[Comprehensive] Fate holy fool

As night fell, the moonlight, as pale as water, once again sprinkled the earth.Looking up from the ground, the cold and bright moon hanging high in the sky looks like a tearful eye without any warmth.

——Satsuki Fukamachi was running in the dark underground where the moonlight couldn't reach.

……

Looking back and thinking about it, Satsuki seemed to have been running in the short ten years since she could remember.Sometimes it is to chase, sometimes it is to escape.

As a human being, she was missing so many things from the start.For example, family love, such as ignorant and carefree childhood, and normal interpersonal communication and social environment, as well as what many young people are afraid to avoid-an ordinary and stable life without twists and turns and ups and downs.

This is what it means to be born with the glory and curse of being a "descendant of a magician".

Satsuki doesn't think she is unlucky.

She knows that in other parts of the world, there are hells that are far more sad than her and far beyond her imagination.

"Dedicated to magic" - just for this noble purpose, many young children died miserable and helpless like their sisters.They are too young to know anything about the world they were born into, their hearts and minds are immature, and naturally they are not given the right to think or choose.They didn't even have time to understand the obsession and madness contained in the word "magic".

Satsuki knows and has witnessed all of this.

Among them, there is also a young girl under ten years old who has become a vegetable due to the magical transformation of her parents, and the parents only care about whether her uterus can be used;

There is also a woman who died due to the side effects of the research. It is said that the father dismembered her body for data collection and tried to continue the same research on the younger daughter...

The world of magicians is never short of tragedy.More importantly, Satsuki may be the only one who will try to resolve it as a "tragedy".

She is a heretic and a traitor who will never be tolerated by the devil.Because of this, there is no one other than Tohsaka Rin who has the pride of being a magician on the one hand and can understand and accept her at the same time.

——But even Rin like this has a past that he can't let go of.

Her father Tosaka Tokiomi, out of caring for his children's future, personally created the separation of Rin and Sakura.

Looking into it now, all of this is not Tohsaka Tokiomi's fault, it's just a coincidence and bad luck.Although the deceased Tokiomi has no way of knowing, but in Satsuki's view, Matou's house is not an ideal place to go anyway.

In fact, her clan was related to Matou in the past, and the secret "communication and mutual assistance" never stopped.Even Satsuki himself was used by his father many times to test the secret techniques he learned from the Matou family.

(I really want to die.)

Satsuki gritted her teeth and thought so every time she left the workshop and staggered and fell on the bed.

That is by no means an exaggeration or moaning.

In fact, she was the only one who survived the research.

Although I didn't witness it with my own eyes, there seemed to be some children in the family who couldn't bear the pain and finally chose to kill themselves.Because their parents despise the children who gave up the magic way, they didn't even leave their names, and Satsuki couldn't even set up a tombstone for them and present a bouquet of flowers for them.

……

Time flies since then.

Satsuki, who has lost everything and lives indifferently like a puppet, has only grown in age, but her heart stays where she is, hesitating.

That's it, she thought.

Since the only one who survived was himself, the objects to be hated and cherished no longer existed.

— Then, this life would be meaningless.

I just need to exist as an agent, as the opposite of a magician.For the children who "may be able to be saved", those magicians who share the same goals as their father will be eliminated one by one. In the end, the sinful self will die without a burial place, and go to hell to meet them again.

And even at that time, I will definitely not forgive the magician.Even if there are only withered bodies and rotten heads left, they will definitely crawl forward, then split the corners of their mouths, and bite their throats tightly.

...ahhh.

It's only now that I think of it.

This fierce and fatal paranoia that will eventually lead to self-destruction is so similar to Akutagawa, whom she calls "Senior".Unknowingly, I may have regarded him as a real brother... After she took Sakura and left the ground, shouldn't she tell Akutagawa.

But most of the time it would only annoy him.Akutagawa is not a sister who is not connected by blood, and she is cuter than her.

All in all—whether she or Akutagawa was supposed to be a human being that had come to an end a long time ago.No goal, no value, no meaning, they lived desperately in despair and emptiness for more than ten years, in the eyes of outsiders, they are just worthless garbage dumps.Even they themselves cannot puff up their chests and explain to others the reason for their existence.

--but.

Just like there is no endless night in the world, just like Akutagawa, Satsuki finally saw a ray of light at the end of despair.

"I said I said ~ Xiaoyue, let me tell you a secret?"

When did that happen?

Gently and erratically, a flirtatious voice said so.

"Actually, Xiaoyue's family and the Matou family seem to have concluded some kind of cooperation agreement in the past. The content is very simple, probably Matou provides technology, and Xiaoyue's family is responsible for providing research samples... By the way, Satsuki is one of those 'sample', and probably has a lot of bad memories about it."

"But, Xiaoyue. There are also children who are 'redeemed' because of this agreement. Because you took on most of the pain and sorrow on her behalf, she—Matou Sakura can live like an ordinary girl. Relatively peaceful and stable life."

"Sakura, without a doubt, is the life saved because of you."

wrong!

This is not the case at all, Satsuki shouted silently in her heart.

It is you who is redeemed.

Empty-handed and accomplishing nothing, he gained a "reason to live" because of Sakura's existence.

Because of Sakura, Dazai was able to show a bright smile without any shadow at that time, and said to her in a firm tone:

"Xiaoyue's pain and Xiaoyue's life are definitely not meaningless things. So you don't need to be obsessed with the past anymore, you can almost face the front and live.——Ah, if this is the case, why don't you come to me to read A book? Akutagawa-kun is lonely alone!"

"...What do you mean by loneliness, I don't..."

"........."

Yes, at that moment.

The empty chest was suddenly filled with something warm and soft.The shackles and cages called "the past" that turned into wrecks and bound him, also melted and disappeared like hoarfrost in the sun.

[Your life is not meaningless. 】

Just because of this sentence, Fukamachi Satsuki - this girl who embraces too much incompleteness but is too pure can be redeemed.

Osamu Dazai did not become the meaning of Satsuki's existence.But he found meaning and gave it to her.From this point of view, it is not an exaggeration to say that Dazai is her reborn father.

"I...Mr. Dazai, can I really...can I face forward..."

When she came back to her senses, Satsuki found that she was crying.

"Yeah, that's good. Xiaoyue has always been too strong. If people don't vent properly, something more important will be broken, right?"

Dazai looked down at himself with a smile.That smile is also far more tender than the "father" in memory, and it is a face that really contains concern.

"........."

Although the heart is indeed full of gratitude to him, but I don't know why... Maybe it's because I often witness the scenes of Dazai courting different women, Satsuki doesn't want to act coquettishly to this man no matter what.

So she turned her back, hugged the expressionless Akutagawa and cried loudly.

...then was beaten mercilessly.

Dazai concluded afterwards:

1. Rashomon does not believe in tears.

2. Mr. Akutagawa will probably never have a girlfriend in his life.

……

……

……

"..."

In the dimly lit corridor, Satsuki stopped.

Not out of confusion or hesitation.It's only due to physical reasons - in front of them, a tall and hard stone door is blocking, completely blocking the narrow underground passage.

"Komaeda-kun."

Satsuki turned her head, "It's your turn to play. Please take a few random shots on this door, and try to see if you can open it."

"...Hahaha. Don't you think too highly of me, Fukamachi-san..."

"No no, that's not the case at all."

Atsushi Nakajima followed closely behind, and exclaimed with admiration: "It's amazing! Since just now, I haven't even missed a single shot... It's like magic, Komaeda-san's talent."

magic?

No, not only that.Satsuki thought.

As far as its performance is concerned, Komaeda's "luck" has already surpassed the field of magic, and has risen to an absolute law similar to the laws of nature.Although she and Atsushi have suffered a lot because of this, it is quite wise for them to bring Komaeda, whose combat power = 鶸×1, to the ground after weighing the pros and cons.

As for what they suffered...

"Be careful!!"

Dun couldn't hide his fatigue after running for a long time. Just as he was about to lean on the wall to take a breath, he only heard Karna's sharp voice warning:

"Leave quickly, behind you is-"

"Eh?"

--Too late.

Before Dun had time to comprehend what Karna was referring to, his thin shoulders had already touched the mechanism set on the stone wall of the corridor.In an instant, they heard the sound of piercing the sky, and like a dense rain curtain, the arrows in the back shot continuously from the corners that they couldn't see.

"Wow!?"

Dun immediately jumped back, relying on instinct to avoid the arrow in a hurry.On the other side, Satsuki and Karna also took up their stances and shot down the arrows one by one with the weapons in their hands.

Among the shadows of swords, lights and swords (actually, the shadows of axes and guns), there is only one person who is calm and calm, neither panic nor dodge, standing in the same place leisurely, as if walking in a holiday park.

This is also of course.

Because it was limited to him—Komaeda Nagito, to be exact, within a radius of one foot with him as the center, not even a single arrow.

This is of course not because he casts magic, or has the inherent skills of defensive projectiles such as "Arrow Avoidance Protection" like Cu Chulainn.

——Komaeda is just, really really just, [just standing outside the killing range of the mechanism] every time.

(...so angry.)

Faced with such a coercion, even Gao Yue couldn't help but think so.But she couldn't make any expression, couldn't even keep smiling.

By the way, Komaeda's luck can't make him perfectly avoid all traps, at most it can only guarantee that he doesn't get tricked.

In other words, if Komaeda stepped on a pit, then Atsushi would fall; if Komaeda opened the door and triggered the hidden weapon at the same time, then 99% of them would greet Satsuki and Karna in the face.It has nothing to do with Komaeda's own intentions or preferences. For those around him, Komaeda Nagito's "luck" is such a terrifying skill that absorbs European energy indiscriminately... probably.

"Hey, that's not the case..."

Although the young man tried to deny it with a troubled face, Satsuki glanced at the dense hidden weapon mechanism at his feet, thinking that apart from a hero like himself, the only ones who could accompany him to fight the book were probably invulnerable heroic spirits.

……how to say.

Hurry up and summon the Servant, Komaeda-kun.

"Don't be impatient, Fukamachi. Although the location of the Master cannot be determined, the supply of magic power between her and me has not been interrupted, and her life should not be in danger. ——As long as you move forward steadily, you will definitely be able to find Sakura's clues."

Just when Komaeda was concentrating on tinkering with the stone gate, Karna suddenly turned his head, and his eyes fell directly on Satsuki's more rigid and stiff face than usual.

That gaze was the same as the first time I saw it, frank and sincere without reservation, and seemed to be able to penetrate directly into the depths of people's hearts.

"..."

Although both physically and mentally are in the dark underground, only when looking directly at those pupils, Satsuki will feel that she is still in a place where the sun shines, facing the clear and wide blue sky.

"Am I... am I impatient?"

Holding the handle of the ax tightly with both hands, she lowered her head and asked a question in a low voice.That was not seeking answers from Karna, but more of calming down and casting doubts in his heart.

(...By the way, that's right. I'm really not calm right now.)

(Because Sakura is too important to me, as long as I think that she might encounter a crisis, I can't help myself with fear...)

"…Sorry, Lancer."

The moment she realized this, Satsuki apologized.

"Because my immaturity made you worry."

"where."

Karna also lowered his eyes sincerely, "It's me, the Master disappeared because of my oversight... Although there are some guesses about her disappearance, it's just speculation until I see her. Sorry, now I I can't say anything yet, all I can do is encourage you to move forward."

"No, that's pretty much enough. Thank you so much, Lancer."

"It's too exaggerated, Fukamachi. I didn't do anything worthy of your gratitude. You care so much about my Master, why should I tell you..."

"—Enough is enough, you two!! If this continues, I will be thankful until tomorrow!!!"

(The only person on the scene who knows how to read the air) Dun interrupted the conversation between the two in time.In fact, this is also one of the missions entrusted to him by Tohsaka Rin - with his unique tenacious vitality, he jumped into the center of the ky storm and smashed it.

Of course, it is a hammer called Tucao.

"Well, everyone... Komaeda-san looks like it's going to take some time, so let's talk about something light?"

Having said that, Atsushi Nakajima does not have the courage to lead the topic.He said he wanted to adjust the air and soothe the atmosphere, but in fact, at most he could only try to smooth things over.

Fortunately, most of the so-called ky are hopeless natural characters—at least Satsuki and Karna are like this, so no matter how blunt the turning point is, they will accept it meticulously and seriously think about "Is there any easy way?" topic".

Soon, the two came up with the answer in unison:

"Probably not, Atsushi Nakajima." ← Karna

"I don't think so, Nakajima-kun." ← Satsuki

Dun: "..."

...That's right, if they knew the advanced technique of "finding topics", they wouldn't be called ky from the very beginning.

"If you need to chat, I think Nakajima-kun's Caster is the right person..."

Somewhat aware of Dun's frustrated expression, Satsuki tried to make a suggestion.

She had already heard about Caster's real name from Tohsaka Rin.

Hans Christian Andersen.

Even young children who don't know anything about heroism will never mistake this name.It will always appear in a set with beautifully bound picture books and illustrations with soft strokes. Whether it is a girl who strikes a match in the wind and snow, or a mermaid who dies in fruitless love, the world he describes is as slender and beautiful as glass products , Even if you reread it as an adult, your chest will be full of dreams and slightly warm sadness.

——It should be such a world-renowned writer.

"Hey?! No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, Caster's words are definitely not allowed!! Once he shows up, he will definitely say something rude to Fukamachi-san... Ah, in fact, he has been making endless comments... All in all, it's not okay !!"

However, Atsushi Nakajima's reaction was like this.

What a huge gap lies between the chicken and the egg, between the work and the writer himself...

"I said, Fukamachi-san."

While Dun was scratching his head, Komaeda, who was immersed in groping for the mechanism, suddenly said, "Maybe I didn't do anything on this door."

"so?"

Gao Yue looked back.

"So, that is to say."

Komaeda bent his index finger, and tapped lightly on the stone gate twice as if nothing had happened, "It's just a strengthened physical defense. Even so, it's also very strong..."

"--I see."

Accompanied by this concise and powerful answer, the golden light flashed by.In an instant, there was a splash of gravel, and the beautiful light gun in Karna's hand easily penetrated the stone wall, opening up a space for one person to pass through like tearing paper.

"Hmm. Sure enough, this is an 'easy' topic for me."

While the young man was smiling reassuringly and muttering to himself, Satsuki walked through the hole without thinking, and his movements looked as nimble and nimble as a squirrel or a bobcat.

—— Immediately afterwards, there was the creaking sound of the puppet's movement on the opposite side of the stone gate, followed by the sound of impact, the sound of interlacing blades, and the roar of the explosion after the puppet's head was severed.

Dun: "........."

"Yes, me too."

In the dusty silence, the girl's crisp voice was as exquisite and sweet as a musical instrument, but to Dun's ears it was far better than the roar of a ferocious beast.

"It's easier to disassemble and dismember than to talk. Move on."

The author has something to say:

In this chapter, Xiaoyue's memory is over, it's really over, and then she can move forward without any worries.My ideal has always been to write a story like Mr. Nasu, which is hilarious when it’s hilarious and when it’s a real drama. Although it’s still tens of thousands of light-years away, I don’t know if there’s been a little bit of progress...

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The research of Matou and Satsuki's family is not the same as that of FSN, but because of Satsuki's existence, Sakura's situation has indeed been greatly improved.Tsukizakura is actually a relationship of redemption for each other. To Satsuki, Sakura is like the only Shirou who Kiritsugu rescued from the ruins; to Sakura, Satsuki is like a character like CCC Hakuno (sorry ntr! I hope the Moon Harem King forgives me!) That’s why I said no matter who she falls in love with, Sakura is the real heroine x

Apart from Lucky EX, Komaeda also has a good mind, and his escape room is super awesome.See you in the rematch for his followers

And Dazai classroom and ky group are so cute!I don’t know if you can feel the struggle I had with the male lead back then (.) At first, I had the idea of ​​“or the first love is the slaughter”, but everyone showed a disgusted expression of “噫”, and now Xiaoyue also has a disgusted face 23333