Reborn Desire

At this time, the hot sun was baking Gyeonggi City, and the once frozen snow had melted away, leaving muddy and wet roads.After twelve o'clock, the time for work and school, everyone fell into a state of tranquility, walking lazily according to the law of life.

At this moment, Ling Shengmu was standing at the gate of Cheng's house, hesitating.Usually, he has excellent judgment and decisiveness in both training and tasks, but at this time he hesitated, and he still didn't know how to face An An.

His An An, his little devil, he made a promise, but he broke it.Ling Chengmu lowered his eyes, and then took a breath. No matter what, he would meet Cheng An, and no matter what would happen on this side, he would...see if his An An is doing well.

Ling Shengmu walked to the door and knocked on it.

nobody?Ling Chengmu knocked again, but still no one answered, Ling Shengmu squatted down, and took a key from under the blanket with his hand.

Ling Chengmu felt a little surprised and a little surprised.

This was put here by An An, just for him to be able to come and go freely in Cheng'an.

...But in fact, presenting the key to Ling Shengmu was for the convenience of buying milk and apples.

However, after Cheng'an left, he didn't take the key away. Ling Chengmu couldn't help but feel a little happy in his heart, and then he couldn't wait to open the door.

There was no one in the quiet living room, Ling Shengmu tiptoed into his shoes, and then put the fruit, tobacco and alcohol on the floor at the door.

This place is the same as half a year ago, when the elders were not around, he and An An would go crazy here, and when it was quiet, An An would curl up and watch TV on his lap.

Sometimes he would go out to buy vegetables, and An An would cook them. An An's cooking skills were very good, especially this was the first thing An An did for him.

Ling Shengmu's heart was soft, that memory was precious and beautiful, he missed An An more and more, found his room, opened the door quietly, and then saw the warm sunshine shining from the outside into the window , The comfortable temperature enveloped that bed.

The black-haired boy was lying on the bed breathing evenly. His delicate face and fair skin made Ling Chengmu suffocate when he was peeping.

Some couldn't wait to hug him, hug him, and kiss him.

Ling Shengmu suddenly stopped, looked at Cheng'an lovingly, and then closed the door.

Cheng An woke up from a dream, the recent dreams come frequently, all kinds, like a movie that makes people reluctant to wake up from a dream.In his dream, he saw Ling Shengmu, a man in a combat uniform with camouflage on his face, his originally gentle eyes looked at him coldly.

In the dream, Cheng'an suddenly hugged Ling Chengmu and said something, Ling Chengmu's eyes softened a lot, but all the tenderness and pampering before disappeared.

Cheng'an only felt that he was terribly wronged, and it was you who broke the promise!You are the one who left!It was you who left without saying hello!It looks like it's my fault!

Then in the dream, Cheng'an bit Ling Chengmu bitterly. He didn't know whether Ling Chengmu's fighting ability in the dream was too poor or what, so he was bitten... His ear was bleeding continuously, and the bright red color irritated him. It hurt Cheng'an's eyes.

Cheng'an suddenly started crying, no, it should be called wow crying!It's a bit shocking to cry ghosts and gods, but in fact Cheng'an still has a little bit of awareness that he is dreaming, and he feels that crying is not a bad thing...

Then Ling Shengmu left.

Cheng An in the dream cried even more fiercely.

This has a tendency of 'I'll cry when you leave. The more you leave, the more I cry. If you leave, I'll keep crying'. It's extremely cruel!

Ling Chengmu stopped in his tracks and looked at him helplessly. The more he looked at Cheng'an in his dream, the more he felt that this person was farther away from him. Gradually, the image shrank and became smaller and smaller, but the background did not change, but the person gone.

Cheng'an froze for a moment, but didn't cry.

What happened after that...Cheng An himself didn't dream about it, maybe he was woken up by the heat. When he woke up, he was sweating profusely, staring blankly at the calendar hanging on the wall.

Ling Shengmu has been away for seven months and thirteen days.

It's been a long time, you're almost used to this person's absence, right?After all, a certain psychology book says that people's habits are formed in 21 days.

Cheng An smiled, similar to a sneer, but with such a delicate face, it was really pleasing to the eye.But without delaying Cheng'an to complain about this book is really scum, it clearly shows that the habit that has not been formed in 21 days will still not be formed in the next 1 days of n+21!

Cheng An suddenly got up and put on his slippers. The uniquely bigger slippers and the floor formed a symphony, and there was a rhythmic crackling sound.

Cheng An stood on tiptoe, took down the calendar, then roughly tore it into pieces, and threw it directly beside the trash can.

After completing a series of actions, he lay back on the bed again, preparing to sleep with his head covered for three days and three nights.But Ling Shengmu, if you dare to come again, I'll use you as a wall calendar!

Cheng'an shrank his body into the quilt, and the whole person went in, and went to sleep again comfortably.

……

Cheng'an suddenly felt that he wanted to go to the bathroom, so he leaned on the wall in a daze and went into the bathroom.After squatting for a while, I was in a daze and planned to go back to bed and sleep again. Although I don’t know how many hours I have slept, but it’s okay to give myself feedback for passing the exam. Well, I need to sleep for a while.

But the nose is not so obedient, after sniffing, a strong fragrance rushed into the nose, and the stomach growled disobediently a few times.Cheng'an's brain immediately began to think in disgust, throwing away his stomach!Throw your nose away!

Of course I wouldn't throw it away, my brain immediately surrendered, urging in Cheng'an's head to eat quickly!

It must be that Lin Zi's mother came back, she knew she loved her little son, Cheng'an's brain was extremely moved, and the urging sounds became more frequent.

Cheng'an's body slowly got up, and then took a step, the fragrance became stronger, so happy, isn't it!Cheng An couldn't wait, and he didn't need his brain to urge him, so he just opened the door and went into the restaurant!

There were plates of dishes on the glass table in the restaurant, and each dish was selected from Cheng An's favorite food, especially the spicy chicken nuggets in the middle. Cheng An grabbed a small piece and secretly put it in his mouth.

The red pepper fry the chicken nuggets into a deep red, and the spicy aroma spreads in the mouth when chewed, but it does not irritate the tongue.

Can mom's cooking skills improve so much in one day?Cheng'an's bright eyes were full of admiration, but a person suddenly came out of the kitchen, obviously not the slender mother Lin Zi.

A slender boy with a sunny temperament, a gentle smile, and a handsome face are all very familiar.No, how can you say it looks familiar?

Didn't you see it in a dream just now?

It's just that the eyes are still pampering, and even looking at him with a bit of guilt and pity.

Cheng An calmly stuffed the chicken nuggets into his mouth again.

Ling Shengmu frowned and said, "An'an, why don't you use chopsticks?"

Cheng An patted his head and said, "Fuck, why are you dreaming again!"

Ling Chengmu didn't know whether to laugh or cry looking at Cheng'an's foolish look, only to see Cheng'an talking to himself: "Let's go back, I'll wake up in a while, this dream is too scary."

Ling Shengmu hurriedly grabbed Cheng'an, his eyes were full of tenderness, the kind that could drown someone!

"An'an." Ling Chengmu put his arms around Cheng'an, and said with sincere eyes, "This is not a dream, I'm back, An'an. I miss you so much, An'an."

Cheng'an tried to widen the distance between Ling Shengmu and him, but Ling Shengmu was so strong that he couldn't break free at all!So I found that the combat effectiveness of Ling Shengmu in reality and Ling Shengmu in the dream is far worse!

Cheng An also said very sincerely: "No. This is just a dream. I hope I won't see you again after I wake up, okay?"

Ling Shengmu took Cheng An's hand and said, "I'm sorry An An."

Cheng An snorted, looking at the other party with disdain.

Ling Shengmu said guiltily: "I didn't keep our agreement. I'm a soldier, and I'm a special soldier. No matter how much I want to compensate you, I may not be able to do it, because most of my time doesn't belong to you. I belong to this country, but when I perform every task, I just think, if I can’t see you and can’t say sorry to you, my heart will be cut like a knife.”

Cheng Ansen was shocked by this moment.

Ling Shengmu approached Cheng'an, with a sincere light in his eyes, "An'an, I once wanted to give you forever, but now... I can only give you an eternal wait."

Cheng'an was completely taken aback, and said: "Brother, are you going to be a soldier or a poet? Where did you extract such nasty and invincible Mary Sue's words?"

Ling Chengmu's gentle eyes drifted, and he said, "This is my truth."

Cheng'an raised his forehead and said, "Even if it's an eternal wait, I'm waiting for you. Why are you so sad when you say it yourself?"

Ling Chengmu smiled and said, "An'an, you promised me?"

Cheng An said angrily: "What do I promise you?" Why do you feel like falling into a pit!

Ling Chengmu hugged Cheng'an in his arms, and said, "You said, you have to wait for me forever."

Cheng'an gritted his teeth bitterly, how did you imagine that I said this sentence!But looking back, it seems like it was...

"I didn't promise you, you are dreaming." Cheng An said calmly.

Ling Shengmu gently fed Cheng'an a bite of chicken nuggets (using chopsticks of course), and then said: "It doesn't matter if you don't agree, I will protect you for the rest of your life."

Cheng'an was pulled into a chair and sat down, and then began to receive the food delivery. He did not forget to say: "You should say, I will protect 'you' for the rest of my life. I am only one billionth of the Chinese people."

Ling Shengmu stopped his chopsticks, then held Cheng An's delicate face, and said, "My life belongs to this country. But this heart does belong to you, An An."

Cheng An blushed and stared at him, and immediately changed the subject wittily, saying: "I want to eat chicken nuggets! Bastard!"

Ling Shengmu smiled gently and said, "Okay." Then he fed himself An'an beautifully.

Cheng'an had a full meal, and then lazily lay on the sofa watching TV, while Ling Shengmu was in charge of washing the dishes.At this time, Cheng An's mind was not on the vulgar soap operas on TV at all, but recalling the meeting and conversation between him and Ling Shengmu.

The key point seems to be forgotten in the process!Shocked, Cheng An got up from the sofa and thought carefully.

Back and forth, Ling Chengmu didn't explain at all, and covered up the original mistake very well!What a great way, dear!

The author has something to say: Xiao Gong's black belly mode is on... (Here is the manuscript depositor? (?ε??)

Yesterday, my master failed to sell the pair of big white lotus eyes, so my master said, change another one and come again (*°?°)=3