Summer of Fireflies

Delivering newspapers to families, introducing preferential products to MLM households in supermarkets and shopping malls, serving as banquet waiters and hostesses in hotels, and selling second-hand goods and new ones online, all kinds of part-time jobs like this Almost all, and my most recent part-time job was this one as a bartender at Lyra's bar.

Only when people truly integrate into the society can they appreciate the hardships of life. This sentence has always been regarded as the truth by me.To be a part-time job also needs to take care of my studies. To be honest, I feel very tired, but I can’t tell anyone that I’m tired. The path I choose is my own, because I decided the path I want to take early on, so how can I be in the middle of it? What about abandoning it?

However, today's uncle misses me very much, my aunt said let me rely on them a little bit, don't always be so brave.

—— It’s not good for girls to stay up late

- I just kind of miss Lisa

——We are relatives

——Don’t be so brave all the time, okay?Aunt...worrying about you

Yes, we are relatives, there is no need to reciprocate between relatives, and there is no need to be so fussy, just because we are relatives, so once I try to be brave, I will be tired and I will let them worry about me. What a very unfilial daughter.

I remember that my aunt once said to me before going abroad: "Our daughters are very sensible and strong, but, Lisa, I hope you can also learn from Xiaochun, and occasionally be willful a few times. Uncle and aunt will be very happy You are such a wayward daughter."

Since I woke up at the age of eight, in front of my uncle and aunt, I have always been well-behaved and sensible, and occasionally acted like a baby to them like Xiaochun, but I have never been willful in front of them even once because of my good temper. I always feel that if I am self-willed, I will cause trouble to my uncle and aunt.

Therefore, being stubborn, I decided not to rely on their protection after college, but to work independently for my own study and life, and it is precisely because of this that I have no extra time to participate in those campus activities, let alone time Go to the class reunion, look, I am such a stubborn and bad human being, it’s okay if I don’t understand the worry of my uncle and aunt, and I still think that I am right and stubborn, even if I break the city wall I don't want to go back and admit my mistakes.

In fact, as a stubborn and stubborn person, I just need to take a step back, and I can laugh and cry happily with my relatives. There is nothing happier than this, isn't it?

"I'm sorry." I grabbed the phone cover and sniffed fiercely. I didn't need to look at me to know that I must be crying very embarrassingly at this moment. "Uncle, aunt, I won't be brave by myself again..." So, please stop worrying about my poor daughter.

"It's fine not to be brave, it's fine not to be brave." The other end also sniffled and laughed, "Lisa, although the weather has gotten warmer recently, it's still windy at night, don't freeze yourself just to stay up late If you get sick and catch a cold, remember to see a doctor..." My aunt began to babble to me, and I kept saying "hmm" as I listened.

"Then... I hung up the phone."

"Well, good night, aunt and uncle."

I sniffled my nose and just hung up the phone, when I turned around, I saw Bai Mao standing opposite me with a smiling face, I turned my face away and didn't want to talk to him.

Bai Lan came over and put his coat on me, my nose was red at the moment, I don't know if I was frozen or crying like this.

"Pfft, Lisa, you're about to turn into a cat face~" He chuckled, leaned over and rubbed my cold hands warm, and took a drink from his mouth by the way.

"I want you to worry about it!" I raised my eyes and gave him a wicked look, it didn't make sense for him to smile so brightly when I was crying so badly, thinking about it made me feel even more resentful.

"Duplicate Lisa..." He scratched my nose, half-sighed and smiled at Youyou, as if there was a stream of light in his eyes in an instant.

"You're duplicity!" I broke free from his wide and thick palm, and immediately shot off someone's attempt to scratch my nose again.

He smiled and immediately took my hand back into his palm and rubbed it. Under the dim light, his purple tasseled eyes melted into a slightly warm color, "Hehe, if Lisa still wants to cry, my shoulder I can borrow it from you~"

Seeing that I didn't believe it, he raised his lips slightly, and pressed my whole head into his warm chest, "All my people belong to Lisa, if you don't mind, Lisa can take it for free, whether it's the shoulders or the body Enjoy~" He smiled brightly at me in the night, with a charming and beautiful smile, like a garden full of stars suddenly blooming in the night, darkening the surrounding colors.

"You said it yourself!" I maliciously wiped my snot and tears all over his body, thought about what he said, and then stared at him again: "Who is crying! I didn't cry!" This is your hallucination, Bai Lan, if you are sensible, it's better to say that you haven't seen me cry.

"Hey, my Lisa has never cried~" Bai Lan patted me on the back, hugged me and smiled lightly again.

Seeing that he was sensible, I finally fell down on his warm chest and wept.So, Bai Lan stayed with me that day, but I cried all night.

After returning home, Bai Lan used boiled eggs to cover her red and swollen eyes from crying, "Hiss—be gentle, you bastard!"I grabbed Bailan's clothes and called Xiaoxiao, who made me almost unable to open my eyes now.

"I'm already very light, Lisa, don't move around~"

I immediately sat upright like a three-good student, and when I heard Bai Lan's low laughter, I gave him a nasty look: "Don't laugh at my panda eyes!" I stared, although I couldn't see my eyes, but... …If he dares to laugh at my panda eyes, I will drive him out of the door and let him sleep on the floor later.

"Huh?" Seeing that Bai Lan stopped rubbing my eyes with eggs, I raised my head suspiciously, and then, something warm and wet stuck to my eyes, and licked my red and swollen eyes very gently. His eyes were itchy, but I felt quite comfortable being licked. I grabbed the other's thin clothes and pursed my lips. I felt complicated and inexplicable for a while, but finally I didn't push Bai Lan away.

"Lisa, the way you are silent... I can't help but eat you~"

"How dare you!" I quickly grabbed something from the sofa and threw it at him, my ears were so red that you almost bleed, "Stay away from me, carnivore!"

"No way~" Someone laughed with a rippling sound, "If I leave, who will apply Lisa's eyes?"

I grabbed the hand of the pillow and paused for no reason. After thinking about it, I felt that what he said was quite reasonable, so I nodded and asked him to come over and cover my eyes first. After thinking about his unruly behavior just now, I frowned. The head warned him: "Don't touch me again!"

Bai Lan smiled: "But Lisa, you just acquiesced~"

I choked, "...that's because I was possessed by a monster just now!" I nodded and found an excuse to defend myself.

"Hi~" Bai Lan's face leaned closer, warm air breathed on my ears, and the base of my ears turned red, "Not now, but it will be fine at night~" He continued to laugh.

My brain short-circuited, and I jumped up from the sofa immediately in shock, "You, you...you rascal!" I stammered.

"This Lisa scolded me the first time she saw me~"

"Eh, is it?" I lowered my head in thought.

"Hehe, actually, I don't mind Lisa calling me 'dear'~"

...But I don't mind!I twitched my eyebrows and pointed at him tremblingly: "Bai Lan, you are so shameless..." I admit that I am at a loss for words, all the words are not enough to describe Bai Lan's shamelessness, but I should be very angry in my heart, in fact But I am very happy, happy like melting honey, this kind of contradictory mood...

I've always been too defensive, let alone to Bai Lan, but it happened on that night when I was most embarrassed, because the temperature he gave me was too warm, maybe it was at that time that I stopped treating Bai Lan It was also at that time that I began to like the warmth of being in Bai Lan's arms.

Later, I couldn't help thinking, if Bai Lan hadn't been with me who was in the most embarrassing situation at that time, would I not have fallen in love with Bai Lan.

If I had been with another person at that time, would I have fallen in love with another person, but there is no if in this world.

The reason why I fell in love with Bai Lan was just that he was by my side during the period when I experienced the greatest turning point in my life, precisely when I was most embarrassed.

36, and return

"In short, it was during that period that I fell in love with someone I shouldn't have loved. Later, I graduated from school a year early and left him voluntarily."

After a few minutes of silence, the young man with lowered eyelids raised his head and apologized to me: "I'm sorry for reminding my senior sister of such a sad thing."

This is indeed a very sad past, but... "Gun Ji-jun doesn't need to apologize to me. Besides, it has been five years, and what should be let go has already been let go. What's more, I don't have Gang Ji-jun I imagined it to be so fragile." I waved my hand at him and smiled nonchalantly.Even when I think about it now, I won't feel the same heartache as before.

Jimmy said: When what makes your heart beat can no longer move you, what makes you angry can no longer irritate you, and what makes you sad can no longer make you cry, then you will know this time, what this life has given you, and what do you want to do for you? grow up, what did you pay