Sand sculpture apprentice dressed as black heart lotus

Chapter 195 Mu Yan thinks he is a big wrong

Xu Muyan knew that he was going to help Yulisheng ascend in the end.

He will be the stepping stone for Yulisheng's ascent, climbing the ladder, crossing the river bridge, even a ray of breeze between the sleeves, and an inch of red dust under the feet.

But it was the only one who was not Yu Lisheng who stayed with her all her life.

After the ascension, Yulisheng should completely cut off the love in the world.

In this life, she will never be emotional again, and she will never remember Xu Muyan again.

I don't know why, as long as I think of Yulisheng from now on, I will never be emotional with myself again.

Xu Muyan felt a pain in his heart, almost unable to breathe.

He also understood.

I really fell in love with Yulisheng.

It's ridiculous.

The more he struggled, everything he wanted to get rid of finally dragged him into the endless abyss.

The more I warned myself in every possible way, I must never be emotional, but in the end, I still became emotional that I shouldn't be emotional.

After all, people are not plants, and their hearts are not rocks.

"Yanyan, why don't you talk anymore? Yanyan, you can do whatever you want Master!"

Yu Lisheng became anxious, and held Xu Muyan's face in both hands, begging eagerly and humbly, "You're still angry with Master, aren't you? You're still blaming Master for ruining your body and making you lose your fertility ability, isn't it?"

Xu Muyan pursed his lips, lowered his eyes slightly, and neither nodded nor shook his head.

He is not some merciful Living Buddha, so how can he not complain?

He never wanted to experience that kind of pain again.

"Yanyan, Master will never force you to have a child anymore, Master may not have children, Master only wants you!"

Seeing that he kept lowering his eyelashes and keeping silent, Yulisheng became even more anxious and at a loss, not knowing how to win back Xu Muyan's heart.

He could only humbly ask Xu Muyan over and over again in front of Xu Muyan to stay.

Xu Muyan exhaled slowly, thinking to himself that Yulisheng could keep him for a while, but he couldn't keep him forever.

He will leave after all.

However, in the remaining days, Xu Muyan hopes to get along well with Yulisheng.

No more disputes, no more misunderstandings.

But how easy is it to help Yulisheng find out about love?

Xu Muyan didn't know how to make Yulisheng let go of the past with him.

How can Yulisheng completely cut off the world of mortals.

He could only watch helplessly as Yulisheng got deeper and deeper into him.

He has always been cautious, worrying about gains and losses, as if he was afraid that Xu Muyan would suddenly grow wings and fly away.

He stayed by Xu Muyan's side unswervingly.

Even when you sleep at night, you have to interlock your fingers.

"Yanyan, don't be afraid, Master will definitely help you take care of your current body, and then heal your throat."

Yu Lisheng held Xu Muyan's hand tightly, and the two shared the bed, embracing each other face to face.

They are so close that they can hear each other's heartbeat.

And smell each other's scent.

"Yanyan, you have a lot of secrets," Yulisheng said in a low voice, with a gentle face, stretching out her hand to caress Xu Muyan's cheek slowly, looking into his eyes, "Master had no heart in the past, so I haven't been able to find out for a long time. Breaking through the key point, you are actually... not the Xu Muyan from before, at least, Master has not raised you for so many years, and has never shown you any kindness, has he?"

Xu Muyan's eyes lit up suddenly, and he raised his head abruptly.

Just happened to bump into Yulisheng's deep eyes.

His heart was beating wildly, and he clenched his fists subconsciously.

Finally, is Yu Lisheng going to find out?

Finally found that he didn't belong to this time and space originally, and his arrival was entirely for Yulisheng!

"Yanyan, after your death, Master did not dig the grave any more, but let your former body rest in peace."

Yu Lisheng said in a low voice, with an indescribable sadness in his tone. In the days and nights of losing Xu Muyan, he couldn't describe the heartache and misery in words at that time.

All she wanted was to summon Xu Muyan's soul and reshape his physical body.

But the strange thing is that, exactly the same as when Xu Muyan died for the first time, no matter what method Yulisheng used, he just couldn't summon Xu Muyan's primordial spirit back.

Even a little fragment of Yuanshen cannot be summoned back.

Yulisheng even tried every means and sent Man Xiuzhen to look for Xu Muyan's relatives, but they all ended up without a problem.

Xu Muyan seemed to have jumped out of a crack in the rock.

There is no trace of his existence in this world.

In those days and nights filled with regret, Yulisheng began to re-examine herself.

He also began to re-examine his little apprentice.

The more I think about it, the more I realize that Xu Muyan's temperament has changed a lot compared to before.

The former Xu Muyan hated him as a master extremely.

People before and after are mostly ridiculing, scorning, cursing, treating Tan Qingru as their fate, and falling in love with him into madness.

But later Xu Muyan didn't treat Tan Qing well.

It's really just mediocre.

Yulisheng tried every means to ridicule and torture Xu Muyan in the past, and tortured Xu Muyan in front of Tan Qinglu more than once.

At that time, he still didn't understand what kind of cruel and inhuman punishment it was to be humiliated and tortured by other men in front of his sweetheart.

With Xu Muyan's temper in the past, how could he be willing to be humiliated like this?

He should have gone away with Tan Qinglu in private long ago.

How could he stay in Kunlun forever, in front of his master?

It's just a pity that it was too late for Yulisheng to wake up, and the sin had already been committed.

It's hard to get over the water, can a broken mirror really be reunited?

Thinking of this, Yulisheng hugged him even tighter, and pressed his chin against Xu Muyan's neck.

At this moment, he finally breathed a sigh of relief for the time being, and found some peace.

"Yanyan, Master knows that you must have a lot of unspeakable secrets, including the two times you have returned from the corpse. Master will not force you. When Master cures your throat, when you want to say something, tell Master again, okay? good?"

It's not that Xu Muyan didn't want to say it.

In the past, he actually didn't know how to explain this problem. He did come from another time and space.

A time and space that Yulisheng didn't even know about.

Now, he can't speak out.

It's true that I can't speak with my mouth, and I can't write with my hands.

Xu Muyan only felt that he was getting deeper and deeper into the trap that Yu Fengtian had set for him step by step.

The more you want to escape, the more you will sink into the mud.

The more you want to go against the sky and change your fate, but the final result is that all your achievements fall short.

Now that things have happened, Xu Muyan doesn't know who to trust.

Neither dare to trust Yu Lisheng, nor dare to trust Yu Fengtian.

Because the two are essentially the same person.

It's not a good thing anyway.

For now, Xu Muyan can only choose to cross by himself.

If no one crosses him, then he crosses himself.

As the saying goes, it is easy to cross others, but difficult to cross oneself.

But if you can't cross yourself, how can you cross others?

Xu Muyan made up his mind that he must jump out of it, and he would not be a slave to fate and be at its mercy.

He is definitely not a pawn in Yu Fengtian's hands.

The more Yu Fengtian refused to let him recognize Yulisheng, the more he had to tell Yulisheng about the past!

The more Xu Muyan thought about it, the angrier he became, and the more he thought about it, he felt that he was a big wrong.

Nothing good happened, and all bad things happened to him.

When other people wear books, they are all the proud sons of heaven, dragons and phoenixes among men.

Why is it his turn to wear a book, and the whole thing is a big wrong?

Being abused both physically and mentally by a deadly sick girl, being abused repeatedly, jumping back and forth on the verge of death.

Dead and dead, alive and alive.

Xu Muyan was so angry that he couldn't sleep, and when he looked up and saw Yulisheng, he didn't sleep either.

His deep and narrow eyes, like two wells of spring water, kept staring at him.

When Xu Muyan saw him, he remembered the little Scorpio back in the dungeon of the Demon Realm!

Nonsence!

What little scorpio!

The whole white-eyed wolf!

If you don't know how to repay your kindness, you can just say one thing and say another thing behind your back!

All the white-eyed wolves in the world can't compare to a Yuli Sheng!

Although it was a combination of Yulisheng and Yufengtian.

But now Yu Fengtian is not in front of him either.

Therefore, Xu Muyan's resentment could only be directed at Yulisheng.

He suddenly raised his hand, wanting to punch Yu Lisheng.

It suddenly occurred to him that beating someone does not slap him in the face, this is the rule left by the ancestors.

Yulisheng didn't have any good points in the first place, she just had a face that was... not bad, she could make do with it, she was just the number one beauty in the world of cultivation!

Since you can't hit your face, you can only hit other places.

Ever since, Xu Muyan clenched his fists, exhausted all his strength, and punched Yu Lisheng's chest hard.

Yulisheng was slightly taken aback for a moment, then held Xu Muyan's fist, kissed it to his lips, and said in a low voice: "Yanyan, go to bed earlier, Master is not tired, so there is no need to help Master beat his chest. "

Xu Muyan: "..."

damn it!

Thinking of his former body, it would be easy to beat a tiger to death with one punch.

Now that I try my best, I can only be like a cat stepping on | milk, light and light, without any strength at all!

Simply pissed off!

The punch he had accumulated for a long time actually hit the cotton... No, to be precise, it was the iron frame.

Because Xu Muyan punched it with his fist, the bones in his hand hurt so much.

Originally, the lacrimal glands were very developed, but now the tears in his eyes glistened like the sparkling surface of a lake under the sun.

Xu Muyan really hates his current body to death, he thinks it's too pussy, not manly at all!

He forced himself not to shed pitiful tears.

But the tears still rolled down.

Nothing can stop it.

"Yanyan, master...the master didn't say that you didn't beat well, and the master didn't scold you, stop crying, hurry up, stop crying."

Yu Lisheng hurriedly kissed and hugged, and comforted in a soft voice: "Master is just afraid that you will be tired."

Xu Muyan: "..."

what!what!what!

He really didn't want to help Yuli Sheng beat it!

I just wanted to beat him up!

"Okay, don't be upset, if you want to beat it, you might as well beat it here."

Yulisheng grabbed Xu Muyan's hand, slowly moved it towards his abdomen, and said in a low voice, "The stomach is made of cartilage, so it won't hurt your hand."

Xu Muyan: "..."

Should he boast that the little widow is gentle and considerate now?

Indeed, there were too many bones in his chest, which made his hands ache.

The belly is different.

Xu Muyan learned to be smart this time, knowing that his pain point is so low that it is too horrible to look at.

So he got up and wandered around, looking for something convenient.

"Yanyan, are you thirsty, or hungry?" Yu Lisheng also got up, her clothes were a little loose, revealing most of her lean chest, "Here is the fan."

He handed the fan to Xu Muyan's hand.

Xu Muyan quickly spread out his fan and said silently in his heart: My hands are itchy and I want to beat you up, but I'm afraid that my hands will hurt.

Then a line of large characters slowly appeared on the fan, but it was not the words Xu Muyan was thinking in his heart, but: I feel itchy, I want you, but I am afraid of pain.

Yu Lisheng took a look, and Jun's face turned red in a rare way.

She pursed her lips slightly, thinking ecstatically, Yanyan still loves him after all.

If you don't love it, how can you let him touch it.

But when he thought about it, his Yan Yan was not in good health now, he would vomit blood every now and then.

Don't be in a hurry, he still wants to be with Xu Muyan for a long time.

"Yanyan, I didn't expect you to... actually still read, you and I have never had a wedding ceremony..."

Xu Muyan: "?"

What do you mean?

Did he mention this matter?

Turning the fan with a puzzled face.

It was blank, and the writing had disappeared.

Nothing at all.

Xu Muyan said silently again: Hurry up, I'm impatient!

This time he saw with his own eyes what he was thinking on the fan, so he showed it to Yu Lisheng.

Unexpectedly, after seeing the handwriting on the fan, Yuli Sheng's face turned even redder.

Even very rarely tweaked.

Xu Muyan didn't even know why he was blushing, or being coy.

"Yanyan, no, listen to Master, your body is very weak now, it's inconvenient to do that, and wait for Master to take care of your body, then...you can do whatever you want." Yu Lisheng said in a low voice, Having said that, his throat swallowed uncontrollably.

It's been a long time since I met Xu Muyan. He was originally an unrestrained person.

I haven't been in love for so long, so I naturally think about it very much.

But Yulisheng was really afraid that his words would hurt him.

Refusing to take any action at all.

It's just that my eyes couldn't help looking at Xu Muyan, and my throat tightened.

Xu Muyan didn't understand, so he thought that Yu Lisheng meant that when he recovered, there would be a fight between men.

The kind that punches to the flesh.

I thought to myself, this is not impossible.Then he had to lie back and continue to sleep.

Unexpectedly, as soon as Xu Muyan lay down, he accidentally grabbed Yu Lisheng's belt.

He only felt his eyes go blank, and with a bang, he ripped off Yu Lisheng's clothes.

Half of the body is exposed.

Xu Muyan swallowed hard, looked at the belt in his hand, and smiled apologetically.

Quickly unfold the fan and tell Yulisheng that he didn't do it on purpose.

Unexpectedly, it appeared on the fan: I did it on purpose.

When Yulisheng saw this, cold sweat broke out on his forehead, he clenched his fists and tried his best to restrain himself.

I thought silently in my heart, this is not good, this is not good, the future will be long, don't rush for a while.

What he coveted was not only Xu Muyan's body, but also Xu Muyan's soul.

Therefore, Yulisheng refused to do anything to hurt Xu Muyan anymore.

"Yanyan, you go to bed first, the room is too stuffy, master go out to catch your breath."

Yu Lisheng threw off the quilt with a whoosh, turned over and got out of bed, and gathered up the scattered clothes.

In a panic, he even put on his boots backwards.

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