Sand sculpture apprentice dressed as black heart lotus

Yulisheng didn't dare to stop.

I was afraid that if I stopped, I would be caught again.

He was so scared.

Really too scared.

I don't want to be imprisoned in a dark dungeon as a beautiful thing again.

I don't want to be tortured and humiliated in every possible way, never again!

But...he left the little Taoist priest behind.

In order to survive, he watched the little Taoist priest being dragged back into the deep sea by a group of mermaids!

Yulisheng was very clear in his heart, he knew what would happen to the little Taoist priest.

The little Taoist is really saving him, saving him at the cost of his life.

Obviously the little Taoist priest could escape by himself, but because he wanted to escape with him, he died in the deep sea in the end.

How ridiculous!

Yu Lisheng, who was not good at water, escaped by chance, but the little Taoist priest, who was good at water, failed to escape in the end.

Yulisheng lost the joy of escaping from birth at the beginning, and only felt incomparable pain, torment, and even despair.

I don't know how long he ran before he made a plop and fell to the ground.

"Little Taoist..." Yu Lisheng tightly grasped the skirt of her chest, tears streaming down her face, "I failed you, if there is another life, you will never meet me again."

Actually, nothing special.

These were the words that popped into Xu Muyan's mind when he was dragged to the bottom of the sea by the sharks.

nothing special.

Anyway, it wasn't the first time he was abandoned by Yu Lisheng.

What made him a little sad was that Yu Lisheng ran away in a hurry just now, and his posture was very awkward.

But she never looked back at him.

Not once did I look back.

Xu Muyan actually didn't complain that Yulisheng climbed ashore first.

At the moment of life and death, one can escape.

Moreover, it was Xu Muyan who pushed Yulisheng ashore in the first place.

He left the hope of life to Yulisheng with his own hands.

But...why didn't Yulisheng look back at him?

As far as Xu Muyan knew, sharks were not allowed to go ashore.

Because sharks do not have human legs, they cannot walk on land.

In other words, as long as you go ashore, you are safe.

Yulisheng went ashore and was safe.

Even if you don't send someone's head thousands of miles away, you will turn around and save him foolishly.

At least look back at him.

Look at the little Taoist who is about to lose his life in order to save him.

Don't you even take a look at the little Taoist priest before he dies?

Xu Muyan was very troubled by this.

I don't understand why Yulisheng refused to look back at him at the end.

Maybe in Yulisheng's heart, the only one who loves from beginning to end is herself.

All people and things are just stones under Yulisheng's feet.

And unfortunately.

Xu Muyan has become Yulisheng's stepping stone, a wall-climbing ladder, and a tool that can be used repeatedly.

She had the nerve to promise him that next time there was danger, she would stand in front of Xu Muyan.

The results are deceiving.

If Yu Lisheng, who was in his thirties, was here, he would definitely not let go of Xu Muyan's hand.

Certainly not.

But the 20-year-old Yu Lisheng never held Xu Muyan's hand tightly.

Xu Muyan felt dejected.

The lungs seemed to burst, and the whole person lost all strength.

He was dragged to the bottom of the sea by the shark.

Countless sharks surrounded him, showing their sharp fangs.

Xu Muyan would rather die than be humiliated.

I would rather die than refuse.

He slowly raised his right hand.

With all his strength, he bit off the blood vessel on his wrist.

It doesn't hurt, it hurts and numb anyway.

Just tired.

Xu Muyan didn't think there was anything special, he just felt very tired.

As soon as the blood vessel was bitten off, the blood spread like a pillar in an instant, dyeing the surrounding seawater red.

"Take me away, I don't want to stay here anymore."

Xu Muyan read silently, only feeling a splitting headache.

A flash of Buddha's light flashed before his eyes, enveloping his whole body.

The Hunyuan Pearl exuded an unusually bright light, hovering above Xu Muyan's head.

After that, Xu Muyan's primordial spirit was engulfed.

Lead him back into the space-time tunnel again.

But this time, Xu Muyan could no longer control his emotions.

He raised his head and cried wildly.

Tears splashed in the space-time tunnel, and were twisted into mist by the strong wind.

He could no longer sneak back to look for Yulisheng.

There is no other way.

At the last moment when the Buddha's light dissipated, Hunyuanzhu brought Xu Muyan back under the bodhi tree.

Xu Muyan fell to his knees as if powerless, and burst into tears.

I just feel that my heart hurts, it hurts, I've never felt such pain before.

It turns out that the price of crossing people is so unbearable.

"You look very hurt, Mu Yan."

Yu Fengtian approached slowly, squatted down, hugged Xu Muyan, raised his hand and patted him on the back, and said in a soft voice, "It's my fault that made you feel wronged, Mu Yan, stop crying , when you cry, my heart will break."

Xu Muyan didn't know what it was like to have a broken heart before, but now he can understand it.

No wonder there are so many monks in the world.

No wonder so many people practice the path of ruthlessness.

The word love is too hurtful.

It hurts so much.

Xu Muyan couldn't face up to Yu Lisheng who was in his 30s anymore, and he couldn't face up to Yu Fengtian anymore.

Whether it is Yu Lisheng or Yu Fengtian, these two people are essentially differentiated from one body.

"I... I changed Yu Lisheng's fate. I... I rescued him. At the cost of my life, I finally managed to escape him. Can you let me go home?"

Xu Muyan raised his hand and pushed Yu Fengtian away, turning his head, refusing to look at the familiar face, almost begging, "Let me go home, I really want to go home...I miss my mother."

"However, you failed to rewrite Yu Lisheng's fate, and he was not rescued." Yu Fengtian said in a low voice, "He came back to look for you again."

"What?! What did you say? He turned around to look for me?" Xu Muyan suddenly raised his head, his face full of disbelief, then he gritted his teeth and cursed directly, "Silly beep - why is he looking back for me?!"

"Because neither he nor I can let you go. Mu Yan—" Yu Fengtian raised his hand and gently stroked Xu Muyan's face, his gaze was so compassionate, "History cannot be changed, it is yours. Forcibly intervening again and again, imperceptibly promoting everything, you think you are a bystander, but in fact, you are a person in the book."

Xu Muyan trembled in horror, "What do you mean?"

"The cycle of cause and effect is the cause you planted with your own hands, and today's fruit comes." Yu Fengtian said slowly: "I have been waiting for you, I have been waiting for you."

"Slave Yanyan is you, Xu Yan who was deboned is you, Zhou Yan who was buried in the South China Sea is still you... I have been waiting for you under the Bodhi tree."

"Xu Muyan, he and I are waiting for you. We've been waiting for you all this time."

Xu Muyan only felt that his mind was buzzing, and with his IQ, he couldn't figure it out at all.

Therefore, history is doomed to be irreversible.

He has never been a bystander, but a man in the book.

It seems that he has sneaked back to the past and wants to change his fate against the sky.

Little did he know that this was originally Yu Lisheng's catastrophe.

All the stories are a circle, Xu Muyan failed to break the butterfly effect, but has been promoting the development of the story.

This is the so-called causal loop.

"It's because of you, Mu Yan, that he and I have survived until now." Yu Fengtian said slowly, "You told us, no matter what kind of pain we've experienced, don't give up hope of survival."

"Mu Yan, your existence made Yulisheng see the light, but with your death, the fire in Yulisheng's heart was extinguished little by little."

"So, I've worked so hard, but in fact, nothing has changed. Things that should happen in the future will still happen, right?" Xu Muyan asked softly.

Yu Fengtian said: "Yes, all of this has long been doomed."

"But why didn't you stop me at that time? Why did you give me the Hunyuan Pearl? Why did you let me go when you knew that I would be wronged if I sneaked back?" Xu Muyan clenched his fists and said with a choked voice, "Is it fun? Is it really fun to lie to me again and again and use me again and again?"

"Mu Yan, this is predestined, and I can't change it, Mu Yan... When everything is over, you will be free." Yu Fengtian comforted in a soft voice, "I won't let Yu Li If Sheng continues to pester you, then you will be completely free."

Today, Xu Muyan found that he couldn't trust anyone around him.

In the whole world, the only person who can cross him is himself.

After a long time, Xu Muyan asked, "Does Yulisheng know?"

"what do you know?"

"I know Yanyan, Xu Yan, and... the little Taoist, does he remember these pasts?" Xu Muyan clenched his fists and said in a trembling voice, "Can he recognize me?"

Yu Fengtian said: "I remember."

"But I don't want you to remember!!!" Xu Muyan was suddenly furious, gnashing his teeth, "I want him to remember!!! I want Yulisheng to remember! I want Yulisheng to remember everything I have done for him! I want him to I know, it is he who has failed me time and time again! I want him to know that I am not sorry to him, but he has been bullying me!"

Yu Fengtian was silent for a long time.

In this way, Xu Muyan knew, but Yulisheng didn't remember.

Yu Lisheng doesn't remember the slave Yanyan who hugged him in the sword mound to keep warm when he was young.

Yu Lisheng also doesn't remember how cold it was on New Year's Eve that year when he was with him, and he doesn't remember Xu Yan wishing him a happy New Year.

Yu Lisheng doesn't even remember that when he was 20 years old, there was a little Taoist priest named Zhou Yan who analyzed the constellations for him, sang for him...and died for him in the South China Sea.

I don't remember everything, Yulisheng has forgotten everything.

"At the beginning, when Yulisheng cut out his heart under the bodhi tree, anyone or anything that moved him was also cut off." Yu Fengtian explained, paused, and then said, "However, he Now that you have a heart, maybe...he remembered, you might as well ask him yourself."

"You still want me to ask him personally?" Xu Muyan gritted his teeth, "I wish I had never met him before!"

"Mu Yan..."

"Don't call me by my name! I hate you to death, I really... hate you to death."

It was because of these two people that Xu Muyan suffered so much grievance and suffered so much.

Died again and again.

Xu Muyan, big and small, has endured that feeling of life passing by, his hands and feet getting colder, and his heart gradually stopping beating for five times!

Hurt and hurt!

Being abused and abused by a deadly disease, body and mind, he was tossed to death, jumping back and forth on the edge of death time and time again.

This may be the fate of Du Hua's sick and delicate!

Xu Muyan grabbed the Hunyuan Pearl suspended in mid-air, and as if venting his anger, he smashed Yu Fengtian's face hard.

Immediately, Yu Fengtian was smashed to the ground.

Xu Muyan thought that Yu Fengtian would avoid it.

But Yu Fengtian thought that Xu Muyan would not hurt him.

But the result was that Yu Fengtian was bloody.

The blood rolled down the cheeks and fell to the ground, like red plums in the snow, burning fiercely.

"You!" Xu Muyan was suddenly short of breath.

"It's okay, as long as you calm down." Yu Fengtian shook his head and sighed, "Mu Yan, if you calm down, go back. Yulisheng is waiting for you, and the whole world of cultivation is waiting for you. They are all waiting for you to save them."

"Don't!" Xu Muyan raised his hand, and hurriedly said, "Don't put such a big hat on me! I'm not the savior, I don't deserve it!"

"Whether you deserve it or not is never up to you to decide." Yu Fengtian raised his right palm, and the Hunyuan Pearl floated on his palm, exuding an unusually bright light.

When the breeze blows, the white hair flutters in the air like a butterfly.

His gaze was compassionate, and there were too many emotions mixed in his eyes, as if he had knocked over an inkstone, so intense that it almost overflowed.

The Buddha's light enveloped him, as if he had passed through a layer of golden body, just like the little Bodhisattva in the temple.

"Mu Yan, the Chinese New Year is coming soon."

"What does that have to do with me?" Xu Muyan sniffled and choked up, "I'm not from this world! There are no relatives or friends here. I have given my life too many times, is... ...It's a person in this world who didn't cherish me well, never cherished me once."

Yu Fengtian's expression became more and more compassionate, he raised his hand to gently wipe away Xu Muyan's tears, and said softly: "The world is very good, isn't it?"

"The human world is very good, but...but I have never felt warmth in the human world, never before." Xu Muyan turned his face away, refusing to let Yu Fengtian touch him, and said with trembling lips, "It's too hard to live. It's really too painful."

"This is the last time, and you will be able to go home soon." Yu Fengtian comforted softly, "Mu Yan, you have never been a person who gives up halfway, and this time will be no exception, right?"

Xu Muyan pursed his lips hard, but said nothing.

"For the last time, go to Huayulisheng and help him ascend smoothly. When he ascends, you will return home."

"I can't trust anyone now," Xu Muyan shook his head and laughed at himself, "but I also understand that if I don't go, you will try your best to force me to go."

Yu Fengtian couldn't deny it, indeed Xu Muyan guessed it right, whether it was coercion or temptation, in short, he would definitely let Xu Muyan return to Yulisheng's side again.

But he didn't completely deceive Xu Muyan either.

Sending Xu Muyan home has been a lie from the beginning until now.

Xu Muyan will never be able to return home in his life.

But this was the last time Yu Fengtian pushed Xu Muyan towards Yulisheng, the last time.