Inhabit you as a forest

At night, Sheng Qi was lying on the bed playing with his mobile phone, and at the same time told Wen Lian about Xu Tongtong's stupid things.Only then did Wen Lian find out that she had only come out to her aunt and cousin before, and her father didn't know about it.

So he asked her, "What's your father's personality like?"

She had to prepare herself, that was Sheng Qi's closest family.

Sheng Qi recalled that the time she spent with Sheng Guangming was limited, but it was enough to understand his character.

"It's not bad, but it's not good either. Most of the time, it's obvious that he only loves himself, and occasionally treats others well. So he doesn't care about the outside world, and he doesn't care much about me, including Tongtong. .But when it comes to things related to him, he will be extra concerned or angry."

Sheng Guangming was not filial, nor did he spoil children. If he wanted to say who he cared about most, that person would have to be Xu Tongtong's mother.

Perhaps the two have a foundation of love, or it may be that the Xu family has helped him a lot. For the sake of business and life stability, he must coax Xu Tongtong's mother.

In short, this person absolutely loves himself the most.This is human nature, and Sheng Qi didn't blame him, so they lived in peace for many years.

"What are we like to him?" Wen Lian sat cross-legged beside her, put the bookmark back in the book and closed it, and asked her with a bow.

Sheng Qi stopped playing with his mobile phone, and lay down and chatted with her, "Maybe he will just treat me as his daughter and cut off contact with me, and he has nothing to lose."

How can this work, Wen Lianfu frowned, Sheng Qi said with a smile: "I don't care, there is not much difference if you have him or not, you don't have to worry about me."

"There is another possibility." Wen Lian said.

The other kind is troublesome.

He might regard Sheng Qi as part of his interests, and he would not want to lose a son-in-law and let Sheng Qi be with a woman.

He would interfere and use his methods to force Sheng Qi to submit.

Sheng Qi didn't care about this, and yawned, "How can he force me? My father's status in my heart is far less important than your mother's in your heart. You don't have to worry about my embarrassment, he can't get in my way Don't be afraid of him, if he scares you, I will scold him to death."

"Is it so fierce?" Wen Lian lowered his head.

Sheng Qi raised his hand and tapped the center of her lips playfully, "It's very fierce, whoever wants to break us up is my enemy."

Inspired by her words, Wen Lian assured her again: "No one can tear us apart. When we move out, there will only be you and me."

She didn't want Sheng Qi to have any more enemies.

Sheng Qi put down his hands, moved his upper body slightly, and moved closer to her legs, "Are you really going to move with me? In fact, you live here, and our regular dates are the same."

"You don't want to live with me?" Wen Lian frowned.

"of course not."

Although Sheng Qi was nervous about the cohabitation life, he was more looking forward to it, how could he not want to.

Everyone wants to see the person they like often.

"But once you leave, only your mother lives in such a big house. Ning Ning, I don't want to see her because I can't pretend that I don't know anything, let alone care about what she does. Maybe I Will let it go, but I want to stay away now. But she is not wrong in handling the two of us, high school, any parent is like this. Instead, she gave me enough dignity, did not come to scare me, nor Didn't bother my grandma, but asked you to say goodbye to me."

"So I don't want her to feel that I have snatched you away from her. You have only lived in the house she worked so hard to decorate for more than four months. Although she agrees with you and me, I hesitate."

"She told you she agreed?"

"Well, she called me and told me that she loves you very much."

Wen Lian stroked the bangs on her forehead, "I know she loves me. But I have to grow up, even if I'm not with you, but someone else, I will leave her."

He was convinced that Wen Lian would not care about her scars, even if she teased her like this, Sheng Qi was no longer afraid when she saw the hideousness under her bangs.Lying peacefully beside her lap, with half of her face rubbing against her head.

"It's not the same. Now I can't pass the test in my heart. I want to change places and vent my anger, but you want to go with me. It's not that our relationship has reached a certain level and we need to live together, so we happily move in together. So She will be sad."

"I don't know what's different."

Wen Lian spoke a little faster, as if trying to drive away the thoughts in Sheng Qi's mind, "You said that I was unhappy because I was too sensible, and I think you are similar. It's just that you have a strong ability to resist pressure, and you pretend to be happy." It doesn't matter."

She has firmly chosen Sheng Qi, but Sheng Qi is afraid that her mother will be sad.Could it be that they have been separated for several years and have suffered all kinds of hardships. At this point, do they still have to pay for her mother's emotions?

Even if she wants to buy it, it's her own business. Sheng Qi's consideration for others will only make her feel bad.

Since the reunion, she has never been harsh by her, Sheng Qi asked curiously: "Are you criticizing me?"

After asking, pretend to be wronged and ask her to coax.

"I……"

Just as Wen Lian was about to explain, the bell rang. At this point in time, it was probably her mother.

Answering the call, Han Ruohua asked her what she had for dinner and if she was going to sleep as usual, and explained a few more words, and then said that she would be back at [-] o'clock tomorrow afternoon.

It was a buffer time for them, so as not to come back suddenly and make the two of them uncomfortable.

"Okay, Mom, I see."

After she hung up the phone, she suddenly couldn't remember what she said just now, and looked at Sheng Qi innocently.

Sheng Qi laughed angrily, and didn't intend to pretend to be wronged, he pulled her down on the bed together, went over and bit her on the neck.

Wen Lian was very quiet during the process. After being bitten, she said seriously, "Sheng Qi, you bullied me."

"What can you do?" the evildoer challenged.

Reasonableness is Wen Lian's principle of dealing with things: "You have to give me a bite too, and we will offset it. Otherwise, I will be angry."

"What will you do when you get angry?" The good boy suddenly threatened someone, Sheng Qi was really scared, and was already planning to bite her.

Wen Lian said blankly, "I will bite you twice."

"..." The air froze, and the warm bed was cooled down by this "cold humor".

"Hahahahaha——" Sheng Qi came to his senses and let out a goose cry, as if he had heard a big joke and couldn't stop laughing wildly.

She was so noisy, Wen Lian was annoyed, he got up and held her down and bit her, leaving teeth marks on her neck.

"Hiss—" Sheng Qi pretended to be pitiful: "It hurts."

"Then be quiet." Wen Lian lay down again.

She recalled what she would do every time her mother went back to see her grandparents when Sheng Qi was not around.Every three or four months, she will go back and watch, and more often she stays at home alone.

Read alone, stay with Xiaoqi in the living room, and when tired, turn on the TV to watch the news.I can’t keep up with the TV series. If there are favorite movies on the movie channel, I will watch them and watch some entertainment programs.

But her smile is different from the public, she always has a calm face, Wan Yuduo said that her smile is too high.

She didn't think so, she was easily teased, but that person had to be Sheng Qi.

But those are past tense.

Now she has no time to kill, she can be full.

Of course, there is also time to read and write, because Sheng Qi needs to work and won't be with her all the time.

And when they were all free, Sheng Qi would show her to watch the video, no matter what genre, the two of them could watch it together.Because you can talk about the plot and actors, praise or complain, in short, your mouth is not idle.

And when they don't want to do anything, they chat, from Shannan to Shuibei.Occasionally, there will be trouble like just now.

Would a person who likes quietness really long for an independent and comfortable space to be broken? Her answer was no when she was a child.She has no siblings and was best at home alone as a child.Occasionally, when her cousin came home, she felt tired, but she didn't say anything.

Ever since she met Sheng Qi, she began to yearn for her area to be visited.

Sheng Qi is not a breaker, but a participant.

When they are together, Wen Lian is more comfortable, and can do things that he can't let go of when he is alone.

For example, biting people, she never thought about it, but she did it very naturally in Sheng Qi's area.

Sheng Qi said in Wen Lian's silence: "We haven't done it on your bed, have we?"

Dazed, shaking his head.

Wen Lian thought for a while and said to her, "It's more convenient to go to your house."

"Try here, I want to try." Sheng Qi said softly.

Both of them have knots in their hearts, even kissing here is frightening, but what are they afraid of?So what?

She said she wanted to try it, and Wen Lian responded, "Okay."

Before letting desire/thought take over your mind, fearing that she will force it, Sheng Qi said in advance: "If you feel really uncomfortable later and can't relax, just tell me. Let's stop and go to my house instead."

But once in the state, it doesn't matter where the location is.They did it a few times with devotion.

Sheng Qi not only gave her pleasure, but also taught her to please herself. Every time Wen Lian learned a little from her, he was no longer jerky, but his physical strength was average.

In the end, it was Sheng Qi who took the lead and took her to the top of the peak together, only then was he completely satisfied.

After the great pleasure swept over, the sense of emptiness ate away at the exhilaration just now.

There are too many things that have been taken out of the body, and if they can't make up for a while, people don't even want to say anything in their laziness.

No one moved or spoke, Sheng Xi's mind was blank, he forgot where he was today and where he was.

In the end, inexplicably, she remembered those two words in Wen Lian's circle of friends in province y.

She said, "Read to me the Lihen Chuncao you posted."

She saw at that time that Wen Lian's voice sounded in her mind, and now she wanted to hear it.

Leaving hatred is like spring grass, going further and further to survive.

In Sheng Qi's imagination, Wen Lian's voice reading words was similar to that in reality, and he didn't show much emotion, even cold to the point of indifference, but even more expressed the helplessness in it.

It's just that in her mind, Wen Lian's voice is neither low nor hoarse, and now it's a little more magnetic.

After reading it, Wen Lian said, "It's your turn, repeat."

Sheng Qi felt that she looked down on people too much, there were only two sentences in total, no one could recite them.

He wanted to ignore her, but was chased by Teacher Wen and honestly recited the original sentence.

Wen Lian couldn't finish it: "The whole word is not long, the first sentence..."

"Stop! I'm so sleepy, let's go to bed early and go out for breakfast tomorrow."

Sheng Qi stopped this nocturnal activity.

Before officially falling asleep, Wen Lian kissed her on the forehead: "Don't think too much, just think about yourself."

Her mother would think about it, and many people would think about it.And for her, besides her mother, Sheng Qi would also think about her.

Only Sheng Qi needs to love herself more.

In the video of Wen Lian playing the piano, Han Ruohua was among the likes.

She came back the next afternoon, found a time to enter Sheng Qi's house, and Sheng Qi poured water for her, still polite.It's just that she is no longer as familiar as before, saying nice things to make her happy.

She said: "Thank you, Xiao Sheng, I thought Ning Ning would never play the piano again in this life."

"Is it important to play the piano? Wen Lian doesn't like it." Sheng Qi was secretly unhappy.

Wen Lian was willing yesterday, but it was not in her consideration.

"It is precisely because she doesn't like it that she is willing to play it, which proves that she has let go of this matter."

Seeing that Sheng Qi didn't quite understand, she added: "Ling Ning used to blame me when she was unhappy. I forced her to do things she didn't like, but I didn't allow her to come close to what she liked. I blamed myself, Although I was good for her, I didn't consider her feelings."

Sheng Qi refrained from sighing in front of the elders, "You are a good mother, but it's just not suitable for Wen Lian. She is too sensible to resist at all, so she will feel uncomfortable."

"Yes, after she got sick, I realized that I really felt sorry for her and her father."

Sheng Qi didn't want to see her confess again, it made her feel heavy too.

"As long as Wen Lian forgives you, you don't have to be strict with yourself."

"Auntie is sorry for you, too."

"No, you did the right thing back then, and you didn't feel sorry for me."

Han Ruohua smiled bitterly: "But you feel uncomfortable."

Her gentle tone and attitude made Sheng Qi feel like a child playing with a temper. This kind of love once made her happy.

"Yes. If I knew the truth from the beginning, I might be able to let it go. But I regard you as a kind and kind elder. When I blamed Wen Lian, I never blamed you. I even imagined that my mother would be like you. Later I found out that Wen Lian Lian is your scapegoat. She even wants to lie to keep your place in my heart, making me feel that I am liked by you, and I find myself ridiculous."

But who can she blame, she can't blame Wen Lian, she can only stay away from Han Ruohua to satisfy her willfulness.

"You are a good boy..."

"Don't praise me, I've heard too much." Sheng Qi interrupted impolitely, "Aunt Han, maybe the reason why I'm a good child is that I have to do it, so I'm likable?"

Han Ruohua knew that it was not easy for her, "Don't think that my words are all false, even if you have nothing to do with Wen Lian, I will still like you."

This sentence is comfortable to hear, but it is useless, as if she needs this sentence.She is a child whose parents don't love her, but she asks a neighbor, and someone else's mother says she likes her.

Ridiculous, ridiculous.

"Thank you." Sheng Qi said.

"After you came back, I was really happy to see you. Back then, I didn't feel good because Ning Ning was cold to you. I also sincerely hope that you and Ning Ning can be together. I used to be afraid of others' comments and my daughter's rough future. But during the illness, every time she disappeared, I only had one wish, that she be safe and well, and just do what she likes. I don’t want anything, as long as she is happy and healthy.”

"disappear?"

"Well, when she's in a bad mood, she doesn't want to be at home. Every time I look for her, I'm devastated. Fortunately, she can think of me, and she will come back in the end."

Sheng Qi pursed his lips and did not speak.

When Wen Lian was in the hardest time, the person who accompanied her was her mother, not herself.Are you really qualified to take her away?

Seeing that she was silent, Han Ruohua drank water to moisten his throat, "Do you know Wen Xu?"

"Yes, do you want to tell me that she likes girls too?" Sheng Qi asked directly.

"She paid a lot for this, and there are still people in the family pointing behind her back. I didn't want Ningning to make the same mistakes back then, and I wanted her to concentrate on studying, so I forced her to separate from you."

"Well, I said it, I understand."

Sheng Qi comforted: "Aunt Han, you don't have to worry that I will hate you, I treat Wen Lian badly, the past is the past."

"it is good."

Sheng Qi thought for a while, and said, "I saw a house yesterday, and we both liked it very much. When you are free these two days, you can also take a look and give me some suggestions."

"You two live here, as long as you like it, I don't want to get involved. Just come back and see me and Xiaoqi when you have time on weekends." Han Ruohua is learning to let go.

Before sending her out, Sheng Qi was soft-hearted, and the content of the conversation made her think about Han Ruohua.

"If you are reluctant to part with Wen Lian, I can move first, and Wen Lian will live with me after the new year."

"No, it's the same at any time." The difference is not big, and you have to leave her anyway.

"Thank you." Sheng Qi said sincerely.

So that weekend, the two packed up their things and moved away.

Mainly Sheng Qi's things, Wen Lian only needs to bring the clothes of the season, and he can take it slowly when he comes back later.

When they arrived at the new home, the two of them cleaned up, opened the cardboard boxes, and put them one by one in the designated place. Sheng Qi suddenly turned around and said, "Wen Lian."

"what happened?"

"We have our own home!"

Although the house is rented, she has a family and Wen Lian.