Summer of Fireflies

Otome Weicai composed the music, and the clear tune lingered by the fountain for a long time.

Amu probably wanted to comfort me when I was depressed. I stared blankly at the white pigeons flying in the distance. There were too many thoughts in my heart that no one could tell. I was waiting for the sadness buried in my heart to fade away slowly. The clear tune Along with the shamisen, it rises and falls regularly.

Mian れ る heart far ku high ku

The sleeping heart is far and high

Ming

Fly in the sky of the bright sun

この梦よどうかめないで

Why haven't you woke up from this dream?

Why haven't you woke up from this dream?The loss settled in my heart came like a tide, I only hope that all the memories are gorgeous and beautiful dreams.

However, it is the dream that will eventually wake up.

Lost is a sudden rain in the sky, which drenched the memories hanging on the roadside.

This sentence from the lyrics of Tang Xu's "Paradise Lost" suddenly came to mind. What do people usually do when they feel down?

Others usually do other things to divert their attention, and I do the same. I hid here to draw pictures, and listened to Aki playing the shamisen music, and let emotions such as fear and sadness slowly expand into a feeling of despair in the loss. Cocoon, look, I really am a coward who dare not face reality, I curled my lips mockingly at myself.

I still remember when we first met Bai Lan, my first impression of Bai Lan was just a playboy with a frivolous tone. The coquettish purple gold crown imprint of the upside-down mountain set off his monstrous appearance, coupled with his sweet voice, what do you think? They're all like the villains in the villains.

He was sure that my conscience would not abandon him, so he fell on me with confidence. Even this point can be calculated, which shows that Bailan is a man who thinks deeply from the beginning. Even so, I still like it. On his gentle and lovely side.

It is not the first time to skip class, but it is the first time to skip class because of lost emotions. Every time I think of the picture I saw before I came to the square, I feel a dull pain in my heart. I don’t have the courage to step forward and question him as “betrayal” At the end of squatting in the corner, I could only hold back tears and flee in embarrassment.

Even if I have the courage to question, what should I ask when I ran up to that person angrily?Ask him why he kisses other women behind my back?Asking if he was cheating on my feelings for him?It is a matter of course to live together and take care of him, but Prynne never told me that he loves me or please associate with me.

Maybe Bai Lan never loved me, maybe I was the only one who liked him all the time, so he and I, a non-couple who looked like a couple but not like a couple, since there was no love in the first place, so what is the point? The word "betrayal"?

"Lisa." Amu's song had stopped at some point, and he sat beside me and sighed: "Since I'm not in the mood, let's call it a day." I, the listener, was absent-minded, and Amu was gone A reason to keep playing.

The red sunset fell to the horizon like a big disc, the towering buildings cut the orange-red light, and the whole square seemed to be covered with a layer of red clouds, and the white pigeons in the center of the square had somehow flown back to them nearby lair.

In the summer of July, the days are long and the nights are short, the empty square is sparsely populated, and the silent twilight covers the earth, adding a layer of solemnity to the orange sky.

I packed up the easel and paints, and was about to separate from Amu. There was a vibration in my pocket on time. I opened my phone and saw that it was a blank text message. The sender was Senior Luo Hua. I slapped myself on the head and said, I ran out to relax because I was feeling down, which made me completely forget about the meeting appointment I promised to Senior Luo Hua.

Looking at his watch, he realized that more than an hour had passed since the agreed time. "Amu, how far is XX Park from here?" I turned around and asked Amu, if it wasn't for the blank text message, I probably wouldn't remember this incident the next day, I hope the seniors in the park are no longer waiting Me, otherwise it would be difficult for me to escape the feeling of guilt for him in my heart.

"Go from here, about 10 minutes." Amu picked up his shamisen and left with a straight spine.I thanked him and hurried towards the agreed park intersection.

The horizon sinking into the back of the building is close to dusk. It stands to reason that there should be many old people, children or young couples coming to the park for a walk after cooking, but the strange thing is that I approached the intersection of the park all the way, and the trails on the asphalt road were empty. , I didn't see a single person on the road.

Unable to understand the strange phenomenon before my eyes, I suppressed my uneasiness and walked to the street entrance of the park. The strange thing is that there were not only no passers-by at the street entrance of the park, but there was not even a single security guard. Taking a deep breath, I stepped on the orange light on the ground and entered the park. The trees are lush, the grass is green, and there is a winding path under my feet. Suddenly, I saw a few drops of bright red blood on the road. My heart skipped a beat. The premonition gradually expanded in my heart.

Walking deep along the bloodstains, I saw corpses lying all over the ground in a pool of blood. I screamed, and my face suddenly turned pale.

The corpses lying on the ground with their eyes closed were scattered all over the place, and the blood flowed on the grass and fainted. The blood that spread everywhere but hadn't dried up was shockingly red.

Desperately holding back the urge to vomit, I shook my legs and ran back. When I ran back, I thought of the person I wanted to see for a moment. If, if the senior is also among these fallen corpses... run away I stopped walking in an instant, and I turned around stiffly. On the premise of avoiding stepping on the corpse and blood, I covered my mouth and followed the direction of the bloodstain to find the depths of the path step by step.

Deep down the road is a small forest enjoying the shade. I am lucky that I did not see the bloodstains and corpses that made my face turn pale. I took a deep breath and glanced at a tree by the lake in the forest. The black-haired The man was sitting half leaning against the tree trunk, his familiar side face looked like the senior in my impression, so I hurried over.

The young man under the tree closed his eyes tightly, his pale complexion was faintly blue, and there was a large bloodstain on the meticulous shirt on his body, spreading on his chest. "Senior?" I knelt in front of him, tremblingly reached out to put my hand under his nose, breathing lightly, so weak that it was almost undetectable.

"What, what, what should I do?" I panicked for a moment, and sat down on the grass, because I was afraid of making his wounds worse, and I didn't dare to shake him to wake him up. "By the way, Dian Dian Dian!" A flash of inspiration flashed through my mind, and I finally remembered the emergency number in Rome in a panic. I quickly took out my mobile phone from my bag, and my trembling fingers rested on the buttons and kept trembling. Stop, as if I suddenly lost my strength, every time I press a key, I use up a lot of strength.

When the last number was pressed, the phone beeped, and the next second, a pale hand rested on my wrist. With a flick of my finger, the beeping phone fell to the ground. Looking at his eyes, he found that the black-haired youth had awakened at some point.

"You came."

The pale lips pulled out a tiny arc, and it felt like the young man was smiling at me. His pale smile was reflected on his bloodless face, and his weak smile was as fragile as bubbles.

I never knew that the seniors would laugh too, and I would be very surprised if it were normal, but now I just feel stuffy and flustered.

"Senior, how are you?" I panicked and helped him lean on me, holding his hand that was so cold that he almost lost his body temperature, my dark blue eyes mixed with the warm color of the setting sun , the reflection in the bottom of my eyes is all my pale face in panic.

The young man looked at my lips and squirmed again, and suddenly coughed up a mouthful of blood that overflowed his mouth. He seemed to want to say something to me, but he didn't have the strength to speak again.

I hastily smoothed his breathing with my hands, opened my mouth, and felt so sad that I couldn't speak for a moment. Seeing that the young man seemed to want to squirm his lips again, and wanted to stop him from speaking, but was choked by the other's firm eyes. I suppressed my sore heart and leaned my face closer.

"What do you want to say?" I trembled and watched the young man's pale lips slowly open and close. I couldn't hear his words clearly, so I could only try to recognize the shape of his lips. The dim light outlined his The deep profile, the eyes that looked at me intently, the lips that curved when he spoke to me.

だぃすき, he said.

It's "like you most" instead of "like you".

The young man's eyes looked at me without blinking, and the warm dark eyes melted into the light background, but after he finished speaking to me, the bright color instantly lit up, the dazzling and soft dark blue, as if in The most unique touch of brilliance in this dark light.

I was so shocked by his words that I couldn't speak, and the thoughts in my heart were tumbling like clouds for a while, hitting my chest one after another.

It wasn't until the young man closed his eyes and lowered his other hand quietly in a straight line that my shocked expression returned to the initial panic.

"Senior, senior, don't scare me!" I stammered and pushed the young man's body, but there was no response from his body, and I felt that his body temperature was getting colder. Suddenly, I felt the footsteps behind me gradually approaching me, and I shouted uncontrollably behind me: "Ambulance! Ambulance... Is there an ambulance!"

The dark orange sunset slanted on the people who came, and the crowd in police uniforms and white clothes came slowly. It was the police and nurses.While I breathed a sigh of relief, I hurriedly helped the young man onto the stretcher, and followed him into the ambulance.

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