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Xu Muyan was dragged by two demon men and thrown back into the dungeon again.

He lay on the ground for a long time before slowly getting up, curled up in a corner, and buried his head and face in his knees.

"Little Taoist..." Yu Lisheng approached slowly, pushed him gently from the side, and said in a low voice, "Are you... crying?"

Xu Muyan ignored him, hugged his knee tightly, and remained silent.

"Little Taoist priest, don't cry. The Demon Lord is cruel. He lied to you. Even if I cry, he won't let you leave the Demon Realm."

Yulisheng said in a low voice, seeing the little Taoist like this, he felt a little bit guilty.

He thought of Xu Yan back then again.

This is not the first time he has pushed the people around him out.Just for self-preservation.

Yulisheng didn't feel that he had done anything wrong.

People who don't do it for themselves will be punished by heaven and earth.

This is the experience he has lived for 20 years and exchanged countless blood and tears.

As long as he is wolf-hearted and cold-hearted, he can live on.

He promised Xu Yan that no matter what he went through, he would definitely survive.

Yu Lisheng's gaze slowly swept across the Taoist priest's body, and seeing that there was no trace of love on him, he couldn't help frowning.

Suddenly forcibly pulled his head out, and what he saw was a half-destroyed face.

The skin and flesh were scalded, blood red.

His jaw was also removed, and he couldn't close his mouth at all.

The blood and tears on the little Taoist's face were suddenly reflected in Yu Lisheng's eyes.

Yu Lisheng even saw her own shadow on him.

"This...is this made by the Demon Lord? Does it hurt?"

Yu Lisheng's voice trembled, her throat rose and fell violently, and she felt a little choked up, "Does it hurt? Little Taoist?"

It was bound to be very painful, but it was actually more tolerable than deboning.

Xu Muyan could bear these flesh wounds, and he didn't care about this face.

Anyway, he won't stay in this time and space for too long.

What he cares about is whether Yulisheng cares about him.

What cared was that Yu Lisheng pushed him out again.

Without any hesitation, Yulisheng pushed him out again.

Even if Yu Lisheng pretended to protect him at that time, or begged for a few words of affection without pain, Xu Muyan would not be so sad now.

Yulisheng's heart is really cruel.

At that time, they broke apart Xu Muyan's fingers pulling his sleeves one by one.

It seemed that if he stayed with Xu Muyan for a moment longer, he would encounter misfortune.

Yulisheng's misfortune came from many people.

But Xu Muyan's misfortune came entirely from Yulisheng.

It would have been nice if we hadn't met at the beginning.

Xu Muyan suddenly felt very tired, exhausted on the road to save Yulisheng.

In the tunnel of time and space, shuttle back and forth, desperate to change Yulisheng's fate.

But in the dark, there are days, and Xu Muyan can't change anything.

Perhaps, this is Yulisheng's fate, Yulisheng is destined to suffer such a catastrophe, and no one can change his fate.

Yu Lisheng raised his hand, helped him push his chin back, grabbed Xu Muyan's hand, and said in a low voice, "Don't be angry, okay?"

To tell Xu Muyan not to be angry?

Xu Muyan wished he could slap him twice, if he could refrain from slapping Yulisheng, his temper would be considered good.

"Little Taoist priest, I left you steamed buns. You can eat them all. Don't be angry with me, okay?"

Yu Lisheng's voice trembled, his eyes were slightly red, and he looked very pitiful.

He held a steamed bun that he had secretly hidden in front of Xu Muyan like a treasure, and tremblingly said: "I was once in the hands of the Demon Lord, and life was worse than death, and I wandered between life and death several times... I dare not plead for you, I am afraid Another disaster, but, little Taoist priest, monks are merciful, you will forgive me, right?"

Xu Muyan ignored him and turned his head away.

"Little Taoist...Zhou Yan, Ah Yan, please do me a favor, just take care of me, okay?"

Yulisheng moved over, broke off a small piece of steamed bun, stuffed it into Xu Muyan's mouth, and said eagerly: "Ah Yan, from now on, I will share half of my steamed bun with you, and I will also give you water. Don't ignore me, okay?" good?"

"I have only one friend, you."

"Didn't you say that you will spend all the festivals with me in the future? Have you forgotten?"

Of course Xu Muyan didn't forget, but the price of Du Yulisheng was too great, beyond his imagination.

He even said silently in his heart, someone will pass you Yulisheng, but no one will pass me Xu Muyan.

He was so wronged, so sad, and wanted to cry.

I also hope that there is a person in this world who can save me without hesitation.

But no, Yulisheng didn't save him, but dragged him down to hell step by step.

Xu Muyan was extremely sad, and just wanted to leave this time and space quickly.

I don't want to have any interaction with the 20-year-old Yulisheng ever again.

However, the next moment, Yu Lisheng was crying.

Tears welled up in front of his eyes.

His thin shoulders trembled.

It seems that he has been wronged a lot, as if the whole world has betrayed him.

Xu Muyan looked sideways at the past, remembering that he had imagined countless times that Yu Lisheng was humble and pitiful in front of him, with red eyes and tears, begging for his forgiveness.

But when this scene happened, it didn't make him so happy.

"Talk to me," Yu Lisheng choked up, "It wasn't me who made you like this, it wasn't me. But why are you ignoring me?"

"..."

"Ah Yan, don't be angry with me, okay?"

Yu Lisheng grabbed Xu Muyan's hand, tears pattered down on the palms of both of them.

Xu Muyan exhaled slowly, but remained silent.

Yu Lisheng took the opportunity to go up to him, imitating what Xu Muyan did back then, licking his wound with his tongue.

Clean up the blood on his face.

"dirty."

Xu Muyan turned his head, saw Yu Lisheng's eyes were red, looking very pitiful, and he was afraid that he would think wrong.

Then he added: "My face is dirty."

"It's not dirty, let me clean it up for you, okay?"

Without waiting for Xu Muyan to agree, Yulisheng took the initiative to move over to help him clean the wound on his face.

After that, he broke up the steamed bun and fed it to Xu Muyan's mouth.

"Eat, little Taoist priest, from now on, if I have a mouthful, you will have a mouthful."

Xu Muyan reluctantly took a mouthful, feeling that his mouth was too bitter.

The heart is too, too bitter.

"Little Taoist, you can eat some more, come, I will feed you."

Yu Lisheng said in a low voice, seeing that the little Taoist priest's lips were white and peeled, and blood grooves were split open, his complexion looked very bad, and his spirit was not good.

He wanted to ask the little Taoist priest exactly how to make Mozun lenient him.

But seeing the gloomy expression on the little Taoist priest's face, he couldn't speak no matter what.

Yulisheng didn't have anything good to give the little Taoist priest, not even a bowl of clean water.

The only thing that can be handed out is this cold and hard steamed bun.

But after Xu Muyan took a bite, he refused to eat no matter what.He shook his head, raised his hand and pushed the steamed bun away, and said in a low voice, "I don't have an appetite, you can keep it for yourself."

"You're still angry with me, aren't you?" Yu Lisheng sat down next to Xu Muyan, their shoulders were together, he turned his head and looked over, staring at the bloody scar, and whispered, "This How did you do it?"

"I made it myself, and I didn't want to be humiliated, so I grabbed the oil lamp and burned it directly...isn't it ugly?" Xu Muyan raised his hand and stroked it feebly, laughing at himself, "This is not the first time gone."

Yu Lisheng didn't understand the meaning of this sentence, so he asked: "Why isn't it the first time?"

"It's nothing, even if I say it, you won't understand now."

Xu Muyan couldn't help but let out a long sigh.

This is not the first time he has been disfigured.

The disfigurement last time was more than ten times worse than this time, but this time it was only half of his face ruined, which was nothing to Xu Muyan.

It's just that the two times before and after, he suffered misfortune indirectly because of Yu Lisheng.

Xu Muyan sometimes thinks hard, wondering if he murdered and set fire in his previous life, committed all kinds of evil, and committed heinous crimes, that's why he met Yulisheng in this life.

Or, in his previous life, he dug Yu Lisheng's grave, killed his whole family, and robbed his wife and children.

So I have to come and pay back in this life.

How much Xu Muyan thought, before Yu Lisheng had grown into a pervert, he hurriedly hit him, beat the dog in the water, and beat him hard with two fists.

But no matter what, I can't do it.

After a long time, Xu Muyan said in a low voice: "I'm not angry, and I don't blame you. A monk should be merciful and caring for all people in the world. I love all people in the world, and I love you too."

Although he said so, Xu Muyan still added silently in his heart, he just wanted to be an old salted fish happily in the world of the gods.

After Yulisheng listened, an incomprehensible expression appeared on his face.

Concealed a mocking smile.

In his opinion, people who can say such things are all sanctimonious hypocrites.

At the very least, Yulisheng has never met anyone who truly cares about the common people.

"Little Taoist, I don't want to deceive you. In fact, I have met many monks like you. They are all like you. They are full of benevolence, righteousness, propriety, wisdom and trust, and they keep saying that they care about the common people in the world and work for the well-being of the people. However, They all gave up on me."

Yu Lisheng said in a low voice: "I used to be a medicine man for a few years. I was bloodletting and gouging out my flesh. I was in great pain and rescued strangers who met by chance one after another. Among them were Taoist monks, monks, and ordinary people. Common people. Do you know what the scariest thing is?"

Xu Muyan asked, "Tell me, I want to hear it."

"The scariest thing is that they never cared about my life or death. They never showed any gratitude to me. They used me as a tool, a tool that can be used repeatedly. Even if their pets are sick or injured, they don't care about me." Use my blood, my flesh to refine into elixir for healing.

In the eyes of those people, my life is not as good as a pet, or even a dog they keep by their side. "

"Little Taoist priest, am I not one of the common people in the world?" Yulisheng turned her head, looked at the little Taoist priest steadfastly, and said in a deep voice, "Buddha cloud, one flower is one world, one tree is one Bodhi, but I always I can't get to the bottom of it. I don't have the consciousness of sacrificing one's life for righteousness and becoming benevolent. I don't. I just want to protect myself. But they think I am selfish and indifferent by nature, stubborn and rebellious. Malicious deprivation of my freedom of."

"Why is no one coming to ferry me?"

"I know I'm not good, but I'm not heinous, and I've done a lot of evil. Why can't I be saved?"

Xu Muyan knew that Yu Lisheng had suffered a lot and suffered too much grievance, he had always known it.

I have also been trying to find a way to save Yuli Sheng.

But it was too difficult, and he was almost exhausted.

Xu Muyan told him solemnly: "There is nothing wrong with protecting yourself. No one in this world is qualified to ask you to sacrifice your life for righteousness and to be righteous. Good and evil will be rewarded in the end. It's not that they will not be rewarded, the time has not yet come."

"I always believe that heaven has the virtue of loving life, and will never wrong a good person, nor forgive a wicked person."

"Yulisheng, let me ferry you, okay?"

"Yu Lisheng, I'm here to ferry you."

Yulisheng raised his eyes in response to the sound, and for a moment, he saw a light on Xu Muyan.

This is what he has always dreamed of, longing for someone to save him.

He hopes that there is a person in the world who is born just for him.

Came here just to cross him.

He just hopes that there will be a light that belongs to him from beginning to end. Even if he dies, it can only be hidden in his coffin to illuminate his dead bones.

But when someone told him that, Yu Lisheng couldn't believe it no matter what.

After experiencing too many disappointments, even despair, he no longer trusts anyone.

Including the little Taoist in front of him.

Yulisheng suddenly felt that the reason why Mozun didn't drag the little Taoist priest over to reward the three armies.

Maybe he wanted to use the little Taoist priest to tame him.

Or, the little Taoist is also plotting something, like those people before, trying to get some benefits from him.

Yu Lisheng didn't dare to gamble, for fear that if he lost the bet, he would be doomed.

He promised Xu Yan that no matter what happens in the future, he will live a good life.

To live is to have hope.

As long as he was alive, sooner or later he would personally kill everyone who had humiliated him.

He wants those people to die a terrible death, never to be restored, and never to be reborn forever!

The monstrous hatred was like cotton wool soaked in ink, densely packed in Yulisheng's heart.

There is only hatred in his heart, without any conscience, his eyes are as pale as glass, deep and cold, without any warmth.

After a long time, Yulisheng breathed a sigh of relief, and said with a half-smile:

"Okay, little Taoist priest, come and ferry me."

It's just that Yulisheng wants him to spend his life.

Even if the little Taoist retreated before the battle, Yu Lisheng would push him to die with his own hands.

This may be what Taoism orthodox refers to as "martyrdom with one's own body".

Yulisheng thought to himself, he just wanted to perfect the little Taoist priest.

"...Little Scorpio." Xu Muyan faintly noticed the strange cold light in Yulisheng's eyes, couldn't help turning his head to look at him, slightly pursed the corners of his pale lips, and said softly, "I was sent by God to ferry you Yes, I... I'm only here for you."