A guide to the first love of a spoiled dog

Still the same dream.

"Yu, Meng Luo and I are leaving now, we will arrive at your place in about an hour, you are ready to prepare~"

A familiar voice came from the other end of the phone, Xia Yu set up the camera in the woods on the outskirts of City B, and called the temporary assistant hired for 300 yuan a day to adjust the set.

"Okay, call me soon." Xia Yu said.

The other party agreed, and when he was about to hang up, Xia Yu suddenly remembered, "Oh, by the way, I ordered a lot of calla lilies, remember to tell Lao Meng to take allergy medicine!"

"Got it, Xia Da photographer, you talked about this a month ago. Lao Meng's hay fever allergy was not that serious. He was so delicate that he said he had taken allergy medicine and insisted on me driving... "

Xia Yu smiled, "Sorry, I'm a little nervous."

"Ann, the first time I took a portrait was my best friend's wedding photo. I'm nervous for everyone, but we all believe in you...don't you, Lao Meng?"

Meng Luo's voice came from the background on the other end of the phone, mixed with the low noise: "That's right~ Photographer Xia Da worked hard, and strived to develop and develop in portrait photography, chasing lions for years and months, and even fell in love. I don't care to talk about it."

Xia Yu smiled helplessly, "Hang up, I don't want to listen to Lao Meng's nagging anymore, see you later!"

Zhou Mengzhen had a nice laugh, and after laughing for a while, he said, "See you later."

In the next second, a gust of hurricane blew head-on, rolling Xia Yu up high, and rolled it to the entrance of the Panshan Highway at the foot of the mountain.A small truck full of fresh calla lilies collided with a private car, and black smoke billowed from the front of the private car immediately.

Xia Yu was thrown to the ground so hard by the wind that every cell in his body screamed in pain.

But he still got up from the ground, pushed aside the crowd of onlookers and the firefighters who came, and walked straight to the direction of the private car.

"Old Meng, it's true!" Xia Yu shouted at them, but they both lay in the car with their eyes closed, and no one answered him.

"Old Meng, really, wake up! You wake up!" Xia Yu was stopped by people, who told him that there was a danger of explosion at the accident site and he could not approach.

"But those are my friends, my best friends, I have to, I have to take wedding photos for them. The man's name is Meng Luo, and the woman's name is Zhou Mengzhen. We are best friends. I want to take them Wake up, I have to take pictures of them!" Xia Yu explained in a panic, tears streaming down her face.

The smoke had clouded his face, and his tears had turned black.

Xia Yu knelt on the ground in embarrassment, "Please, let me go, I'm not afraid of explosions, they are my friends, please, please..."

"Sir, calm down..." Before he finished speaking, a huge roar sounded, and black smoke instantly enveloped Xia Yu's entire world.

After the explosion, countless flower fragments fell from the sky. The original white petals had been dyed black-gray, spinning around and covering the three invisible black shadows.

After that, there was a long, endless darkness. He felt his body was falling down, and someone kept calling his name by his ear, "Xia Yu, what's the matter with you?", "Why didn't you answer the phone?" , "Why did you drop out?", "Why did you leave without saying goodbye?", "Where are you now?"

……

The birdsong gradually overshadowed the siren of the fire engine, and finally, Xia Yu opened his eyes from the sofa.

He still held half a can of beer in his arms, and some liquid spilled on his chest, which hadn't completely evaporated after a night, and mixed with the cold sweat on his body, it felt sticky to the touch.

The biggest disadvantage of falling asleep on the sofa is that when you wake up the next day, your whole body will be sore, especially your neck, which is too stiff to move.

Xia Yu supported her neck and sat up from the sofa, without paying attention, the beer can in her arms fell to the ground, and the remaining half of the can of beer gurgled on the tiles.

"Huh—" He took a deep breath, stood up resignedly, stepped over the puddle of beer, and went to the bathroom to get cleaning tools.

When passing the entrance, there was a sound of opening the door, and a voice full of vitality came into his house through his security door, "I'm going to school!"

Then came the sound of footsteps descending the stairs.

Grandma Qiu chased to the door and shouted downstairs: "Give yourself a chicken leg at night, don't be reluctant to pay!"

Hearing Cupid's voice again, it was already from the kitchen window.

I just heard that young man who is always full of vigor shouting to his window: "Today's extra meal is stewed beef, I must eat it!"

Every morning, the sun will visit Xia Yu's living room, and the light yellow light is hitting the photo of the deer.

Xia Yu came out with a mop, stood in front of the photo and looked at it for a while, thinking that this little deer was cuter.

At least Xiaolu won't take advantage of his sympathy, beg him to do things or lie.

After cleaning the living room, Xia Yu took a shower and went to the urban area to participate in the activities of the psychological mutual aid group.

He himself has always complained about such activities, but it was his mentor's wife who had no choice but to hold the event. The mentor was his only spiritual support in the gloomy days. His wife started a business in China alone. He was asked by his mentor to go there once a week. , By the way, visit my wife.

In fact, he knew in his heart that it was the teacher and his wife who were worried about him.It has been two years since the incident happened, and he still has not been able to get out of the haze, so he had to cut off all interpersonal relationships except his mentor, and came to M city in disgrace.

It was only half past ten when we arrived at Shiniang's office, half an hour before the start of the mutual aid meeting, Xia Yu knocked on the door of Shiniang's office, poked his head, and asked, "Can I come in?"

My wife is used to using her English name at work, Ashley. She raised her head when she heard this, took off her reading glasses with one hand, and said softly, "Ofcourse!"

"Yu, how are you?" Master's wife greeted him to sit next to her desk, and chatted with him, "It's all because of this wave of epidemics. Originally, the air ticket back to China was expensive. Your master finally bought the ticket, but he The flight was suddenly canceled!"

Xia Yu secretly breathed a sigh of relief, on the surface he still pretended not to let go, "It's a pity, I won't see the teacher again!"

The teacher saw through but didn't tell the truth, she just asked him, "Are you still planning to go back to school this year?"

Xia Yu smiled at her.

"Yu, why don't you try to accept one stage of counseling first? I can also arrange another counselor for you..." His wife persuaded him, "There is only one year left to graduate from NYP. It would be a pity to give up."

Xia Yu folded her hands behind her head, and said loudly: "There is nothing to regret, I don't want to take pictures anymore... Actually, I don't like taking pictures that much. I used to be young and ignorant, and I always thought I was walking around with a camera. It’s cool. When I get to the actual knowledge, I realize that I’m not interested at all.”

"Then what are you interested in?" Mistress asked him, "Drinking? Pleasure? Or escape?"

"Hey, I'm not your client..." Xia Yu made a pause gesture to her and said, "Your consulting fee is so expensive, how can I let me take advantage of you for nothing?"

He walked to the door, "You chatted with me so much just now, are you thirsty?" "I'll buy you coffee to pay for your chat with me, okay?"

Mistress gave him a reproachful look, "You do this every time!"

Xia Yu didn't agree with each other, and asked, "A medium latte?"

"Yeah," Shi Niang nodded, "Just go to the activity room after buying, and I'll be there today."

Today's mutual aid group activities have changed in a different form. In the past, a group of people sat in a circle and talked one by one about what happened to them this week and how they felt.

Today they form a group of two, and throw huge ocean balls back and forth to each other. While throwing the ball, they can say a word at will.The other party who receives the ball does not need to provide any feedback, but in exchange for it, a word is also freely spoken.

This activity can stimulate both parties' desire to express and share. In some groups, the two finally chatted. The process of throwing ocean balls became a process of listening to and exchanging each other's voices.

In some groups, two people took the opportunity to say what they had never been told, because there was no need to provide feedback, and they did not need to bear any pressure to communicate.

Xia Yu is in the same group as a sad-faced office worker. Every time he throws an ocean ball, it will be accompanied by a vicious curse. The target is usually his boss and colleagues; He believed that the other party didn't care about the deployment method.

Unexpectedly, at the end of the event, the other party suddenly asked him: "Are you happy?"

Because the action is inertial, the answer is also inertial, Xia Yu spoke out her own voice without thinking: "I was in hell in the past, but I occasionally saw the world these two days."

He regretted it the moment he said it, what kind of game is this?

"Oh?" The office worker became interested, "When will you feel that you are in the world?"

Xia Yu was in a daze, and an answer quickly appeared in his mind, but his reason told him that this was not possible.

No, no, no, you can't say it out!

The dark blue ocean ball hit him, but he was busy covering his mouth.As the reminder sounded that the activity was over, the ocean ball hit his forehead, was bounced off again, and smashed obliquely on the open space.

Xia Yu murmured: "What the hell am I thinking!"

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I miss your husband~