Inhabit you as a forest

Now that the words are clear, Sheng Qi will give a clean account of his mental journey.

She told Wen Lian that during that time Wen Lian's dynamic updates were frequent, and it was usually the performance of falling in love that made her high school monitor misunderstand.In the spirit of gossip, he passed the misunderstanding to Sheng Qi.

After being tortured by an oolong for several years, Sheng Qi was a little ashamed, and said aggrievedly: "Last time I asked you if you had a strong desire to share at a certain time, but you didn't answer, I thought you acquiesced."

Wen Lian did not answer on purpose last time, but he didn't know that he would give Sheng Qi another answer, and unknowingly failed one of the exams, making Sheng Qi sad alone.

She understood Sheng Qi's feelings. Sheng Qi lied to Wen Lian and fell in love with him in the first half of the year. Before she came out, she was also torn apart, but she knew that there was no reason to express her displeasure.

And Sheng Qi not only misunderstood, but also misunderstood that she was with a boy. No wonder there was no more movement after that phone call.

Before she was about to say "I'm sorry", Sheng Qi interrupted her and took the responsibility, "Blame me for asking obliquely."

She was still too timid. When she was a teenager, the first thing she did after misunderstanding was to contact Wen Lian to verify the truth.At that time, she did things simply and didn't think too much, so Cheng Juan was envious and speechless.

But later she learned to think twice, how dare she ask questions, she was too afraid that Wen Lian would ask her coldly, "What does it have to do with you".Wouldn't it be self-inflicted humiliation.

She was afraid of eating a knife in Wen Lian's place.

Wen Lian didn't think she was to blame, and explained to her, "In our freshman year, we had a lot of professional courses, and the academic pressure was high, and I was a little powerless. So in my sophomore year, I deliberately relaxed, turned my attention to life, and recorded it in Moments."

Sheng Qi didn't question her words, he just thought he was ridiculous, "Blame me for wanting to think about things."

Subconsciously, she thought that Wen Lian would get on a more relaxed and brighter track sooner or later if he left her.

"I didn't know it would cause misunderstanding." Wen Lian was helpless. It turned out that in the eyes of others, she was "loved" once.

Sheng Qi told her about Xu Tongtong collecting clues and cheating, "It's boring enough."

Wen Lian didn't nod, but praised: "She's very smart."

"Smart? What you do is not serious." Sheng Qi intentionally "relied on the old to sell the old".

Wen Lian declared seriously: "Whether it's business or not, I like her, from now on."

This is how I fell in love with it, Sheng Qi opened his eyes wide, "Because she knocked on both of us?"

"Yes." If Xu Tongtong doesn't like her, it will be more or less troublesome in the future, so you can save worry.

Sheng Qi inexplicably felt that Wen Lian's thinking was cute, and then thought that she hadn't posted Wen Lian's Moments because she was afraid of trouble, so she posted a photo of the second-hand bookstore last time.

In the photo, Wen Lian's side profile was restrained, his expression was calm and gentle, his long black and smooth hair was pulled behind his head, and he was wearing a gray coat.He was raising his hand to take a book from the wooden shelf, a section of his white wrist was exposed, and he was wearing a square watch with a silver chain.

Just one silhouette, you can tell that this girl is beautiful.

Sheng Qi is often fascinated by her in these small moments. Before meeting Wen Lian, she never thought that she could be so dedicated.The people you liked in your teens were the same as those in your twenties.

It is reasonable for her to be afraid of trouble, and there are various comments soon after it was posted.

Xu Tongtong: [Hold the grass, hit it, hit it. ]

Wen Xu: [(covering mouth and laughing) Why are you photographing my sister? ]

Wan Yuduo: [(Rose) It's so intellectual to take pictures of Lime!Thumbs up. ]

Han Ruohua: [The bookstore is good. ]

Yu Tao: [This girl will not be...]

Cheng Juan nodded silently.

Wen Lian himself also took a look at Sheng Qi who was sitting at the table smiling and answering the message, and silently nodded his praise.

Sheng Qi looked up and asked her: "I came out to my cousin and aunt, and now my cousin is asking about your identity, how should I answer?"

"How do you want to answer?" Wen Lian asked lightly, thinking to herself, if Sheng Qi dared to say the words "ordinary neighbor", she would never talk to her again today.

Sheng Qi looked at her expression with a smile, looked at her, and asked expectantly, "Can I say boldly, is this beautiful Miss Wen my girlfriend?"

After she finished speaking, her face turned hot first, not because she was shy, but because she was excited.

Wanting to turn the first grader into a girlfriend is a delusion buried in her heart when she was a teenager.

Even though she kissed and hugged Wen Lian that year, shared the same bed, and did everything a couple should do, she still didn't dare to say "you can be my girlfriend".

She knew that Wen Lian liked her, but she was not sure that Wen Lian planned to establish a relationship with her, and never planned to fall in love with boys again.

This is a kind of restraint. In order for Wen Lian to be more comfortable, she was not willing to be aggressive.

So, she dared to say this when she liked Wen Lian for nearly ten years.

Compared to the excitement and unnaturalness after she finished speaking, Wen Lian looked calm, and gently looked at her face several times, "Have you considered it?"

Sheng Qi nodded: "Think about it."

I thought about it a few days ago, and today I finally found a suitable and unobtrusive topic to express my thoughts.

Wen Lian leaned against the bookshelf two steps away, heard the words and walked in front of her, leaned over and kissed Sheng Qi on the forehead: "I will have a girlfriend from now on."

She had been waiting for this day for a long time.

Before Sheng Qi returned to Yujiang, he waited without hope, knowing that he was not worthy of entanglement anymore, but he couldn't easily like others.

After meeting Sheng Qi in the elevator, and knowing that she was single, she had hoped to wait.Finally got his wish.

After the two confirmed their relationship, the first meal they ate was at KFC, because this time there was an extra participant—Ms. Han Ruohua.

She sent a voice message to Sheng Qi early in the morning, telling Sheng Qi that she would not be at home for lunch, and took them out, saying that she suddenly wanted to try hamburgers and French fries.

Although Sheng Qi was puzzled, he responded immediately.

Han Ruohua drove, Wen Lian sat in the co-pilot, and Sheng Qi sat in the back in a daze, wondering if he should buy a car, so that it would be more convenient to pick up Wen Lian in summer or winter.

The three of them were seated at KFC, and their average age was much higher than that of other tables.

Han Ruohua insisted on scanning the QR code to order by himself, and after asking Sheng Qi, he chose a set meal for three people.

She looked around the circle, "From the young children, to the noisy group in my class, to the ones you are so old, they all seem to like to eat it. When Ning Ling was young, I didn't allow her to come because I was afraid that it would be harmful to her body if she ate it. Not good, luckily Lemon doesn’t like to eat it either.”

Sheng Qi said with a smile, "It's okay to eat once in a while."

After chatting for a while, Wen Lian got up to pick up the meal. Sheng Qi saw Han Ruohua smiling at him with mixed feelings.

"Aunt Han, you don't know. I used to be a fool. I always hoped that my mother would come back to see me and take me here for a meal."

"I haven't waited for her yet." She said and laughed.

Han Ruohua couldn't hear such words, felt sour, and said to her gently: "Don't wait for her. If Xiaosheng wants to eat in the future, tell me, I will bring you here. I raise one daughter for raising, and raising two It's also raising."

She was saying in a disguised form that she regarded Sheng Qi as her daughter.

Surprised and delighted, Sheng Qi hurriedly agreed, "Thank you, Aunt Han."

In fact, it's a bit shameless, and it's fine to call mom at this moment, but she and Wen Lian just settled down, and she was embarrassed to be presumptuous in front of Han Ruohua.

Before grandma passed away, she proudly thought that besides not being liked by her parents, she was very popular, which showed that she was not annoying.Grandma praised her as the most obedient child, aunts called her daughter, and cousins ​​surrounded her, letting her in everything.

She has no shortage of friends, and even Wen Lian, a top student who only cares about studying and doesn't care about others, is willing to associate with her after being teased a few times by her.

Later, when she found out that Wen Lian liked her, she was even more ecstatic, proudly thinking that Sheng Qi was really lucky.

But the funny thing is, when she went to province y, the first thing she understood thoroughly was that she was really unlikable.

There are four people living in the family, and three of them don't like her, so much so that she doesn't like herself very much.

In the first few months, they went to Xu Tongtong's grandfather or uncle's house for dinner, and she was not allowed to follow her. She ate instant noodles at home alone.When relatives from the Xu family came to the house, she could see that under their polite smiles, those people thought she was in the way of this family.

They were unhappy with Sheng Guangming because of this, and they didn't understand why he didn't spend some money to keep Sheng Qi in his hometown to continue his studies, but spent a lot of effort to transfer to Province Y, making a home not like home.

After Sheng Qi had a car accident, they spoke more confidently.

But Sheng Guangming has never been a good tempered person, and he took a tough attitude on this matter, and others gradually stopped mentioning it.

After spending a year and a half like this, after entering college, Sheng Qi no longer had the energy to spend money and make friends like he did in high school.

She wants to save money for the future, and she prefers to do what she likes instead of finding ways to please people and earn satisfaction and disappointment from others.

Family affection is not reliable, whether it's friendship or love, she doesn't want more.

But when he returned to Yujiang, seeing that Wen Lian was still willing to provoke her, Han Ruohua treated her as tenderly as before, even more than before.In the past, he was afraid that she would affect Wen Lian's study, and sometimes he would be serious, but now he always speaks softly to her.

Even if she refused to admit it, she regained the feeling she had back then.

Wen Lian said that even if Han Ruohua wanted Wen Lian to get married and have children, if Wen Lian was with him, Han Ruohua would not interfere.Because Han Ruohua likes herself, rest assured.

Now Han Ruohua said that Sheng Qi is her daughter, how could this not make her excited.

She suddenly felt that she had a mother.

Xu Tongtong's mother was just her aunt. She didn't think her stepmother was her mother. Although they never bullied her, they never gave her any love.

After 25 years, she has fulfilled her dream hidden in her heart and was brought to eat hamburgers by her mother.

When Wen Lian came back, she gave Wen Lian a bright smile, and Wen Lian smiled too.

The peaceful and beautiful mode of companionship dilutes Shengqi's sadness in December every year. Her grandma walks in December. This is the most difficult time for her every year, and she can't tell others.

She lives as usual and doesn't expect anyone to feel the same way as her. In previous years, even her father couldn't see the sadness, so she didn't mention it.

But Wen Lian didn't ignore her mind-wandering, different from her usual boredom, the sadness flowing in her eyes made her even more unlike the former Sheng Qi.The changes in their bodies are the scars in each other's hearts.

Wen Lian went out with her for a walk with Xiao Qi, and saw that she was in a good mood, so she said to her: "Your grandma's death day is coming soon, do you want to see her?"

She still remembered that Sheng Qi's heart warmed up a little.

"Well, I plan to go back for two days next week, and it happens that my aunt misses me."

"Okay, I'll wait for you at home."

Sheng Qi didn't plan to take Wen Lian with him, because those two days were working days, and Wen Lian had to ask for leave.

"I will talk about our affairs when I go back, let them prepare mentally first. Let's go back together next time, okay?"

She explained this because she didn't want Wen Lian to think that she would not take her home, but she was afraid that Wen Lian would not be willing after she finished speaking, "Do you think it's soon? There's no rush to wait any longer."

"Not fast, I think it's too slow." They have been waiting for so many years.

From the perspective of waiting for each other all these years, it is indeed slow.

But from another angle, it's still fast.

First of all, no matter how much she and Wen Lian couldn't let go of each other, they only spent one and a half years getting along seriously, and half of this time they got along as friends.

They haven't talked properly for several years.

Secondly, everything went so smoothly that Sheng Qi hesitated.

It seems that all the resistance between her and Wen Lian does not exist, it was just that they were mediocre and missed it for many years.

This kind of ease has made her very happy recently, and the love and life she has longed for are at her fingertips.

But she sometimes thinks, since things are going so smoothly now and nothing happens, then why couldn't it be the past seven or eight years?

Except for the fact that Wen Lian had to study in her third year of high school, she had to give up on her, and the explanations after that were too far-fetched.

Before, Sheng Qi thought that she was really planning to give up this same-sex relationship, so she tried to have a boyfriend, but it ended without a problem.Then she met herself during the empty window and found that she still liked herself, so she began to pursue.

Although this kind of conjecture was a bit harsh, and Sheng Qi once held the mentality of playing with her and forgetting about it, it could reasonably explain the separation of these years.

But she found that Wen Lian had never been in love, and Wen Lian had been waiting for her.

How could it be possible for a person to do nothing if he likes another person with the permission of his elders, and even coldly refuse when he receives a call to see him.

She always had doubts in her mind.

So that day, after she confessed, she asked Wen Lian if she had anything to hide from her, and Wen Lian said no.

She said: "I believe in you, but if I find out that you have kept something important from me, I will be angry."

She spoke seriously on purpose.

Wen Lian still insisted: "No."

She temporarily relaxed her mind, not allowing herself to think too much.

She patronized to find out if Wen Lian had something to hide from her, but she forgot about it herself, and she didn't tell Wen Lian about some things.

Shopping for winter clothes in the shopping mall, I accidentally saw Cheng Juan throwing off Wen Xu's hand, walking quickly to the elevator and going downstairs, Wen Xu hurriedly chased after him.

Wen Lian witnessed the whole process, and asked again calmly: "Do the two of them know each other?"

Sheng Qi couldn't hide it this time: "...I know you."

But maybe they won't know each other in the future, she has never seen Cheng Juan so angry, can Wen Xu do it.