard, took a few steps back, pointed at Yu Fengtian's face, and said through gritted teeth , "In your heart, what am I?! A pawn? Or a tool to help you regain your life?"
"Yanyan, I really love you, and everything I do is just to reconnect with you."
"You love me...hahahaha, how dare you say that you love me?! To love me is to use me repeatedly, deceive me, and watch me suffer and suffer, wandering between life and death again and again?" Xu Muyan gritted his teeth. , "You haven't changed at all! It's exactly the same as before!"
"Why do you all bully me, why do you all bully me, what did I do wrong, why do you all bully me... I want to go home, I want to go home! Let me go home!"
Xu Muyan wailed and ran out in a panic.
Yu Fengtian hugged his waist from behind, and said with a distressed face: "Yanyan, I didn't want to hide it from you. If I had told you from the beginning, you wouldn't have tried your best."
"Look, how well you have completed your mission! You don't have to wait for Tianzhu, Yulisheng is just a puddle of mud now! There is no right to compete with me anymore!"
"Let go of me, let me go! I'm going home, I'm going home!!! Let me go!!!" Xu Muyan struggled vigorously, but he couldn't get rid of Yu Fengtian's shackles.
His hope of returning home was completely shattered.Despair surged to my heart in an instant.
I can only beat Yu Fengtian's arm vigorously to vent my grievances and the sufferings I have experienced along the way.
"Why do you even bully me? You all bully me, just bully me, no father loves me, no mother loves me!"
"I'm only 17!!!! I'm only seventeen! You ruined my life!"
"Yanyan, it's my fault, it's my fault, I didn't take good care of you, don't cry, Yanyan, please don't cry. Am I avenging you? Look, Yulisheng How miserable it is now, like a dead dog, you can do whatever you want to him!"
In Yu Fengtian's voice, it was hard to hide his excitement, he hugged Xu Muyan's waist tightly, and said close to his ear: "Yanyan, Yulisheng was not destroyed by me, but by yours .A person like him can't have any love in his life."
"From the moment he fell in love with you, he lost."
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