Inhabit you as a forest

"You made this dish." Wen Xu took another sip of wine, and said to Sheng Qi, "It's as salty as a salt shaker dropped in."

Sheng Qi didn't believe it, so he took a sip, "How can it be very salty?"

Wen Xu turned to Wen Lian: "Eat lemons, to be fair."

With two pairs of eyes staring at him, Wen Lian declared before moving his chopsticks: "I don't know how to be fair."

The implication is that she can't help Wen Xu, but it is also true that Sheng Qi's cooking is easy to be salty.

Cheng Juan saw the three of them arguing over a dish, they clearly said it was salty, but each of them repeatedly identified it one by one.She was amused in her heart, it was very good, it was lively, but it seemed that she was too silent.

Of course, Sheng Qi would not neglect the guests, so he quickly threw the topic to her, and she continued to chat.

The strange thing is that Wen Xu was sitting next to her, but he didn't deliberately talk to her.Instead, he ate very naturally, and only looked at Wen Lian and Sheng Qi when he spoke.

In fact, this is not surprising. It is common for people not to be able to get close after not seeing each other for a long time.

The reason why Cheng Juan was a little puzzled, or rather lost, was because Wen Xu's character shouldn't be like this.If she came to see her specially today, she would not deliberately leave people alone, but would communicate with her more.

But today, after she walked in, brought a cup of tea, and exchanged a few words of pleasantries, she no longer regarded her as Juan.

It seemed that he was only here to find Wen Lian and Sheng Qi, and to meet her on the way.

This unpredictable attitude made Cheng Juan calm down instead, and the panic and bewilderment lingering in his heart faded a bit, even with the joy when he saw Wen Xu for the first time.

Wen Xu didn't drive here today, so he had a drink with Sheng Qi. She often socialized and could drink very well. Cheng Juan almost never saw her get drunk.So she drank two glasses, but Cheng Juan ignored her and just drank the coke silently.

Everyone was chatting in the afternoon, and for some reason, the four of them became bored together, chatting drowsily.

Sheng Qi's house didn't even have a guest room, and Wen Xu didn't want to sleep on the sofa, so he got up to go home.

Accompanied by Sheng Qi, he stood up and glanced at Cheng Juan.

Cheng Juan came here by car. If he wanted to, it would be great to send Wen Xu back, and the two of them could have a good chat.

This glance gave Cheng Juan a step down the stairs. If she and Wen Xu bid farewell like this today, it would mean that they broke up unhappy.Because she was in a much worse mood than before she didn't come, and there was a faint resentment, but it wasn't Wen Xu's resentment.

Probably to blame herself.

Why is it like a piece of wood, why doesn't Wen Xu like it anymore, why do he have these messy thoughts.

"I'll see you off." She followed behind Wen Xu, "After seeing you off, I'll go home on the way."

In the same direction, this reason is quite natural, Sheng Qi helped Wen Xu to respond: "That's great, I won't send you off, be careful on the way."

Wen Xu finally took a look at Cheng Juan at the door, and said with a smile, "I'm sorry to trouble you."

What's the trouble with this? In the past, she used to send herself directly back to her country home for two hours, and she never heard her call for trouble.

Today Cheng Juan drove that section of the road again, thinking about what Wen Xu would think every time she went back alone and no one talked to her.I think I still want to play something after returning to the city, or I don’t think about anything, just looking at the road bored.

The two arrived at the parking place together, Cheng Juan didn't know what to say, but Wen Xu suddenly smiled, and said to her: "If you think it's too much, I'll go back by myself."

"Not reluctantly."

Before answering, Cheng Juan frowned at her, as if he disagreed with her words.

"It's always right to send Wen, Mr. Wen used to send me off often."

Mr. Wen... She was so alienated, Wen Xu's expression was a little stiff, Liu Chengjuan did it on purpose.It can be imagined that she offered to give it away, which is not too indifferent, so let's not bother with her for the time being.

Close the car windows to cut off the clear smell of plum snow in the wind, and the sunshine in the winter afternoon can be spread on the clothes of the people in the car.

Wen Xu's mood warmed up accordingly, there was only space for the two of them, and she didn't have to put on an air for others to see.However, it is difficult to expect Liu Chengjuan to be active, and she has to start the show.

She was half searching and half wronged and said, "You haven't contacted me for a whole year."

I didn't contact because I didn't want to, and I couldn't. If I reluctantly separated, but still greeted you back and forth, wouldn't it be a waste of effort and deception.

It is meaningless to create a feeling of long-distance love in life.

It is disrespectful to parting and reunion.

Only when the entanglement is completely broken, can you think clearly about what you can't let go, and you can carefully consider whether to pick it up.

She spent a year examining herself, whether she could live alone, allowing her life to focus only on work and family, whether she could turn her heart to others, and start a new route.

But after spending this year, Wen Xu must have discovered that Liu Chengjuan was a very cruel person. He was indecisive in the past because he was short of manpower, and even after repaying the principal with interest, he ignored any kindness.

Only in this way can Wen Xu feel the loss, get used to the loss, and then think about other people.

Young, fresh, interesting, obedient, and even tacit understanding in bed, what's so hard to find, Cheng Juan is very confident in Wen Xu in this regard.

She thought over and over that it would be better for Wen Xu to leave her.

And before the blessings again and again, it was her reluctance and despair over and over again.

It is not easy to let go of a person who has been in love for several years in loneliness. Should she suddenly become a Buddha in an empty house, no longer longing for that person's smiling voice and warm body?

Can't do it, outside of work and family, she needs relaxation and redemption.And these can't be transferred to other people, there are people in my heart who don't let go, and I can't squeeze in the idlers and so on.

Today, I am willing to see Wen Xu and send her home because the time in my heart has come.

It's been a year, she can't keep ignoring people, she should talk to Wen Xu.

But what exactly to say, she didn't have an accurate answer in her mind, so she was vacillating, so she simply improvised.

She replied: "The work over there is busy."

This reason was perfunctory, rather than an explanation, it was better to say it was polite, just to avoid being cold.

Wen Xu let out a "ah" and didn't delve into it further, "When will you go back to work?"

"It's expected to be the day after tomorrow." It's okay to be a day later, but there's no need to say it now.

Cheng Juan hadn't smiled since he left Sheng Qi's house, and was driving seriously.

Wen Xu looked at her face frequently, she was serious about everything she did, even if she didn't like it, she could do it well.

She was stingy with herself, even smiling.

She thought about it, even when they were together for the first time, Cheng Juan never kowtowed to please her, but he would let her decide and order him with a good temper.

Later, Cheng Juan left the campus and changed day by day. He was also obedient and cooperative, but different from the cautious and cautious before, he was more indifferent.

Sometimes Wen Xu would ponder over her expression. Although she was preoccupied and frowning, she was not in a state of irritability.I still say what I say, and I struggle for a while when I am occasionally amused.

Until Cheng Juan owed her nothing, he finally became impatient, questioned and resisted.

Wen Xu reluctantly let go of her hand, like a bird flying out of a cage door by accident, disappearing in an instant.

For a year, there was no news of her, only from Sheng Qi's mouth to know her recent situation, still in a daze.

I don't know if she didn't understand clearly, or Sheng Qi deliberately blurred it out.

Wen Xu thought about her so much that he wanted to bring someone over there, arrest her, lock her up at home, and not allow her to work, just drive her to death.

This was the second time he was left in place. Although this time was different and the other party was not at fault, Wen Xu had his own dignity.

Since Cheng Juan doesn't want to see her, she will never show up, and if Cheng Juan refuses to talk to her, she will never disturb her.

It took a whole year, and if she didn't take the initiative, that person would really disappear.

Thinking of the past, she had to take the initiative in everything, and Wen Xu cooperated calmly.Once Cheng Juan stopped cooperating and Wen Xu stopped taking the initiative, the relationship would be completely broken.

Wen Xu used to say "wait" swearingly in the past, but he lost his confidence at some point, not because he didn't want to wait anymore, but because he doubted what his waiting meant to others.

She used to think that Cheng Juan would be happy to hear that she was waiting, and when Cheng Juan passed away, he would give her a chance to make amends.

But it has been a year, and she has been ignored at all, and she doesn't know if he has calmed down.

She asked Sheng Qi's evaluation of Cheng Juan, and Sheng Qi said one thing: "Cheng Juan is ruthless to himself, once he makes up his mind to do something, he will definitely do it."

So, this time Cheng Juan made up his mind to leave her and never come back again, right?

"Aren't you..." Her mouth moved faster than her mind, and before she could think about it, she asked half a sentence.

Cheng Juan asked patiently, "Is it something?"

"Is there someone you like?" It's not Wen Xu's style to be unclear, she has doubts in her heart, so she clarifies the words.

Cheng Juan turned the steering wheel silently. Halfway through the journey, she sighed at the frighteningly short distance.

"Yes."

The suspected thing suddenly became true, the expression on Wen Xu's face was frozen like ice, no matter how warm the winter sun was, it couldn't melt away.A mouthful of white teeth was about to be crushed, and the tone was not embarrassed, "When?"

Unable to do two things at once, Cheng Juan was crossing the intersection, not noticing the micro expressions of the people around him.

"it's been a while."

Endless silence followed, and Wen Xu felt noisy when he heard his own breathing. He tried to hold his breath, but after a while, he couldn't hold it anymore and let out a long breath.

Probably just like it, and it hasn't been formally discussed yet, so Cheng Juan hasn't informed her yet.

But to take a step back, even if Cheng Juan talks to others, he is not obliged to listen to her and report to her.She is what she is willing to wait for, not what other people ask for, and she can do whatever she likes, so why care about her feelings.

It's been a while, how can it become so fast.Or did he never like her and never cared about her?

"What about you?"

Cheng Juan threw the question back: "Do you like anyone else, is there anyone with you?"

"Drive your car." Wen Xu's tone was a little resentful, "You don't have to worry about it."

That is no.

Cheng Juan knew her well, and if she had, she would not bear it when she was unhappy, so she must speak out frankly.

But Wen Xu didn't know himself, how could it be so easy to like another person, liking is a huge project, and the profit and loss are unknown.A poor person like her can't be touched easily.

Cheng Juan realized that she was bad enough, and she didn't rush to explain at this time, probably because she was sure that Wen Xu couldn't leave her side for a while, and could only lose her temper in the car.

In the past, Wen Xu would have exploded long ago.In the past, when she heard Sheng Qi's name, she would be jealous for a while, but now that the misunderstanding is so serious, she actually endured it very well.

But Cheng Juan didn't have much time to be someone who stayed out of it. When he arrived at the destination, Wen Xu felt as if he had had enough, and got out of the car as soon as he unbuckled his seat belt.

Cheng Juan held her back, and couldn't look at her while driving, so he looked carefully enough now.

She was very angry, and there was a tinge of red around her eyes, which was different from crying, it was mostly the anger after her dignity was trampled upon.Wen Xu is not a woman who loves to cry, even on the day when she officially announced the breakup, she did not lose her composure in front of her.

"Let go, don't waste your time." She said angrily.

It's not just that Qi Chengjuan fell in love with others so quickly, but how much she looked forward to when she went there today, and how disappointed she is now.

Cheng Juan is not loose, but she doesn't know what to say, where to start, her IQ is not online today.

After eating and drinking for a few days during the Chinese New Year, coupled with excessive rest, the brain seems to have degenerated.

But she knew that what she did was wrong just now, and she intentionally caused people to be wronged, "I'm sorry."

This apology was even worse, Wen Xu shook off her hand: "No, I deserve it."

Before her hand touched the car door, Cheng Juan grabbed it and held it in his arms: "Of course I have someone I like, otherwise what am I doing now?"

If you like someone else, do you want to get mad at her again?Not that mean.

Wen Xu was stunned for a moment, and understood, her mood was up and down, so she couldn't hold back and pinched her.Seeing that she didn't resist at all, but her expression was so painful that she couldn't control her expression, she suddenly softened and realized that she was too domineering.

Today is still in Cheng Juan's probationary period, and she flinched and pinched people just because of two words, which is too bad.It was a waste of her being so considerate last year and waiting patiently all year long.

"..." She was suddenly a little embarrassed.

Cheng Juan just took a shower, dried his hair, and sent a message to his sister in Wen Xu's pajamas.

"I'm not going back tonight, I'm staying at a friend's house."

It was past four o'clock, before it was dark, and the light was no longer interesting. Wen Xu opened the curtains, took a look, and closed them again.

She is leaning against the window.

Unexpectedly, he said "Don't go back at night, stay with me", unexpectedly Cheng Juan really agreed.

Cheng Juan raised his head after notifying his family, "Why are you standing here, come here."

Wen Xu walked over, sat down beside her, and watched Wen Xu put his fingertips on her eyelids gently.

"My eyes are swollen from crying."

Wen Xu was ashamed, ignored her, turned around and climbed onto the bed, pulling the quilt up to cover her face.

After a year of innocence and asceticism, her face seemed to be on the verge of being pure and pure. After a long time, it was a sudden experience, which was both comfortable and uncomfortable.

Liu Chengjuan deliberately provoked her today, and his ambiguous words were enough to annoy people, and even made her teary, it was useless for her to say anything.On and off for more than an hour, people almost died once.

But no matter how unbearable this kind of thing is, it is still fun, just shed a few tears, and I cried completely because I thought of something else

Lost and found.

The person who had been splashed with cold water on his heart and mind, who thought he had no chance, suddenly said that she liked you.

But Wen Xu is not sure that she will recover, maybe today is just a moment of greed, and when Cheng Juan leaves Yujiang, he is busy with work and ignores her.

What's the use of sleeping, they slept so many times in the past few years, they didn't even count on a serious relationship.

The grievances of the past year were mixed with today's emotions, and she couldn't stop crying.

Cheng Juan had never seen her like this before, so he had no choice but to coax her, and when she had cried enough, he wanted Cheng Juan to stay tonight, and Cheng Juan agreed without thinking.

The room was so warm that people wanted to hibernate here, Cheng Juan was quiet for a while, suspecting that Wen Xu was asleep, he pulled the quilt back a little, but saw that her eyes were still open.

The beautiful face is like a plum blossom in the snow, but it does not have a cool smell when you get close to it, but it is like a thirst-quenching orange, plump and juicy, and you will be hungry if you don't peel it off.

It seems that they should talk, and it seems that they should enjoy the afternoon freely.

Wen Xu buried her face in her arms again, Cheng Juan knew that she was embarrassed by the crying just now, as for other things, they were leftovers from the past, so there was nothing to be ashamed of.

Wen Xu remained silent, while Cheng Juan sat on the bed in a daze in a fluffy pajamas.

Wen Xu's breathing and the sound of several cats "looking" outside the door from time to time.

The sweet fragrance after bathing on each other, and the lingering smell in the room with no windows open for ventilation.

Familiar room layout, creamy yellow quilt, half chestnut hair of the person next to the pillow wantonly invaded her pillow.

Cheng Juan stroked the top of her hair, and when she was willing to show her face, he lowered his head and tasted her lips.

The five sense organs and the seven orifices, the internal organs and the six internal organs all bow their heads together.

She used to think that she needed money the most, as long as the family could live well, she could give up everything else.

But when she found that she was starving to death, she felt content, and even wanted to stop chasing fame and fortune.

In her dreams, she wanted such a leisurely and warm afternoon.

It's a pity that I can't get it. Sometimes I wake up from a nap and only feel dazed.

She faced the empty room and called softly, "Boss Wen."

Occasionally, with a thick skin, she would pretend to be outside the room and shout loudly: "Wen Xu."

It seems that this can call people in.

She flipped through the stupid things she had done in the past, and Wen Xu was confused by her distraction, "What are you thinking?"

Cheng Juan lay down, and was so trapped by Wen Rouxiang that his mouth was sweet, "I miss you."

"You liar, I'm right in front of your eyes, and you still want to lose your mind about me?" Wen Xu snorted, but hugged her tightly, for fear that she would tell the truth harshly.

Both of them fell asleep when they were exhausted, and it was already night when they woke up. They were so hungry that they couldn't last the next day, so Wen Xu asked someone to deliver food.

While waiting for the meal, Li made another greedy fuss.

After getting out of bed, Cheng Juan swayed top-heavy as if all his energy had been sucked away by a monster.She had no choice but to be more honest at night, otherwise she wouldn't want to get up tomorrow.

Returning to the room after dinner, she was really out of ideas this time, and sent messages with Sheng Qi and her sister.

Sheng Qi didn't know that she wasn't home, and she didn't say anything.

Seeing her playing with her mobile phone, Wen Xu suddenly raised her head, "Why haven't you contacted me for a year?"

"We broke up, and we shouldn't be in touch after breaking up," she said.

Wen Xu became serious: "Then what are we doing now?"

If Liu Chengjuan said nothing, she would throw him out.

As soon as he had this thought, Wen Xu was defeated. Why should he drive people away? It's better to have something you like than nothing.

Cheng Juan didn't sleep well that evening, miscellaneous thoughts flashed in his mind.

She didn't forget how she was looking forward to and disappointed again and again in the past. While declaring "I hate falling in love with people", Wen Xu said with a smile, "Don't be angry, we can talk if you want to talk".

But that was all excusable, Wen Xu had never treated her badly.

She ran away for a year, and she had a bad year.

High salary, freedom, desired status and dignity, but very few happy times.

She is good at acting cautiously, and she didn't make up her mind before coming to Wen Xu's house.

It's good that she likes Wen Xu, but she just got back together like this, and she's afraid that she will regret it later.

Until this afternoon, Wen Xu was still asleep, when she woke up suddenly, a moment of great happiness engulfed her.

And she felt pain when she thought that there would be no such afternoon in the future, so painful that she wanted to cry like Wen Xu.

So she didn't intend to lose her temper, and she was more sincere than ever: "Let's start over."

Why do people have to make things difficult for themselves, since she wants it and can get it, then she has to come.

As for all the worries, they are all in the future. After a year of worrying, she is responsible to herself and Wen Xu.

It might be reckless to get back together now, but she's willing to take the risk.

She said that if Wen Xu was a demon concubine, she would be willing to be a foolish emperor, since she was the only one who was harmed.

If they continue to separate, neither she nor Wen Xu will be any better than they are now.

……

Although they are already together again, perhaps afraid of others' advice, Wen Xu said to Sheng Qi, "I'm chasing Cheng Juan."

Cheng Juan was surprised by this, and Wen Xu said: "If you are still wronged and don't trust me, you can let me chase you slowly. But you can't ignore me and let me work alone."

After hearing this, Cheng Juan apologized to her for the neglect that year, "Don't chase me, I won't make you work any harder."

Even though Wen Xu was moved, she smiled disdainfully: "Don't give way in any way."

Wen Xu understood instantly, and resisted: "I don't agree! Why do you?"

Cheng Juan ignored it, each according to his own ability, if she refused, Wen Xu wouldn't have the chance to do anything wrong to her.

The different places give this relationship some room for buffering, step by step, everyone has the time to adapt slowly, and it just happens to hone each other.

Two years later, when Wen Xu planned to move his studio there, Cheng Juan made up his mind and returned to Yujiang.

Cheng Juan's younger sister is already working, and she is also bold, "Sister, are you in love?"

Cheng Juan looked at her and didn't think about hiding it, "Yes."

"When can I see you?" The girl seemed very interested in this kind of thing.

"Wait until I get more stable with her."

Cheng Juan didn't think it was urgent, and was also afraid that his family would put pressure on Wen Xu.

"Okay."

Cheng Juan looked at his younger sister's elated look, fearing that she would be disappointed in the future, so he had to foreshadow: "My partner may not be the one you think, a little..."

She didn't know what adjective to use.

"Extraordinary?" The younger sister found a word, and when Cheng Juan shook his head, he punctured the window paper and asked, "Is it a girl?"

Cheng Juan was slightly startled: "How do you know?"

"Guess." The younger sister said: "Your female boss who drives a luxury car used to send you back, saying that she would take care of errands. But our village is very remote, and if there is something good to do, she specially sent you."

In fact, there are other things, such as two sisters sleeping in the same room, it is inevitable to find clues.

Once she squatted at the door and played with her mobile phone. Cheng Juan thought she was not at home, so she clicked on the voice.

After learning about these things after going to college, and thinking that her sister has never had a boyfriend, she guessed it.

"Brother told me, so does Sister Sheng Qi."

Cheng Juan didn't expect Sheng Qi to be discovered too: "You two are very observant."

"I didn't observe it. Brother and Sister Sheng Qi added WeChat during Chinese New Year, saying that Sister Sheng Qi often shows off his wife."

Cheng Juan nodded, well, anyway, Sheng Qi has come out of the closet, and I wish everyone would know.

Later, she and Wen Xu were almost stable, and it was determined that neither of them wanted to leave, and it could only be each other in the future.

She just told Wen Xu that she planned to take her to have a meal with her brother and sister.

Wen Xu easily agreed, saying that Sheng Qi and Wen Lian were so lively.Cheng Juan agrees, they both know each other anyway.

But it wasn't just acquaintances who entered the box that day, there was also a tall, thin middle-aged man who asked who Liu Chengjuan was as soon as he entered.

Wen Xu introduced carelessly: "My elder brother, he's here for dinner."

Cheng Juan realized that he had brought his younger siblings, so Wen Xu brought her older brothers and sisters.

Since her brother was willing to come, he didn't make it difficult for others. He got up to toast and held Cheng Juan's hand: "Take care, take care."

It looks as if the burden has finally been thrown out, and I am worried that the person who picks up the burden will be tired.

Wen Xu was so angry that her brother rolled her eyes, and when Cheng Juan saw her, she ate her meal with a smile.

Sheng Qi is not familiar with this cousin Wen Lian, but he likes his character, and learns a few witty words from him every time we meet.

So when Sheng Qi approached Wen Xu during that time, the first sentence he said was "Take care of me", and Wen Xu said, "Get lost."

In the small group of four, Sheng Qi made Wen Xu's photos into emoji packs, adding the words "Take care of me" and post them every chat.

This shit can't get past it.

Wen Xu was annoyed to death by Sheng Qi, and felt that Ning Ning's vision was not as good as hers when it came to finding a partner.

While Wen Xu was gnashing his teeth and looking for Sheng Qi's ugly photos in the album, Cheng Juan looked at her softly for a while, then suddenly leaned his head on her shoulder, like a bird like a bird for the first time.

Wen Xu liked her closeness, and stood upright to allow her to lean on, but he was still chanting: "Sheng Qi is doomed, damn it, make an ugly picture of my old lady. Just wait... Hahahaha, I found it." Zhang Ningning's ugly photos made her mad."

"Pfft——" Cheng Juan was silent for a while after he couldn't laugh or cry, and said softly to her: "Your brother is wrong, I should ask you to take care of me."

After finishing speaking, she raised her head and pecked Wen Xu's face, then took out her mobile phone to help others, "I have even uglier photos of the two of them, and I'll send them to you."

Because of her two words, Wen Xu was happy and excited, and hugged her: "Ah, my wife, I love you so much."

Cheng Juan was heartbroken by her sudden enthusiasm, bent his eyes and smiled: "I love you too."