Summer of Fireflies

The afterglow of Xia Cai stretched me and his projection.

The young man leaned against my forehead, with long brown bangs drooping obediently.

I watched quietly and waited for him to speak, but I didn't expect what he said was not what I wanted to hear: "Lisa, if I die..."

"I'll remarry immediately after you die!"

"..."

It was an unlucky word when I opened my mouth, and my worries were indeed correct. This time he went to Palermo to negotiate with Bai Lan, and the young man was not sure.

The worse result is that he might walk in and come out lying down.

It's not that I don't want to believe in his strength, but that as a mafia boss, he should have made up his mind to die long ago before embarking on this path of doom, not to mention that his opponent is the most insidious Bai Lan in the city. I have been worrying about this for the past few days, but I can't tell him, otherwise it will only arouse the worries of the young people.

I remembered that on the day of the wedding, when I used the excuse of going to the bathroom, Bai Lan once grabbed my wrist and said "come back early". Of all his feelings for me, there must have been a bid to say goodbye to me.

It's as if...he deliberately let me come back.

Why did Bai Lan deliberately let me go back to the youth?I don't want to believe that he let me go on purpose just because he wanted to fulfill us.

In other words, putting me back beside the young man was part of Bai Lan's plan.Just thinking about this makes me feel uneasy, uneasy about Bailan's plot, uneasy that the young man will go to negotiate with Bailan this time... and he will never return in the end.

I thought a lot of words to comfort myself, for example, the strength and brains of the young man will definitely not be inferior to Bai Lan, for example, the reason why Bai Lan deliberately let me back is precisely because I have run out of use value, not because there is something ulterior. Conspiracy, I thought of many excuses to comfort myself, but after all, I still failed to eliminate the anxiety and fear in my heart.

"You can like anyone, but not him."

Why not only him?

Regarding this question, Bai Lan didn't give a definite answer back then, but now that I think about it carefully, I probably know what the answer he didn't say was.

"You can like anyone, but not him."

——This is not jealousy, but Bai Lan's warning to me.

Why not only young people?

--Because he will die, and must die.

This sentence is what Bai Lan failed to say.With his character of "doing what he says", how can I not worry about this negotiation?

The Palermo negotiation was the first peace negotiation proposed by Bai Lan. He said that he wanted to reconcile with Pengo Li, but can Bai Lan's words be believed?

Bai Lan's invitation is destined to be a dragon's pond and a tiger's lair, even an outsider like me can see it clearly. If so, why does the young man want to let his own to die?

I don't understand.

The behavior of the young man who suspected that he was confessing his funeral to others accelerated the uneasiness in my heart. In order to eliminate this uneasiness, I secretly made a decision.

I decided that the night before the young man went to negotiate, I would go to...

... seduce/lead him!

Neither the youth nor I are open people. During our relationship, there were no other more intimate actions except holding hands, hugging and kissing.

I always feel that those more intimate things should be done after marriage. He thinks so, and I think so too.

However, ever since the young man decided to negotiate with Bai Lan, a strong sense of unease has been lingering in my heart, and now I am beginning to panic...

Decided to seduce/seduce youth, but how to seduce is a problem.I called to ask Anna, and Anna gave me advice: "Alcohol builds courage!"

Then I really went to drink a bottle of wine, the strong wine choked my nose, I couldn't bear the smell, so I ran to the bathroom to take a shower.

Drying his hair in pajamas, the light next door was still on, I pushed open the door, and the young man in the room was still reviewing documents on his desk, the dim light shone on his side face, and his skin was covered with a layer of light I didn’t want to disturb his work, so I ran to the kitchen to make a cup of hot coffee, then returned to the young man’s room, and replaced the cold coffee on the table for him.

The young man thanked me with a smile, and then continued to work.

Wanting to talk to him but not wanting to disturb his work, I fell into the young man's big bed and lay depressed for a while. The alcohol and sleepiness came together. I closed my heavy eyelids and hugged the quilt unknowingly. Fell asleep in the youth's bed.

If Anna knew that I fell asleep after drinking to strengthen my courage, she would definitely jump up and scold me in Palermo:

"I said, Lisa, can you be a little more promising?!"

"I'm sorry, Anna, I'm such a worthless person, please let me go in my dream!"

……

In the dream, Anna brutally attacked my chest as a punishment. I buried myself in her turbulent chest and couldn’t breathe. In a daze, I felt that someone was touching my face, and even kissed my forehead, and tucked the quilt for me. , the man got up to leave, I subconsciously grabbed the corner of his clothes.

I just woke up feeling dizzy, I sat up straight and rubbed my dizzy brows, probably because the alcohol was still there, I didn’t see the figure standing in front of me clearly, I supported the bed frame with one hand and wanted to put on my shoes bed, but my shoes slipped, and my whole body fell to the ground.

I didn't hit the floor unexpectedly, because someone moved faster than me, and held me who was about to fall. I wanted to say thank you to the young man who held me, but I couldn't stand still, and then I fainted again.

A man's strength is naturally stronger than a woman's. The young man's pulling force was too strong, which made me fall on him like a mountain. The unexpected young man was stunned by my pounce.

There were sounds of stools sliding and things falling to the ground in the room. The young man's head hit the corner of the desk, and I lay firmly on top of him.

I shook my head, raised my head and bumped into the young man's chin again, this impact made my head completely awake, I rubbed the painful forehead, and in the blink of an eye, I met the clear and bright brown color of the young man. Eyes, in the darkness, the breathing sounds of the two of them rose and fell one after another.

"you……"

"I……"

I fixedly looked at the young man, and the young man fixedly looked at me.The cool night wind climbed up my shoulders. I squinted and found that the straps of the pajamas had been loosened by more than half, and the two fragrant shoulders were exposed, and the collar on the chest hung down to the position below the collarbone.

Compared with me, the image of youth at the moment is even worse.

When I fell down, I subconsciously grabbed the young man's collar, causing the kimono on his chest to fall off half of his chest, and his hair was messy, with slightly wet bangs clinging to his eyebrows, as if he had just wiped his hair. There is a faint fragrance of bathing in the room.

I rested my hands on his thin chest, and I could see his muscular muscles when I lowered my head. The young man's figure is very thin, but his bones are strong and his abdominal muscles are very full. His lustrous collarbone glowed faintly in the darkness. The bathed body still has a slight fragrance.

I found that our posture at this moment is really indescribably ambiguous.

Aware of each other's stiff bodies, neither of us spoke, feeling the air around us warm up, and even the sound of our breathing was unnoticeably heavy.

Opportunity is no longer lost, time never comes, how could I miss such a good development opportunity?After staring at the young man for 1 minute, I lowered my head and began to kiss his collarbone patiently. I licked it slowly first, and when I reached his shoulder, I bit him hard.

The young man's body trembled immediately. He stretched out his big hand and pressed my head back to his chest. He pressed very hard, and my head was imprisoned on his chest.

The ambiguous air was flowing, and I lay quietly on his body, listening to his heartbeat a little faster than usual, and my own heartbeat also heated up.

After a while, the young man's hoarse voice slowly sounded above my head: "This kind of thing...let's do it after we get married."

He quietly put his arms around my waist and pressed my head with one hand, only the rapid breathing and the fluctuating heartbeat betrayed his calmness.

"But..." I wrapped my arms around his waist, pressed my face against his hot chest, and replied sullenly, "I'm afraid I won't have a chance in the future."

The young man was silent.

Anna always said that I was too kind. When I was a freshman, I picked up a seriously injured mafia, and when I was a junior, I even picked up a world-class dangerous person.

If I had ignored Senior Luo Hua and Bai Lan's affairs at the beginning, maybe I would not have experienced such a painful thing later.

I will save others, just to make my conscience feel at ease.

In fact, I am far from being as kind as others think. I am also a very selfish human being. I selfishly hope that the gentleness of young people will always belong to me alone. Worrying about things.

I'm not a proponent of premarital sex, but that's the only way I can feel at ease right now.

Now my identity is still the fiancée of a young man. A fiancée is different from an official wife. As long as a fiancée is unmarried for a day, this backup status can be withdrawn at any time. However, the official wife is different. Once a man gets married and has an official wife, he It is necessary to bear a responsibility that belongs to the husband.

A man with a family will no longer be alone, and the responsibility of a husband is equivalent to putting shackles on him.

I want to have a relationship with the young man, but I just want him to shoulder an extra burden. In this way, the young man has another reason why he must not die