Inhabit you as a forest

"Are you going to have a New Year's Eve dinner with my aunt's family during the Chinese New Year?"

Wen Lian and Sheng Qi stood at each side, slowly poured the ingredients into the pot on the dining table, and asked Sheng Qi's plan.

My mother mentioned it to her once before, but the atmosphere at that time was not good. I don't know if she thought about it.

The two of them were cooking hot pot when the snow outside stopped and fell again.

The sun has not been out for several days, and the temperature has dropped below freezing this week.

Every day when Wen Lian went to work, Sheng Qi looked at her with extremely sympathetic and ashamed eyes.

"Thinking that you are going to be frozen, I feel so uncomfortable. I wish I could go to work for you."

Sheng Qi said it sincerely.

Wen Lian smiled at her calmly, and reminded, "Thank you. But there is a word, excessive empathy is a superior performance."

"Huh?" Sheng Qi was at a loss.

"You certainly don't mean to be superior, but I remembered this sentence. In summer and snowy days, there are many people who have to go to work or go to school. People will not stop living because of the weather.

I didn't have much feeling at first, this is what I should do.But you looked at me with sympathy and said these words to me, but you emphasized that office workers are unlucky, and you are a freelancer, so you are very comfortable at home.You are very proud. "

When Wen Lian reasoned with her, she was not stingy with her words, and she had plenty of time left and right. She stood at the door and finished talking patiently.

She knows that Sheng Qi is kind-hearted, not because he is kind to others and is almost kidnapping, but because he is too easy to empathize with.

Walking on the road, when she sees gray-haired old people, especially old grandmothers picking up trash cans, she will feel sad for them and say that this is very pitiful.

But those who do waste business are working hard, but they are using their own strength to support themselves, and what they get is respect rather than useless pity.Even most of those old people are richer than them, but it's just a matter of interest.

Sheng Qi also couldn't see people begging. He was willing to give five or ten yuan when he was in high school, and because of this, Wang Zhengyin and the others laughed at him as a fool.

Now that she doesn't pay in cash, she still keeps some change in her bag.It is not only for emergencies, but also for the convenience of those people.

Try not to order takeaway on rainy or snowy days. Sometimes it’s really hard to go out, and you have to give someone a reward if you order it

Things like this permeate every detail of Shengqi's life.

She doesn't publicize it, but living with her, you can see her thoughts.

Wen Lian is happy to have such a girlfriend, and also likes her kindness, and does not object to her behavior.However, she didn't want these to affect Sheng Qi itself.

Every time she was genuinely worried and sad for others.

This is really unnecessary.

Everyone has their own way of life, which is other people's life and work. We can understand and help, but treating them with a normal heart is what the other party needs.

She had prepared a draft earlier, and took this opportunity to tell Sheng Qi.

Sheng Qi was thoughtful and quickly understood what Wen Lian meant.

Just like the scar on her forehead, she doesn't like other people's concern and sympathy. She hopes that everyone will pretend not to see it when they see it.

Since she is like this, so are many people, so there is no need for her to be hypocritical for others.

"I understand."

After Wen Lian finished speaking, she lowered her voice: "I know you love me, but I don't want to go out every day, and you have such a sad face. We each have our own pressure, and I can't share it for you, and you can't share it for me, either. Does one person worry about two people every day?"

This conversation made Sheng Qi chew on it many times.

Xueba is very good at talking, and she realized that Wen Lian was absolutely right.

She just has a sense of superiority, and she always feels that a job without going out is perfect, and she has become a virgin unintentionally.I thought I was merciful to all sentient beings, but in fact I didn't do anything to help.

At this moment, she was attracted by the aroma of the hot pot base, and she came back to her senses when she heard Wen Lian's question, "Yes, as long as your family doesn't mind, I can do it."

"The family knows it, and I definitely won't mind. I'm afraid you will be under pressure, because our progress this year is a bit fast. If you want to be more comfortable, then we two will celebrate the New Year alone."

Wen Lian gave her two choices, either one is fine, as long as they are together.

"No pressure. Anyway, I've already identified you. I've made all my resolutions. Are you still afraid of seeing your family?"

A person like Wen Lian who is socially afraid can accompany her to meet the whole family, so she has nothing to dare.

Although the pace is slow and steady, she doesn't want to lose this good opportunity to connect with Wen Lian's family.

Sheng Qi likes to eat shrimp rolls and fatty beef rolls, Wen Lian likes to eat egg dumplings and hairy tripe, the two of them eat and rest for a while, and are not in a hurry.

Although Sheng Qi responded in every sentence, Wen Lian keenly captured the emotions she was trying to suppress, "Do you have something on your mind?"

Seen by her, Sheng Qi admitted, "Well, my dad knows about our affairs."

Wen Lian put down his chopsticks, took a sip of boiled water, "Who told him?"

What she said was "my dad knows" instead of "I told my dad", which shows that someone with troubles helped her come out of the closet.

"I asked him, but he didn't say anything, but he could tell from the words that it was said at home. It might be my second aunt or uncle."

She didn't think the two of them owed enough to call to complain. Although her father didn't like to go back to Yujiang, he would occasionally call his two sisters.

It was probably because she tried it out when answering the phone, and found that Sheng Qi hadn't confessed yet, and she didn't go back to her dad's for the New Year this year, so she said it in a flash.

Sheng Qi was speechless, but he didn't complain because of it. Complaining was useless and made himself depressed.

In fact, she is not afraid of this situation. If she really wants to close the cabinet door tightly, the family will never know.She didn't care if her family knew about it. When she wasn't with Wen Lian, she didn't shy away from admitting that she liked women, let alone now that she had Wen Lian.

It's just that Sheng Guangming's reaction was the worst kind of expectation. He was very opposed and even angry.

In addition to being angry at her for "not following the right path", there is also a faint meaning, that is, Sheng Qi brought his girlfriend home for everyone to see, but he didn't tell him.

He thought that Sheng Qi didn't take him seriously, didn't treat him as his own father, and the child he raised for more than 20 years was a white-eyed wolf, but in the end he was still the closest relative to Yujiang.

His idea is very irrational, even mentally retarded.It was precisely because he was her father, and his weight was different from the relatives here, that she was more cautious and didn't want to notify rashly.

"Did he ask you to break up with me?" Wen Lian thought that the parents' reactions at first must be similar.

"No, I just lost my temper."

When Sheng Qi said this, seeing Wen Lian heaved a sigh of relief invisibly, but felt desolate in his heart.

Wen Lian probably hasn't figured it out yet, Sheng Guangming doesn't force her to break up because it's useless to force her, the sky is high and the emperor is far away, and he doesn't care about things here.

The last words he said before hanging up the phone were: "I wanted to strangle you to death when that bitch gave birth to you, and I will make things difficult for me when I grow up. I really regret it."

Killing people, this sentence is far more terrifying than the sentence "you break up with her".

But she was reluctant to let Wen Lian know about the cruel words from her relatives.

Wen Lian would feel sorry for her, and that kind of "empathy" is exactly what Wen Lian called "above".At least Han Ruohua loves her enough. He forced her to break up at the beginning, but now he let go of her because of love.

But does Sheng Guangming love himself?

Growing up in Yujiang, Sheng Qi had already confirmed that her parents didn't love her in the past 18 years.

It's a pity that people will not give up dreaming when they are in a desperate situation.

Going to Province Y with Sheng Guangming, I knew that he quarreled with the Xu family for himself, and every time he got money from him, was sent to the station by him, was arranged for a blind date, even when he received his questioning call today, Sheng Qi was there Delusion, her father loves her a little bit.

It's just that others are average, and you can't love others deeply, so you often hate others.

But upon hearing that sentence, Sheng Qi's delusions seemed to have tripped and fell into a ditch, not continuing to move forward.

The facts are just the opposite.

Sheng Guangming hated her, loathed her, and wished she didn't exist, but he was a man with a conscience, and he was responsible even if he didn't love her, so he was willing to give her money and raise her.

Also willing to obey the fucking will and take the unwanted oil bottle with me.

She deceived herself and deliberately reversed the relationship between "although" and "but". Today, she can't even deceive herself.

She was not sad, but became more and more determined. She could abandon all other relationships for Wen Lian, no, for her own love.

The more Sheng Guangming hates her, the easier it is for her to make a choice.

If Sheng Guangming loves her heart and soul like Han Ruohua and takes her as the center, then she will be embarrassed instead.

"No matter what, let's face it together. Don't you want to bear it alone?"

Wen Lian reflected: "I was a wrong example in high school, very immature. I should tell you that my mother doesn't want me to be with girls, I should let you know, I should believe that you will understand, instead of making you quarrel Give up."

Yes, she didn't do well at that time, she was too cruel to Sheng Qi.

So Sheng Qi promised her: "You were young at that time, so you didn't know how to deal with it. Now that you've grown up, you know that this is something we both have in common. Of course I won't hide it from you."

The worst thing Sheng Qi thought of was that Sheng Guangming would go back to Yujiang and make her and Wen Lian unable to come to the stage face to face.

She didn't understand the use of forcing her child to be obedient to an irresponsible parent, but her intuition told her that Sheng Guangming would most likely do meaningless and uncomfortable things.

For peace of mind, she called Xu Tongtong's mother when Sheng Guangming was not at home.

"Auntie, is my dad by your side?"

"He's not here, he went to the store. Did you have a fight? He was very angry yesterday."

"Well, something upset him. So I wanted to talk to you."

"I don't want to interfere with your father and daughter's affairs."

She distanced herself from the relationship, her tone indifferent.

He was willing to help with the blind date last time, but now he is unwilling. Naturally, he feels that the matter has nothing to do with him.

Sheng Qi didn't want to talk nonsense, so he told her directly: "I had a girlfriend, and my dad was very angry when he found out. Auntie, I have nothing else to do on the phone, just want to tell you, if my dad comes Yu Jiang, tell me in advance, I'm ready."

"girlfriend?"

"Yes, Auntie, I like women."

Sheng Qi stands by the window, the cold moon is blurred, the snow under the street lamp is desolate, moonlight, light, snow light, the exclusive romance of winter night.

"I will never get married and have children in my life, and I will never go back to Province Y. I will stay in Yujiang and not bother you. But I hope my dad won't bother me either. After all, Tongtong is still young, so he should Focus on Tongtong."

My sister is sorry.Sheng Qi meditated silently.

"It's New Year's Eve, the store is so busy, he can't leave, don't worry."

"Ah."

After hanging up the phone, Sheng Qi started laughing. Sure enough, if she was not her real mother, she was easy to talk to.Although he was surprised, maybe it was absurd, but he didn't even blame her, and he comforted her instead.

What he wanted was her like this. With her, he would have an extra helper.

The next day, during the video call with Xu Tongtong, Sheng Qi told her the whole thing, and Xu Tongtong said, "My mother is so open-minded? Then I'll tell her that I like girls too."

"She will go to your school tomorrow, lying in front of your dormitory crying."

"Hey, don't dare."

Xu Tongtong complained: "Dad really can't think about it, what's the matter, it's not the same to have less son-in-law and more daughters."

If the elders all think this way, everything will be fine. Sheng Qi puts his hopes on her, "I hope you will have three children for them as soon as possible, so that he won't have the energy to meddle in my affairs."

Xu Tongtong stood at attention dignifiedly in the camera, and said nervously, "I promise to complete the task!"

Wen Lian, who was not on the scene but was listening in, changed his face slightly. Sheng Qi saw it and thought that she probably felt that the sisters were a little seriously ill.

After hanging up the video, she sighed, "I'll be here after the light bulb test tomorrow, and I have to play for a few days before going home."

Wen Lian nodded: "When the time comes, I will go home and live, and you will stay here with her."

You can't really let girls sleep on the floor or stay in hotels.

Sheng Qi pulled her to sit on his lap, wrapped her arms around her slender waist, raised her head slightly, and was attracted by her amber pupils.Her pupil color is slightly different from ordinary people's, just like Wen Xu's, but Wen Lian still has Yu Jiang's standard gentle appearance, and Wen Xu is inexplicably mixed.

"Let her go to your house to spend the winter vacation with your mother, and we will not be separated."

Wen Lian held her face: "Qiqi, you are so smart.":,,