Sand sculpture apprentice dressed as black heart lotus

Xu Muyan couldn't express how he felt at the moment, he just felt his head buzzing.

It was also at this moment that he finally understood.

A crabapple flower that has been repeatedly humiliated by others has no way to return to the branch again.

No matter who has experienced such a thing, there will inevitably be hatred in their hearts.And these are just the tip of the iceberg.

Xu Muyan knew that in the next few years, the little widow would become more miserable every time, and her heart would be trampled in the mud repeatedly, and anyone could bully her.

Any disgusting things were forced on him against his will.

Such a person's heart was originally covered by darkness, even if one day, the Buddha's light shines all over, it will not be able to shine on the little widow's heart.

It's ridiculous that Xu Muyan used to be self-righteous, thinking that he would be able to save Yulisheng and become his savior, his light.

Take him away from the oppressive darkness.

Only now did he understand that it was simply a fantasy.

"These are all the humiliations I have experienced before. To this day, they are still vivid in my mind, and I will never forget them for a moment."

A sigh suddenly came from beside him, as if it came from a very far away place, it sounded a bit illusory, mixed with endless pain and sorrow.

"I think he is the same as me. What he wants to forget is still vivid in his mind, and what he wants to let go of is still brooding."

"But... no matter what, I'm innocent!"

Xu Muyan clenched his fists, gritted his teeth and said, "I just want to go home! I just want to go home!"

"Once you get involved, no one can be alone, as you have seen with your own eyes just now, if you don't come back to life to stop the other me, then a hundred days later, disasters will come, evil gods will appear, and the entire cultivation world will eventually be wiped out. "

"Evil...evil god? Who? You don't know Yulisheng? Just him? Evil god? Is he an evil god?"

Xu Muyan said in disbelief, "I don't study much, so don't lie to me!"

There is no such thing in the original text, so don't talk nonsense!

But the white-haired Yuli Sheng nodded solemnly and said: "It's absolutely true, the world will be like a fiery prison by then, and all living beings will be devastated."

"You are the savior of this world, only you can stop this."

Xu Muyan: "..."

No, no, no, he can't, he doesn't deserve it.

The savior or something has always been a very illusory existence.

Just like him, he was beaten like a grandson by the little widow, how could he look like a savior from head to toe?

The savior needs to be saved by others, isn't it a bit too ridiculous to say it?

Xu Muyan was just about to shake his head and refuse, saying that he is actually a food addict, and he should be an old salted fish.

Suddenly, footsteps were heard from far and near.

Subconsciously looked towards the source of the sound.

Seeing the old suzerain approaching, he first glanced at Yulisheng blankly, and said slowly: "Ah Sheng, there has been a plague in the world, and more than a thousand people have been killed or injured. In front of them, I hope that the teacher can help them and save them from the fire."

Xu Muyan's heart skipped a beat when he heard that, thinking to himself that something was wrong, he subconsciously raised his eyes to look at the little widow.

Then the little widow raised her head slowly, her eyes were red and she smiled a little, and said in a hoarse voice: "Master, how much blood do you want to take from A Sheng this time? Can you...can you wait for a few days, ah?" Sheng really...really hurts, Master..."

"Why are you so unpromising? As a Taoist disciple and a disciple of this seat, I should take my teacher's life as my destiny and take the world's common people as my responsibility! Why, you don't want to?"

The suzerain said coldly, approaching the little widow slowly, staring at him without any mercy, and continued: "The plague is so severe that the suzerains of many sects are helpless. If I solve this urgent need at this moment and save the common people, then I will Then you can become famous!"

"A Sheng! You must help the master! As long as you help the master this time, the master will let you go, and will not treat you as a medicine man in the future!"

Xu Muyan was so angry that he was half dead, if it wasn't because he couldn't beat the old beast, he would have wanted to trample him in the mud and beat him!

How could there be such a brazen person in this world?

He said that he wanted to save the common people in the world, but in fact he didn't even ask the little widow if she wanted to!

The little widow was so injured, if he had to bleed again, he would die, he would die!

Xu Muyan couldn't help shouting: "Don't touch him! He will die, he will die!"

But it was useless, he couldn't stop anything, he couldn't rewrite anything.

He could only watch the little widow's eyes turn red again, she shed tears slowly, and said in a trembling voice: "Master, do you really regard A Sheng as your apprentice?"

The suzerain said: "Naturally, if it wasn't for the teacher to save you back then, you would have died in the snow. Over the years, the teacher has spent so much effort on you, just waiting for today's good time to become famous!"

"Asheng! My teacher trusts you so much, you must not let me down!"

"Don't be afraid, I won't release your blood this time, but just cut off a few pieces of your flesh. Using your flesh as medicine can cure the plague!"

Xu Muyan suddenly raised his head.

what? !

Not bloodletting!It's actually cutting meat?cut meat?cut meat?

It never occurred to me that the little widow was bloodletted, and even the flesh was gouged out!

Accompanied by the hoarse and miserable cry of the little widow, blood turned red in front of her eyes.

Xu Muyan's heart was beating wildly, and for a moment he didn't know what kind of mood he should use to face everything that happened in front of him.

"...Pull out the flesh, it really hurts."

The white-haired Yu Lisheng whispered from the side, tears rolled down from his eyes.

The whole person was bathed in a piece of Buddha's light, and even the tears were glowing with golden luster.

"It was very painful. At that time, I wished so much that someone could come to save me, but... no one came."

"My flesh and blood did cure the plague in the world, but I was not appreciated by anyone."

"They seem to regard me as a treasure, a gift from God, and they have never shown any pity for me..."

"Mu Yan, I'm really in pain."

……

Xu Muyan felt uneasy for a moment, not knowing how to face such a poor little widow.

One was being gouged out of flesh and blood, and the other was standing in front of him, weeping pitifully.

There is one more... Forget it, Xu Muyan doesn't want to mention that little widow.

"Don't cry."

Xu Muyan scratched his head, not knowing how to comfort such a poor little widow.

It took me a long time to remember that to appease the injured big dog, I should go over and give him a hug.

He actually resisted hugging Yulisheng.

It wasn't because he thought the Yulisheng in front of him was too dirty, but because he was afraid of another Yulisheng from the bottom of his heart.

After hesitating for a long time, Xu Muyan chose to go forward, opened his arms, and hugged him.

"Okay, okay, don't cry, don't cry, I am also very pitiful, I was beaten like a grandson by another you, and I died so miserably... Otherwise, you would also Coax me?"

The white-haired Yuli Sheng couldn't help but twitched the corners of his lips, and he really stopped crying.

And the picture in front of him changed again.

After the purpose of that old immortal thing was achieved, it became famous in the world of comprehension for a while, and was unparalleled in the limelight.

It may be that in order to use Yuli Sheng to the greatest extent, he was released to recuperate for a while.

But unfortunately, when Yulisheng was recuperating, he was actually taken by a fellow senior brother.

When Xu Muyan read the original text before, he only heard that Yulisheng's senior brother was a man with a very feminine appearance. He often wore purple clothes and held a folding fan in his hand.

Looks like a dog.

It was also the first time to see the legendary scumbag brother so intuitively.

It was exactly as described in the original text, with narrow and long eyes, like a fox's eyes, and a feminine temperament.

It makes people feel uncomfortable.

Xu Muyan knew what was going to happen next.

It was precisely because he knew everything that his heart gradually sank to the bottom.

"This is my former brother from the same school. He said he liked me, so he wanted to completely own me. Because he liked me, he shut me down. He also told me that this is just a way for the brother to love me."

"One night, he asked other disciples to call me over."

"...I refused to comply with his request, so I cried and begged my brother to forgive me."

"But senior brother didn't spare me, he broke my hands and feet cruelly."

"But before the sun came out the next day, they took my limbs back and threw me out of the room."

"I hugged my knees, and sat down at the door of my senior brother in disheveled clothes. The senior brothers who came and went saw me, pointed at me, and talked a lot."

"Brother said that I was shameless and took the initiative to seduce him, and told others that I was a complete slut. From now on, just use me as a furnace."

"I told them loudly that I'm not a furnace, I didn't seduce senior brother, I didn't degenerate myself, I didn't have shame, but they didn't believe me. They didn't believe me."

Xu Muyan felt very sad when he heard it. Although he didn't experience it personally, he could imagine how helpless Yu Lisheng was at that time.

He obviously saved so many people, but he didn't get a word of gratitude.

He was also humiliated by his fellow seniors, and no one believed his words.

"I cried and ran to see Master, begging Master to make decisions for me, but Master ignored me at all, just pushed me away and looked at me with disgust."

"I waited until the senior brother chased me, and the master asked the senior brother to lock me up in displeasure, and don't let me out to walk around."

……

It seems to be to verify what Yu Lisheng said.

The surrounding scene gradually became clear.

Xu Muyan saw with his own eyes that the young Yulisheng knelt at the feet of the suzerain, grabbed his sleeve, and begged with tears all over his face: "Master, save Asheng, master, save Asheng, master A Sheng is not shameless, he is not willing to degenerate, he has not seduced his brother! A Sheng is not the furnace of the senior brother, A Sheng is not!"

But the suzerain pushed him to the ground, and said coldly: "Pay attention to your own identity! Look at what you look like now? With such a good appearance, you still say you didn't take the initiative to seduce people?"

Then the scumbag senior brother came over, waving his fan and said with a sinister smile: "A Sheng, it was the senior brother who was too merciful to you last night, didn't he? You actually have the guts to come to the master to complain?"

"Take him down quickly and lock him up, don't let him out to make a fool of himself!"

The suzerain said indifferently: "Although what you practice is the art of carousing, you must not let outsiders know about it!"

"Yes, Master, the disciple obeys!"

After saying that, Brother Scum stepped forward a few steps, grabbed Yu Lisheng's skirt, and dragged him out mercilessly, like a dead dog.

Regardless of the slightest brotherhood.No matter how young Yu Lisheng became hoarse.His master refused to save him, and his senior brother also refused to spare him.

Instead, he slipped him back and gave Yu Lisheng a severe beating in front of the other disciples.

He even said to others: "From now on, no one in the Misty Sect is allowed to be nice to him! From now on, he will be a jade slave, and no one is allowed to be polite to him. Such an acacia bone, he is born to suffer!"

Xu Muyan couldn't bear to watch the next scene.

He saw the little widow when she was young, huddled in the corner with her knees in disheveled clothes, crying helplessly, and muttering to herself: "Help me, whoever will save me, no matter who it is, please help me!" , help me... I'm in pain, I'm in pain..."

Xu Muyan felt very painful just looking at it.

Because the little widow in the picture did not wear shoes and socks, her ankles were locked by heavy iron chains, and there were deep bloodstains.

It should be on a cold winter night, snowflakes drifted in through the broken and closed windows.

The little widow was shivering from the cold, and at that time, it was the Chinese New Year in the world.

Even the entire sect was filled with joy.

It was brightly lit outside, and it was snowing heavily. A group of disciples who were about the same age as Yulisheng, dressed thickly, piled up in groups of three or five, and huddled together to build snowmen and play snowball fights.

But they only forgot about Yulisheng.

Everyone was immersed in the joy of the Chinese New Year, but Yu Lisheng was completely forgotten.

Nobody even cared about him, whether he was cold or hungry.

After the excitement, everyone went to bed after the night watch.Several wild dogs are gathering together, eating leftovers.

But there was another person, locked in a dungeon, wearing a thin shirt in the cold winter months, without even a moldy steamed bun.

Xu Muyan even saw Yuli Sheng in his youth, dragging a heavy chain, walk to the bottom of the window, through the gap, he could see the fireworks set off at the foot of the mountain, and the red lanterns hanging on the porch...

After a while, he knelt down in silence, picked up the snow with both hands, and silently sent it to his mouth.

This is his first bite of New Year's food.

Xu Muyan looked at it, and for some reason, he felt so sad.

It's not that he doesn't hate the little widow anymore, but he just thinks that the little widow's life is too difficult.

Why do some people suffer so much just by living?

Yu Lisheng next to him also sighed: "My life is worthless in the first place. No one has ever treated me sincerely, but I have presented my sincerity in front of them time and time again, and what I get in return is more and more cruel every time." trampled on."

Maybe it was because of being bathed in the Buddha's light, the Yu Lisheng next to him spoke lightly, without any trace of resentment in his tone, as if he was just talking about a very trivial matter.

Even this matter once made him heartbroken, and he was in so much pain.