Summer of Fireflies

My heart slipped accidentally.

Hearing the sound of the cup falling to the ground, I was startled by the sound. The scalding hot water splashed on my feet, and a few drops of hot water pierced my skin through the clothes through the trouser legs, and I immediately backed away in shock. I took a step forward, and the first thing I thought of was not to check the burns on my legs, but to hope that the sound of the glass breaking would not disturb the residents who were sleeping in another room.

The floor was full of glass shards. I bent down to pick up the glass shards, but I cut my finger instead. I let out an "ah" and instinctively retracted my finger. The one that was cut by the glass shards There is a red scratch on the middle finger.

"I'll go find a Band-Aid."

Because it was not my home, I didn’t know where the Band-Aid was put. I had just walked a few steps and caught my clothes on the corner of the table. Seeing that my face was about to hit the scattered glass shards, my pupils shrank, In the next second, he was firmly hugged by the youth in his arms.

"Sister, just sit here, I'll help you get what you want."

"Thank you, thank you."

The young man pushed me back on the seat and didn't let me move another step. After he went to get the band-aid, I drooped my head, feeling a sense of defeat in my heart. I felt that I was useless now, as if no matter what I did screwed up look.

From the corner of my eye, I glanced over the gray bathrobe I put on the table, looked at it in a daze, my throat choked up again, I hugged the boy's bathrobe and sucked my red nose, and felt that my tear glands were bursting again Trend, I sniffled and held back my tears.

"Fortunately, it's just a scratch." The young man carefully bandaged the wound for me, "Don't worry, I'll take care of the glass."

I thanked the young man, and then stared at the gray bathrobe in a daze.

"Sister... do you still want to drink water?"

"what?"

I looked up in a daze, and found that the glass shards on the floor had been disposed of by the young man. Seeing me in a daze, the young man put down the water glass and sighed.

"Sister." He bent down and grabbed my shoulders, his brown eyes looked at me seriously and gently: "Is it because I'm here that you dare not cry?"

"..."

I wanted to say something to refute, but my eyes turned red again, I wiped my eyes and turned away hastily, but the young man pushed me back.

"Cry if you want to cry." He pressed me into his chest with a gentle voice: "No matter how long you want to cry, I will be with you."

The body temperature of the opposite sex made my body stiff first, and then my heart warmed up. Listening to the gentle voice of the young man, for some reason, the urge to cry became stronger and stronger.

The tear glands began to burst again uncontrollably. I buried my head in the young man's chest, grabbed the young man's gray bathrobe with one hand, and grabbed the young man's clothes with the other. Hot liquid flowed from my eye sockets. Li, finally broke down in tears.

The reason for crying is partly because of the dream just now, and partly because of the fear in my heart.

Every time I think of the boy in my dream, I feel that my heart is invaded by a strong emotion into my brain, which makes me so painful that I can hardly breathe.

This strong feeling was always too heavy for me, and I began to panic.

Even if I know that the girl in my dream is me, even if I know that I loved the boy named "Silver" very much in the past, but now I am Miura Hotaru, not Takekawa Hotaru. Before Takegawa Hotaru liked Silver, now I like It is the youth in front of me.

These two feelings collided and entangled each other in my heart, and I was exhausted physically and mentally, so I was afraid, afraid that if I let that strong emotion continue to erode my feelings, I was afraid that one day, I would no longer be me, It was the Takekawa Hotaru from the past.

When I don't know the truth, I try to find the truth, but after I know the truth, I don't want to continue to dig another memory buried deep in my mind.

Others think that having two memories is a very happy thing, but I feel uneasy. If...the other memory belonging to Hotaru Takegawa recovers, and my feelings for the ghost boy overshadow my feelings for the youth, then at that time What should I do at that time?

This is the consequence I fear most and least want to face.

"Gang Ji-jun, I had a dream just now..." The young man's hand stroked my hair, and I spoke intermittently while crying: "Yin, Yin... Yin disappeared... and then... I... ...I've been looking for him for a long time, but I can't find him..." I cried more and more at the end, "I've been waiting for him for a long time...a long time...he hasn't come back yet."

"Well, I know all about it." The young man responded in a low voice.

After a while, my sobbing gradually became quieter, "If..." I hesitated for a moment, then pressed my nose and said, "If I say I don't want to recall the past, will you blame me?" He raised his head in his arms and looked straight at the young man.

The palm on my head paused, under the light, he looked at me quietly, and seemed to be thinking about something.

I was silent with his silence, but stopped crying.

This trip, although I found the answer I wanted, but I have always felt very anxious.

The truth is, no matter it is the Takegawa Hotaru in the past, or the Takekawa Hotaru who became a ghost, or the present me, we have always been the same person. When the obsessed ghost girl disappeared, I became Miura Hotaru from the hospital Li woke up.

This is not a coincidence, nor is it possessed by some ghost.

Xiaobai told me that before I became a fragile ghost, I had already been reincarnated in this world. After reincarnation, I obviously became Xiaochun's cousin, which is the current me.

However, the longing for silver turned my dead soul into a kind of obsession, and this kind of obsession cannot remain in this world for a long time. It was the mountain god who took pity on me and gave me a fragile monster body. Become a ghost girl.

The young man probably also knew that I was Hotaru Takekawa, but I only remember fragments of the memory of the young man. Even if the young man appeared in my dream in childhood, the feeling was so weak that it could be ignored. If I didn’t If I plan to search for memories again, I will naturally not have the chance to recall the memories of the ghost girl and youth.

Because she was afraid of Takekawa Hotaru's feelings for Yin, she didn't want to think about the past.

I can recall all the memories related to Yin, but I can't recall all the memories related to the youth. For the youth, this is a very unfair thing.

"Senior, if you don't want to remember those things, don't think about them anymore." The young man smiled lightly, as if he didn't mind my selfish decision at all.

He stared into my eyes, his soft brows seemed to be smiling, he stretched out his hand, and wiped off the liquid remaining in the corner of my eyes: "Sister, as long as I continue to behave like this, I already feel very happy." The warm brown eyes gradually faded away. Closer, forehead against mine, so close I could almost see his drooping eyelashes.

Warm breath sprayed on the tip of my nose, and as the temperature of my cheeks rose, my face began to steam up unconsciously.

Rescuing the boy who almost fell into the cliff was voluntary. I said sorry to the boy's panicked face. I turned around and looked back, as if I saw you standing behind me again.

I can't wait, waiting for another waste of time, let me go back to the beginning of our encounter.I can't wait, waiting for another waste of time, let me go back to the beginning of our encounter.

The day I met you back in the forest, I rushed towards you, and you screamed nervously: "You must not touch me!"

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56. Blizzard

"The mountain road is not easy to walk, and avalanches sometimes occur on the mountain, so you have to be careful."

"Well, we will."

"Then, Tsunayoshi-kun, and...Miss Lisa, good luck."

"Uncle Murata and Aunt Murata goodbye."

I waved with the Murata couple in front of the house, and the young man and I walked on the silent field with our luggage. It was very windy during the day, so I reached out and lowered my hat deliberately.

I didn't plan to stay here for a long time, so the luggage of me and the young man was only the size of a schoolbag.

When I wanted to go back yesterday evening, I found that the traffic was blocked by mountain snow. Not only was the vehicle unable to walk, but even the only exit was completely blocked by the collapsed mountain snow. The young man and I had to find an acquaintance to stay in the mountain. Night.

When she was Hotaru Takekawa, her grandfather's house was already deserted.

Although the house is still there, looking at the thickness of the spider silk and dust accumulation inside and outside the house, it seems that no one has lived in it for a long time.

It is impossible for us to stay overnight in an abandoned house in the cold night in the mountains in winter.The grandmother who used to live in the mountain when the young man moved away long ago passed away.

Fortunately, the young man knew a family of the Muratas. Judging from the familiarity of his conversations with the Muratas, it is not difficult to guess that the young man often stayed in their home before.

The conversation was blocked and I couldn’t go back for the time being. It’s a blessing to have a place to stay, but it’s only for one night. The Murata couple enthusiastically hope that we can stay for a few more days until the traffic resumes. Recently, there are often people in this village The blizzard hit, and the traffic jam was just a sequela after the blizzard. The telecommunications signal failure was an important reason why I was anxious to go back.

When I came out, I just told my uncle and them that I was going to look for things, but I didn’t tell them the specific address where I would go. The mobile phone and the phone couldn’t get through. I didn’t know where I went. If I couldn’t go back, they would definitely be worried.