Yuba can't

It’s been a while since Citi left the small town, and many people and things have faded away unconsciously. For example, Pang Shuai, since the day he left the small town, he hasn’t thought about this person. It’s not that Pang Shuai is in his mind. There is no memory point, but Citi really can't find a reason to think about Pang Shuai.

Through the glass door at the entrance of the supermarket, Citi clearly saw Pang Shuai looking into the counter with his head down.

After seeing each other for a long time, Citi had the illusion that Shuai Pang was different from before. His expression showed irritability and fatigue, and his face was slightly sallow. However, these superficial phenomena did not affect his inner temperament. Still so chic.

Hua Qi and Zhuang Yao stood on the street not far away, they both looked into the supermarket at the same time, after a moment of silence, Hua Qi asked Zhuang Yao if he wanted to go over and say a few words, Pang Shuai had already come out with a cigarette in his mouth up.

Pang Shuai had good eyesight. When he pushed open the glass door, he saw two people standing not far away.

Pang Shuai was startled for a moment, then smiled, and walked slowly towards Citi and Zhuang Yao.

"Long time no see." Pang Shuai calmly opened the cigarette, put it in his mouth, and said, "I heard that you came here, but I didn't expect to meet here. How is it? How are you doing recently?"

Pang Shuai's tone of voice was like meeting old friends, without any meaning.

Seeing Pang Shuai like this, Zhuang Yao didn't turn his face coldly, instead he said softly: "It's okay, I've lived, how about you?"

Pang Shuai let out a long sigh, and then threw the cigarette in his hand to Zhuang Yao: "It's really not good here." Pang Shuai looked at Zhuang Yao, and said with a smile: "Do you have time? Find a place to have a drink or two!"

Zhuang Yao had a cigarette in his mouth, his brows were deeply furrowed: "Okay."

Pang Shuai smiled faintly: "Alright, let's go."

The place to eat was chosen by Pang Shuai. On the way, Citi secretly whispered to Zhuang Yao, saying that Pang Shuai seemed to be different from before, and Zhuang Yao just nodded slightly, but didn't say anything.

The place to eat was in a small restaurant in the East District. When the three of them were seated, Pang Shuai took out two cigarettes from the cigarette case first, and handed one of them to Zhuang Yao. After Zhuang Yao took the cigarette, Pang Shuai sipped it. He said with a smile: "Brothers are not as good as before. A defeated tiger is not as good as a dog. Just eat it."

"Fuck." Zhuang Yao cursed, lit the cigarette and said, "You dare to say that you have lost in front of me now? Are you afraid that I will laugh at you?"

Pang Shuai shrugged his shoulders: "Even if I don't tell you, those buddies around you will tell you, not to mention the fact is the case, why should I cover it up? It's too unmanly."

In fact, Zhuang Yao didn't have any dislike for Pang Shuai from the very beginning, on the contrary, Pang Shuai, every time he saw Zhuang Yao, he looked like a cat with its hair blown up, and he felt uncomfortable even if he didn't grin his teeth. Pang Shuai looked calm and composed, and all the discomfort in his heart went with the wind.

Pang Shuai took the cigarette from his mouth, held it between his fingers, looked at Citi, and said with a smile, "To be honest, I really envy you, I used to be."

Zhuang Yao understood what Pang Shuai meant, so he didn't go to pick up the quarrel, but Citi, because Pang Shuai was looking at him, and asked out of a natural reaction: "What do you envy about me?"

"Hey..." Shuai Pang sighed, and said, "I don't envy you, I envy Zhuang Yao." Shuai Pang raised the corners of his mouth and said with a smile: "In the past, when I was fighting all day long and not doing my job, Zhuang Yao Yao Yao already had his own motorcade, and there is no one who has a good reputation there who doesn’t know him. Once, when my buddy took me to the wedding of Aunt Zhuang Yao, it was the first time I saw Zhuang Yao. At that time, I really wanted to go over to say hello to him, but when I went over to say hello, Zhuang Yao only gave me a hum, and didn't look at me directly, so from then on, I couldn't bear his eyes. Virtue, I always feel that there is something awesome, isn't it just a car team, I can do it anyway."

Zhuang Yao was helpless, but searched his memory carefully, he really couldn't remember it.

"Hey..." Pang Shuai sighed again, and then said: "Actually, when Zhang Yuan was still alive, he told me that he and you grew up together, but no matter what you do, you are not as good as you. When eating at night, his parents would always nag him, saying that if you look at other people's delicacies, you can make a lot of money at a young age, and if you look at you, you will know how to run around with Zhang Chi every day. What are you doing?" The more Pang Shuai talked, the more he wanted to laugh, but in desperation he could only squeeze out a wry smile, looked at Zhuang Yao and said, "Do you know how hateful you are?"

Zhuang Yao said helplessly, "Is there?"

"Why not?" Pang Shuai moved his neck, and then saw the waiter coming over with the dishes. When she put the dishes on the table, he asked the waiter to bring two bottles of Niu Er and the wine to the table. Pang Shuai was very surprised. He boldly poured a full glass for Zhuangyao, and he also had Citi in his eyes, since he couldn't drink too much, he had to pour a sip for Citi, and the meaning was fulfilled.

Pang Shuai didn't rush to clink glasses with Zhuang Yao, but put one hand on the table, cast a meaningful glance at Zhuang Yao, pursed his lips and said with a smile: "To be honest, I'm quite lucky, at least compared to Zhang Yuan. , because my parents don’t know you, otherwise I would have to be nagged every day.” Pang Shuai raised his head and smiled wryly: “It’s the same as when I was in school, my neighbor at the same table, a boy my age , the two of us are best friends, he studies very well, he is always at the top of the whole year group in exams, and I am always at the bottom, every time I come home with papers, my mother will be furious and scold I'm not promising, and I don't look at him, how can he do so well in the exam?" The more Pang Shuai said, the more unhappy he felt: "Later, I gradually alienated him, and I was no longer my best friend."

Citi listened carefully, and couldn't help but empathize for a while, because I have encountered such a thing before, and Citi has thought about this issue. Why do parents have to compare their children with others?Is it intense?Or for the blow?

"Fuck, I'm drunk before I drink here, you just pretend you haven't heard anything." Pang Shuai slapped the table hard, adjusted his thoughts and picked up the wine glass: "Come on, have a drink with my buddy. "

Zhuang Yao raised his wine glass without hesitation, and after clinking glasses, he raised his head and drank it all in one gulp.

"Ah... is it really cool for him?" Pang Shuai resisted the pungent feeling, and said again: "Don't always do stand-up comedy by myself, you guys also talk about it."

Zhuang Yao smiled and said, "What do you want us to say?"

"Just say whatever you want, why not...just tell me how you are doing now."

Zhuang Yao thought for a while and said, "I am now mining coal in the coal preparation plant, commonly known as the big old mine. Hua Xiaogou is now washing people in a small bath. The monthly salary of the two is less than 6000 yuan."

"Fuck..." Pang Shuai was quite shocked, and immediately gave Zhuang Yao a thumbs up and said, "You are really talented, it's so tiring for the boss to do this kind of work, you really give up on yourself."

Zhuang Yao smiled wryly and said, "I'm not afraid of your jokes, I just want to stand up here."

There was a gleam of light in Pang Shuai's empty eyes: "You want to open a small well in our place?"

Zhuang Yao nodded: "But I don't know if it's feasible."

"Good idea." Pang Shuai repeatedly expressed admiration, and then expressed doubts: "The idea is good, but there is a lot of investment in opening a small well, and there are such things as state approval, which is troublesome."

"I know all of this, take your time." These confused Zhuang Yao thought about it one by one early in the morning.

"Hey, why are you talking about this? Don't we old men have to dare to break in? Otherwise, with our virtues, those who have no education and money will be single when they get old." After finishing speaking, Pang Shuai looked at him in a blink of an eye. Citi, who was silent at the side, bared his teeth and said with a smile: "But you don't have to worry, you are in peace now, there are still people willing to follow you."

Zhuang Yao followed Pang Shuai's eyes to look at Citi, and said with a smile, "He's an idiot, he can't think like a normal person."

"Come on, don't be ignorant of your blessings. If Citi is willing to follow me at this moment, I promise to confess him like an ancestor." As soon as the words fell, Pang Shuai knew he had said something wrong, and hurriedly added: "It's a pity Ah, I'm not interested in men."

Zhuang Yao smiled slightly: "Let's not talk about this, what are you doing here this time?"

Pang Shuai's smile suddenly faded, and he frowned and said, "It's unlucky for people to drink cold water and get stuffed between their teeth. Zhang Chi's grandson, since he made you compatible with Zhang Yuan's team, he turned his gun on me. Actually, our place The fleet is already saturated, and it is difficult to make money, even if Zhang Chi does not secretly engage in small tricks, my place will not last long, so it is better to close down."

Zhuang Yao nodded silently. Pang Shuai had the same feeling as him. If the team wanted to maintain it, they had to pay for it from home. It was a waste of time to fetch water.

Thinking of this, Zhuang Yao asked again: "What about the five elements?"

Pang Shuai snorted coldly: "Don't mention it, Zhang Chi's grandson saw that I dismissed the team, and immediately proposed to terminate the contract. I don't like to force others, so I agreed without saying a word. There was a problem, the funds could not be supplied, and the wages of the employees could not be paid, so I had to delay and delay, and finally I borrowed money from outside to make up for it.”

"Is the Five Elements off?" Zhuang Yao asked softly.

Pang Shuai raised the corner of his mouth, revealing bitterness: "It doesn't matter, if you want to continue the business, you have to invest money. The only money I have now is the one-third of what he promised when I signed the contract with Zhang Chi." Er's money, but it's more difficult to support the normal operation of the Five Elements with just this money." Pang Shuai took a cigarette again and put it in his mouth, lit it, took a deep breath, and continued: " Let me tell you, don't believe in the loyalty of your buddies. When you are high-spirited, they will stick to you with poles. Once you are in trouble, it's like beating a dog in the water. Qian Na is more painful than killing them."

Zhuang Yao has a deep understanding of what Pang Shuai said.

"I'm talking about Zhuang Yao, weren't you and Zhang Chi good buddies before? Why didn't you realize that he is such a character?" Pang Shuai asked.

Zhuang Yao's face darkened, and he said with a troubled expression, "We've been apart for too long, I don't understand."

"That's right. Zhang Chi's grandson has been in prison for so long. Maybe his mind has become distorted." Pang Shuai said with contempt in his eyes: "By the way, why did he go in? You should you know?"

Zhuang Yao hummed: "At that time we were all still in school. One time Zhang Chi, Wen Tao, Guo Jing, and Zhang Yuan and I went to take a bath in the staff bath, and we happened to meet a group of bastards. It's not pleasing to the eye. We were blocked when we came out of the bath, and we were beaten up without saying a word. Two of the bastards were carrying knives. For some reason, they beat the person on the opposite side We were knocked down, Zhang Chi was the biggest among us at that time, so to put it bluntly, he was protecting us."

Pang Shuai suddenly realized, and when he looked at Zhuang Yao, he raised his eyebrows, and the two of them knew each other.

The author has something to say: Yoshi, we finally meet again.

In other words, I finally finished my work, and I will resume daily updates tomorrow, hahahaha...

Tomorrow there will be at least two changes, and at most 4-5 changes, so it will be purple.

I was really touched by this chapter today. I don’t know if the judges have ever encountered that I and my friends are compared by adults. In fact, this kind of comparison is active. At that time, most of the comparison was learning. I am very uncomfortable. Understand, adults do this for motivation?I still really envy other people who have such a good child.In fact, I don't agree with parents' comparisons. If it is just right, it may motivate the child. If it is too much, the child's heart may be distorted.

Another kind is passive, let’s take the GAY circle as an example, two small subjects are compared by a group of small attackers, one is handsome and the other is mediocre, one is rich, one is not rich, one is temperamental, and the other is not temperamental, etc. All kinds of things, the little shou are willing to hang around that good-looking, rich, and good-looking little shou, just like being surrounded by male pig feet in TV dramas. In fact, that ordinary shou also has its own advantages, but no one takes it seriously. observe.

This society is like this, both bloody and cruel.

However, these two kinds of comparisons can’t be changed by oneself. It’s still the same sentence, just be yourself, whoever wants to compare can do it, and it’s good that you don’t care.

Yo Xi, see you tomorrow, look forward to my double or multiple updates.

PS: Thank you for falling in love with the catalpa tree watchman for a mine, okay.

Thanks to Yaoyao Guanguan for a landmine, okay.