Gujian II: It's hard work to be a liu

"He fell in love with the shadow, and he couldn't see other people in his eyes. He talked to the shadow by the water every day, and finally, he couldn't bear the untouchable days and jumped into the water... "

The chest is very cold, so cold that the blood freezes quickly.He lowered his head and saw that his chest was pierced by a huge scorpion tail, and he was suspended in mid-air. It was very cold, and his eyes gradually blurred. The black shadow, he stretched out his hand to touch that shadow, he couldn't hear his subordinates calling him in panic, he murmured "Liying, my name is Yufeng, call me Yufeng..."

His voice was very low, except for himself, the freezing wind blowing past, and the icy scorpion tail passing through his chest, no one else could hear it.There was only that black shadow in his eyes.

The blood seemed to be flowing, drop by drop, and he suddenly remembered the past, a long, long time ago.At that time, he was still a child, a small child, and his mother contracted a disease very early and died tragically. Before he died, his father didn't let him see his mother for the last time. No matter how much he cried and begged, None of his father let him see his gentle and beautiful mother.

In his memory, his father was a very strict and proud man of blood. His father looked down on those people in Liuyue City, because their blood was the most noble and had the blood of God Shennong. They were noble, He is nobler than those ordinary city dwellers, even more noble than those lowly people in the lower realms. The people in the lower realms are not even worth entering their eyes.

However, he once asked his father that they couldn't go to the lower realms and couldn't see how the untouchables below who polluted the air could show their nobility. history, transcribing their family's inheritance...

His father always told him not to mix with those lowly city residents, and always asked him to have the bearing of a city lord. His father always said that Cangming didn't seem to be able to last long, and he would be the city lord in the future.It would be too shameful if he hangs out with those children again. Those people are just his servants. Those people are only worthy of kneeling at his feet and licking his shoes. His father said that even if his wife Not as noble as him, but just a tool to give birth to the next generation of noble blood.

A servant cannot play with his honorable master.

He is very lonely, really lonely, even if he has the most exquisite toys and the most gorgeous clothes in Liuyue City, no matter what he says, the servants will tremble, but he is still a child, and he sincerely hopes that someone can accompany him Looking at him, someone can talk to him, someone can tell him a story, a simple story, like the story his mother once told, not the kind of glory, qualification, bloodline, and honor that his father said...

However, he dared not bring it up because his father was demanding him so severely.And even those children are unwilling to approach him. Every time they see his shadow, those children who were playing happily and laughing will immediately disperse, leaving him alone standing in front of him for a while, being giggled In the filled open space, there is only him and his shadow in the lonely emptiness, long black and lonely.

Lonely, so lonely, all he saw when he looked up was the gray sky of Liuyue City, even if he really became the city lord, all he had was this liuyue city that was slowly dying from the severe cold, even if he himself, He didn't know how long he could live. Many people here died in pain at a very young age, including his beloved mother.

That time when he couldn't read books, he stayed alone in his big room and looked out of the window. He saw a black shadow falling from the sky in a very embarrassing manner. He was very curious and wanted to Go out and have a look, but his father said that he must be tolerant and not make a fuss, he must understand that he can't do anything with arrogance, but he needs to be begged, otherwise, others will underestimate him and he will no longer pay attention he.

So, he held back his curiosity and didn't go out. Later, he knew that that was the heart demon Li Ying. In fact, he really saw the heart demon before all the people in Liuyue City.However, no one knows.

In the past few days, his father came back angrily and smashed everything in the temple. He timidly hid behind the heavy scarlet curtain, watching his father curse Shen Ye with red eyes, cursing the boy who couldn't grow up. The older girl cursed the former high priest and the former city lord, heard her father curse Cangming's early death, and heard her father's bitter words "If Shen Ye, you hadn't cooperated with Xinmo Liying, how could I have lost?" for you."

This is the first time he knows the demon, and knows his name, Li Ying.But what he doesn't know is that he is like the person in the story that the heart demon told him twice, he has been chasing that illusory and distant black shadow desperately in this life, and has never touched it... …

Later, he heard his father talk about the cooperation between Heart Demon and Shen Ye, and seeing his father getting more and more irritable day by day, he was very scared.But what is even more frightening is that he will dream at night. In the dream, he is standing alone in the boundless, white and empty. There is a mirror with exquisite patterns carved on the edge in front of him. Every time he will tell himself not to get close to the mirror. But every time he can't help but walk over, and then a shadow will appear in the mirror, making him tremble, scared, so scared.

He had told his father about the terrible dream, but there was nothing his father could do if he invited someone.Every time at night, he would shrink at the corner of the bed and stare at the light with wide eyes, afraid of entering a dream, afraid of seeing the shadow pounce on him, afraid, afraid of falling asleep.However, after staying up for two nights, he couldn't help but fell asleep. Seeing the mirror, he shivered and curled up into a ball, so scared.

However, at some point, he felt someone hugging him gently, as if his mother was protecting him.And in my ear, I heard a strange, clear and smiling voice, coaxing him, gently telling him not to be afraid, the voice is very young, just listening to it makes him feel dependent and makes him have a good impression, not that kind The servant's cowering, not his father's stern scolding, his voice was so relaxed and free like the wind, leaving no intention of leaving.

He raised his head and saw a black shadow, he was not afraid, there was only one person in Liuyue City with such a shadow who could enter the dreamland... Xinmo Liying.He deliberately said that he was not afraid in order to avoid letting the demon look down on him, and the demon coaxed him, so he secretly laughed.Moreover, if the heart demon Li Ying, his father would not dislike the identity of the heart demon, he would allow him to play with the heart demon, for sure.

But, why did the demon mention that damned immature girl?Why did you tell him the story that woman had heard?He wants his own unique story?But, he got rid of the inner demon... He hugged the mirror and cried, begging for the inner demon to reappear, but he got rid of the inner demon.

After that, he went to bed on time every day and sat in front of the mirror foolishly waiting every day, waiting for the demon to appear. He swore that as long as the demon was with him, he would agree to any request of the demon and give anything to the demon. The lives of the citizens of Liuyue City are all right.Finally, the inner demon appeared and told him a story, a story about falling in love with the shadow but never touching it and finally dying because of the shadow.

After that, the inner demon never appeared in his dream again, and he waited, foolishly and obsessively.His father died of illness, and he has no one close to him.According to the mirror in his dream, he had someone make the same small mirror and hang it on his chest. Every time he felt uncomfortable, every time he was lonely, every time he thought of the heart that held him, coaxed him tenderly, and wiped away his tears with his hands. Demon, he would find a place where no one was around and foolishly tell everything to the mirror, as if... he was telling that shadow, that black demon.

The heart demon, Li Ying, never called his name, and the heart demon Li Ying didn't know his name at all.His name is Yufeng, his name is Yufeng.

The inner demon did not appear again, and he has been working hard to inherit the position of the priest of the giant gate. However, in the ceremony of his appointment, the inner demon still did not appear.He could only ask someone to invite him, and finally, the inner demon came, and he was still exactly the same as in his dream, except that he had lost a lot of weight, and his waist was too thin... Maybe he was hungry, and he hadn't eaten for so many years, was it? Be hungry.

The demon took away his earrings, which were left by his mother.However, the heart demon still didn't know his name, and still didn't call his name.

On the one hand, he wanted to prove his ability against Shen Ye, and on the other hand, he wanted to please Li Ying, so he asked his subordinates to throw Ju Muzhi into the lower realm, but still... the demon still did not appear.

He thought of a way to send things one by one, but... the demon did not appear.

After being seized by Shen Ye, after so many years, he went to the lower realm for the first time, but the wooden branch was cut off not long ago, he was very angry, which lowly guy dared to cut his things?That's what belongs to him, that's what he can prove his ability to Li Poppie.Those lowly lower world pariahs should all be damned...

But... very cold, very cold, is he going to die?

Li Ying, he hasn't called Li Ying's name himself.He, he still has a wish, a humble wish that is so small that he can't express it, it is completely inconsistent with his noble status, his name is Yu Feng, he really hopes to hear that clear and laughing voice full of tenderness and love Shouting his name, shouting, Yu Feng, Yu Feng.

I want to hear it very much. After thinking about it for so many years, my heart hurts.The mirror on the chest... shattered.

Unwillingly, he tried to keep his eyes wide open, his body became more and more cold and trembling, his eyes were filled with chaos as if there was a black shadow in front of him, he murmured "Liying, my name is Yufeng, call me Yufeng, Call me Yufeng, okay..."

"Call me Yufeng, Liying, please...call me by my name..."

---"He fell in love with the shadow, and he couldn't see other people in his eyes. He talked to the shadow every day by the water, and finally, he couldn't bear the untouchable days and jumped into the water... ..."

--- "But until his death, he failed to touch his only favorite shadow."

The author has something to say: Brother Motou has received a bento...