Summer of Fireflies

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...Good day Anna!See you have taught my good son badly!I gritted my teeth against the air, crunched my fists, and wondered if I should just punch Anna the next time I see her to show my gratitude for her messing with my son.

"Lisa, you don't really want me for the sake of a man, do you?" An An's little hands grabbed my trouser legs uneasily, and looked at me tearfully with misty eyes.

I touched his little head and sighed deeply. It's not that I don't know the uneasiness in the little guy's heart, but...a child who lacks father's love since he was a child, I don't know what to compensate him for.

If it wasn't for An'an, I wouldn't have been single until now.In the past, my ideal life was to find a reliable man to marry quietly, and then have children for him, and live my life in an ordinary way.

Because of An An's appearance, my previous life was disrupted, and I became a single mother who only cared about my children all day long.

In the real world, in addition to working hard to make money to support the family, single mothers also have to worry about their children's clothing, food, housing and transportation, and pay attention to their children's growth and education. Single mothers are not so easy to do. I wonder if I usually love An An too much So much so that he had some problems in education, I guess An An's waywardness is also something I got used to.

Wiping away the mist from the little guy's eyes, I finally chose not to say anything.

In order to correct An An's waywardness, I think it is necessary to have a cold war with him until he realizes his mistake.

Too much doting, I am afraid that one day it will become irreversible doting, like a radish planted in the soil, it will be difficult to straighten it after it grows crooked.

I still cook and cook in the evening, but I didn’t say a word to the little guy at the dinner table. Even if he came over like a dog’s skin ointment, I didn’t take it and look at him. It’s still the same after dinner. The little guy almost cried when he remembered, " Lisa, I was wrong, don't ignore An'an." The bleak bun's face wrinkled and looked like an abandoned puppy.

"Where did you say you were wrong?" I stroked his soft hair, but my heart softened after all.

He wagged his fingers at me and calculated carefully, "First, An An shouldn't be so rude to Lisa's guests, second, An An shouldn't just listen to Anna's words, and third, An An shouldn't make Lisa angry. "

"What else?" These are not the reasons why I am most angry. What I am most angry about is his distrust of me. An An has always been afraid that I will abandon him for other reasons in the future. As everyone knows, no matter what happens in the future, It is absolutely impossible for me to abandon the little guy who is a treasure in my life.

"Eh, there's more?" An An, who couldn't think of a reason, scratched her head, and her tender bun face was almost wrinkled into a Sichuan face.

"Forget it." I sighed suddenly, An An is a child no matter what, it is impossible to think of the real reason for anger in my mind, because I am too strong.

"Lisa isn't angry anymore?" The little guy's eyes lit up, and his two little paws immediately came forward to beg me to hug him. I hugged him on my lap, and the little guy wrapped around my neck and mouth He muttered, "Lisa, I won't dare to do it again next time." He begged for mercy.

"Is there a next time?" I glanced at him.

"Hey." The little guy rubbed his nose and smiled cheerfully at me. "no more chance."

When I woke up the next day, it was sunny and windy outside, so I got up and opened the curtains so that fresh air could blow into the room.

Looking at the rising sun outside the house, the flowers were laughing and the birds were singing outside the window, I stretched myself facing the brilliant clear sky in a good mood.

Today is the weekend without going to work, just about to get up to make breakfast, there was a trivial sound from the bed, maybe the light shining into the room was too dazzling, the little guy sleeping on the big bed was huddled in the round blanket and buried in a ball , I walked over to him laughingly and opened a corner of the quilt for him. If the quilt is buried too deep, the little guy will find it difficult to breathe.

Last night he acted like a baby and begged me to sleep with him, I don't know how many times he kicked the bed last night, but this morning he behaved well, he just hugged the bed and wanted to sleep in.However, since the little guy is still growing up, it doesn't hurt to let him sleep more.

After I finished cooking, the little guy just woke up. The little guy hugged the little grizzly bear and walked downstairs. He was still wearing the little fox pajamas, and his hair was messy, and many of the surrounding silver hairs were curled up.

"Lisa, is it time for breakfast?" He rubbed his eyes in a daze, he was obviously out of spirit just after getting up, well, but his dazed appearance is very cute in my eyes.

"Hurry up and change your clothes and wash your hands. Remember to wash your hands before eating." I took off my apron and walked upstairs to the room. The spacious room was clean and bright, as was the desk. The dark blue curtains rustled when the breeze blew the curtains. Everything is fine here, except for the messy bed.

I made the bed and thought of the good weather today, so I carried the quilt and sheets to the balcony, intending to take them out to bask in the sun, the bright sunlight shone on the quilt, and the hand felt warm and sunny , Waiting for the pleated sheets to be laid out, the door to the opposite balcony suddenly opened.

"Zawatian-kun?" I was taken aback for a moment, only belatedly realizing that the balconies of our two villas were just facing each other.

"Good morning, senior." The sunlight behind reflected on the young man's head, and the young man was smiling at me in the leaking sunlight, greeting me in a very everyday way.

I nodded, "Well, good morning, Sawada-kun."

The young man was wearing everyday casual clothes, and the top collar was not buttoned properly, revealing his snow-white neck that made people think, but unfortunately, when he looked directly at the young man's head, the messy curled hair on the young man's bangs was damaged His entire mature and elegant aesthetic image, the two upturned brown hair, is almost the same as when An An woke up in the morning, I covered my mouth and snickered very unkindly.

"Senior sister is laughing at me again." The young man scratched the curled up hair angrily, but failed to smooth it out several times.

"Not at all." I coughed lightly and suppressed my smile, "Mr. Zetian is so cute." Just as cute as An An.

The young man was even more annoyed when he heard this, "I always feel like I'm going to make a fool of myself in front of my senior sister every time." He pulled his hair, and his brown eyes showed a little nostalgia.

I knew he wasn't offended by what I said making fun of him, the Tsunayoshi Sawada I knew, he was such a mild-tempered and big-hearted person.

"Sawada-kun must have slept well last night." I don't know why I was so sure, "Did I dream about my sweetheart?" I blinked at him.

There was no expected reaction, because the young man standing opposite me actually blushed. At that moment, I felt as if I had discovered a new world.

"Senior Zetian." I changed the name of the elder to the junior, and my tone took on a serious expression, "It is said that a young heart in love will make a man younger, no wonder I felt that you are much younger yesterday, Zetian-kun, don't worry, I will not laugh at you, or I will be blacklisted by Cupid."

I don't need to look at me to know that the young man behind me must be feeling ashamed at my leaving back at this moment. I want to continue laughing, but find that the corners of my eyes are inexplicably stained with sadness.

I couldn't help thinking of the blurred shadow deep in my memory, I shook my head and dared not continue to think about it.

The girlhood of adolescence is like a time machine that will never return. As a mother, I can no longer find the heart that was restless for whom.

The author has something to say: I refresh your comments every day, but the result is still the same. How can you be worthy of my girlish heart that I update every day? ! !

7. Sunflower

The orange sunlight shines on the tender green grass through the sparse branches and leaves, and the golden dust dances in the air like elves, making the branches and leaves full of golden light sway like a galaxy in an instant, beautiful and mottled.

A girl with light blond hair is sitting on top of a lush tree, shoulder-length light blond hair, white cheeks like jade, her face is sideways, her arched legs are surrounded by her whole hands, the breeze blows the girl's light blond hair The bangs, the golden pupils looming under the bangs.

Suddenly the girl turned her face around, revealing her beautiful facial features and beautiful face. In the floating sunlight, the girl's eyes were full of bits and pieces of hope.

"Now, tell me, what color is the sea?" she asked.

"The same color as the sky," replied the other.

"Really." The girl lowered her eyes, her butterfly-like eyelashes fluttered, and her flicking bangs fluttered gently on her forehead, "One day, one day I will go to see the outside world." Dahai, I will trouble you to take me with you when the time comes, I am afraid I will get lost."

"Well, it's agreed."

"Well, it's an agreement." On the girl's face was a smile that was as delicate and warm as the sun.

……

Covering the glaring light above my head with my hands, I stood up from the recliner and found that I was still lying on the balcony of my house.

It turned out to be a dream. Looking at the scorching sun, I was rarely in a trance.

It is said that day and night dream, but I actually dreamed of a girl I didn't know at all in my dream, what a strange dream.

Obviously just wanting to take a midday nap, I turned my face away and found that An An was sleeping very soundly on the recliner on the other side of me.

The little guy bowed and held a comic book,