Inhabit you as a forest

After dinner in silence, Wen Lian got up to help clean up.

Han Ruohua said: "You are busy with your work, you don't need to wash a few bowls."

Usually when she really had something to do, she would directly arrange for Wen Lian to do the housework, and Wen Lian would not refuse.

But since she was free, she wouldn't ask Wen Lian to do it.

Wen Lian couldn't say anything nice and went to grab a job to please her.Sheng Qi would say that he was able to make his mother very happy.

But Sheng Qi might not talk about it in the future.

Her mother has paid too much for her, and she has spent the most difficult time with her, never complaining.In any case, Wen Lian will forgive her and consider her feelings.

This kind of emotion can't be let go, if one day she really let go, then she can't be sure that she will always love Shengqi.

Sheng Qi is a person who treats his friends with all his heart, and will not appreciate an unfilial person.

But Sheng Qi has no obligation to forgive her mother. To Sheng Qi, her "Aunt Han" suddenly changed from a gentle and open-minded mother image to a hideous one.

It's very rare that Sheng Qi didn't vent his anger on Wen Lian for this.

Wen Lian held tea parties when she was free in the office, and her colleagues were all older than her, so her parents had a lot of short stories.

Those aunts told her that to find a partner, you must look at the parents and family members of the other party. If the family members are not good, you must be cautious no matter how good the partner is.Otherwise, living in the future will be a lot of trouble.

Then from Sheng Qi's point of view, she is not a suitable love partner.

Sheng Qi understands the ways of the world better than her, Sheng Qi will not fail to understand.

But Sheng Qi didn't say anything, she chose to go home to attend the funeral, and went on a gentle journey, keeping calm.Even though he didn't send her too many messages during this period, he never deliberately treated her coldly.

Sheng Qi is the one who is uneasy about the future and afraid of being abandoned.She had only been with Sheng Qi for so long, and Sheng Qi had been alone for more time before.

She was accompanied by her mother, but Sheng Qi only had herself.

Even if Sheng Qi doesn't like to pour bitter water and beg others, she understands that she thinks about Sheng Qi more carefully than she thinks about herself.

Relying on Sheng Qi's refusal to say anything, she said "Don't give up on me", and exchanged her weakness for Sheng Qi's understanding and soft heart.

Sheng Qi took advantage of the situation to catch her, and didn't let her fall to the ground, and didn't let their relationship be shrouded in the shadow of the past.

Han Ruohua came out after tidying up the kitchen, but Wen Lian was not at home.

Every day after dinner, she would go to Sheng Qi's house to stay for an hour, but Han Ruohua didn't know exactly what to do.Maybe reading a book, maybe calling or video chatting with Sheng Qi.

Anyway, she'd rather be there.

A few days ago, she said that she wanted to move out with Sheng Qi, without warning, it really made Han Ruohua uncomfortable for a few days.

Wen Lian has been a child of few words since he was a child. He doesn't say useless things, but what he says is thoughtful.

The house is newly renovated, and it has not been the second half of the year since they moved in.

At the beginning, thinking that Wen Lian would have something to live in, Han Ruohua gave her the master bedroom. The windows were open and the view outside was very nice.She wanted Wen Lian to see more, she was in a good mood.

She had thought before that when Wen Lian and Sheng Qi's relationship stabilized, if Sheng Qi didn't want to rent the house over there, she would move in and live together.Also save some money.

The size of the house is more than enough for three adults and a dog. Besides, she and Wen Lian are not at home during the day, so Sheng Qi will not be disturbed by himself.

But she didn't expect that Sheng Qi would not want to see her again after knowing what happened back then.

Wen Lian talked to her once before, meaning that the past is over, don't mention it to Sheng Qi, she will tell it by herself.

Han Ruohua respected her thoughts and tried not to interfere with her getting along with Sheng Qi.

Because she knows what Wen Lian wants, and she also knows what she wants now.

But a few years ago, she couldn't think through these things. At that time, Wen Lian was still young, and she was afraid that Wen Lian would make a detour and regret it in the future.

Not to mention that Sheng Qi is a girl, even if Wen Lian liked a boy at that time, she would do the same thing.

She placed too many expectations on Wen Lian, not only for Wen Lian, for her, but also for Wen Lian's father who died early.

Han Ruohua wanted to raise Wen Lian alone after her husband passed away with regret, as they had imagined together when they were pregnant with the child.

Smart, polite, good, kind...

Wen Lian became unhappy after middle school. Han Ruohua only thought that she had entered puberty and had a sensitive mind, and she would take it to heart when others said a few words.

So regularly enlighten her and communicate with her.

As long as you are good enough and become an admirable existence, you can stop most people's mouths.

Just as she insisted on not getting married again, some good people also gossiped for a few years, saying that she was old-fashioned and didn't think about children.But she trained Wen Lian to be good enough, and they were no worse than others in life, and those gossips gradually subsided.

So what about widows, who can support themselves and their children, why take their daughters to watch people's faces and rush to serve others.

She doesn't see any problem with her ideas.

She is strict with herself and her students and daughters. Life is not entertainment, so be cautious in everything.

Before the high school entrance examination, Wen Lian's state was not right.

But she thought, there is no such thing as a student without pressure, and a person without pressure will never be excellent.What's more, no matter how difficult it is, the few years in middle school will pass after a while, and she was like this back then.

Furthermore, whether Wen Lian is reticent, insomnia or anxiety, they are all in a relatively stable state.

Her Ning Ning never said no to her, never complained that she was tired, whatever she said, Ning Ning did what she did, and never showed an expression of impatience.

Therefore, she doesn't think that stress is a bad thing. The child can bear it by himself, so why should the parents protect it too much.

After entering high school, the pressure became even greater. She also felt distressed watching Ningning stay up late to study, talking less and not laughing often.But besides cooking a few more delicious dishes, what else can she do, tell her to stop learning and go out to play every day?

Impossible, Ning Ning's life has just begun.

Until a new neighbor lived in the opposite door. The old lady had a kind face and eyes, and it seemed that she was sensible and easy to get along with.The little girl is also refreshing, with a generous and lovable personality.

She originally just wanted to get along with ordinary neighbors, meet and talk, and avoid conflicts.

But the girl opposite was in the same grade as Wen Lian, and the two of them seemed to be able to chat for a few words, Wen Lian didn't resist.Han Ruohua thought of her daughter's many friends, and talked occasionally without delaying anything.

Wen Lian is introverted and has no friends. Even when her cousin comes to play at home, she doesn't talk much.

But with Sheng Qi, his brows looked a lot more agile.

Although Han Ruohua knew that Sheng Qi's grades were too poor, he was playful and self-willed, and was spoiled by his grandma.But Wen Lian was finally happy, and she was willing to take a step back.

When Sheng Qi came to eat at home, Wen Lian would definitely eat half a bowl more.

Sheng Qi came home to do homework, and Wen Lian was able to talk and laugh more while completing the study tasks that day.

Because of this, Han Ruohua likes Sheng Qi's frequent visits, and she can see that Sheng Qi is simple-minded and has absolutely no problem with his conduct.Following Wen Lian's approach to Zhu Zhechi, he also began to study hard.

Multiple study buddies are a good thing, the advantages outweigh the disadvantages.

A big event happened that school year. Wen Lian's cousin Wen Xu came out and told the whole family directly.

So there was a lot of quarrel over there, and even Han Ruohua was called to persuade him.

Their family has never had the concept of "homosexuality", and Han Ruohua has only heard of it, but her life circle is very serious, and she has never seen it with her own eyes.

I don't understand deeply.

They all agreed that Wen Xu was usually out of tune and challenged his family just for fun.

Han Ruohua then persuaded her not to use this to make herself look unique. People would only laugh at her and not think it was cool.

The teacher in charge teaches people in a different way. When Wen Xu was a child, he was a little afraid of her, but at that time Wen Xu was in his 20s, so he didn't buy it.

I don't know what to say: "I don't care if others laugh or not. I don't want to be cool. I just like women. I don't feel it when I see men. I have been since I was a child. I only have thoughts about women."

Han Ruohua thinks this is a mental illness, how can normal people have thoughts about the same sex.She was unbelievable and didn't want to care anymore.

For a long time afterwards, Wen Xu was a hot topic in their family, and no one could understand her.And her wayward behavior made her mother so angry that she was hospitalized, which proved the seriousness of the matter.

At that time, Han Ruohua thought that it was the adult's dereliction of duty that the child was spoiled like this, and there must be a cause and effect.

Fortunately, her Ningning is obedient, and Ningning will never do things she doesn't like, let alone make her angry.

Perhaps it was because Wen Xu's incident left a deep impression on her that she became a little sensitive to the intimacy between girls.

At first, I didn't think it was normal for two girls to be close if they only had a good relationship.

But later, Ning Ning looked at Sheng Qi differently.

Her own children know for themselves, Han Ruohua can guess what her expressions represent and what she thinks.Only Wen Lian's tenderness and stickiness towards Sheng Qi made her puzzled and disappointed.

But the attention was the attention, and she didn't reprimand him rashly. After all, Sheng Qi was passionate about everyone, and Ning Ning probably didn't think much about it.

Until one night, Han Ruohua came out of the study and wanted to talk to Wen Lian about something.When I opened the door, I found that no one was there, and the desk lamp was still on. It was obvious that I was going to come back after a while.

But no one was found at home, could it be that he went to Sheng Qi's house?

She opened the door and went out. Before she could knock on the door opposite, she heard someone talking downstairs, like Sheng Qi's voice.

After she went down a few steps, leaned on the railing and bent down to look, she saw an unforgettable scene.

The two girls hugged each other tightly, deliberately not turning on the lights in the corridor, and moved in the dark.She couldn't see clearly, but the two girls were so close that they didn't speak for a long time.

She knew right away that they were kissing each other.

It was only early autumn at that time, and the chill was pouring from head to tail, and she was startled and angry.I can't wait to go directly to question, turn on the lights, and see what they are doing.

But reason overwhelmed emotion, she endured the fire and returned home silently.

It's no good to make things big, and if she is a little careless, she will become the laughing stock of others, making her unable to hold her head up.

And Ning Ning has a thin skin, she will scare her like this.

Han Ruohua waited abruptly, wanting to have a good chat with Wen Lian after the monthly exam was over.

During that time, when she saw Sheng Qi, she was not as enthusiastic as before. She only greeted her, but didn't call her to come home.

She also knew that Sheng Qi was a poor child, his parents didn't care for him, and he was just a grandma who suddenly fell ill.

It stands to reason that she should take more care of her, but absolutely not now.Let it go any further, it's because she, the parent, doesn't do anything.

Sheng Qi was too clever, seeing her indifferent attitude, he didn't go up to them.

What really annoyed her was Wen Lian's monthly exam results, which were very bad.She went to school to talk to the teacher, and found that apart from the reason of illness, Wen Lian was a little distracted in class.

Han Ruohua knew that he had nothing to do with Sheng Qi, and other things would not interfere with Wen Lian.

That night in Wen Lian's room, she sat at the desk, and Wen Lian sat quietly on the edge of the bed waiting for her to speak.

"Did you reflect on the result of the exam?" She started from the grades.

Wen Lian naturally reflected on it, and told her all the problems in various subjects, without using illness as a shield.

He also talked about the future study plan and the goal of the next exam.

Normally, after hearing this, she would not be harsh anymore.But this time was different, she suddenly asked: "What's the matter with you and Sheng Qi?"

Wen Lian's face instantly became tense and flustered, and he asked guiltyly, "What...what's going on?"

"I saw you hugging and kissing that day." Han Ruohua told her directly, leaving no room for her to make excuses.

Wen Lian was silent for a moment, with all his thoughts written on his face.

"She taught you this, coaxing you to mess with her?" Han Ruohua regretted letting Sheng Qi get close to her, and his face was full of displeasure.

"No, myself..." Wen Lian couldn't continue, only feeling ashamed.

Seeing her uneasy, Han Ruohua became more serious: "Do you know what you are doing? Is your priority now cuddling with someone? You are still a girl. If someone bumps into you, do you want us to live here?"

"You don't know about Wen Xu? It's embarrassing. Are you learning this from her now?"

She criticized, but Wen Lian listened silently. The only excuse was that her grades this time had nothing to do with Sheng Qi.

"I'm not only talking about your grades now. What are you and Sheng Qi going to do?"

Wen Lian lowered her head and shook her head.

"If you continue to play like this, it will waste your time and energy, and your grades will get worse and worse. It is impossible for her not to influence you. In the future, you will also come out to the whole family and make me a laughing stock?"

"I worked so hard to raise you just to let you repay me like this?"

"I'm sorry." Wen Lian said.

"Unless I go to see your dad someday, I won't watch you take detours and do things that you regret. You think about it these days, and then tell her clearly that you don't want to have any more contact with her."

"You know my temper. I let you handle it yourself now because I trust you to have this ability. If I see you together later, I will handle it in my way. I will not bully her a child, but I must Inform her parents and let them restrain her."

Wen Lian was quiet for a while, then told her: "Got it."

As expected, Wen Lian did not disappoint her, and Sheng Qi never bothered her again.

In December, when she came back from get off work, she saw that the opposite door was open, and things were being packed inside.Only then did she know that Grandma Shengqi had passed away, and the house was no longer rented here.

She never told Wen Lian that since the door was closed anyway, Wen Lian didn't know it was empty.And Wen Lian didn't dare to mention it in front of her.

Later, Yu couldn't bear it, seeing that Wen Lian wanted to ask but didn't dare, so she told the truth.

Wen Lian listened dumbly, without saying a word.

She took Wen Lian's mobile phone away as soon as she was in her third year of high school, and she deleted the photo of Sheng Qi in it.Sheng Qi's contact information was also deleted.

She thought this matter was over. On the day when Wen Lian's college entrance examination results came out, she thought that Wen Lian would thank her in the future.

She didn't know that Wen Lian was really sick until the counselor called her at the end of her freshman year.

Since then, half of her world has been darkened, and all her persistence and complacency have fallen apart and become meaningless.

At that time, she thought, Wen Lian is not alive, and she is not alive anymore, and the family of three will reunite in another place.

Fortunately, they survived together.Her education was not all a failure. Although Wen Lian looked restrained, she had a tenacity in her character.

Han Ruohua did the math, Sheng Qi left for about ten days.

The couple's avatars of the two haven't changed yet, presumably they haven't gotten into a fight yet, Sheng Qi is just annoying her.

After hesitating again and again, she went into the room and called Sheng Qi.