Inhabit you as a forest

Autumn and winter think of spring and summer, and spring and summer think of autumn and winter.

Human beings are good at dissatisfaction with the prospect of the eye and the object in the hand.

But the seasons have reincarnation, no matter looking back or looking forward, midsummer and midwinter will eventually come.

I didn't enjoy enough lotus flowers this year, so I'll see you next year; I didn't wait for a heavy snow last year, so I'll wait this year.

If it fails, there is still the saying of the northern and southern hemispheres.

But young people grow young, the seasons can change, but the years are like knives carving you and me.The pond is full of lotus flowers and the court is full of snow, but the mood of enjoying the flowers and snow has changed.

With the cold weather these days, Sheng Qi often misses that summer, the first and only one she experienced with Wen Lian.

It has been almost September since I met Wen Lian this year. Although the weather is hot, it doesn't match the word Xia.

The summer of that year coincided with the final exam of the second year of high school, and the college entrance examination had just ended, and the prospective senior three students of No. [-] Middle School had to compete.

Wen Lian didn't dare to slack off, his state was visibly tense.

Both Sheng Qi and grandma didn't understand that Wen Lian must still be number one. No one had a solid foundation and worked harder than her.

What are the mother and daughter next door worrying about?

Sheng Qi asked Wan Yuduo. He pushed his glasses and explained seriously: "My aunt was very good at studying in middle school. At that time, there were few girls in the class, and my aunt always took the first place. That's what she learned back then, so she asked Wen Lian .”

Then, after making sure that Sheng Qi would not talk nonsense three times, he whispered to her: "My uncle passed away early, and my aunt must be under pressure to bring up Wen Lian alone. In order to show that she doesn't need pity or sympathy from others , she is not working hard enough, she needs Wen Lian's grades to rest assured."

"She wants to tell others that even though Wen Lian doesn't have a complete family, she is no worse than anyone else."

Sheng Qi would only calm down when he was talking about topics related to Wen Lian, and he didn't want to talk about the war of words.

Wan Yuduo looked at her quietly. Sheng Qi, who was lost in thought, looked like two people when he was laughing and laughing. Their faces were beautiful and beautiful, which was a typical appearance of a Yujiang girl.

She and Wen Lian both look like this.But Wen Lian is more introverted and cold, his eyes are not as big as Sheng Qi's, and are slender than Sheng Qi's.

When she laughed, Sheng Qi was bright and moving, Wen Lian was gentle and gentle.

She probably hasn't studied hard, her hair volume is much more than Wen Lian's, and her tied hair hangs down her back.

Wan Yuduo felt a little shy looking at it, looked away, and added: "What I said is not a standard answer. I usually overhear adults chatting, and I summed it up myself. You must keep it a secret."

"Of course, I won't even tell my grandma." Sheng Qi assured.

"Did Wen Lian and her mother do the same when her father was alive?"

"In my impression, my little uncle is tall, loves to laugh, and likes to play with children. Ningning was introverted when she was a child, and she was never embarrassed to say what she wanted or what she wanted to eat. When she was with her, she had to ask her, so she was shy Tell me honestly. At that time, my aunt didn’t care about grades, maybe she was still in elementary school, and grades were not important.”

"But when my little uncle passed away, Wen Lian was not just shy. For a while, she was so bored that my mother was afraid. I sat at her house for a day, and she didn't talk to me more than three times. No matter how I found a topic to talk to her Chatting, she is busy with her own affairs with a blank face. In addition, middle school is very important, and my aunt has high demands on her, and I feel that she is very unhappy."

"Your mother is afraid?"

"My mother thinks she's in a bad state and needs to see a psychiatrist. But my aunt said she just can't accept that her father is gone. Give her some time so she can figure it out and refuses to go see it."

Sheng Qi couldn't imagine being so gentle.

When she met Wen Lian, although Wen Lian was seldom talked and was misunderstood as arrogant by his classmates, he was not withdrawn.

Wan Yuduo said: "Wen Lian was very worrying in junior high school, but my aunt is right, she is better in high school. Especially this year, I think she is more outgoing and talkative."

He didn't forget to praise Sheng Qi, "Maybe I made you as a friend."

Sheng Qi ignored him.

He could see that Sheng Qi was in a bad mood, otherwise he wouldn't suddenly talk about such a heavy topic, "Although she doesn't have time to play with you now, but there are only two weeks left until the end of the semester, and you can be together well after the exam."

"But Wen Lian is very tired. She loves her mother and wants her mother to be happy, so she pushes herself very hard."

Sheng Qi thought of Wen Lian staying up late to study every day, not joking with others, and not sleeping soundly at night.

Wan Yuduo is a well-educated boy, he can not only sense why Sheng Qi is unhappy, but also say some profound words.

"You can't help her even if you are in a hurry. Everyone has their own troubles."

"Who said that? I don't think you have it. You have a big heart and a fat body." Sheng Qi began to speak poisonously again.

"some."

He smiled, and said softly, "You always laugh at me for being fat, and I'm also troubled,"

I got a lot of information from him, and with a few words, Sheng Qi found out with conscience and invited him to eat ice cream.

I bought another big bag of snacks for Wen Lian and asked him to take it back.

"I won't see her anymore, I will disturb her."

She has self-awareness.

Usually Han Ruohua was very enthusiastic when she went there, but before the big exam, Han Ruohua couldn't help smiling.

Although he wouldn't chase her away, Sheng Qi could sense that he would leave soon.

Wen Lian's class is at the end of the semester, and even the evening self-study is 10 minutes behind her.

Because it was too late, Han Ruohua would pick it up.Sheng Qi didn't want grandma to worry, so he went back first every day.

As a result, they couldn't see each other for a few days, and the morning exercises were far away, so Sheng Qi could only look at her from afar.

In the evening, Wang Zhengyin and the others organized an event, and Sheng Qi said no, so they went downstairs and waited.

Sheng Qi had no choice but to go downstairs and find a place to sit to discuss with them.Said that at the end of the term, I was not in the mood to play.Huabing said that they could go mountain climbing during the summer vacation.

"So hard, do you want to be the first in the exam?"

Sheng Qi raised his head and pointed to the lit windows on the third floor, "No. 1 works until one o'clock in the morning every night, I can't compare it."

Wang Zhengyin was convinced, "Doesn't she need to sleep?"

Tang Yuanyuan: "Is she a robot?"

"She is already so strong, but she still wants to study hard?"

At that time, there was no such thing as "inward scrolling", but Wen Lian was indeed a king of scrolling, and even the scumbags admired it.

Sheng Qi felt sorry, touched it casually, and there happened to be a hundred yuan bill in his pocket, and handed it to them, "I can't accompany you, please drink milk tea."

Although Shengqi's food is usually free, Wang Zhengyin couldn't take it when she gave her money: "Damn it, why is it the same as we came here in the middle of the night to collect your protection fee?"

They didn't want it and rode away.

Sheng Qi put the money back into his pocket and went home happily.

One step and two steps, on the stairs from the second floor to the third floor, I saw a black shadow standing there.

Although it was only a silhouette and her face was hidden in the darkness, she recognized Wen Lian at a glance.

The first grade should not have time to feed the mosquitoes here.

Sheng Qi wanted to stomp her foot to turn on the corridor lights, but the summer lights made people feel dry and attracted a bunch of mosquitoes, so she didn't move.

You don't need to ask, you know that Wen Lian is waiting for her.

I guess I saw her downstairs in the room, so I came here to wait.

If she ran out to play by herself tonight, she would wait in vain and lose her temper.

Sheng Qi couldn't help being happier, as if he had escaped a catastrophe.

That kind of happiness is like the head teacher quietly watching out of the window during lunch break, and you happen to be doing your homework seriously.

She walked up to Wen Lian in the dark, looked down into her eyes, and looked at each other.

He hugged her and kissed her on the lips.

The girl's lips were soft and waxy, Sheng Qi licked her, but she couldn't kiss enough.

After taking a bath, there was the fragrance of shower gel on my body, mixed with the smell of mosquito repellent toilet water, mixed with it, squeezed into Sheng Qi's nasal cavity, and carnivaled there.

The hand she took the initiative to hold Sheng Qi's waist made Sheng Qi unable to hold back, and the kiss gradually deepened.

Putting one hand behind Wen Lian's head, he spared no effort to push him against the wall.

Wen Lian responded to her enthusiasm, letting Sheng Qi know that she missed her too.

There was no wind in the corridor, and the sweltering heat of summer made the two of them sweat quickly, Sheng Qi knew this was not a good place.

Wen Lian can't be away for too long, her mother is preparing lessons, and this is the only time.She pushed, Sheng Qi understood, and reluctantly withdrew.

She still looked down at Wen Lian's eyes, Wen Lian looked at her frankly and hugged her even tighter.

Sheng Qi said to her: "I promise you not to go out to play at night, I will do it."

"I just thought, if you go, what should I do?"

"You will quarrel with me, and then ignore me again." Sheng Qi helped her speak harshly, reminding himself from the side.

Wen Lian kissed her on the lips again, "I don't want to, I will only sulk. So don't bully me."

Sheng Qi seemed to get some kind of promise that night, although they didn't say such provocative and romantic words like "like" and "love".

She swore in her heart that she would never bully Wen Lian.

They each went home, and the nonsense she had to say was "go to bed early, don't work too hard", Wen Lian said "hmm".

Lying on the bed that night, Sheng Qi tossed and turned, unable to fall asleep no matter what.

Opening his eyes in the dark, he thought of Wen Lian's soft tongue, slender waist, and the way Wen Lian looked at her.Quietly, there seemed to be an unquenchable fire inside.

And Wen Lian said softly, "Don't bully me".

She almost couldn't hold back at that time, and covered Wen Lian's soft and inviolable part with her hand.

She practiced the beginning, and when she moved her hand up from her waist, Wen Lian shuddered and avoided her for a while.She immediately restrained herself, that was too bad, she was bullying others.

Even if you want to touch it, you have to ask Wen Lian's permission, and you can't be in a place that is hot and full of mosquitoes.

But on the bed, the longing in her heart couldn't be suppressed.

There seemed to be a screaming little beast deep in her heart, inducing her to think about some restricted-rated pictures.

On the one hand, she knew that this was not good, and on the other hand, she was stimulated to become excited.

The dream that night was fragmentary, and she did something bad in the dream.After waking up, she was very shy, and ran to take a shower and changed clothes on the grounds of sweating at night, feeling ashamed of Wen Lian.

When reciting words early in the morning, it was extremely loud, trying to drive away things that shouldn't exist in my mind.

She thought, she can't be entirely blamed, summer is easy to make people dream about.

When Wen Lian was close to her arms, she could feel Wen Lian's heartbeat.This kind of skin-to-skin contact heated up her liking for Wen Lian, and the molecules were everywhere, and she couldn't catch them.

That summer, Wen Lian was more attractive than ice watermelon.

……

Dress tightly in autumn and winter, the clothes separate the skin from the skin, and hide the sound of the heartbeat tightly, even if you hug, there will be no sparks.

Coupled with the cold weather, my thoughts were frozen and I was not so active.

Sheng Qi hugged her and let go.

After a day, the house still maintained the orderly state of last night.

Wen Lian's eyes felt much more comfortable.

Sheng Qi dragged her inside without saying why, as if he just wanted to kill some time.

She took Wen Lian to visit the handicrafts on her wooden shelf, and introduced a few of them triumphantly, "Do you like any of them? You can pick two."

Xu Tongtong came before and wanted to take it away, but she didn't agree.

I like everything very much. Every time Wen Lian comes here, he will secretly look at it, but he didn't expect that Sheng Qi would really give it to her.

She said, "It's all your hard work, wouldn't it be good for me to take it away?"

Sheng Qi smiled and said: "It's like your home, it's not lost, I still have to go there to eat."

Wen Lian chose the perfume bottle. The bottle itself is beautiful, and the brightly colored acrylic covers the background color of the bottle.

There are two small paintings on it, one is the moon and sparrows perched on the tree, and the other is the flowers that have not yet bid farewell to the branches.

Wen Lian understood what it meant.

There are still three quarters of the volume in it, she said: "Perfume and bottle, two pieces."

She hides her selfishness, Sheng Qi doesn't often wear perfume, the only bottle at home, she has smelled it several times.

The perfume is a warm and soft woody fragrance, but not heavy, with a leisurely and relaxed feeling.Like the forest after the first snowfall, it is moist and bright, and the coldness is suppressed, and there is a nostalgic atmosphere when you smell it carefully.

It would really save her trouble.

Sheng Qi said generously, "Okay, I'll see you off."

She sprayed a little on Wen Lian's cuff, lowered her head and smelled it, "It suits you very well."

Wen Lian's eyes followed her face down and up, and when Sheng Qi noticed, she asked, "Don't you want to kiss me?"

No kiss yesterday, and no kiss today.

She thought they were in a state of truce.

"Cough, cough, cough." Sheng Qi turned his head and covered his mouth, coughing violently.

After coughing, he said embarrassingly, "I'm still sick."

Of course she wanted to kiss Wen Lian, but she was sick, so if she wanted to cough again in the middle of the kiss, wouldn't it be a disappointment.

Nodding, Wen Lian could understand her, "Then can I kiss you?"

She approached Sheng Qi, raised her head slightly, and kissed the tip of Sheng Qi's ear, "Here."

Turning his face, "Here."

The bridge of the nose, "here."

"Can these places be kissed?"

The places she kissed were all hot, and I didn't know if my ears were red.

Sheng Qi found out that Wen Lian was quite bad sometimes, and it was because she was bullying her that she was sick, so it was inconvenient to respond.

Then I thought of that night, when she was drunk and pressed on the bed, Wen Lian straddled her, leaving marks on her chest.

After a few days, it didn't go away, and it was messy, showing the resentment of the perpetrator. She was so bored that she took two pictures.

But no one can post.

She touched the bullied ear and reminded, "Although I keep coughing, my hands are fine."

Wen Lian didn't know if she understood her threat, so she nodded calmly: "Oh."

Sheng Qi: "... let's go and eat."